I cannot believe.
I myself is so depress and yet,
I can encourage people!!
This is what Grace blog.

for you.
grace trusts that you're sensible enough to know what you're doing,
and trusts that you'll be happy with your decision.
it was, unfortunately, a short journey,
but only beautiful memories.
thank you for always being there.

take care and stay happy.
goodbye. =[

the last promise,
unfulilled.

p/s you'll never be forgotten; bear that in mind.

honestly, i hate you for leaving like that.

And this is what I told her at her tag board.
be grateful that the person leave like that..
life moves on and on..
never ending..
regardless what decision u make,
there is sure consequence..
there is both happy and sad part..
now that u r unhappy,
u'll nvr know what is happening in future..
human are selfish..
they will only think of them wanting happiness now
and not the consequence later..
u'd come up with that decision shows that
u did think before and nt impulse..
yes,
be glad that at least there are beautiful memories..
though it is short,
having once is enough..
think about others who dont even have one before..
grace,
u are already very sensible le..
at least u got an idea of what u wanted..
unlike mine leaving dangling there..
decision unmade..
but even still,
i dono what my outcome decision is,
i m still happy that i had dis beautiful memories before..
though it did not last,
i am glad that it happened..
Like the song..
"Someday we'll know, Why I wasn't meant for you.."
happiness comes in many way..
maybe God thinks that this is the better way to happiness?
well,
u'd never know what is planned behind.
so yes,
stay happy!

Seriously,
I wonder if I am telling it to her or to myself.
Happiness comes in many way.
Yes,
that sentence is so true!
Well,
God have our path planned.
He let us experience ups and downs.
He is trying to train us up.
You cannot always expect ups.
In time of trouble,
You will fall terribly.
He cannot let us experience all downs.
If that,
Life is meaningless.

Now,
I am experiencing a up and down in my life.
The up thing is that I'm given a chance.
The down thing is that the chance is hurting.
So yes,
I am learning to be strong from the down.
And at the same time,
Using the up to substain hope.
With that,
Life can move on.
With that,
Hope never dies.
With that,
Anything is possible.

I've once made a choice.
And I regreted my choice.
Even so,
There is no turning back.
I've lost the chance of making another.
Now,
I only can wait for other's choice.
I've to learn.
I cannot expect others to follow my mood swing always.
Others have feelings too.
They do feel too.
They are human too.
They have a choice too.
And now,
The choice is not up to me anymore.
Because I lost it already.
So yes,
Listen up,
Follow what is planned.
If that is the best way out,
Accept it.
Because your choice is being accepted before.
Regardless you like that choice or not.

No point hoping to turn back time.
Things like that only happen in drama.
Not in the real world.
If you regreted that choice.
Please remember.
And learn..
Always think carefully before making the choice.
Once gone is forever gone.
Maybe because,
I've never been rejected by that choice.
I was rather pampered.
When I say out,
Others will never agree to it.
Thus pampering me.
To keep back my choice.
For once,
I was being rejected.
Not being pampered.
Finally I understand.
How they feel.
When I make that choice.
I finally understand.
I finally understand what it means by cannot get back the same.
I totally understand now.
I understand how the feeling is like.
Now,
I will learn.
Treasure what you have.
Do not make such choices if it is not meant to be.
Given another chance,
I won't make that mistake anymore..

End of my speech =D

 
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