My Life, My Blog

I thought I can hibernate myself. However, I desperately needed a place to pour all my troubles in. And yes, that is my blog.

I am feeling terrible now. What is happening? What am I thinking? What do I want? What am I wishing for? Is there any alternative?

I am seriously not going online at all. I do not wish to go online at all. I rather skip all the questioning of what is happening.

Seriously, I have no one to turn to now. I really do not know what to do now. All I can do is wait. Maybe something miracle might happen?

You will get disappointment if you pin too much hope. I know all this. However, do I have a choice?

The weekend is really long. So long that I kept thinking about it. For once, I find my weekend too long to survive through. For once.

I thought this 3 days of long weekend is finally the time for me to relax. I was wrong. All I hope for now is for the weekend to end fast.

I always have the thought that when I sleep, time flies and the best of all is, everytime when I sleep, the next moment I wake up, it is the following day already.

However, I cannot sleep at all. I am staying awake on bed. For once! I was known as the sleeping worm in my family and now, I cannot sleep regardless how I roll and turn on bed.

I want to fall into deep sleep and the next thing I know is morning. Weekend is so long, weekdays are so long too. Why is that so?

Why does God want to torture me? What have I done wrong this time? Why must He always torture me with such things?! WHY WHY WHY!!!