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Yecks!!

Like I expected.
90-10.
I think soon it will become 100-0.
I think very soon!
Yesterday is 50-50.
Today is 90-10.
Wa seh!
At this rate, I think tomorrow is..
..
..
..
..
130 - (-30).

Wa kao!
Like that I think by tomorrow morning.
I'm jobless!
ARgh!!
Surpress surpress surpress!!

But I expected it also.
I see it coming.
From the way everything go.
No need 3 days.
But at least..
I also have small chance initally!!
I should be very happy already.
Well, maybe last time,
People have BIG chance,
But problem still there.
At least now,
I have SMALL chance.
At least better than nothing.
Be grateful!!

90-10.
Machiam like stock market!
Misleading too.
Don't seem like but my 6th sense tell me it dropped.
Treatment is misleading!
I don't know what is what already!
Grrrr!!!!
It is like a kind of torture.
50-50
I already so fan can!
Now,
90-10.
Largi worst!

Can I just bang my head on the wall?
Thus fall into deep sleep?
And then lost memories?
You know those kind of selective memory lost situation?
Yes, I want that to happen.
I want to delete it so
Now everyone will not be so xin ku!
At least if I deleted that part,
People need not try 'cause of what I said.
Then, everyone will not be pulled into such situation.
Why didn't I bang my head that time?!
Like that I can fall into deep sleep and rest so well!

I want to bang my head badly!!
Bang already, best is selective memory lost.
If better, I can become cleverer.
MUAHAHA!

I don't want to kill myself.
People will cry for me.
People will feel guilty for causing it.
I am very nice.
I rather not people feel guilt + sad!
I rather not let white hair people send black hair people.
And please, who else attempt to commit sucide?
I also got follow trend one ok!
Committing sucide is a bad move.

I am clever enough to think of selective memory lost.
Well, at least people won't feel sad.
Some people will be even happier that all this happen.
Some people will be happy that I'd forget their debts.
LOL!

Hai~
Acting is in life!
Everyone needs to act somewhat or another.
Doesn't acting makes the actor tired?
Doesn't acting makes the actor lost himself too?
Seriously!
Acting is very tiring.
I've acted before.
I know what it is like to act.
If acting will solve the problem,
Then I won't be here already.
If acting can change the figure,
Won't it be some kind of cheating?
I mean you act as if you totally into,
But in the end, if the figure does not change,
Won't it be more hurting to tell the person,
Sorry, I've been acting all this while.
Isn't it cheating too?
I am not sure.
Well, maybe the person is happy even though got cheated.
Regardless the case,
Acting will not last long.
One day the actor will get tired
And expose everything out.
Like that, both actor and audience will be very sad.