My Life, My Blog

Been blog hopping before ending my day.

sometime being friends is better than being in a relationship.

I realise many people are saying this lately.
It is such a coincidence.
I guess there is nothing perfect in this life.
That includes relationship.
Well, why is it that, being friends are better and yet.
People want to get into a relationship.
I guess during the process, each has their own motive.
Courting: Guys want to get the girl. The girl agrees to all.
Relationship: Guys got the girl. Girls want company and attention.
Well.. When both cannot reach the common point,
Girls wish the guy is like during courting - more attention given.
Guys wish the girl is like during courting - less demanding and possessive.
It is hard to reach the common point.
I guess, that is why I rather be some small woman.
Well, I don't have much time to be demanding anyways.
And how to be possessive when I "work part time"?
Oh well, this is life =)

don't compare your life with others,
because you have no idea what their journey is all about.

I saw a friend's msn nick and I love it soo much.
It is meaningful.
However, it is hard to not compare your life with others.
It is just how much you tend to compare.
And I, myself, compares a lot.
I always think that other people's life is great!
And mine is like rubbish.

I tend to get very envious of my cousin.
She is doing well in all aspects - family, education, love life, friendship
Though previously, she face large pressure due to family.
She manage to walk through and yes, loving family now!
She always know what she wants and now, she is doing extremely well in school.
She just won some international competition!
Congrats to her!
And for love life, she found jx and happily attached.
Though sometimes jx make her soo mad, they talk things out.
She will just speak anything off her mind.
And as for friendship, her friends are always there for her.
And of course, they are very close, in school and out of school.
Well, I guess her life is great!

And as for yours truely.
Family, not much of a problem.
Besides the fact that there are frequent bickering here and there.
Education, not doing very well.
I am just following the path that is planned.
Study well, get into university.
Love life, I don't wish to elaborate anything about it.
Ups and downs.
I guess npy have no idea what is going on in my life anyways.
Just too busy to talk about it and just too busy to know.
Well, I guess that is something which always happen.
Friendship, comes and goes.
Each have their own commitment.
Well, I don't know what to say about it.
In general, I just wish I know what I want, say whatever I want.
I find it soo difficult to always thing and say.
I just want to say my unhappiness out.
Yet, I find it soo hard!
Instead of following the path planned.
I just want to know what I want to do.
Just like my cousin.

This is life!
Accept it, or not.