My Life, My Blog

So, am I wrong to actually trying to find a way out?
So it is my fault now?
I am trying to find alternative too.
So is it wrong to actually trying to help?
I guess it is damn wrong now.
Everything I suggest is rubbish.
It is crap.

So now that I was told it is partially for me.
Ok, since when I say I need that?
And now it is all down to my fault again.
So without me, it will be way easier isn't it?

All I just want to help.
Is helping wrong too?
I just wish something better could be done.
I am selfish.
I do not want to get emo.
I do not want to feel disappointed.
So I find all means to stop all that.
And I guess, it was all the wrong approach.
May be my thinking is just too kid.
Time to grow up.

Yes, one is right.
Why other's can survive like that and I can't.
Is it my problem or is it mentality problem?
I really do not know.
Or is it really my problem?
May be I should really stop thinking.

Why do I always have the feeling that I bought a one-way ticket?
May be, I should stop thinking and feeling that.
Things will turn out better.

one-way ticket?