It is Wednesday and I am super tired!! I woke up late today. Ok, my alarm rang and I continue to sleep. I am super tired and sleepy! I want to sleep some more and when I automatically wake up, I look at the time and I am 30 minutes later than the time I am suppose to wake up.
Ok, I shall blog about yesterday. Yesterday after my lunch with Cheng Qian, Jun Long and Jolyn, I came back and started rattling on my blog about what happened. Ok, that had always been the case of rattling.
I came back; started doing my report and I realize that time is crawling super slowly. I spent a long time in front of the computer thinking how I should start my report and by the time I am worn out, it is only 3.30pm. I went to the washroom and slack. In the end, I fall asleep in the toilet (again).
The best part of going to the toilet yesterday is not that I fall asleep in the toilet (again). It is that my cute and camera-less phone drop into the toilet bowl. Relax, my phone is clean. It is still working fine and useable. The story goes like that.
I was super tired and a little blur. I walk my way to the toilet. Then, I went to empty my bladder and flush the toilet. I was tired so I sat on the toilet bowl and start rotting. I doze off and woke up upon a phone message. Singtel woke me up from my sleep. Then, I stood up and wanted to place my phone into my pocket of my jacket. When I am going to leave the cubical, there are people in the toilet too. So I fake and flush the toilet (again) while I put my phone into my jacket. Whoo~
As the water is gushing out, my phone slips off my hands and fall into the toilet bowl. Luckily my phone is not being flush down the pipe. I pick my phone out of the toilet bowl and it is soaking wet. I went out of the cubical and use the hand dryer to dry my phone. Then, I tried to on it and yes, it works! Phew~
My phone is super clean now. And all this thanks to the toilet for gushing water at my phone and cleaning it up with the hand dryer. Relax, I clean it and used wet tissue to clean it. Now my phone smells nice. (Ok, there is no smell at all) LOL!
Then after the incident of my phone dropping into the water, I went back to the lab and Jun Long asked me to accompany him down to get some food! We went down, get some food and then went back to the lab to type our report.
At about 5.30pm, we left DSO and I went to Holland Village to celebrate Zhi Yuan birthday. Zhi Yuan did not tell me that the thing starts at 7pm. So I stupidly thought that they are there already and so I rushed down from work. So when I got up 95 with Jun Long and message Jolene asking where are they.
Ok, I am super stupid! I know that! In the end, Jolene tells me that she is at home and the thing starts at 7pm. She said that Stella and Zhi Yuan are at Holland Village, one of the pet shops. I do not want to be a light bulb so I decided to walk around Holland Village alone since it was only 6pm when I reach.
I roam around Holland Village and find that the place is super nice! I walk down the road and saw many foreigners. Now I know why they say that Holland Village is a place where ang mo roams.
I walk down the road, passing my so many places and of course, Cold Rock. I first walk past the pet shop and continue walking. I walk from one end (which is where the pet shop is) to another end (which is where the Cold Rock is). Then, when I reach the other end, Zhi Yuan called to ask where I am. I walked back to the Pet Shop area and join Stella and Zhi Yuan.
Then we shop around Holland Village shopping centre. Anne and a pair of couple. The three of us were walking about. See, this is why I want to find a boyfriend! LOL! Joking!!
Then, Jolene called and meets up with us. We went to meet up with Jolene and Xiang Ling at Cold Storage. Ok, two pairs of couple and a super BIG light bulb. This will be the situation on Thursday when I go for KjWjA gathering. It is like two pairs of couple lovely-dovey and I have to walk with them seeing them lovely-dovey.
Ok, Anne is not feeling lonely but is feeling odd! So the 5 of us walk down to Burger King and met up with the rest. Ok, besides Eugene, the rest I do not know them AT ALL. So I just walk alone while Jolene walks with Xiang Ling.
We reach Swenson and some things crop up. Ok, soon we got our seat for 20. Ok, I shall not talk much about the seating arrangement but in simple terms, Jolene sitting in between Xiang Ling and Stella. Stella is sitting in front of me, Shu Zhen sitting between Stella and Zhi Yuan. On my left is Casilda and on my right is Zi Jie. Ok, I am super bored!
Stella, as usual, is going around and taking tons of candid. There is a space between Zi Jie and me because it is easier for those who are sitting inside to move about. I must say that I am super quiet! LOL! I do not have common topic with them anyway. In the end, I just sit there and keep quiet and at the same time hiding from Stella and the camera. Well, when Stella gets her hands on the camera, it is quite scary.
Jolene brought her camera, Zhi Yuan brought his camera and Stella brought her camera. Ok, on the day of BME welcoming party, none of them brought except for me and now, everyone brought except for me. Totally opposite! Zhi Yuan, Stella and Jolene were all sitting in front of me. I had to read the menu so many times that I can escape from the camera.
For most of my time in Swenson, I was keeping quiet. The reason is because I was totally bored! Seriously, I had to thank two very important people who kept me company throughout the whole dinner. That two people are Wan Sin and Wen Bin. Seriously, if not for them, I will not be feeling better. Thanks darling Wan Sin and my going to be part-time boyfriend. LOL!
I was super tired yesterday and full that I do not want to eat at all. Therefore, I browse through the menu and just pick the cheapest main dish I can. In the end, I ordered something which I do not even know what it is. It is said to be the HEALTHIER CHOICE. Therefore, I just accept it. I must say that it is not very tasty but I am seriously very full to even finish it.
Then they were all talking from one corner to another corner as if it is their house. There are only us on the entire second level. I think we are seriously extremely noisy. People are talking from one end of the table to another end. I think the waiter is rather bored serving us too. I must say thanks so much to the waiter.
After dinner, they say that they want to proceed to Harry's Pub to cut the birthday cake. Ok, Anne has never been to a pub and I do not want to go at all. I am not being anti social but it is that I do not feel like and I would rather ask my mummy for permission first. In the end, I went with them to Harry's Pub because I do not want to be a spoilsport.
As we were walking from Swenson to Harry's Pub, Stella was walking with Shu Zhen, Jolene and Xiang Ling, Anne and Zhi Yuan. And then, it became Stella and Zhi Yuan, Jolene and Xiang Ling. Anne and Shu Zhen are walking alone and then, we decided to walk together. They are all in pairs so Shu Zhen and I decided to be in pairs too.
When we reach the pub, the smell of alcohol really makes my head feel heavy. There are smokers there too. in the end, they did not enter because it is a must to get a drink each. Therefore, they decided to just walk to the food court. I was just following. I do not know what is with their plan at all. Well, follower~
We went to the food court and then after some dragging, they got the cake over and had Zhi Yuan to blow it. Happy birthday! They bought the cake from BreadTalk. The cake is nice but too chocolate-y. I do not want to eat because I am seriously full. In the end, I have to eat a slice.
Zi Jie, Ren Kai, Eugene and Zhi Yuan bought a bottle of alcoholic drinks each. Blame me for my poor foundation on alcohol! Zhi Yuan came talking to me and I smell that alcoholic smell. Ok, I feel that my head is heavy and rather giddy. I was sitting down and stabling myself. If I were to be standing, I think I might be wobbly.
Then they were talking while I decided to leave for home. Jolene and Xiang Ling left with me. Seriously, I am being a light bulb (again). Xiang Ling parted with Jolene and me at the junction. Jolene accompanied me to wait for 105. Thanks girl. I slept throughout the bus ride.
By the time I reach home, it is already nearly 11.45pm. I was super tired and yet, I have to bathe! In the end, I spent the last 2 minutes of his birthday with him online. I wish him happy birthday one last time at 11.59pm. Ok, am I the last to wish him happy birthday? LOL!
I slept at about 12.30am when waiting for my hair to dry.
There are about 16 people present.
People who I know and I am close to: Zhi Yuan, Stella, Jolene and Xiang Ling (ok, at least closer than the rest).
People who I know and do not talk much to: Thomas, Ren Kai and Eugene
People who I am talking to for the first time: Zi Jie and Shu Zhen
People who I do not know and did not talk to: The rest of the 6 people present.
This morning, my alarm clock ring and yet, I did not want to wake up at all. In the end, I doze off and woke up at about 6.30am when I am supposed to wake up at 6am. I bathe, eat, drink and yet, I am still early for the 7.03am bus. I was super lazy! I was super lazy to run!
I walk slowly to the bus stop,
get up the bus,
reach interchange,
get down the bus,
go and take newspaper,
wait for 143,
get up 143,
take to Jalan Toa Payoh,
get down 143,
wait for 151,
get up 151,
reach CJC,
sit down,
sleep,
wake up,
reach NUS,
get down,
wait for shuttle bus,
get up shuttle bus C,
reach School of Medicine,
get down shuttle bus C,
cross the road,
go canteen,
buy tea,
eat bread,
read newspaper,
drink tea,
keep newspaper,
return cup,
walk to DSO,
take out my DSO pass,
press the lift,
wait for the lift,
go in the lift,
reach level 11,
walk to Computational lab (the lab I am in),
on light,
no one in there,
slowly taking water bottle,
Jun Long came,
chit chat,
go toilet,
doze off,
leave toilet,
refill water,
go back lab,
do report.
That is roughly, what is happening today morning. Jun Long got scare this morning thanks to me! I was standing in front of the computer, I did not tie my hair, and when he comes in, and my long hair was like covering my face. He thought I was sadako. LOL!
For lunch, I went to have lunch with Wan Sin and Jolene. We went to Megabites again. This time I ate too full that I am super sleepy. I went back to DSO, meet up with Jun Long and accompany him down to Mac to get his lunch. We went back and we went to the student room to slack. He was eating lunch while I am dozing off.
After eating, we went back and started on doing our report. After two days, I am still typing the VERY FIRST page of my report. I am seriously lag behind. Imagine I have to write 40 pages and now, I am still on page 1. I think Chee Hoong will only LOVE the first page because I spend 2 days writing =D
At about 5.30pm, Jun Long and I decided to leave for home. However, thanks to Anne being super blur today, I kept forgetting to upload the necessary files for my report. If not I will be uploading and realise that I had already uploaded before. I am super blur. In the end, we left at about 5.45pm. It is the first time we leave so late and it is the first time Chen Hua leave earlier than we are.
We saw Kok Yong at the lift lobby of level 11 and Kok Yong says that the two of us are like super glue. He asked where we going and I said home. He said that he thought we are going out (together). LOL!
Oh yes, I talk to Wen Bin online (again) and coincidentally, we were talking about the girl. He says that he will tell me whom he likes after he confesses to the girl. The next question that came to my mind and I asked him was he even going to confess to the girl. He said maybe. That is normal but the thing is, 8 months ago, before Daryl and I broke up, that is what he said too. Today, 8 months later, Daryl and I broke up; he still said the same thing.
I told him not to give me the same answer 8 months later. i am graduating in 9 months and IF 8 months later, I were to ask him, he better not give me the same reply! LOL! I am just being curious who the girl is. I mean, even if it is not from our course, at least he can tell me what. What is so mysterious about this girl? She may be from our course! Alternatively, maybe not. LOL! He does not want to tell me a TINY WINY little thing. Grrr!
Today, I was super tired on the bus. I knock out at NUS and woke up when I am already near Jalan Toa Payoh. I am seriously tired! I am super blur at work and now, I knock out on the bus. Imagine I still have a LONG day tomorrow. How am I going to do my report?! Yawn!!
I reach Toa Payoh, I suddenly had the urge to get rubber band so I went to get myself a rubber band which I like. I saw this earring which I quite like but I remember that I have a pair of earring with Samuel. I am waiting for Samuel to return me. If Samuel does not return me, I will get the one which I saw! LOL!
I saw Jia Yan (my neighbour) while waiting for 235 and got up the same bus as her. We chatted as we were heading home. It quite funny has to go home with her but yes, you cannot possibly ask me to ignore her. Therefore, we walk together and this is the FIRST TIME I acknowledge her mother. It is not that I am rude but usually I do not see her mother.
Here I am blogging and spaming music! I just receive the photos from Harry's camera for BME Welcoming party. 70+ photos for the size of 200MB plus. Whoo! The size is even bigger than my camera.
Ok, I am seriously dropping! I have a LONG day tomorrow!!
Tomorrow, I have to go down Limin place for house warming at 1pm. At about 2.15pm, I have to rush down to Bugis for KjWjA gathering. Then come home and chiong my report!
Lately my expenses are SUPER HIGH! For just this week, I spent a total of $50 already. On Monday, I spent my money on Subway, Zhi Yuan birthday present. Tuesday, I spent my money on Swenson. Tomorrow, I am spending my money on house warming present and Seoul Garden.
I am super broke! Next week, I am so going to save my money!! I am seriously going to make up for the loss.
I have yet to think of what to wear tomorrow. LOL! I feel like tying my hair when I go Seoul Garden but I am super lazy to maintain my ponytail. If I do not tie my hair, at Seoul Garden, I will feel super hot! I do not know to tie hair or not. Lazy! I shall depend if my hair is tame enough tomorrow for me to tie. LOL!
I am super tired!! I have to wake up early tomorrow to do my report. Jia You!! Anne, You can do it!
What is with relationship lately? Seriously!! Tell me!!
Is it that relationships are all in trouble this 2008?!
Let me explain why~
Samuel, Daryl and I
This two guys had caused a lot of commotion and I had been emo for these days! Ok, not these days but last month! It had cause so much that I lost touch of what is going on. I put down my pride to beg someone. I had been blogging on what is happiness and all the emo song lyrics and all.
Jolene and Xiang Ling
I am of no position to speak of this and I think I better not say too much but yes, I heard some of the stories and seems like Jolene is going through some emo -ing too. I must say that I pulled them together and seems like it is a little wrong move.
My friend and his girlfriend
Well, I cannot speak of the name but yes, I shall just give a brief outline of what is going on. My friend seems to have feeling faded for his girlfriend and good that he is trying to find back. It seems like he is a little sian of her doings but he learnt to close one eyes, ok, BOTH EYES.
Lilian and her boyfriend
I do not know what is going on but all I know is that Lilian is feeling emotional. She had been feeling lost and I must say that both her boyfriend and her is feeling super stress. If not for her boyfriend being rather understanding, I think they might become shaky.
Limin and Jing Ming
Jing Ming likes Limin but yes, Limin cannot let go of her ex. Limin still have feeling for her ex and yet, Jing Ming likes her but he do not dare to woo her. Limin is treating Jing Ming as a friend and Jing Ming got the wrong idea. Limin thinks that Jing Ming is more of the "want people to accompany" than having the intention to find a partner.
Rebecca and her boyfriend
I think they broke off or they are super shaky. Rebecca is feeling super depress like I did before. She is feeling super sad and she do not know which path to take. She is feeling emotional and I must say that I think she is somewhat cheating herself to make herself happy. She might be saying that she is happy in her blog but I can sense that she is zhi wo an wei.
Wen Bin and Ms Ahem
Ok, I do not know who is ahem. However, I can see that Wen Bin do like her quite a lot. Ok, maybe I am wrong. She just broke up and now she is single. And yet, Wen Bin seems to be staying on the spot and not doing anything. Now she is single, I think Wen Bin cannot do anything either. Don't know which way to go~
Kah Wai and Jia Xin
They had problems with friends. Or should I say is Kah Wai who have problems with her friends accepting Jia Xin and they had a period of separation, not break up. You know, separation is like pending and break up is delete. So yes, they had separation period!
Kah Yern and Jin Jie
Kah Yern like him and we all thinks that he like her too. However, he rejected her hard and yet, Kah Yern did not tell him she likes him. She felt super sad and emotional over it. The guy is super harsh and put a barrier before anything happens. Both of them treat pride as something super important.
June and Kenneth
They are still together and yet, they are spending very little time together. I am not really sure what is going on but yes, I know that there is a little shaky over it. I am not really sure if feeling faded but I must admit that their time together is SUPER SUPER little. So good luck!!
Ok, what the world is happening with relationships lately?
Why is it going down down down?
I seriously do not understand!!
Is this the month where relationship is bound to fail?
Unsure~
Do you know what day is it today? It is FREE CONE DAY at Ben and Jerry!! I want to get it so much! Free ice cream down at Ben and Jerry!! I want it but there is not any Ben and Jerry nearby. Sadded! I want Ben and Jerry ice cream!!! Jun Long do not want to accompany me down to Vivocity to get!! SAD!!
Yesterday night, I was a little hyper online and did not sleep early. I slept at 1am. WOW! I was talking to many people! I was talking to Zhi Yuan, Subha, Wen Bin, Yu Xuan, Audre, Han Song, Samuel and Irene. So many people!!
Zhi Yuan and I were crapping and exchanging songs that we like. There is this song which he sent me is super sad! The plot of the song is that the girl has a boyfriend. And the boyfriend still needs to attend her marriage with another guy. It is super two timing. Regardless how sad he is, he still have to clap and congratulate them for the marriage. The plot is super sad!
And I introduce the song Someday We'll Know to him. That is a song from the movie, A Walk to Remember. The plot for the show is super sad too! Zhi Yuan introduce a movie which is super touching. It is about someone getting Alzheimer disease. The female lead then gradually forgets everything including her husband. Super sad! He says he will find the DVD and let me watch. Thanks hur!
Subha and I were talking about project partners. We crap too. LOL! We were talking so many things under the sun. We were darling here and there. LOL! Super funny. We were of course talking about Wen Bin and his complicated relationship life. LOL! I totally forgotten about telling her about Wen Bin love life relationship and I totally had forgotten that the girl he likes was once attached until she reminds me.
She says that relationship super complicating. She says that when she go back for secondary school gathering, her teachers always say that they meet their partner when they come out into working field. Well, that I must agree. Usually you will meet in working field. Well, I must say that some meet in secondary or poly. In university is another place where you can meet your future to be.
Wen Bin and I were talking about my blog post. He totally has no idea on the scandal AT ALL! Please, he is super naive. He knows nothing about them scandal-ling about me and him. He was asking me since when did the scandal start and all. He is blur. In simple terms, the scandal started when I change from semester 2 attachments to semester 1 attachment because of him. Yes!
Then I was telling him and urging him to find the girl he likes be his project partner, if she is in the same course. Then I started to gossip about him. I kept asking him about the girl. He do not want to tell me who is it. Ok, I may not even know either. I am super curious. She was attached and now single. That means, Wen Bin have a chance! Wen Bin, Jia You!! Anne support you =D
Yu Xuan and I were talking about some rubbish. We were complaining about our course. He had to write a report on flavour and elaborate on it. What is that? I mean, flavour is flavour. What more is there for him to elaborate? Yu Xuan is studying Food Science. He thought that is a course that teaches cooking. Ok, perfect!
Yu Xuan suggests that I find a boyfriend quick. I was asking him why. He says that sometimes, when he read my blog, he can feel that I am being emo and sad. I think the best word to use is lonely. He says that I should find a company and stop being lonely and emo. Well, I must admit that I feel lonely but yes, I am not going to find one just to cure loneliness.
Audre came and talk to me and asked how I am feeling. She knows about me feeling down the other time. Thanks girl! She is being so sweet. She told me a shocking new. She is attached! Every time I read her blog, she will comment that she is not meant to be in love and now, she is happily attached! I am super happy for her!! The guy is from NYP. That is all I know =X
Han Song and I were talking about Audre. I told him the news!! We are super happy for her. Then Han Song and I were crapping. Ok, most of it is that I am talking and his LOL reply. I asked him to help me ask his FOOP lecturer for help. Hope he remembers. He told me that he went overseas for YEP that time and his friend, Kelvin and Jun Ming, is attached! Whoo! Grats!!
Their girlfriends are from ECH. Suddenly, it reminds me of Wen Xiong. Kelvin is younger than his girlfriend. It is ok! As long as the feeling is there, everything is ok =D Why did it remind me of Wen Xiong? Wen Xiong went for YEP and came back with a girlfriend who is older than him and from ECH. LOL! Coincidence!!
Samuel and I chatted. Ok, I must say that it is quite stupid though. I was just being curious and asked him whether do he still feel stress and fearful of me. And guess what, his answer was yes! Perfect! I did not know that I am so powerful! LOL! Is that counted revenge already? I made him super scared of me. LOL!
I told him about my revengeful thoughts and I think Samuel have phobia against me now. I think he feels that I am super scary. Well, suddenly, most of the members in his clique are attached. I do not know what to say about it. Wish that he find one soon? LOL! I told him not to find a Virgo as girlfriend. LOL! I think he cannot be bothered either.
Irene asked me about my PM yesterday. We crapped on MSN and started talking about Jun Long and Andrew. G class is really fun! I must say that though they are noisy, they are super funny! Irene asked me to consider Jun Long as TEMP BF. LOL!
In the end, nobody sign up to be my TEMP BF! Subha was saying that when I go house warming, I might meet one and yes, immediate TEMP BF. LOL! I slept at 1am in the morning.
This morning, I was super unwilling to wake up to do whatever I have to do. I woke up, exercise and then bathe. I was bathing super slowly today. I took about 25 minutes bathing. I was super tired and having to slack when the water is splashing is super nice! Love the feeling.
Then I used my computer to change the format for Microsoft Words so I can type my report at DSO. Then it was already nearly 6.55am. Mummy made Oatmeal for me. It is hot so I had to eat slowly and by then I finish eating, it is nearly 7.10am. I went to comb my hair and left the house.
I missed the 7.03am bus so I waited for the 7.14am bus. I was thinking that I will not be seeing Jing Ming so I can sleep throughout the bus ride. I am super tired. I reach Toa Payoh interchange, went to take my newspaper and head for 145/143/139. Guess what? I saw Jing Ming waiting for 145/143/139. What the hack!
I was asking him why he is waiting there. He was giving me tons of rubbish reasons. He says that he do not wish to go school so early and all. Rubbish! It is totally rubbish! I questioned him and finally he confesses that he is waiting for me. What is this? Why does he have to wait for me when we did not even say to meet up?
I was like questioning him why do he have to wait and all. I am not having mood swing or what so ever it is just that, he have school at 8am and why do he have to wait for me when we did not even speak of meeting up? I did not say anything about us meeting every single day!
Ok, even if it is total coincidence, it will not be so coincident that we meet EVERY SINGLE DAY, Monday to Friday. I am not stupid ok! It is like he does not start school at 8am everyday. In the past, we do not even meet up by coincidence. Ever since during holiday, I saw him, we had been seeing each other until NP.
I asked him why he takes the bus every morning and him say that he is used to waking up at that time. Rubbish! Then I asked him why I did not see him taking that period in the past and he say that sometimes he wake up early, sometimes he wake up late. See, it is so dilemma. I myself cannot even wake up at this time everyday even though I am working for the ninth week.
I am not having mood swing and I know that it is nice to have someone to accompany you to school. It is just that it is seriously getting too far off! I am just a friend and we did not verbally or message saying we will meet. Why does he have to wait for me? And why does he have to wake up that early for whatever time lesson he has? I just think it is too much.
Relax; he does not like me at all!
Seriously what the hack is he doing? I am being nice and I had been accompanying him to school everyday. I am not claiming credits but it is just that I had been fine going work alone everyday and now, he comes and interrupt this routine of mine. If he seriously wants someone to accompany him to school, he can say! And he need not act like a stalker and wait for me, wake up early. It is seriously getting up my nerves.
The best thing is that we do not really talk when we are on the bus. It is always me who does the talking and he will just vaguely reply me. Seriously I find it hard to maintain conversation with him. I rather just keep quiet and listen to MP3 in this sense. It is rather stupid and all.
Every time when I want to sit, he will want to stand. And that makes me not able to sit down on the bus. I will feel bad if I just move to the back and sit but he just will not move up the damn stairs. He will just stand there and keep claiming that his bag is big. Some people have their bags bigger and they will move up the stairs. Wonder what is with him. Seriously I do not know!
He said he like Limin but seriously, I wonder do he really like her or is he just finding someone to be his company, any girl can be that somebody. I seriously hate getting involved in such things and I decided to just wash my hands off his relationship thing. Maybe I am a girl, I do not know what guys are thinking but yes, I find it stupid to have a relationship just to have someone to company.
He kept proclaiming that he likes Limin. However, I really wonder how much he likes her. He kept saying he do not know to give up or whatsoever. Is he trying to gain my pity ness or what? He kept saying that he want to continue to woo Limin and all. Seriously, why is guy so freckle minded?
To me, if you like a girl and you really like her so much, you will ignore whatever is happening and be there for her, stay with her, be with her. I believe that one day it will reach her heart. And if you do not like her that strong, do not go for it. I know that guys do not like to be rejected but must it always wait for the girl to be single and nobody woo-ing then sorry, you are acting more like a girl!
As I say, I do not know what guys are thinking. Yes, if you feel a little reciprocal love, then go for it some more. Why keep pondering where to go? Find a path and go for it. Regardless what is the outcome, be glad that at least you tried. I know it is easy for me to say. You must be thinking that I did not express my love and all before.
Samuel case, I told him I like him and all. I put down my pride and ask him. Yes, I must say that he is rather brave in admitting that he still have feelings for me but it was too little that fear and stress can overcome. Indeed I felt sad over the rejection, however; I have learnt a valuable lesson from there and will forever be remembered.
I can actually just pick the path where I do not put down my pride and beg him. If that is the case, I will not feel sad over being rejected. However, I picked to put down my pride and beg him. Even though it is more saddening to see that I am rejected, I have learnt and decided to move on from there.
It is not easy to put down my pride into doing it. I understand that. However, since you decided to like someone, there are many prices you need to pay! And one of it is to put down your pride for them. In relationship, it is hard to have a clear mind. And yet, when come to choosing of path, you must learn to be clear of what you want.
Like for Jing Ming case, he hopes to be with Limin and yet, just because there are other people wooing Limin, he is having second thoughts. I hate this kind of things. The guy is being coward. If just because there are other people wooing and you decided to hide, sorry, how can you even protect your girlfriend when you really get them?
Ok, enough of rattling. Else I will be flooding my blog with the entire love and bravery thing.
I reach work and yes, happily blogging here. I am supposed to write report but yes, I am slowly typing it. Oh yes, I am super happy that SolidWorks API support technician replied me. And the best of all is that, it is the MANAGER of SolidWorks API Support who emails me. Whooo~~
I replied his mail and I have to wait until late in the night before I can receive the mail again. Well, the email is sent to US. So the time laps are different! So I suggested to Chee Hoong can I start work at 8.30pm and end work at 6am? LOL! Else I will be working after work hours too. HAHA!!
Early in the morning, I called Chee Hoong and he picked up the call! Whoo!! Finally! He says that he is very busy yesterday and he has to rush down to Science Park today to settle some things. He says that he will come by later. In the mean time, I was typing my report away. LOL!
I just came back from lunch. I went for lunch with Jun Long, Cheng Qian and Jolyn. Well, we go over to Dover for lunch practically everyday. Sadded! I have to walk so far. And the best thing is every time when I come back, I feel so sleepy. I want to doze off so much.
Oh yes, I saw Cailin's mother. Well, firstly I saw her when I got up the shuttle bus this morning. I did not see her until I sit down and turn my head; I saw her sitting next to me. LOL! I did not call her because she does not seem to remember me so I just kept quiet.
I was going over back to DSO from Dover and I saw her walking to Dover. She did not see me (again) so I just kept quiet. I was with Cheng Qian they all and it will be so awkward to call out Aunty! LOL! So I just message Cailin and tell her that I saw her mother (again).
I am back in DSO working hard. I have to type report!! My interim report!! ARGH!! I want Ben and Jerry Ice cream!! What the hack!!
Suddenly, I feel that my reputation is gone to waste!!
Ever since my FIRST stupid incident of PREGNANCY,
Next is being ATTACHED to DSO,
Now is LOOKING for TEMP BF.
Super no more reputation!!
PM: anne is PREGNANT!!
I was announce PREGNANT because of the symptoms I have experience and joking about it. I was sick and yes, I said I was pregnant and two people got tricked! My reputation was a little tarnish from here though EVERYONE does not believe in it.
PM: PROUDLY AND HAPPILY ATTACHED
Many many many people mistook this and amazingly, MANY GOT TRICKED!! I had to explain one by one about it.
PM: ATTENTION: i need a TEMP BF for 4 hours on 1st May! Who wants to be my TEMP BF???
Now I am looking for part time boyfriend. Yes, just for a gathering! LOL!
My reputation super tarnished!! I cannot believe it!! I tarnish my reputation like that!! ARHH! I am laughing over some stupid things which Wen Xiong said.
MSN conversation. Comments are labelled as //
Anne, A.
Wen Xiong, WX.
Zhi Yuan, ZY.
Subha, S.
WX: wenbin? good enough? //wenbin is my project partnerThis is for putting up notice to look for TEMP BF. LOL!
A: ............. hahaha.. wats with me and wenbin //scandal by wenxiong
WX: nth.. lol
A: find u la! hahahaha!! JKJK
WX: find me? or fuck me??? //sorry, he super dirty minded
A: ................
WX: u typo error?
A: FIND!! no typo
WX: find me as ur bf ah.. how much per hour? lol
A: ........ machiam gigglo.. i find wenbin oso don wan find u la.. //earn myself some more scandal!
A: find begger oso don wan find u =x sound so bad!
WX: wah..
A: later you pollute my cousins.
WX: pollute her wad?
A: how i know u..
WX: sex teaching ah..
A: ya la.. ur pro la..
WX: haha
This is what Subha and Zhi Yuan replied to me when I show them what Wen Xiong said.
ZY: find wenbin la~ LOL! ur future husband, eh, sorry, project partner
A: ....
ZY: after breakup with dso, u will be attached to wenbin! lol
A: ...................
ZY: "attached" as project parnter la
A: i know~ hahaha
-- This time S and A started a conversation --
A: **copied the previous part to S**
S: actually true le.. when doing the project right, other then ur bf, family members, the project partner becomes very impt too.. i mean he is the next person who spends most of the time. like qx, his name now on my desktop lo.. my year3 part-time bf //qx is her project partner
--End of A and S conversation, back to A and ZY conversation--
A: true la~ is like i think besides family and bf (if have) the next spend alot of time tgt de is project partnerScandaling all the way! LOL!!
ZY: ya lo.. lol!! if no bf, ri jiu sheng qing with wenbin la
A: ....................................
Ri Jiu Sheng Qing.. Seriously, if doing project together will nurture feelings, then there will be so many couples already. LOL! I must say that unless one of the party have feeling for the other, else it is very hard to nurture feeling. And imagine of one of them reject the other, so embarassing to continue project.
Ok, I am drifting so far away. LOL! But I must say, I totally agree with what they say. Besides family and boyfriend, you spend most of your time with your project partner. Imagine for whole year project student, they spend the WHOLE 8am to 5pm on Monday and Tuesday together.
As for attachment students, they spend every Monday and Tuesday 1pm to 5 pm together. Never mind that, during holiday, VPP, they spend Monday to Friday, 9am to 5pm together. I must say that it is quite easy to nurture feeling in this case.
So Wen Bin, if you have any girls in mind, you better go and find them be your project partner (provided they same course). Like that you will get your chance already!! You need not feel emo always. LOL! Jia You with you and ahem!! LOL!!
Ok, time for bed~ Tomorrow is a LONG DAY! TOmorrow is WORK WORK WORK!!
PM: PROUDLY & HAPPILY ATTACHED =D `` ATTENTION: i need a TEMP BF for 4 hours on 1st May! Who wants to be my TEMP BF???
In the end, Joseph ps me and I have to go shopping alone. LOL!
Never mind about it. I mean on Saturday I ps him too.
He wanted to go other places like Vivo since his friends are going too.
However, it is too high end so I do not want.
I asked him do he really want to go out or not.
He say he actually do not feel like meeting.
So I said never mind.
It is not his fault anyway.
He feel bad but, aiya, he don't feel like, ask him go also sian sian.
So in the end, I just tell him never mind.
He is going Vivo with his friend.
So yes, Anne will shop alone!!
LOL! No choice.
P.S. Joseph, you need not feel bad.. i am ok shopping alone =D
Oh yes, on Sunday, Jolene went shopping alone at town. She was suppose to meet up with Xiang Ling, her boyfriend, to go shop. In the end, the stupid Xiang Ling told her that he is tired so Jolene had to shop alone.
Seriously, I have never been shopping alone before. Ever since I started to shopping, I was attached. In secondary school, I never go shopping. I do not shop. The only time I shop is with mummy. For the rest of the time, the most is my friends ask me to accompany them. I have never asked them to accompany me to go shopping before.
After secondary school, I am attached to Daryl. And everytime I go shopping, Daryl will accompany me. If he is not free, usually I will not go shopping. I seldom go out too. For events like GB 80th anniversary dinner, Daryl accompanied me walk high and low just for a dress. As for Chinese New Year, he will accompany me too. Even though we usually have fashion conflict, in the end, it will be resolved.
Then, I broke off with Daryl and started with Samuel. Everytime, Samuel will go shopping with me. I never had to go shopping alone either. For Chinese New Year, I had to do some shopping and every single time, Samuel will make time for me to accompany me to shop. As long as I have something that I want to shop, Samuel will bring me go. Well, I make him bring me go too. LOL!
I seldom or practically never shop with friends. I feel so embarass having to go shopping with friends. I do not dare to ask my friends for shopping opinion and the worst thing is that if I were to ask them to stop by some where and look. I seriously feel rather embarassing to do so. I think I only shopped with friends a couple of times, so little that I can count with 10 fingers. LOL!
And that is how I pass my 3 years. In secondary school, I do not shop with people except mummy and jie jie. And when I started shopping, I am attached and I have company. Now, all of a sudden, I need to learn to go shopping alone. Seriously it is a little scary. And the worst thing is that I have to ask the sales girl myself. Scared!!
After work, Joseph called me and tell me that he do not feel like going out. So never mind about it. I took bus and slept on the bus. When I woke up, I was just at KAP. The bus ride was super long. There is this guy who sat next to me. He is from NP Mechanical Engineering. He is super funny. He doze off, and he lie on me. I was being SUPER NICE, I did not move and let him lie.
He even drool and I had to use tissue for him to prevent it from dripping onto my shirt. LOL! SUPER MALU! The bus went and I was being a "girlfriend" letting him lie on me and holding the tissue to "catch" his saliver. Then it reach my stop and I have to get down. I woke him up and pass him the tissue. He was super malu and blushing.
I got down the bus and I saw my friend. My friend was asking why didn't my boyfriend accompany me down. I had to explain to my friend that he is a STRANGER and not my BOYFRIEND! LOL! My friend say that I look like his girlfriend letting him lie on me. LOL! Super funny!! LOL!
Oh yes, I went shopping, saw Seok Hiang and then she helped me choose what I wanted to get. Thanks girl!
Then I went to get dinner for my brother! This week, is super busy!! I am super busy this whole week!! ARHHH!! LAter I will update my timetable. LOL!
Just now I was talking to my cousins. We are going to have a KWAY gathering!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!! Ok, not really KWAY but then most of them. We are going out on 1st May. Whee~~ We are going for tea-break at Seoul Garden at Bugis.
Kenneth is going with his girlfriend, June. Wai is bringing Jia Xin along. As Wai will be meeting Jia Xin first in the morning, it is super in convenient to bring Yern along. So Yern most probably will not be going. So it will be a KjWjA gathering. LOL!
Anne is looking for a TEMP BF for 4 hours on 1st May else I will be SUPER big light bulb there. SUPER BIG I meant! Imagine two couples in front of me and yes, Anne is alone!! Super malu but no choice~ Who ask Anne to be single? So yes!! ANY GUY WILLING TO BE MY TEMP BF FOR 4 HOURS ON 1ST MAY?
LOL! I seriously think there will not be any guys "signing" up for it. LOL! Well, I shall just be a PAPARAZZI! =D I shall spam MILLIONS of candid photos and then, MUAHAHAH!! My blog will be flooded with the two pairs of lovely dovely. =D
Sadded! Ok, my timetable for the week.
Tuesday, 29 April - Zhi Yuan's Birthday Dinner
Thursday, 1st May - Limin House Warming & KjWjA gathering
Saturday, 3rd May - Interim Report handed to Chee Hoong
Sunday, 4th May - Shu Ling 21st Birthday Party
Arh!! I am super busy!! I have to rush my interim report at work and at the same time, rush to get so many presents!! Oh God, why isn't there more hours a day? I have yet to start my interim report and Chee Hoong wants it on 3rd May so he can edit before he fly for US. Sadded!!
Its ok! Anne can do it =D I have faith in you girl!! Jia you!! Anne will be super hardworking! I promise I will!! JIA YOU!!
Did I mention?
Jun Long says that..
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Chee Hoong looks like pinky..
You know,
Pinky and the Brain!
Yes!!
That pinky!!
PM: PROUDLY ATTACHED =D ``72 days left to break up..
72 more working days and I am going to be off DSO!! I am going to break up with DSO! I am going singlehood~~ Sadded!!
I can't believe that I did not blog since Friday. Ok, I blog ALL 285 pictures on Saturday and did not blog with WORDS on Saturday. I cannot believe that Anne did not blog for 2 days!! Ever since my 18 posts a day, I have been blogging everyday with about 2 posts. This time, 2 days without post. Grrr!!
Ever since Shiyi starts to interfere what I am doing, I stop blogging that much. All thanks to that idiot guy! Grr!! Oh yes, overheard his conversation with Kok Yong and yes, he is on leave on Wednesday!! And Wednesday is that stupid Shiyi's birthday! I am so not going to wish him happy birthday!! LOL! I am so bad!
[Friday, April 25, 2008]
On Friday, I was at work and dying here. Shiyi was here and yes, Anne had a hard time using MSN and blogger. I think I slack more that day than usual. In the morning, I saw Wei Sheng. We took the same bus but I was talking to Jing Ming so I did not really talk to Wei Sheng until near KAP.
When the bus is near KAP, I went to sit next to Wei Sheng and we chatted for awhile. It had been a nice chat with him. LOL! First time talking so much to him. The first time we chatted was when he asked who is from GuangYang Secondary. He was sitting behind me and my bunch of girls and he asked rather loudly, who is from GuangYang. LOL! I got to know that he is actually Wen Qi's first 3 months friend. So coincident!
Ever since then, the most is that we will say hi and bye to each other when we meet. So pathetic as a classmate but yes! That is what usually happens. I seldom talk to the guys in my class. I usually talk to the girls more. LOL!
I reach work and then went to the toilet to slack for the morning. That is what always happen. I do not really like to slack in the student room alone. I find it scary. So I will run to the toilet and slack whole day long~
I came back and went down with Jun Long to get breakfast. Then we went to the student room to slack together. Usually we will slack and chat there. LOL! Then came back to lab and start working on the damn stupid code which is giving me super lots of trouble.
Chee Hoong, Jian Zhong and Douglas came and then started working on the racksake project. In the afternoon, Jun Long and I went to get chicken chop for our lunch. We went to Dover and takeaway. We came back to the student room and started eating out yummy lunch. By then we finish, we were full and tired. Then we went down to get ourselves a can of drink. Jun Long treated me!! LOL! I did not bring my wallet down.
In the afternoon, I was super angry!! Ok, I shall talk about it later. Chee Hoong, Jian Zhong and Douglas came again and then, Douglas was in Army Uniform. He was suppose to "act" a show on wearing the racksake. LOL!! Super funny!! He was known as Private Johnny. That is the name for the mannequin.
Here comes the angry part. The three of them are going to film Douglas in the racksake and Chee Hoong asked Jun Long and I to go and see if we wanted. So we went. I was walking in front and then, Shiyi called me and shook his head and ask me not to go. Fine. I came back to my seat, Kok Yong and Shiyi were having some presentation thing.
Shiyi reprimanded me for being playful and want to go and see in front of Kok Yong. What the hack!! Shiyi said that it is something confidential, Jun Long and I do not have access to confidential things. They are doing serious work, I should not be going to disturb them. However, the thing is that Chee Hoong said if we want, we can go and see. What the hack is this!
I was super angry so I decided to call someone to shout out to. Joseph was having lesson so I called Jolene. She did not know what actually happen either. Then I talk to Stella and told her the story. They were trying to cool me down. Thanks girls. Stella was "scolding" and "cursing" Shiyi. Good one!!
Then, Chee Hoong came back and they started to change the uniform for the mannequin. I was crapping with Chee Hoong again. He was in the room so I had to ask him for permission to leave early for BME welcoming party. He allow Jun Long and I to leave early. Whee~ Showed him my BME shirt and he say is ugly! LOL!
I left at about 4.30pm and waited for Cheng Qian at the bus stop. We took the shuttle bus down Yusof Ishak and took 151 to NP. The bus ride was super fast and empty. We reach NP not long after. I miss the crowd so much. Ok, I do not like the crowd but I miss having to squeeze with him in the crowd. I mean you do not get that in NUS.
As Cheng Qian and I were walking to BME centre, I suddenly feel that there are so many not familiar faces. The whole place looks so familiar and yet, I find it so not familiar at the same time. I saw Hui Min (Hon Tat's girlfriend) at the stairs to atrium. LOL! She cut her hair!! For some reason, she remembers me. LOL! I did not recognise her at first. So bad!!
Then as we proceed, we saw Kelvin Tan. He is doing FYP in school. We did not talk much because he was with his friends. Then we went to ECE AVA Room. I saw so many year 1s. LOL! I feel so old there. I smuggle my way through and then found Jolene!!
Jermaine was talking over the phone (Jolene's phone). So after the call is hang up, Jolene and I started talking and chatting. Then Chua K.P. came and as usual, we started talking. We were crapping away.
I went to the room and help out with their AVA things. They did not prepare the thing before hand and they have problems with it. I was helping them mingling with AV equipments. LOL! I was in AVA Club in secondary school. I set up projector and stuff and I fix OHPs and all. LOL! Finally everything worked perfectly! Then I went out to crap with the other year 3s and CKP.
CKP asked me to go in and mingle with the year 1s. I was claiming that I am a super shy, introvert girl. I dare not talk to them. The first reaction of Jolene, CKP and Cheng Qian was like vomit~ LOL! So bad!! According to some personality test, Anne is INTROVERT! LOL!
Then everything started, Mr Chee gave a speech, Jermaine introduce the committee members, then they were separated into their respective years to play game. I was of course running from one place to another. I stayed the longest at Whacko. I help think of forfeit and all. I know I am super bad!
Then I was playing a fool with the year 3s. LOL! Then we had our DINNER! LOL! I did not eat. We took tons of photo (as seen) and then we were playing. Most of them went home early, Jolene had to stay back to clean up so Stella, Zhi Yuan and I stayed to accompany her. LOL!
We got a little high on our way to the bus stop. It all started with my Mo Nian Mo Yue Mo Yi Tian by Cai Qing. LOL! We went to the wash room, the HOLY washroom which made Zhi Yuan, Daryl and Xiang Ling waited for us SUPER LONG that time. LOL!
I took 151 home! The bus is empty. It was nearly 8.40pm at that time. The bus went super fast. And when I am on the bus, I was listening to my beloved MP3 and watching the photos in slideshow. Seriously there are too many photos. I view it in slides and the bus conductor came. She is super unfriendly. Ok, she do not smile or even say excuse me when she wants to check my card. And when she returns it, she do not even say thanks. Rude!
I got down 151 and saw Wisdom. He stays in Toa Payoh too. He stays at Yumei area. LOL! He took my number and then his bus came. I did not take his number at all. LOL! Seriously I doubt Wisdom really knows who I am. He do not even know my name. LOL! All he knows is that I am his senior. Well, that is more than enough! LOL!
I change bus here and there and reach home at 9pm. Perfect! Super early!! Everyone was saying that I reach home so early. I uploaded the photos online, edit, rename. By then at 11+pm, I was super tired and drop dead! LOL!
[Saturday, April 26, 2008]
I woke up at 8 plus am and started watching TV. I sent all the photos to Zhi Yuan and Subha. Ha! It took Zhi Yuan 9 hours to receive it and 9 and half hours for Subha. I had 285 photos and the size was 700MB plus. What the hack! I receive the photos from Ren Kai's camera. It has 207 photos and the size was 100MB plus. Look at the difference!!
Ren Kai's camera is 4 mega pixels, my camera is 8 mega pixels. For each photo, the size was nearly 400KB. As for mine, each photo is nearly 2MB. LOL! I am so bad!! I am still waiting to get the photos from Harry.
I was slacking the whole day. My niece did not come. They had gone swimming at Yong Hui's sister's place. I was home alone as dad and mum went out, kor kor went to type report, er jie jie went out. I was alone!! Lonely~
I wanted to go out with Joseph to get some presents. However, I was too nua that I decided to stay home. Sorry Joseph to PS you! So sorry!
I had gastric pain in the night thanks to just eating half a pack of wan ton mee for the whole day. Perfect! I cook noodles, eat and vomit it out. WOW! That is the best of the best. In the end I did not finish my noodles. I was chatting the whole day and was so tired that I drop dead at 11+ pm.
[Sunday, April 27, 2008]
I woke up at 11am today. I was super tired. I do not know why. The moment I woke up, I watch TV and whoo~ My sister, nephew and niece came. Then, mummy bought chicken rice for the family. Then, I had carving for desserts!!
I went out to get desserts at the time of 1 plus pm. The sun was scorching. It was super hot! I got myself sea coconut with ice jelly! Hmmmm~ Yummy!!
I reach home, watch TV and went to sleep on the floor. I slept for about an hour, I find that it is too cold, so I went to my room to sleep. An hour past and I found myself sweating. So I woke up, went to eat my sea coconut with ice jelly!
I love Sunday! It is like very Sunday, I will be waking up late, eat lunch, eat dessert, sleep, eat tibits. I know I will grow fat this way but yes! It is like a routine. Then, I started report typing.
In the evening, I finish my weekly report and wanted to post on mel. However, Mel failed me and I had to slack until Mel is ok! What the hack! I fall asleep at 12+ am. That is too late to sleep when I have work tomorrow!!
[Monday, April 28, 2008]
Its MONDAY! I hate Monday. There is forever Monday blues!
This morning, I saw Jing Ming (again). We took 235 and then 143 and lastly 151. Jing Ming says that I am a little off form today but no! I am perfectly alright.
We were chatting on the bus and then, we got up 151. After CJC stop, there are plenty of seats. Jing Ming and I sitted and chatted. I saw Marvin on the bus. Ok, he saw me too. So we exchange acknowledgements. He was alone. Well, usually he will go to school with Han Song. LOL! I did not ask much and continue talking to Jing Ming.
I doze off for about a bus stop period. I woke up and talk to Jing Ming again. We were of course talking about Limin. LOL! He told me that Limin got herself a place in NTU Bioengineering!! WOW!!
Limin!! Congrats!! I know you want to go NUS more but then, now you need not worry there is no space!! Grats my dearest! I know you surely can get in one. If you get into NUS, we can go school everyday! I will go NP and you will go NUS!
Whee!! Excited!
Then, Jing Ming got down at NP, so did Marvin. I continue my ride to NUS. I did not sleep. The bus was super fast. I am scared if I sleep, I will feel more sleepy at work. So I stayed awake and then, reach NUS and change to shuttle bus.
I had myself a cup of tea and went to work! LOL! Reach work place, went to the toilet to slack and came back, start on my stupid code! Chee Hoong did not reply my email (AGAIN).
Then, I went to toilet to slack and nua and then came back, went for lunch at Subway with Jun Long, Jolyn and Cheng Qian. Yummy!! Super full! I wanted Honey Mustard but yes, I said wrongly and they put mustard. Eeek!! Super sour! LOL! So er xin! I put the onion and mustard as sauce and it is super sour. LOL!
I came back and started working on my damn code again! I kept online and offline thanks to the presence of Shiyi! So I started blogging here! LOL!
Today, I am going out after work. I am going Toa Payoh to get somethings. LOL! Joseph is meeting me for it. Thanks Joseph for accompanying! That is very nice of you!
Ok, I shall blog more tonight. I will blog about shopping alone. I totally forget to blog about it. Ok, I am going to go to NUS Co-Op. LOL! No more NP Co-op for now~ LOL!
Cya!
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