OMG! It is Thursday already! So fast! Tomorrow is the last day of work for Drew Drew and mine is next week. OMG! So fast!

Yesterday night, I went out with a bunch of secondary school friends. After work, I took bus down to Kent Ridge Terminal and took bus 33 from KR Terminal to Bugis. The whole ride is about 50 minutes.

When I got up the bus, I doze off. And at 6pm, min min called me and asked me where I am. She asked "You end work at 6pm or 5.30pm?" Then I replied, "I end work at 6pm but I leave work at 5.30pm." Haha! How nice~

Ok, I doze off again~ And I was awaken by Joseph's call asking me where I am. Everyone has reach except me and they decided to wait for my arrival! After putting down the phone, I doze off (again).

I woke up at Clark Quay and then, I saw Yee Shain. She did not see me as I am on the bus and she is not. LOL! Then I continue sleeping until the bus reaches Chinatown. Then I stayed awake because I am scared to over-stop.

Finally the bus reaches Bugis and I went to look for my friends. When I reaches there, I saw them! OMG! There are 3 guys and 3 girls (including me) -- Joseph, Yu Xuan, Jack, Limin, Pei Ying and Anne. The 3 guys are all wearing white. Haha!

We walked out of Bugis MRT station and then hover around while thinking what should we eat. After which we decided on eating at Xin something place. Jack is such a joker! There are only 6 of us and Cecelia might be joining us. So when the waitress asked how many people, he said 8. -.- We were wondering where is the additional one.

After which, Cecelia needs to go home so no choice, Jack being 24/7 boyfriend, he went to meet her! Wa liew, how can he like that zhong se qing you~ PS US OK! Jack, do you admit GUILTY?! (making him guilty. XD )

The 5 of us were waiting for a table. Then the waitress kept urging us to order. For once, we find it SO stress to have a dinner. For once we eat dinner until SO SO SO stress! LOL! Then the food came and I took tons of picture. LOL!

The food is quite nice. We order 2 meat, 1 vege, 1 toufu and per person a cup a drink. The total amount spent was $50.50. $10.10 per person is quite reasonable though. The service is fast too. Can go and try out.

If you like to eat hard rice, sorry, that place is not your choice. The rice is quite soft and moist. So it is not some dry and hard rock rice. Jack's recommendation , Coffee Pork Rib, is nice! Recommended! The hotplate deer meat (lu-rou) is quite nice too. The meat is not thin thin kind. It is quite thick and soft. So yes, can go and try. The vege is quite average to me though. If you like plain and light food, the vege is your cup of tea~ So is the toufu. The toufu is a little too oily, can see the layer of oil.

After dinner, we wanted to go and play pool. While walking out, we walk past the Top 1 KTV and they were spamming the song "分手吧" by Zhang Zhen Yue. Then I got a little high and kept singing "分手吧我们分手吧~ 不要在骗我说你还爱著我~" LOL! Then Joseph was asking me trying calling 'that person' and sing it to him. LOL!

We were looking for Fish and Co as the pool is opposite Fish and Co. So walk aimlessly. Then I started singing "你知道我再等你吗" to them. LOL! I do not know why but lately, I kept spamming that song~ 莫名我就喜欢你，深深地爱上你~ 没有理由，没有原因~

Then we walk our way to the Fish and Co. While on the way to the traffic light from Fish and Co, I started singing "如果我有一百万", the actual dialect version. Then Joseph and Pei Ying pretended they do not know me~

Ok, we went to pool fusion to play pool. The sofa is so nice! OMG! First round was Joseph VS Yu Xuan. Then Pei Ying VS Limin. Anne VS Yu Xuan and lastly, Pei Ying VS Limin again. When the lm and py were playing, Joseph, yx and I were sitting on the sofa and slack.

Then we started gossiping. And the 'pointer' ended up on yx. Yx do not want to tell us anything so when yx and I were playing, the terms were....

Anne get a ball in -- ask yx 1 question
Yx win -- 5 min of Q&A session
Anne win -- 10 min of Q&A session.

Thus, regardless what it is, the terms does not benefit yx. LOL! In the end, we know some inner info. All we do not know is her name! Shucks!

After playing, we went to eat touhua! OMG! We walked from Bugis down to Selegie for touhua! We got a little lost on the way but in the end, we manage to find our way through. Finally we reach, eat touhua and went back home.

While on the way, I do not know why we kept talking about GHOST! I know lunar 7th month is like tomorrow~ At this particular point, I turn around and said to yx, lm and py, "Why the 4 of you so quiet?" Then they all kept quiet. After pondering awhile, I was like, "eh, 3 of you." Haha!! OMG!

Yx actually goes Kbox! OMG! He listens to Chinese songs too. Next time, we shall go and get high together! OMG! Another kbox kaki! Haha! We shall find one day and go kbox together and we shall sing "分手吧我们分手吧~ 不要在骗我说你还爱著我~" haha!!

Ok, Jxxx and Jxxxxx are planning something BIG! OMG! MUAHAHA! Both J. What is me with the Js..

Oh yes, A&J knows about npy and so is Drew Drew. Haha! For some reason, everyone is telling me the same sentence this time. I do not know why either. It feels so odd about it.

I was talking to lm just now and sadly to say, I do not know how to console her. Well, I heard from her about the guy and his talks about commitment. Now, he actually says something else. I mean, such an idiot to actually say that to her. If in the first place, he is not serious, he ask for wat? Stupid idiot!

Guys are forever guys! I wonder what is wrong with their brain! That time someone actually tell me that her boyfriend said "I scared my feelings for you will fade." Idiot to the max! Then I have this friend who told me that her boyfriend says "I am not serious about relationship." Idiot + Idiot!

Guys, during courtship, they treat you like treasure, treat you like everything in his world. And when together, NEGLECT + NEGLECT + NEGLECT, RUBBISH + RUBBISH + RUBBISH! When together, all those that are done during courtship is gone.

During courtship, he will specially wait for your call, take initiative for your call and message, keep asking you out like everyday basis, spend time with you like he have no other commitment, when you are angry he will coax and sweet talk you, send you home and go to your place just to meet you, plan a day event for you to go, takes initiative to bring you go wherever you verbally mention, blah blah blah! Showing the BEST side of them, showing HOW romantic and sweet they can get.

And when you fall for them, accept them, what happen? They do not take initiative to call or message already. You will never experience the 'ring once and pick up' thing. Sometimes you can give 99 miss call and not a soul picks up (ok, maybe the voicemail). Forever busy with things and ask you out like once a month basis. Commitment overtakes your position in him. He presume that you will accompany him and wait for him while he settle his commitment. When you are angry, cannot be bothered and thinks that 'let you cool down' is the best way. Sweet talk is like something that will kill to say. Send you home? You should be happy if he even willing to send you to the bus stop. Instead of meeting at your place, it becomes meet at HIS place. No place to go then don't go out or go home. Wherever you want to go, you have to ASK, HINT, BEG him to go with you. All the lousy side!

See, guys always CHANGE after courtship. When girls complain, they will say "ok, I will change, will change." The next day, they will forget. When girls complain about neglecting, the guys would say what "I got school/project/work. Sorry sorry, I will spend more time with you after I finish all that ok?" Ya right~ That is PROVIDED they remember that they have a girlfriend after completing their work and friends start asking them out. Upon more complain and crying, guys would say that the girls become more and more demanding and their temper, attitude and all changed. Now it becomes THE GIRL changed.

Did they ever wonder why?! It is due to the fact that THE GUYS made THE GIRLS fall for them and then, naturally they would expect attention from THE GUYS! If the guys give the girls more security and more support, will all these happen? Obviously NO if the girl is not a insecure and control freak. So yes, GUYS GUYS GUYS!

Don't they know, girls think so much more than guys? Do they know that their action can cause their girlfriend to smile to sleep or cry to sleep? Do they know that some girls may look strong on the outside but deep within them, they are still girls who wish to be cuddled and loved? Do they know that girls do not ask for much but just at least something on par with what guys give during courtship? Do they know that some girls are so sick and tired of the relationship but just due to LOVE, they hang on so hard? Do they know that girls need support, security and protection? Do they know?

I always hate guys who says that they do not know what to do. I always hate it when it comes to relationship, the guy's reason of not doing something is "I did not know." Again and again! Over and over! For the start, the guy do not know, never mind! If they see that the situation does not turn out better, obviously that move is wrong. So CHANGE move.

For example, angry. If the girl is angry, the guy just let her be. Ok, maybe for the start of the relationship, the guy thinks that "cool down period" is appropriate. However, after may be once or twice, the situation does not turn out better, then one should know that they do not need "cool down period". Worst come to worst, ask the girl (of course not when she is angry). Fine, now the girl tells him straight that she do not need the "cool down period" thing. Then, again, he is doing the same thing. Seriously, there is not a reason for "I do not know".

Please, "I do not know" is not an reason ok! It is EXCUSE, RUBBISH! I hate it when guys say that as reason. If it is few times, forgiven. If the girl did mention that she do not like that way of doing, please, it is not forgiven!

Friendship to courtship. Courtship to boy-girl relationship. In drama, you will always see that some couple do not want to get married because they find that during boy-girl relationship, it is happy and sweet. However, in real life, I find that during courtship is the better one. Look back at your relationship, how did your guy fare during courtship and during boy-girl relationship?

So as to say, many times, in a relationship, girls tend to suffer more, that explains the reason why usually it is the girl who mention being friends is better. Girls heart break more, they cry and all. It takes lots of love to reach the stage of immunity to whatever the person is doing and to reach the extend of be coming feeling-less. Do they know having to mention being friends need a lot of courage too. If the guy really love her, why let her cry again and again, heart break again and again? If the guy do not really love her, why do not have the courage to mention being friends? What are guys thinking and doing seriously?

Guys, if you people cannot treat girls similar or better than the way you treat them during courtship, PLEASE STOP HURTING PEOPLE'S FEELING!
Please stop hurting people~

欲言又止

过去的事请别提。。
物是人非，无论事物有多相同，事有多甜美，事情的起因与结果有多类是，人已不是原来的人了。
过去就过去，无论如何重演，它永远不一样。。

人类是一种奇怪的动物。
他们有着喜怒哀乐，有着情感，有着想法。
可惜，往往想法与情感会相冲。。
但是在这时的你会用脑还是用心?

脑
有时它会像少了根似的，让你左想右想，但就是想不出一个满意又合理的答案。
有时看见的未必是事实。
但，我们的大脑会把看到的人事物给当事实来对待。

心
有时它会让你冁然而笑，但也会让你痛不欲生。
有时感觉的未必是事实。
但，我们的心会把感觉到的事给深深的刻在心上。

想，未必是真的。感，未必是真的。
相反的，想，未必是假的。感，未必是假的。
但，当它们相冲时，谁是真的，谁是假的。
你分得出吗？

若把‘想’当真。。
所谓智者千虑，必有一失。
但若把‘感’当真。。
你也未免太自私自傲了吧？

感情路上，人往往用‘感’ （当然！要不为何叫‘感情’）
行为有时会产生错误的念头。
言语有时会带来无畏的纠纷。
这些通通是应一个字——感！

打个比方，有位男的对莫个女生很好，对她很体贴，两个人走的很近。
通常，女生会认为男生对她动了情。
这时，女生会有两个选择，对他慢慢的产生感觉，或避开他。
但有没有想过，男生知是把她当好友看待？
单方面的行为带给了错误的情感。
单方面的情感可带给失去的可能。

感觉好单方面，看到的是双方面的。
一举一动，一言一语，好大的分别。
保证书上，双方都知的，大多来自一方。
有时，心想听，又不想追问。
就算追问了又如何？
到头来，反而感觉对方不是自愿的。。

我所感觉到的，我所看到的。。
它们好不相同。
我的心告诉我，跟着感觉是没错的。
但~
信心，我没有！
我没信心我所感觉的是真的，我所想的是假的。
我没信心相信自己，我觉得自己太不可信了。

你总是叫我把事都告知，我倒想知道，你有吗？
你总爱说话说一半，当我追问时，你倒敷衍我几句。

就如那天，你的话没说完就不说了。
我感到好奇，索性追问了你。
谁知，你便对我说，“过去的事就不要讲了。”
好一个‘不要讲了’！

有一晚，经过一些辩论后，你要我把所有想问的问题都说出来。
好一个“你要问什么，我给你十分钟。你要知道什么我都告诉你。”
到头来，你也不就做选者型的回答。

渐渐的，我学会了不闻不问。
问了没回答，追问也不回答，这种感觉很不好受。
我宁愿什么都不问。
起码，我知道你没说是因为我没问。

渐渐的，我学会了等待。。
也因为如此，当你的话说得好听点，我会感到高兴。
也因为如此，我把我心所想得都说出来，你的回应也不重要了。
因为我知道，你是不会说的。。。

I feel like getting a watch, those kind like from seiko. Do not know what is with me~ LOL!

It is the middle of the week! It is WEDNESDAY! So fast! Blink blink and it is Wednesday already. That means, 9 more days to 8 August, my last day in DSO! That is also the last day I am having attachment! OMG!

9 days to last day at DSO :''(
10 days to NDP :)
15 days to Final Presentation (*o*)
19 days to VPP :((
26 days to my birthday XD

Yesterday, I went out to play after work. LOL! After work, I went to NUS Faculty of Science Library to return the Visual Basic 2008 book. I was searching my way through. I was walking and walking and finally, I found the library!

I realise, the library is at Raffles Museum upstairs! Raffles Museum is the place where I went for LSR. OMG! Memories~ Haha! I remember going to see the glow fish! And Ms. Vanne kept mistaking Xue Zhen for me. That day Xue Zhen is going Chalet and Ms. Vanne kept telling me not to 'steal' the fish and bbq~

Ok, went to the library! Then went to the bus stop to wait for npy. That person is late~ Ahh! Then we went to take 96 down to Clementi. Initially, we wanted to go and eat at Botak Jones. In the end, we did not because, clever Anne drank Vitasoy while waiting thus, I am super full!

So we went Clementi, buy something light to eat, took bus down to Suntec City. Seriously, that person loves to go Suntec City so much. The SMRT bus aircon is super expensive that, it is super hot ok! While on the bus, I started listening to the songs in npy's MP3. Then npy fall asleep. zZzZz

Whoo, reach Suntec City, we went to have dinner. Randomly, I said I want to eat Pizza. LOL! While walking, we were thinking to eat this or that, this or that. OMG! In the end, we had dinner at Pizza Hut. Nice nice! It had been like SO LONG since I ate at Pizza Hut. In the end, I still did not get to drink my favourite drink at Pizza Hut.

Once, I went Pizza Hut and then, Li Shan and I ordered a Fizzy something drink. Nice ok! I only drank it once and I did not drink it again already. Well, $4.50 per cup ok! I will heart pain one~ LOL!

After dinner, we went to Esplanade rooftop. It is the FIRST TIME I went there. OMG! It is so nice. Ok, on our way from Suntec City to Esplanade, we walked the path behind Marina Square, we saw so many couples. And then, I 'caught' some couple kissing too. LOL!

Ok, it is said that Esplanade rooftop is for couples and there is privacy. After going there, I seriously think, there are TOO many couples for privacy. LOL! After hanging around for some time, we went to take bus home. Whoooo~

I am quite tired on the bus though. Npy fall asleep on the bus. Ahh! LOL! Well, on the bus ride, we were talking and then he said something like "what past has past, don't want to talk about it. No use broading over it." Well, he always tell me that. That is the best sentence he use to not reply what I asked. Ok~ Next time I shall use that sentence too. LOL!

Then I went home and came online. I was asking Limin who is going for gathering today. OMG! She don't even have the confirmed list! Ahh!

Ok, she do not know what steamboat restaurant that is. **faint** she says that it is at least $20! OMG! I am just complaining about that 2kg fats that I have gain and now, steamboat! I am so broke and yet, $20+++ fly away. **faint**

Date: 2nd August 2008 (Saturday)
Reporting Time: 11 45 hours
Reporting Venue: Mezzanine area at Stairwell 1, Marina Promenade
Dress Code: Bay Ambassadors' Uniform, Cap and COVERED shoes

1145! OMG! So early for what? I mean the show starts at nearly 5pm ok! OMG! That means I need to leave house at about 1045. That is early! OMG!

Please be informed that the new NDP Parade pass is ready for collection. You will need this new pass to enter Promenade premises for the Preview and actual Parade.

I wonder why need a new pass? New pass with previous photo, like no difference can! LOL! That means I need to travel down to Bishan again! Ahhh!

My swatch watch is not working! No more battery already! OMG! Why are all my watches battery dying? Ok, I am wearing a watch that is not working now. Sian~

Sudden craving for bubble tea~ I feel like drinking bubble tea suddenly! Haha!

How many way is that? one way? two way?
Brain and heart not working as one~

MS WONG HENG GEE ANNE, WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING?!?!

OMG!!
I have gain 2+kg lately!
Ever since the last weighing,
Which was like last month.

IDIOT!!
Just one month and I gain 2kg.
What is this?
Super mad with myself!
Where is the self-control?!

GUILTY!!
Indulge in more chocolate and this is the outcome.
Emo some more, eat some more sweet food!
See, see, see~

NPY!!
It is all that person's fault!
Who ask that person to keep feeding me with food?
Who ask that person to keep buying chocolate give me? (ok, cos I like to eat)
Ahh! Tell that person that I gain 2kg,
He super happy!
Wa liew~~~

AHHHH!
Ok, SELF-CONTROL!
BACK TO SIMPLE DIETING PERIOD!!

P.S. npy, if I were to gain another 1kg, don't blame me on hunger strike! bleah!

OMG! I had not been blogging lately. I so wanted to blog but I do not have time. I am busy with reports and code writing. Ok, I know that I have finish my project in DSO but I am actually doing up some data table for easy reference of inputs~

Yes, due to that, and because my memory is not very function-able (is there such word), I shall blog in point form (again). LOL!

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x__[[Saturday, July 26, 2008.

Went out with npy~ =D

• Meet at Toa Payoh in the morning.
• Went Ikea @ Alexandra Road
  • Shopping at Ikea (I know it sounds odd)
  • Ikea under renovation so nothing.
• Queensway Shopping Center
• Shop shop
• Eat laksa for lunch
• Southern Ridge
• Anderson Wave
  • The bridge is nice, windy and beautiful.
• Forest Walk
• OMG! It is beautiful! The walking path, the trees.
• Alexandra Arch Bridge
  • I can't see the arch~
• Vivocity
  • Beard Papa's
    • Fondant Au Chocolate
      • It is super nice! First time eating~
• Daiso
  • Light stick! Haha! (where is my 1 dozen of lightstick?)
• Sentosa
  • Dinner at Food court
  • Palawan Beach

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x__[[Sunday, July 27, 2008.

GB Fortnight again!

• Meet Wan Rong in the morning
• Go Bishan meet up with girls
• Bus down to Wesley Church
• Briefing + opening prayer
• Start of collection (1st service)
• Go down break + eat bread
• Start of collection (2nd service)
• Zhi high with Wan Rong, Lenice, Kar Yin and Eunice
  • Y.M.C.A
  • Macarena
  • Mambo No. 5
  • Home
  • Together We Make a Difference (Lenice, not 'future')
• Raining
• The lady who donated to me $50 donated to me $50 today again!
• Go down rest again + lunch
• Start of collection (3rd service)
  • Sher Li, pri 3 girl, started 'snatching' with me
  • A lady asked me tons of questions! End up, Soo Ying handle her~
• Break, slack, nua~
• Bus came and went back Bishan
• Wan Rong and I went to get food.
• Reach home!
• Talk to npy~
• Nap nap~
• 5.30pm wake up and watch magic show.
• Dinner + bathe + tv + talking to npy
• A & J knows who is npy~ (my laptop wallpaper)
• Now they are trying to guess the name

P.S. Anne, Sandi have to something to talk to you about.

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x__[[Monday, July 28, 2008.

Last 2nd Monday at DSO!

• Final Report
  • Editing and reading through
  • Uploading of Report
• Project title
  • Drawing up probability table
  • Discussing with Jun Long about project
• Database Table
  • Doing up coding of database table
• Meet up with npy
  • Mummy ask me dine out myself so I had dinner with npy =)
• Watch Fated to Love You
  • Super duper uper touching that can cry!
• National Day Songs
  • Sudden craze of downloading ALL the NDP songs

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x__[[Tuesday, July 29, 2008.

Day at Work!

• Code writing
• Blogging
• MSN with wai
• Going out with npy after work

谎言。。

他会恨你的。。。
很恨，很恨你。。。

若有一天，他恨你，
自食其果~

呜咽

Blog?
Not today!
Tired~

Desperately need of sweet stuff!
Food~ Chocolate~ Sweet drinks~
Anything sweet!

Nothing sweet at home.
For me..
To eat..

Grr!
Why isnt there any when I need it desperately?!
Idiot!

To ALL my friends who are stressed up with reports.

Yes, review is next week.

Everyone is stressed up.

Everyone is rushing report.

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Many reports are due next week too.

My report is due next week too.

I know it is tough..

But...

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You all must jia you and tahan through!

Once over, it is SHIOK!

So jia you ok!

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Don't stress!

Don't pissed off!

Don't scared!

I know you people can do it!

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JIA YOU!

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Jia you all my dearest friends!!


~Looking forward to see you people =D~

I remembered owing stella a jia you post!
On her blog, Saturday, June 14, 2008, she wrote a jia you post for me!
OMG touched!

Judging that the weather is fine~
The date is good (25/7/08 one more before my birthday)
The time is good (7:25pm)
The feeling is good (got inspiration)

I, Wong Heng Gee Anne, shall write a jiayou post to her, Poh Hui Tin Stella!

~beware~

Stella AR Stella~

you must be missing me soooo much right!

sooo long no hear from me..

this semester is ending sooonnn~

i know you are supppperrrr happy that it is ending.

you can see me again!

then you will not love sick like previously...

muahaha!

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super lost frequency can!

imagine the last time we actually TALK and CHAT is like........

swenson outing?! OMG!

that is so long ago.

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your hamster died-ed right..

dont be sad la~

got new one already!

they look super alike.

ahh!

i cannot differentiate them ok!

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you owe me $6.50.

i know you remember.

it is on your pm long long ago.

your item is here.

haven pass to you.

no see you la~

miss you also!

geess~

P.S. zhiyuan, don jealous

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i know your project do until v sian.

no choice!

jia you jia you!

my program also write until very sian.

no mood to write already can!

grrr!!

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exam coming le hur hur!

stress?

sleep well, eat well, study well.

dont want later i go back np see your whole face pimple.

ahh! then i run away.

jkjk~ haha!

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2 more weeks then i go back np liao.

then we'd have fun during vpp.

muahaha!

i know you super looking forward.

muahaha!

before looking forward to emo queen, anne's arrival in np,

STUDY FOR EXAM AHH!

jiayou bastard!

haha!

you said before in ur blog..

"bitch = jolene
me = bastard
xuezhen = slut.

you? okok pal pal pal."

LOL! so yes!

JIA YOU!!

i say 'jia you', u say 'stella'

i: jia you

u: stella!

i: jia you

u: stella!

i: JIA YOU

u: STELLA!

muahaha!

~THE END~

It is FRIDAY! Whoo! Tomorrow is SATURDAY and the day after is.... SUNDAY! Whee~ Ok, I have no idea why I am so high. Haha! Celebrate~ Whoo!

Yesterday night, I was so mad over something. Ok, not really mad but still, angry. Ahh! I was complaining to Joseph about it. Ahh! He cannot be bothered with me anyways. LOL! He says that I am similar so I cannot reprimand him for it.

I was busy doing work work work, ok, working on my final report, yesterday! OMG! I am supposed to hand in the first draft on when? 28 July, which is next Monday. OMG OMG! Ok, stop being irritating with the "OMG". LOL!

I was taking bus home yesterday and whoo! I slept from the moment I got up. Then when the bus reaches SIM, npy called. Then I went back to sleep when the bus reaches NP. And then, at Nanyang Girls', npy's called woke me up again. After putting down the phone, I continue sleeping all the way until I reach Old Police Acadamy.

Many times, when I doze off at OPA, I would end up near Potong Pasir. Ok, so I am clever to not doze off again this time. I tried very hard to open my eyes though. LOL! Then I got down the bus at Jalan Toa Payoh.

Speaking of Jalan Toa Payoh, my dear beloved Wan Rong still have no idea where that is. I promised to show her where Jalan Toa Payoh is after I get back to NP. LOL! I am such a nice senior. OMG!

Ok, I saw Sherry at the bus stop and we took bus back to Toa Payoh interchange together. While on the way to the interchange, I suddenly remember that Sherry knows npy. So I was telling her that I want to introduce someone. LOL! I need not introduce because, they said "hi" to each other before I say anything~

Then we went to get a cup of drink and then, I went to get my concession. Today is the last day of my concession. Whoo! Coincidentally, it is 25th of the month! Then while waiting for the bus, I saw mummy. So in the end, mummy went home with me. LOL!

Ok, mummy did not say much besides the normal few sentences which she says always.

Joseph was asking me when my holiday is. Ok, he is intending to celebrate my birthday & Limin's birthday together. However, by then, Limin would have started school. And we cannot celebrate on weekend because, Limin's birthday is on a Saturday and most prob, she will celebrate with family, else boyfriend. So yes, think of another way.

Speaking of birthday, I remember what Ivan told me the other time. OMG! Ok, I think I need to settle Ivan first then decide on how. LOL! Seriously, it had been ages since I met up with Ivan. I think I should have a dinner with him one day~ **scandal**

At night, I am angry with something! Ahh! Ok, then I was talking to npy over the phone and finally, I admitted something which I did not want to admit. Reciprocal~ Happy!

This morning, I was waiting for an empty 151 that I reaches Jalan Toa Payoh at 7.20am and I got up the bus at like 7.35am. OMG! I slept throughout the bus ride. Whoo~ Shiok! Haha!

I was blog reading~ Whee! Early morning, blog reading again. Ahh! I shall find one day and ask for a KWAY gathering (again).OMG, Wai, I misses Jasper! OMG! I must have hurt Jasper so much! He must be so sad~

First I ditch Casper, the world well-known actor, I went with Jasper. I still remember how we were all saying that it is such a waste to give up such a nice catch, Casper. Casper still put down his work and SPECIALLY fly to SG for Seoul Garden lunch with us. In the end, I got together with Jasper. Casper must have hated Jasper so much! LOL! Now I ditch Jasper. OMG! **shake head**

Haha! Ah crap!

Ok, I get to realise that many people wants to know who npy is. That is something I realise. Sorry peeps, I shall keep it pending. Well, I will say in time to come. If not for xxx, I would have posted it out. First, I need to settle xxx first~

14 days to LAST DAY OF ATTACHMENT!
15 days to NATIONAL DAY!
20 days to FINAL PRESENTATION!
24 days to VOCATION PROJECT PROGRAM (VPP)!

1 MONTH to.....

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MY BIRTHDAY!

Last Year of Teenage!

Last Year of 1x (age)!

~Sian~

默默的反抗！

气死了！
为什么这样子？
气死了，气死了， 气死了！
气！
气到要爆了！
气到~不得了。
大发雷霆！

不可以，不可以！
不可以吵架！
不可以发脾气！
不可以无理取闹！
不可以野蛮！
不可以生气！
什么都不可以！！

为什么会这样？
为什么会心想不可以？
为什么会不想吵架？
为什么会忍，忍，忍？
为什么会压抑着？
为什么？？？

馨怡，你这小气鬼！
恶心死了！
你可不可以不要这样小心眼？
你好恶心啊！
受不了你！
气死了，气死了， 气死了！

啊！！
杀，杀，杀！
烦死了！

忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍忍

Oh yes, I just finish another Chinese novel, <<别碰我的女朋友>>. OMG! The book is super interesting and touching!

"我对你的爱，不需要什么自尊心。如果对你的爱还谈什么自尊心的话，那就是一种虚荣。我不需要那些虚荣心。"

别碰我的女朋友;

Yes, when comes to love, one must be able to put down his/her pride. Do not due to pride and not solve the problem. For example, when comes to quarrel, due to pride, both parties do not want to apologise or give in. Thus making the situation worst. Why not let 'love' triumph over 'pride'?

I was listening to radio and heard this song. The lyrics reminded me something. WAIT~

有天我一定等到 生命裡那位英雄
有天我一定找到 被我的愛感動的人

决定爱你;

徐偌萱

One needs to be patient when comes to love. Well, Cindrella only get to meet Prince charming at the ending isn't it? So is Snow White and Sleeping Beauty. Bell only realise the importance and her love for Beast when it reaches the end. So yes, be patient and things will come by~

跟异性交往最重要的不是他有多好，而是他对你有多好。

一个人如果条件很好，有一百分，可是这一百分之中，他只给你三四十分，或一 二十分；
相反地，另一个人也许只有七八十分，可是他却是全心全意的对待你，那你 应该选择那一个？

其实，每一个人的条件都是一样的。
不管你有多好，都还有人比你更好。

你虽然做不到一个『最好的人』，可是你却做得到一个『对对方最好的人』。

每一个男孩子都可以说：『虽然我不是世界上最好的男人，但我是世界对你最好的男人』。反过来女孩子也是一样，这是每一个人都做得到的。

感情最重要的是在于他对你的好，而不是他自己有多好。

Unknown;

YES YES YES! It does not matter how good the guy is, it does not matter how rich, how handsome, how many As the guy have, for as long as he treat you with all his heart and soul, he is the best already. Nobody is perfect and no one can find someone more perfect in life. So do not compare how good he is with other people and yet, thinks about how good and how well he treats you in return.

So think of how well your gf/bf is treating you now and appreciate that not everyone will treat you this way. Do not be fooled by someone else who has the look and calibre for that someone might not be able to treat you with 100%.

一个维持起来轻松、愉快的感情容易长久！

一个维持起来艰难而痛苦的感情不易长久，这时后就应该有所选择。

我们都是凡夫俗子，要的是平凡而幸福并且快乐的爱情。

对所有的感情而言，过程远比结果重要。

为什么？因为所有的感情都是没有结果的。

Unknown;

There is no ending to love. So treasure the process. Everyone hopes for a happy relationship! Well, unless you are telling me that you hope for a relationship that is sad! So why not lead a simple and happy relationship? Like this, relationship would last longer and happier =D

平凡中的幸福~

It is Thursday!! OMG! So fast, tomorrow is Friday and once again, it is the weekends!! OMG OMG! Ok, there is no NDP this Saturday. Finally, one week that I can be excused from NDP. However, I had a date on Saturday. And on Sunday, I have GB Fortnight! OMG! Speaking of GB Fortnight, I have yet to ask for collection! OMG OMG! Better remember tomorrow~

Yesterday, I spend the whole day reading up on database writing and day dreaming. Ok, I was online shopping too. I was bored so I decided to do some online shopping. Yes! It had been long since I did online shopping. Ok, not very long.

P.S. Stella, your item is here and I kept forgetting to tell u.

Yesterday, I took bus home. Yawn! I slept throughout the bus ride. Luckily I did not over stop this time. I am super lazy to walk all the way back home. While on the bus, I got a little emo. Ok, not very little.

Something happened and I realize a change in me. If it was the ANNE in the past, I would have flare up and ignore the person. However, this time, I did not say anything or get angry. Ok, I have no idea why either. I find it so odd! I mean, why I did not flare up? Why did I tolerate it? I seriously do not understand!

At night, at 12 plus, I was talking online with Wai. I told her the news! Finally~ She was so shocked and she kept wanting to hear the details of who, where, when, how, what, why. Yes! The 5 WH and 1 H question. In the end, she called me. I was telling her the whole story and all.

Ok, over at her place, YH was talking to her and she (YH) suddenly wants to break up with her boyfriend. I have no idea why but I only know that if I am her I would feel super duper terrible. I seriously do not understand what is with the guy. Will all of a sudden, he is like a change of heart? There is no quarrel, no nothing and yet, his attitude changed.

Well, sometimes it is better not to know too much too. That is what I was once told. However, I thought everyone have the right to know what actually went wrong and move on. Back then, when Samuel's change of attitude made me so terrible, I so wanted to ask him what is wrong and all. However, Limin actually told me, "If you are feeling terrible then let go. If you are suffering from the relationship, let go. No point keep asking what happen, what went wrong. Because, it is wrong and it has happened. Nobody wants it this way either. So let go and move on."

Then we were talking about our KWAY tradition. Actually, I am quite worried if the 'report' is bad! Never mind, I have faith in my taste. LOL! Wai is super random though. When I first showed her the photo, what she 'realized' was something super funny! OMG!

Ok, I shall blog about what she said in time to come. For now, I shall just laugh over it. Haha!

After I put down the phone with her, I went to called npy. Well, I thought he MIGHT be awake so I called him. In the end, he was asleep. Never mind~

Wai says that she is having a whole month of holiday next month! OMG! Ok, she says that she is going to come over my place and stay over. OMG! Love it! It had been ages since she comes and stay over. I think the last time was when I am secondary 4. OMG!

It is always fun to hang out with her. Ok, coming over my place is not as fun as staying over at her place. When we stay at her place, we have supper, I will cook, and we will get high and spam music! OMG! I miss those times! Sadly, when I am having my dear beloved holiday, Kenneth is preparing for exams. Shit! Never mind, we shall visit grandma place and meet there.

Sometimes we do not like to stay over at grandma place. The reason is very clear, my grandma will make noise. Usually when the 3 of us, Kenneth, Wai and I, hangout together, we tend to go to bed at like 2 plus am. And early morning at 5 plus am, grandma would leave the house for morning exercise.

Usually at 8 plus 9 am, grandma would start waking us up. LOL! Amazingly, the tradition is that, grandma would keep bugging Kenneth. For some reason, she does not bug me to wake up. Neither does she bug Wai. Muahaha! Then my dear aunts would help ask grandma to let us sleep longer.

Sometimes irritating Nicole, my 5 years old cousin, will come and disturb us. Ok, I do not like Nicole. She is irritating and she is rude. Ok, I have super bad impression of her. Haha! She does not call people UNLESS she benefits something from it. Irritating!

I still love my nieces and nephews! Comparing the kids from the same generation as my nieces and nephews, there are: Nicole (5 years old), Donavan (4 years old), Ryan (3 years old), Kaitlyn (3 years old), Kaidi (2 years old), and Kaiden (1 years old).

Nicole and Ryan are my cousins. Donovan, Kaitlyn, Kaidi and Kaiden are my nieces and nephews. Ok, Donovan, who is 1 year older, is supposed to call Ryan uncle. LOL! Ryan is 1 month older than Kaitlyn and she is supposed to call Ryan uncle too. OMG! So complicated situation~

Ok, enough of family talks! LOL! Speaking of family talks, Angie got scolding again. Last night, when I am talking to Wai, Angie came home and daddy started scolding her. Then mummy specially wakes up just to reprimand and question her. Then not long later, Angie came into the room sobbing. OMG!

I was so scared ok! Ok, blah blah! Enough already!

I realize I had been super bored and I kept playing with some photo editing software. (Note, it is SOME and not one). I am utterly bored that I edited the photos and do up my laptop wallpaper. Whoo~ Nice, I love my laptop wallpaper. OMG!

I am getting bored. I think I better look for more software to be played with. LOL! I feel like playing with Flash media. However, it is too much of a theory already. Besides, I am getting tired of doing the timeline blah blah! Ok, next time, I should do up slides/video with photos. NEXT TIME, I emphasis.

OMG, I bought a dress online. Happy~ It is the first time I bought a dress because I feel like getting one. It is the first time I feel like getting dress too. OMG! I have 3 dresses; one of it had been given away. I love the one that I have given it away. Back then, I gain so much weight that I cannot fit in anymore. Now, I regret giving it away.

1 of the dress is from GG<5. That expensive dress which cost $100 after 50% off. I seldom wear it anyways. Daryl once commented that I look fat and short in that attire. Forget it! I am not going to wear it! Grr!

The last dress that I own is black dress. That dress is specially bought for GB 80th anniversary dinner down at Swissotel. That dress is not as expensive as my GG<5 dress. That black dress is about $30. Ok, it is quite formal and I tried to consult Wai for ways to wear it such that it can be MORE casual and she says she could not think of any ways.

That is the end of my dresses. Haha! I find that I have tons of pants and polo tee. LOL! 2 formal pants, 3 cargo pants, 4 jeans. See, how many is that?! Then I have so many polo tees that are enough to wear one whole week, Monday to Sunday. OMG! I think it is time I do something about my wardrobe.

Oh yes, I have yet to alter my GB uniform. I am super lazy to alter it though. Haha! Well, if I do not alter, my belt is like super duper loose! OMG! So yes, alteration is needed. Sian~

For the whole of today, I had been editing my final report. OMG! It is like hard to edit my report. Ahh! My English sucks and Chee Hoong's good! OMG! No wonder he says that my report can kill him. LOL!

Tired~ Sleepy!~

Today after work, I shall go home and sleep big time! Ahh!

I SAW XAIVER!! OMG! He came DSO and he said that he had been in the room next door since early afternoon. He says that he always come here. OMG! So coincident! Haha!

On Sunday, Wan Rong and I kept singing Y.M.C.A for no reason. Ok, so I was spamming Y.M.C.A and then I decided to send it to her. The singer for Y.M.C.A is a band by the name of "Village People".

A: Village People - YMCA **sending**
W: lol why the singer is village people?
A: ya, the original singer is village people (which is a band)
W: haha. I tot those village people sing one
A: no la, village people is a group lai de.
W: ohh. next time, will have group like... city people~
W: sewage people.
W: outer space people

OMG! She is super funny! SEWAGE PEOPLE! OMG!! I was laughing and when I tell Drew Drew, we were laughing non-stop with the YMCA at the back ground. OMG! What a cute junior I have. LOL!

Then I told her that we shall sing Macarena on Sunday. She was like "that one can sing meh? the person sing until like speaking another language like tat." OMG! She is super funny!! Ahh!!

Then I sent her Macarena and lastly, I sent her Mambo No. 5. OMG! She is so influenced by me. No wonder she is my successor in GB. LOL! Successor in being random and zhi high! OMG! haha!!

Remember that time I was mentioning that my dear beloved Wan Rong was bored and started asking me what kind of lollipop I like?! Ok, finally I am willing to upload the photo. Look at what the cutie drew for me. OMG. So cute and sweet of her!

My strawberry yogurt lollipop! OMG it is SO cute!!

Randomly, I asked for NDP lollipop and she drew this!! OMG de CUTE! Ahhh!!

正所谓一波未平一波又起

Seriously, I think Mr. S will sooner or later got heart attack. Haha! All this is thanks to yours truely, Anne =D

Way before time, Wen Lin called me and ask me out for lunch with her at NUS. Yes, that did not cause any commotion but it is the FIRST time I am meeting up with stranger. Whoo! So I went ahead with her for lunch.

That night, Collin first asked me out for dinner the following day. That had cause a little TOO MUCH commotion that time. Everyone dissuaded me to go. And of course Mr. S asked me not to go too. Well, I find it hard to reject Collin so yes, I had gone with the date.

Then, the same night of dinner, some guy called Zhi Sheng called me and ask me for some job thing at Eunos. The day before, I was greatly reprimanded for accepting Collin's offer and I promised Mr. S that I will not do it again. Unknowingly, I accept Zhi Sheng's offer that night! Shucks! Mr. S totally given up one me can!

In the end, I did not meet up with Zhi Sheng and he did not contact me at all. Settled!

Time fly~ Pheewww~

Suddenly, last week, some Wei Sheng guy came messaging me non-stop. Ok, Mr. S got super uneasy and yes, I did not do anything about it. I just continue and naive-ly thinks that Wei Sheng just wants to make friend. Mr. S did not say much though I know that he has TONS to say.

Finally, Wei Sheng's thing got settled and Mr.S is relaxed and happy. LOL! Neither did I expect, today, Collin asked me out for lunch next week. The moment I tell Mr. S, he called me immediately. **shocked**

Well, I have YET to tell Collin my answer to the offer. Shucks! Why is everything coming like nobody's business? Shucks! I hate rejecting people's offer but still, it does not feel good if their xxx does not reject. (Mr. S, you should know how to complete the sentence.)

Yawn! Problematic. Slap them then they know~ Grr~

对不起，又让您操心了！
我会学着保护自己的。
不会再让你为我担心！

馨怡，你做得到的！
加油！！

Whee! It is Wednesday! Half a week is gong like this. Fast!
Thanks for being there for me, thanks for taking time out for me.
Yesterday, I was slacking whole day at work until nearly 4 plus pm, Chee Hoong came and looks for me. He came to hand me the final report which I had done. The whole report is in RED! OMG! I mean, his editing is in red. LOL! So yes, that means there is tons of editing to be done.
I know you do not want me to keep saying 'thanks' and 'sorry'.
He is so picky! One of the pictures is the notepad with the entire code written demo. And the notepad is saved as Demoo. He even went to circle it and write, DEMO. LOL! Just a simple 'o' and I have to reload and retake the picture. Ahh!
But I am really grateful that I've met u <3
After reading through my report with Jun Long and laughing all the way, I started reading up on database and start writing one sentence of code. LOL!
Together how long I do not know but I know, both work hard can de =D
Then I left DSO and went to meet up with npy. Well, npy came to NUS to meet me. Sweet~ then I went to meet up with him and then we took bus down to Kent Ridge Terminal and took bus down to Vivocity.
With regards to WS matter, sorry for making you feel so terrible.
We headed down Habourfront Centre to shop. Ok, our main motive to go there is toilet. I wanted to visit the toilet. Haha! Then we walked around and yes, shop! After walking around, at nearly 7pm, we went to have our dinner. We bought BK and went to the rooftop to have dinner.
If it had add on to your stress, I am sorry about it.
Haha! I was mentioning of buying food and takeaway then go a place and eat. Now, this person actually did that. The other time, we do not know where to have dinner so I merely mention go and takeaway food and eat by a park (sounds pathetic). LOL! And we were talking about Dhoby Ghaut so I said we can go Istana Park. How pathetic~
I know, cannot feel guilty!
We hang around that place until nearly 8.30pm and headed back home. Ok, we talk quite a lot and it is fun =D I like. Haha! While on the bus back to Toa Payoh, this person dare me to do something and made me super embarrass. Wa liew~ Haha!
Well, now that I have make things clean with WS, it is settled already.
Then we took 235 home. Npy was tired. Ok, I am quite tired too. Then npy walked me back to my house downstairs. Haha! Npy took cab home. I reach home and came online. Ok, I am super tired and I doze off. Ahh!
There should not be a problem anymore.
Npy called me a couple of times then I woke up and pick up the call. I was holding on to my phone when I doze off. I did not on sound and I on vibration. So it was vibrating when the phone rings.
Thanks for tolerating me. Thanks for not flaring up at me for not telling WS initally.
Ok, npy called just to tell me to put my phone away. How nice! LOL! Then I went back to sleep.
I make sure next time such things would not happen again ok =D
This morning, I am late for work. It was raining so heavily! OMG! I got up the super cold 151 and it is raining so heavily, adding on to the coldness. Traffic jam! So it is COLD COLD COLD!
Anyways, I know me is me, her is her. I know the differences.
Ok, when I reach my work place, DSO, I started emailing Mr. BLUR Sotong. Ok, I saw these 2 tops from JJS (JJS is a Taiwan website which sells clothes). Mr. Sotong was asking me to show him. Ok, I showed him and he was telling me that his simplified Chinese already cannot make it, the web is in traditional Chinese. Thus, he is using translator to read.
I know you used to love her a lot. I can sense it.
Oh please, I am asking him to SEE the picture. I wonder what he has to read. LOL! He says that he want to read the details. I am thinking, is there so much details to be read? Hmm! Ok, I have no idea. I was telling him that he can just tell me and I decipher for him. BLUR SOTONG!
Even so, I will not be so stupid, so stupid to 'copy' her.
Ok, in the end, his opinions to the tops were "I saw le. Ok lor, you like then you buy lor." Haha! What answer that is? LOL! Never mind, I shall CONSIDER getting it or not. Well, I have quite a number of tops already and mummy is running out of hanger. Ahh!
So no worries ok =D I will be myself and I am being myself.
I had been doing up my code and seriously; I have no idea how to start doing it. Ahh! Kill me please! I have no idea how to start writing the code. I hate doing up database. Grr! It is a killer. Just for one simple sentence of saving the database needs 4 lines of code. Grr! Ahh!!
I know many times I will tend to talk about her but I meant nothing ok?
Oh yes, did I mention, the new series of Herbal Essences is out in Singapore! OMG OMG OMG! I saw it the other day with npy. OMG! Will they have my beloved 'Long Term Relationship'? Oh please have it! AHH! I feel so like getting it from Drugstore. Hehe!
Oh yes, many times I am very blur so please, forgive me for doing wrong/forgetting things.
I realize that I am such a freaking odd girl. Ok, I am all over red! That day, npy and I went to Carrefour and we saw many household types of equipment (duh!). Whenever I see some nice equipment, it is all in red! So npy started to have doubt in my definition of nice.

Then that day, I went to look for shoes with npy down at Toa Payoh. While walking, I suddenly saw Herbal Essences new series shampoo. Then I started commenting how NICE it is. Ok, I was saying the red bottle of Herbal Essences is nice. LOL!
Anyways, I wanna tell you, I love u :)
Partially, I like the Herbal Essences shampoo is due to the beautiful colour! I feel so tempted to get Long Term Relationship. Ahh! Never mind, I shall finish my RPR shampoo first then talk about it. Haha!
**hugs and kisses**
I am going out on Saturday! Whee~

Oh yes, oh yes, my cousin is finally done with her project. Well, I shall call her tonight and talk to her. That is provided she is free. Well, I do not know what her reaction would be if she hears it. Nevertheless, I think I should tell her about it. Whee~ Stress!
THE END!

OMG!

933 is playing "We Will Get There", Chinese version!
Ancient!!! Year 2002
Reminds me of the times where we have to learn the dance for the song.
Back then I was in Secondary 1.
I remember because, we were learning it in the music room.
We mixed the dance with the dance step for 5, 6, 7, 8!
Fun fun fun!!
Back then we were all SO hyper about line dance.
A group of us danced for teacher's day!
Whoo!
Super nice experience!!

Deep in my heart, I just know~

Haha!
Suddenly, I feel that this year's national day.
Hmm.
Hmm.
There are songs sang in different languages.
This promotes racial harmony Singapore.
But.
But.
But.
Many songs, I do not know.
Meaning, Language wise~
So not much of an enjoyment of humming along,
LOL!
Its ok, my favourite is still the dang dang dang.
(guess only npy will understand~)
Haha!

OMG!!
While blogging, "We Will Get There" finishes.
Then..
..
..
"My Island Home" by Kaira Gong.

I remember Raymond says that this is favourite song.
This song is sang in Chinese during NDP this year.
OMG!
This song is nice!

This is the NDP song for 2006.
When I am poly year 1.
I remember downloading the song and started spamming.
Nice nice!
Though I do not know who is Kaira Gong.
I saw her picture, she is beautiful!
Ahh!! Her voice very nice too.
Haha!!

18 Days to NDP!!

that means,

17 Days to end of attachment.

Whoo whoo! I am going out today~ I realise that I had been going out quite often lately. Hmm, mummy is starting to question me. LOL! Ok, bypass that! Wheee~ I have my ways.

Yesterday, Wei Sheng kept messaging me but I did not reply. Ok, I sound super bad!

My dear friend, Joseph, came asking me about what happened between Wei Sheng and I. Ok, I typed an email about the WHOLE story and sent it to him. Whoo! He must be having fun reading it.

In the evening, some boy skipped CCA and come looking for me. LOL! Ok, touched! Then on the bus, I was telling the boy about Wei Sheng. Yes, I do not know how to handle. Well, I have never rejected a guy or indirect reject a guy. So yes~

Oh yes, when Wei Sheng message me, I called Limin and asked her for help. Then I called npy for help too. The stupid thing is, npy and Limin's answer are all the same. The help they gave are the same too. How coincident~

In the end, I told npy to type me a 'template'. What stupid thing this is. In the end, I did not send out the template until I meet up with the boy. While on the bus, the boy showed me a magazine and we started talking about the content of the magazine. Ahh! Sweet~

I saw Rebecca on the bus. Whoo! She is so blur! I called her and she did not answer me. Ok, she is wearing her MP3. Then I snap my fingers in front of her and she was super blur and look around. Haha! I must have scared her~

On the way back to Jalan Toa Payoh, I suddenly took out my phone and sent Wei Sheng a message to end all the problem. "I am busy with my bf now. Talk to you later :) " See, this ends all my misery~ Ahh!

Indeed, he did not reply or message me anymore. Muahaha! Perfect!~ I am relatively worried later he cannot take the blow but anyways, what blow can he have?! I did not lie to him or play with his feelings. So yes, perfect ending~

Super happy and relief after the message was sent. Finally! Whoo whoo! Ok, Happy happy happy! No more problem and stress. Happy happy happy! XD

I went looking around for shoes again. Ahh! I saw a couple of shoes and the design is quite nice. Haha! Well, stop buying shoes~ Whee~ Else mummy might kill me for buying shoes again. Ahh! I saw this dress which is quite nice (to me) too. Well, I shall not buy it else mummy will complain that there is not enough hangers. Haha!

Then I reach home and started loading my show, Fated to Love You. Ahh! It is Monday and this is my normal procedure. I was talking to npy while loading the show. Ahh! Then I had my dinner and bathe and then, watch my show~

FTLY is getting more and more exciting! Ahh! It is ending soon. Well, Ahhh! No more FTLY to watch every Monday already. If I am not wrong, 3 more episodes! That means, 11 Aug is the last episode! Whoo Whoo!!

At night, I was talking to npy. Yes, for some reason, we talked and talked and then, randomly I told him something embarassing about me. I said that until Secondary 4, my definition of "Oral Sex" was talking about sex. LOL! Until I was enlighten by my cousins. LOL! Well, I really thought oral sex was talking (oral) about sex. How naive! Ahh! Npy replied me by saying, "I have nothing to say." LOL!

Speaking of sex reminds me of the times where I spend the night over at Wai's place. Kenneth, Yern and Wai would sometimes give me SE theory. Haha! I remember once reading this sex book and out of the 20 pages (about), they have to explain more than half of the content in it. LOL!

Ahh~ Never mind about it. Haha.

I had been playing and editing photos lately. Now, I love my laptop wallpaper. Sweet~ Haha! I love it, I love it, I love it~ Whee~ Well, what till I have more inspiration and determination, I will do something else. Wait till I change phone, I will make handphone theme. Well, I used to spend LONG time doing up handphone theme for boyfriend. Haha! Occasionally, I will make it for my beloved Nokia 6131. Haha!

Oh yes! Mdm Tan sent me (ok, the IAP students) and email . Final presentation date had been postponed (shucks). Instead of 12 August, it has now changed to 14 August. Shucks! That means 2 days lesser for holiday. Idiot! Stupid Foo want us to get back to school earlier. Mdm Tan postponed the presentation. Stupid!

Well, there are 2 reviews. Everyone is involved in the first review. The time is from 9am to 12pm. And for the second review, it is potential A or F graders. That review is from 2pm to 5pm. For some stupid reason, the list of people who have to attend second review will only be out at 2pm.

Then, everyone must attend BOTH reviews. It is a MUST. According to the list, I am the second person to present for the first review. That means, I must wait all the way to 2pm just to see who will be in the second review. And IF I did not get second review, I have to sit in and wait until 5pm for nothing. Rubbish~

Stressful life! I need to wear formal attire for presentation. Ahh! Do not like it. =X

Today, I am going out with my beloved npy. We are going somewhere~ Somewhere, over the rainbow, where dreams come true~~~ Ok, we are NOT going over the rainbow. LOL! It is just a song you see. Haha!

Yern is having band performance on Sunday at East Point. It starts at about 11am. I want to go and see her performance. Ahh! Well, it is (1) too far, (2) I have GB fortnight, (3) tired and (4) lazy. You know, travelling from town to East Point and from East Point back Toa Payoh. It is killer!

Now that my dear Wai has her internet working, I have things to tell her! Ahh! I told Kenneth but yet to tell Wai. Well, how can I be so bad to not tell her?! She is my dear beloved cousin. Ahh! She seems busy with her project to entertain me though. Ah~ Never mind, I might tell her when I see her again (which is I-do-not-know-when).

Whoo! It is the long boring Monday again! I am left with 3 weeks before leaving DSO. Ahh! I will miss this place so much. Ahh!

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x__[[Friday, July 18, 2008.

On Friday, there supposed to be a 4E1 gathering. However, I have no idea to all the details like, meet where, go where, do what, what time, so I decided to give it a total miss! Haha!

After work, I headed home. I overslept on the bus. I am supposed to get dinner for Drew Drew because mummy's back is aching and yes, I told her to stay home and rest while I entertain Drew Drew.

I overslept and then reach my old house area. I walk all the way and took 238 back to Toa Payoh interchange to get dinner for Drew Drew.

I got KFC! I do not know if it is MY speaking or it is with HER hearing. I told her that I want 1 2 piece chicken meal and 1 3 piece chicken meal. I want one of the drinks to be medium lemon tea and the other regular root beer.

In the end, she got me 2 3 piece chicken meal with both drinks medium lemon tea. Eeek! I do not like drinking lemon tea. I do not like lemon tea! Ahh! Never mind, what can I do about it?! Nothing!

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x__[[Saturday, July 19, 2008.

On Saturday morning, I woke up early. I am supposed to meet up with npy for breakfast. The night before, we discussed to meet at my house downstairs at 9am. In the end, in the morning, I totally had forgotten that it is 9am at my house downstairs. In the end, I was at the interchange waiting for npy. Forgetful~

So npy went over to my house downstairs and went back to the interchange to meet up with me. We went over to Douby Ghaut for breakfast. Singtel and Starhub are having road show down at Douby Ghaut. We went walking around.

We had breakfast. We had mee rebus. Thanks to me, being someone who cannot take spicy food, npy eaten 2 plates while I ate bread. Haha! Initially, we order one each and half way eating, I really cannot take it so npy bought bread for me. Haha!

After which, we went to Carrefour to shop. Then, we went to Istana Park to slack. To be exact, it is that we wanted to head to the MRT station and I asked him about Istana Park, thus we headed there.

Then I accompany npy take train and halfway through the whole journey, I got down and headed for Kheng Cheng Pri (the school I am deployed to). I was late and lost. Luckily, a teacher brought me to the place I need to go.

I met up with my partner, Hanafi, and my ALP, Yong Kiat. Yong Kiat says that we will be sitting down at the green sector. Hanafi and I were totally lost because; we thought we would be at the blue sector. I remember that all train deploying students sits at the blue sector. Never mind.

Then Hanafi, Yong Kiat and I started moving off to Braddell MRT station. Just when we are supposed to get out of Kheng Cheng Pri, it started raining. Hanafi and I were not given poncho. Thus, we walked in the rain.

When we reach Braddell MRT station, the rain stopped. The students reached too early that we met up with the school taking the first train. (Kheng Cheng is taking the second train)

The train came and we took express train! Whoo!! Ok, ignore that. While on the train, this male teacher was talking to me. He says that it is the fifth time he is bringing the kids for NDP. Whoo! He is very young, only 20 odd. LOL! The train stopped at Newton MRT station to pick up Anglo-Chinese Primary. Then the train headed all the way to Raffles Place.

The stupid thing is that the moment we come out from the MRT station, it started to rain again. So, after being dry from the previous experience of getting wet at Braddell, I have to get wet again.

Wei Sheng, my previous ALP for Ai Tong, was the ALP for ACS. I was the last person of Kheng Cheng while Wei Sheng is the first person of ACS. So we chatted along the way too.

When we reach there, I got to know that we are at the blue sector and not the green sector. My ALP is super blur anyways. He kept giving us the not-very-sure look. No choice!

When we reach Marina, the rain stopped again. The kids were complaining about how wet the chairs were. No choice, we are not supposed to clean their char. So most of them sat on their poncho.

As usual, when my school settles down, Hanafi and I went to help out. I helped distributing bread to the student for this particular school. While walking down the stairs, I slip and fell on my butt. Idiot! After which, we went to help ushering the kids.

Ok, then as usual, we would watch the show. I saw Eddie again! LOL! Then, the kids open their goodie bags and take out the deflated toy. In the end, for some reason, they cannot blow it. So I started being some air pump, helping the kids around me blow the toy.

As usual, we watch the show. While watching, we saw some kids who got lost so Hanafi and I went to walk around to look for their school. Well, everyone is wearing red! How do you expect us to see what school are they from? LOL!

Then, I brought the kids to the washroom. Initially, there are these 2 girls who wanted to go to the washroom. They came asking me if they can go toilet, I am not their teacher you see. So they said that they asked the male teacher who talked to me on the train and he says need to wait for the pass.

Anne: Sir, there are 2 girls who wants to go to the washroom.
Teacher: Yes, I know that. However, they need to wait for the pass. The pass only allows 2 kids to go the washroom at once. There are 6 other kids in the line.
Anne: They asked if I can bring them go.
Teacher: You bring them go?
Anne: Yes, I bring them go can?
Teacher: Then you MUST bring them back leh.
Anne: I will bring them back of course.
Teacher: You really MUST bring them back ah!
Anne: ok ok!

Why make it sound as if they will get lost? Haha! So I brought 2 girls to the washroom. And when I came back, another 2 girls want to go the washroom and I brought them down again. Then another 2 girls~ blah blah!

One of the girls had tummy ache, so I stood outside the portable toilet to wait for her. While waiting, the girl’s toilet queue got longer so I started telling them which cubical can be used and all. I started being some usher to tell the kids which toilet to enter. Perfect!

For once, I watch the whole show. We had KFC for dinner. Yummy! Before the fireworks, I think is about 15 minutes before they start singing NDP theme song, it started raining again. Hanafi went to get poncho for himself and I. I saw these 2 kids who do not have poncho; they threw it away, so I gave them my poncho. Hanafi gave his poncho away too.

When we went to take another poncho for ourselves, they say that there are no more ponchos. So Hanafi and I went to sit in the rain. It was raining quite heavily. The fireworks are still on though it is raining. How romantic to see the fireworks in the rain. LOL!

I was telling Hanafi that my hair can squeeze water out. LOL! When the kids are leaving the gallery, it stops raining. We had to gather the kids. We have to walk to Raffles Place MRT to wait for the train. ACS is walking beside Kheng Cheng.

While walking, the ACS kids were walking so slowly and there is a big gap. The army guys were like asking me to ask the ACS kids to move faster. So yes, I have no choice but to usher the ACS kids too. Grr!

The ACS kids were walking really slowly. So no choice, I had to ask them to be faster and faster and then run up with Kheng Cheng. This process keeps going on. For once I have to run so much. Grr!

Finally, when we reach Raffles Place interchange, we had to wait for the train. I started talking and joking with the kids. There is this girl and guy who kept bickering and fighting. So Hanafi and I were joking with them. Hanafi was saying they look like enemies. As for me, I cannot believe I actually said, "I think, either of them will fall for another."

The kids got so agitated. LOL! They were saying that they share the same surname. Then I said, "Same surname? Aiya, same surname can be couple one what. Who in this world still cares? Besides, same surname can date cannot get married. Eh! You two so fast think of marriage already hur?!"

LOL! What good big sister I am. LOL! Then they say that the girl already has a boyfriend. Ok, then I started asking who the boyfriend is. The girl is violent! SUPER violent! Haha! The girl is called Teo Wan Ping. The guy is called Leslie Teo. Haha! And then I started asking who her boyfriend was. Ok, after gathering all the information, I know her boyfriend is called Shaun Zheng from class 5/3. LOL!

We took the train and I was standing between Jing Shan Pri and Kheng Cheng Pri. I saw these guys reading books. So I went to ask this particular guy who is reading a book which is super nicely wrapped. I saw the book and it is all in KOREAN! The boy says that he is from Korea!! OMG!!

This boy from Korea is 12 years old and yet, studying in Pri 5. Then he has been in Singapore for the third year already. Whoo!! So cool! The boy sitting beside him started whispering here and there. So funny. I bet he is saying something about me. He kept do not want to tell me so no choice, I tickled him so hard! LOL!

In the end, I still do not know what he is whispering. Haha!

I accompanied the kids back to Kheng Cheng. When waiting to cross the road, this bunch of kids started asking me why I am still following them. I said that I have to follow them back to school. There is this boy who asked me the question again and I jokingly say that I miss him that is why.

They then started the NGF thing. This boy, zzz, said "Wa, NGF leh! Xxx got NGF leh!" I was asking what is NGF and the girls were saying, "New Girl Friend". Then the boy said, "No la, it is New GOOD Friend." LOL! Who believes him? LOL!

When we reach the school, I went to find my ALP with Hanafi and we left Kheng Cheng. Before leaving, I saw the NGF bunch of kids. Then I was saying I going home already. Of course, I joked xxx. I asked for his name and realize our name starts with A. LOL! I told him that I stay near Kheng Cheng; I will come and visit him. LOL!

Then we left. I walked to the bus stop. At the bus stop, I saw zzz and then took the same bus as me. We got down at the same stop too. Then zzz was asking me where I stay. LOL! I still tell him to visit me at my place. Haha!

Npy was asking me if I want to go and have supper with him. However, by the time he reaches Toa Payoh would be like 1 hour later. I am super tired so I decided to go home and prepare my uniform for GB Fortnight.

When I reach home, I bathe and came online to do some research. At 11 plus 12mn, I start looking for my badges and all. I have to prepare my uniform, look for all the things. Well, I only wear my uniform like twice every year. So I obviously have to look for things.

At 1 plus am, I was doing my uniform and talking to npy over the phone. Finally, I get to sleep. I was so tired that I started talking rubbish to npy. I do not know what I said. I have no idea what I was thinking too. I just started talking rubbish. I think npy got totally lost too.

Finally I drop dead! Haha!

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x__[[Sunday, July 20, 2008.

I cannot wake up the following morning. I am dying! I woke up late and thus, I left house late. My hair was all wet when being tied up. I did not have time to pack my bag too. So all I brought was purse and phone.

I went to meet up with Wan Rong at the bus stop and we took 57 down to Bishan. Once again, it is GB Fortnight. We are supposed to go in our full uniform. And on the bus, Lenice, Liting, Wan Rong and I started photo taking. LOL! I am close with these girls. May be it is because I spent longer time with them than the rest of the girls.

When we reach Wesley Methodist Church, we headed down to the basement to do take our cards, opening prayer and all. Then we headed off for collection. Wan Rong, Lenice and I went up to the plaza. While waiting for the morning service to end, Xu Wen came looking for me.

Ms. Sandi wanted me to be at level 1 instead of the plaza. She wants me to take Winnie with me. LOL! Ok, I stood there and waited. For some reason, after nearly 15 minutes, my card is still empty. Finally, someone donated to me! And that someone donated $50!! OMG OMG OMG!

This is the first note that I receive for the whole morning, $50!! Muahaha! Ok, by the time the second service starts, I think is 11.30am, I already have one card completed! OMG! Then we went down to have break and give our money. One card completed! Yuppie!

We were given pudding to eat. The pudding is super duper uper nice! However, I do not know what taste it is. It is nice! Ahh! Ms. Sandi says that the pudding might be sold on Food Fair! OMG! If it is sold, I am so going to get it. Muahaha! Pudding love~

Ok, the second service ended and then people starts coming in for the third service. While asking for donation, I saw someone familiar walking towards me. OMG! That is Nicholas Liang! I am totally shocked!

Nicholas told me that he broke his leg recently. He played soccer and broke his leg. Now he has a super big scar on his leg. Poor thing! He did not go for 2 months attachment in return. Now he is short of 2 months to complete attachment. Good that he is ok now.

Oh yes, did I mention that 2 other people donated $50 each?! OMG! I am super lucky. Just today alone, 3 people donated $50 to me. The girls were making noise that I am super lucky. Muahaha! No choice, I am so cute that they tend to give me more. Haha!

At 1 plus, we went down to hand in our money and have lunch. We had MacDonald for lunch. Once again, I completed another card! I completed all the $2 for the third card. Whoo whoo! Happy! I have collected nearly $600 just for this week. Well, in order to be the top collector, one must collect at least $1000. So yes, work hard!

After GB, I went to meet up with npy. We are supposed to go out but in the morning, I woke up late and forget to bring clothes out. So in the end, we did not go out at all. We just took bus to Toa Payoh, have lunch (him) and then headed home.

I realize, my uniform is 7 years old. I had been wearing the same old uniform since I was secondary 1 and up to now, I can still wear it. I cannot believe it. Some more it is loose, very loose now. OMG! Haha!

Npy says that I look as if I am in pajamas. Well, my belt is too loose, my shoes are super over size, and my uniform is over my knee. LOL! I have shrunk! OMG! Haha!

When I reach home, my cute niece was asking me where I went for work. I told her I am not working then she asked me why I am wearing uniform then. LOL! She started pulling my cap out, wanting my badges and tie. Then Kaiden came and started pulling my badges. Ahh!

In the night, before dinner, I was talking to npy. Then Kaitlyn suddenly asked me, "Yiyi, who is your lover?" LOL!! Since when I have a lover?! Jonathan is teaching Kaitlyn bad. Haha!

Npy was telling me about how a friend of his got harass by some ALP. Poor girl. Well, npy told her that Wei Sheng kept messaging me too. Npy was telling her that I thought it is just friends. Well, his friend thought that I am like covering something. Then npy was like siding me. I suddenly feel super bad.

I am not covering anything (seriously). However, I feel bad because due to my super lousy sixth sense, I seem to have caused some problem. Well, Wei Sheng kept messaging me, and then he asked me about my hobbies, personal particulars, deployment and some other personal things.

I really thought that he just want to make friends until Saturday night. I mean friends would like ask about what school are you from, what do you usually do, where you are deployed to (I ask Jolene too) and some crap. Ahh! I have no idea what to do about it.

I told Limin about it. I told her the whole story and all her advice was "be careful". Nice advice from her!

I guess this matter has caused some commotion for me. I have no idea what to do about it. Seriously, I think it has caused sian-ness too. 2 more NDP shows and that is it! Please for goodness sake! I do not know how to handle blow. Please just not let him be deployed to Green. Ahh! Good thing is, he do not know I am from Green sector. Muahaha!

Ok, back to topic, at night, Daddy bought durian. It is super nice! Ahh! It is nice nice nice! I was relatively tired. I have no idea why. I sat on the chair and doze off and fall off the chair. Perfect!

My right upper thigh hurts ever since a fall yesterday at NDP. Now, it is aching like nobody business. I cannot bend my right leg; else it would be so painful. Pathetic! I have problem squatting down too.

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x__[[Monday, July 20, 2008.

Today morning I am so reluctant to wake up. I am super duper uper tired. I saw my aunt on 151 today and we chatted until we reach NP. My aunt got down while I continue my journey to NUS. Yawn!

I went to get myself a hot tea! OMG, I am all addicted to NUS, Science Canteen tea. It is super nice! OMG! After that, I headed to DSO for work. Well, today, there is security check. They placed a table and we are to show them our bag with all the things inside.

Then I came to work and started blogging. Haha! What long post this is again.

OMG, at 12pm, Wei Sheng message me again! I though he today have army so he will not message me?! IDIOT! I do not know how!! AHHH