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I need some emotional control. I am not controlling my emotion lately. I kept losing control and poor people around me are getting it from me. I throw temper, I cry and I just lose my eq power. What is wrong with me?
And obviously, AAA have got it rather badly. Well, it is because of BBB, who is getting up my nerve, and I just threw it on AAA. I felt so bad throwing it on AAA but seems like it is a irreversible process.
There are many things I don’t understand. Why does some people claim something but shows another? Why is it so hard to make some decision? Don’t people know that by dragging your decision, it cause more trouble to others? Obviously, I am totally affected by it.
Sometimes, some things just bring me back to remember what happened in the past. I can’t help but kept thinking what happen before. I want to get out of the ‘shadow’ but I can’t get out of it! Why is that so? Why can’t I just get a lacunar amnesia and choose who and what to forget?
I feel so bad having to throw it on AAA but seriously, BBB is just getting up my nerve. Oh well, I took a no turning back step and there is no way I can turn back now. Maybe all these are fated. I cannot do anything about it because I am the one who cause all these. So now I can only see what AAA wants to do.
Since I have taken that “no turning back” step, I can only move forward and stop thinking what if. The more “what if” I imagine inside my head, the more hurt and regret I felt. I will just lose control of my own emotions again and call AAA and pester.
I should not be selfish. It is very bad that I kick AAA away when I am pissed off and pull AAA back when I am ok. AAA have been very kind with me already but I am still being so bad as a friend. I am taking it for granted. XXX is right, I should be more appreciative of others.
Sometimes, I wish some things are clear and some things guessable. And I can see, it is hard to predict the story plot because I am not a director nor script writer. I am guess what AAA will do about us but seems like it is opposite of what I am guessing. I need a mind-reader.
I wanted to look for someone to talk about these but I really can’t find anyone to talk to. I need someone to talk to me and not throw in blog.
What I need now is the “get over it” phase. I need a ‘melting’ point to reach alpha only stage. I should stop thinking of going back to beta only stage. Now, I am at alpha + beta stage. And seriously, it sucks to be in alpha + beta stage. I need to get over to alpha as soon as possible.
I have no one to blame if AAA is out of my life. I can only blame myself for my unreasonable-ness, irrational-ness and doing things without thinking. I want to blame BBB for getting up my nerve but, I can only blame myself for pushing the irritation to AAA.
It is over, there is nothing I can do about this my friend. I don’t think you want to even hear from me. So yes, I’d get over and stop hoping “what if” happens.
I need the rain to cover my tears.
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 13
Should I change to wordpress?? Can some give me opinion??
Summary: P2 quiz. Chocolate fondue. New purse. Laptop is hibernated!
Week 13
.Monday, April 12, 2010]]__x
I don’t want to go school! I want to stay home and hibernate~
In the morning, I wake up due to my alarm clock. When my alarm clock ring, I sat up and think “why did my alarm clock ring? What day is it today?” Then I realise it is monday. Reluctantly, I got out of the bed and prepare for school.
I went to school with my new bangs and people are all asking me about my hair cut. Well, in general, their comments are just “I need to get used to it.” However, my hair is like octopus, sticking out everywhere. This is the disadvantage of having short and natural curl hair.
While going home, I got myself drenched, really really wet. I was on 235. At the stop before the stop I’m alighting, the sky got so dark. While at the traffic light, waiting to turn, the water just came down. So the rain is so heavy that when I got down, I am totally drench! Who knows, when I reach home, it stopped raining. Grrr~
.Tuesday, April 13, 2010]]__x
I overslept for the lesson in the morning again. I am always overslept-ing. Who knows, there is no material science lecture so technically, char and I wasn’t late.
I went for lunch with mmp at quartz. After which, we went to secret hiding place, supposed to study but end up playing hangman. We went for elective and along the way, we saw many cute teddy bear. They are props for some event. It is a talk on biopolar disorder.
Today is the last lecture for elective so it over-run and we left school at 7 plus pm. By the time I reach home is already 8.45pm. I had my dinner at 9pm.
I am supposed to study for thursday quiz but as usual, my eyes just closed.
.Wednesday, April 14, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I went to school for maths lecture. As usual, I woke up late and ended up late for lesson. It is revision lesson and I did not bring my notes.- morning got for maths lecture. woke up late and end up going lesson late. it is revision lesson.
I headed home with char after lesson. We went to get kfc. It had been a long time since I ate kfc. Yummy-licious! Ever wednesday routine, come home, eat and doze off. I wake up in the evening and start studying for p2.
Stupid beddy keep calling out for me. I feel so bad rejecting it’s call. So I decided to give in to it at 1 plus am.
.Thursday, April 15, 2010]]__x
Yawn! Woke up early and continue studying. I study till afternoon and left house for p2 quiz. Ok, here is the stupid route.
I left house at 1.50pm, spent 20 minutes waiting for 235. Then I spent 4 minutes waiting for train at toa payoh and 5 minutes at raffles place. When I reach boon lay, I spent about 17 minutes waiting for 179. That means, in total, I spent 46 minutes waiting.
Naturally, I am late for the quiz. I run from the bus stop all the way to the tutorial room. The paper started when I just got up 179. I already left house earlier than usual. And yet, I’m late. Damn! I am 10 minutes late for the quiz and no additional time is given.
The quiz is a total flop! More than half of the paper is on magnetic field, a topic which I am weak at. So that explains how I am unable to finish the paper and I did not even finish reading the questions. What a pathetic paper!!! =(
The quiz is 35 minutes in total, I am 10 minutes late so that means, I spent <25 minutes in the tutorial room. After the quiz, 3/4 of the class left. And I headed home. So as to say, the amount of time spent waiting for transport is about twice the amount I spent in school. Perfect!
I spent another 1 hour plus travelling home. Once again, I am totally drenched! I am waiting for 235 and the moment 235 came, the rain came down like WHOO! I reach home and supposed to study. However, my brain is like a harden sponge, unable to fill anymore water. Ah~
.Friday, April 16, 2010]]__x
I woke up in the AFTERNOON! I think I am too worn out already. I had my brunch at 2.30pm. I know it is super late. I am super lazy to get out of the house though.
After lunch, I am thinking to do item A or B. While thinking, I decided to settle with item A. Who knows, I suddenly realise I have yet to do wa. So I can’t do item A or B anymore =( Reluctantly, I started wa and halfway through, I started conferencing with mmp.
Instead of us doing wa, we started playing isketch. However, more than half the time, I am “asleep”. I don’t know why. I am lagging and I did not sketch at all. I got rather turn off so I don’t really feel like playing and start staring at the screen while it lag all the way.
.Saturday, April 17, 2010]]__x
In the afternoon, I went out with js. It will be the last time I go out (play) before I start getting myself hibernated! First stop, I made js accompany me down to ang mo kio to get a pair of shoes which I have been eyeing on it the other day.
After which, we went to take the circle line down to promenade station. Stupidly, I said “oh! we are getting down at pomegranate station?”. I can’t believe I am so dumb to mix up promenade and pomegranate. We were chatting while waiting for the train to reach promenade station.
We got down and went to the new parco departmental store to shop. It is super pretty and grand. There is this shop which sells rather cute things. I like. Then we walk around millennium walk and then head down to marina square for dinner.
After which, we went to walk around, get our meals digested.
A photo of what I wore today.
.Sunday, April 18, 2010]]__x
I tried studying for the whole day but I totally failed! I can’t study at all! Ah~ Ah~ Ah~
I wanted to watch star awards but I decided not to because the result is so expectable. Seriously, I don’t like that show at all and it is just like last year, one show dominant the awards. What more, the show are acted by the same few people.
I heard felicia chin saying something like she is going to quit. Seriously, out of the 7 princesses, the 2 who I like most are leaving. Those who are left behind are some I don’t really like actress. So, the 7 princesses are leaving and leaving. 4 left, 1 is being “isolated”, that means 2 is left.
I saw tay ping hui anyways! He is super shuai but the beard is so not nice at all! I think he looks more shuai with clean face. Ah~
Offically, my laptop is having hibernation now. How I wish, beddy can go on hibernation too. Lappy, I will see you soon.
Studying is not my cup of tea!
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 12
Part 2 of my super duper lots of words update!
Summary: P1, MS, Maths quiz. Hair cut. “How to train your dragon” with mmp. Revolving restaurant with family members.
Week 12
.Monday, April 05, 2010]]__x
Yawn! I only slept for 2 hours because I am having p1 and material science quiz today. Tired!! I am studying on my way to school, when in school and everything. None stop studying!! During lunch, instead of going for a proper meal, I had bread with char and jing.
After p2 lecture, I went for p1 quiz with daniel they all. I am so nervous!! P1 quiz is damn pathetic. I have totally NO idea how to do at all. It happened during the first quiz and now, it is the same. Sian-ness! The class ended early because we are having material science after which.
We went down to the computer lab for material science quiz. Eeek! There are so many hot spot questions. Damn damn damn! I am so sad!!! Depressingly, I left school and headed home.
I went down to orchard to look for js. I was on the way home and js told me to go down orchard as js got something for me. Since it is dinner time, I went to have dinner at orchard takashimaya with js. Oh, js got me a cake from the cake shop which sells nice nice cakes! =)
I came home after which and supposed to study but djj is tempting me with the show! AHH! In the end, I can’t resist the temptation and finish watching the show. Satisfy satisfy satisfy!!!
I went to sleep at 12 plus pm because I am too tired!!! Yawn!!!
.Tuesday, April 06, 2010]]__x
Yawn! Lesson is at 9.30am. I am supposed to meet char at 8am. I woke up at 7am and thought I am meeting her at 7am, so I message her immediately to tell her I am late. I start thinking and realise I am meeting her at 8am. So I went back to nap for about 5 minutes. Instead of waking up 5 minutes later, I woke up at 8.30am.
Therefore, I went to school with geor at 11am instead of going with char. We are late because at 11am, geor messaged me asking me if I am going school. So I spent about 15 minutes at the mrt station waiting for her. However, we missed each other and that made us later.
We went to the study room to study. I am so focus into doing maths tutorial. After which, we went for about 1 hour of tutorial because jing and I forgotten to bring our notes. So I only went to school for about 1 hour. I headed home with char after which.
When I reach home, I continue doing maths until 3am. Yawn!!!
.Wednesday, April 07, 2010]]__x
Once again, I overslept today! The last time, when I had p1 and ms quiz on monday, I overslept for the whole week. The wednesday for that week had a quiz too. I am so KO-ed that jing had to call my house and ask my dad to wake me up. It happened again!
And again, I went to school for 1 hour. I went to school specially for maths quiz. I totally sian-ed after the quiz because I don’t know how to do. Sadded to the max!! It is maths quiz!
I went home with char after the quiz and got subway for lunch. I wanted to go djj house but in the end, I am so tired that I doze off. I woke up at 5pm and realise it is a little too late. Sian!
I was watching my channel 8 drama and at 7pm, I went to meet js for dinner. We went to toa payoh lor 1 for dinner. After which, we went home and I KO-ed after bathing.
.Thursday, April 08, 2010]]__x
I am still in KO stage. I went to school for lunch. Today, beepbeep join us for lunch too. After lunch, instead of going for lecture, we went to play wii at the quartz. We are so tired of playing the game. Our arms are breaking.
After playing for 4 hours, we went for elective and listened attentively. I am tired!!! My hand is aching. After lecture, char, geor and I headed home. The usual routine, I came home, eat dinner and chatted online. Yawn!!!
Thanks goodness I have no school tomorrow and ejj on the aircon!! =)
.Friday, April 09, 2010]]__x
I am going to cut my hair today! I went to djj house and waited for her to come back. I waited and djj came home at around 11.30am. We went to pick kaiden before going down to amk. Yh brought us there.
I accompanied djj to send her shoes for sole adding. The shoes she is in love with sole is getting thinner so she want to add sole to it. So after spend another $26 on a $24 shoes, we went to have lunch.
We went to have prata (as usual). We were having prata and waiting for 1pm. At 1 plus pm, we made our way down to #1 hair salon for hair cut. We were waiting for meron to come so djj and I sat there and waited for her to come.
The pretty pretty jie jie helped djj to wash her hair and blow her hair then mine. Well, why I say she is pretty pretty jie jie because she always curl her hair nicely, wear pretty pretty and work. Her shoes are high too. She dress very prettily.
While blowing my hair dry, meron came and started entertaining djj. When meron say my hair, she asked djj “what happen to her hair?”. Ok, that is so expectable! After cutting djj’s hair, it is my turn. The moment meron came to me, instead of asking me what hairstyle I want to cut, she asked “what happen? what did you do to your hair?”. That is so so so expected!!
I told her what happen at auntie jessica’s and she say that auntie jessica is so scary. Haha! I told her I wanted to keep my hair long so she chop off the bottom part. I expect it coming too. My hair is very layered the other time and the bottom is very thin. So she literally chopped off the thin bottom.
After much struggle, I decided to chop my fringe. I decided to cut bangs. Well, lately, I have tons of outbreak due to stress, supplements and lack of sleep. I wanted to have bangs to “cover” my pimple-filled forehead. I know, bangs will cause more pimples. So, with my new hairstyle, I feel so odd.
Djj did some trimming with her hair too. After the haircut, meron told djj that her hair is similar to mine just that hers is longer. Djj have bangs too. Seriously, when I look at the mirror, we have exactly the same hairstyle just that her fringe is shorter and hair length is longer.
Another amazing thing is, for once, I don’t feel dry after the hair wash. Usually, they will blow my hair dry and I will feel as though my hair is crispy and dry. This time, I feel it is so much smoother. Love~~~
Djj and I took train back to toa payoh. Yh came and fetch us home. I went to djj’s place and went back home in the evening. I started using the computer and nua-ing. It is raining so heavily that I am reluctant to leave house. I nua so much that I totally forgotten the time.
I am meeting mmp at 5.45pm at toa payoh interchange but I left house late. Even though I am late, the rain made geor and char late too! So, I am the earliest among the late. When we are at novena, jing is already at city hall! OMG!
I did something rather embarrassing. For some reason, I kept thinking we are going plaza singapura (our initial plan), so when the train reaches douby ghaut, I wanted to get down. Then geor and char had to pull me back! I felt so paiseh!!! Ah~
We went and meet up with jing and walk from city hall to marina square. I don’t like to walk city link because it is super long and squeezy!! We went straight to the cinema and collected our tickets. We started nua-ing and standing there.
We are going to watch “how to train your dragon”, 3D. I feel so dumb! It is my second time watching 3D movie. The first time was “the park” where the ‘glasses’ are made of CARDBOARD! It wasn’t the whole movie which is in 3D format, it is just part of it.
The movie is nice, it is cute too! However, I don’t feel any difference wearing 3D or not. The 3D glasses is so heavy that it made my nose bridge super painful. And it kept slipping down with my glasses.
We were chatting and eating. It is so fun gossiping. Opps~ We were “made” to pay money and got “chase” out of the restaurant. It is a rather long story but yes. They even brought us the wrong receipt and told us the wrong amount. The worst thing is, they came and say “sorry, there wasn’t enough”. They made it sound like we under-pay when it is them who gave us the wrong receipt.
During the train ride, we were talking about resting our head on our hands while holding the handle. The conclusion we made is, I am short. Well, that explains why I dislike holding the handles too. Haha! Something happen when we got down the train.
Char and I headed down toa payoh while geor went down to braddell. So we waved goodbye to geor when the train is leaving. There is some banner so char and I tipped toe and wave goodbye. Immediately after the train left, geor called me telling me, “you and char tipped toe and wave goodbye BUT I TOTALLY CANNOT SEE YOU!!” So bad!!!
Char accompanied me wait for bus and I reach home at 11 plus pm. Mummy and daddy were watching television when I came home. The first thing they said was, “you cut ur hair? you look so cute!” Eek! I don’t want to look cute.
At night, I uploaded the photos while chatting with uncle. He commented that I look a little mature with my new hairstyle. Geor say I look a little OL-ish too. Hmm! I look cute and mature at the same time. That is a weird combination.
Soon, I went to bed and sleep at 2 plus am. Yawn~
Lastly, a photo of what I wore.
.Saturday, April 10, 2010]]__x
I had burger king for lunch!! There is some bazaar at toa payoh central. I am tempted to get the bags they are selling because it is light. However, they looks rather normal and I have no idea which to get because it is big.
I came home and realise BC is launching today! So I on my laptop, and start retail therapy. It had been a LONG time since I had retail therapy. Sadly, my therapist isn’t around. In the end, I did not get anything though I am interested in it.
I felt tired so as usual, I went to sleep. I was woken up by the super hot weather. I am sweating like don’t know what. When I saw djj, I showed her the item I am interested and she said it is nice too. Now, she made me tempted.
As I am tempted by my retail therapy, I realise I have yet to do wa. AHHHH! I am dying thanks to WA! While doing wa, 4th aunt and 7th aunt came over to pass mummy things. They were talking and chit chatting, which means instead of wa-ing, I am listening to their gossip.
Anyways, I am so happy! Why? Because I am going dian xin tomorrow! It had been a long time since we are going dian xin~ HAPPY~ =)
Some random photos of the 2 kid.
.Sunday, April 11, 2010]]__x
In the morning 11.30am, we went down to revolving restaurant for dim sum. Ok, a couple of pictures do the talking.
After dim sum, we came home and I went to nap. I realise I always nap after dim sum trip. Yawn! I woke up and continue doing WA~ Busy busy busy~
There is school tomorrow =(
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 11
A little update a day to prevent a spam-age of updates! There is week 11, 12, 13 and a super long post on exam week (which consist of 2 weeks). So yes, bear with me, all the words are killer! =x
I shall change the month to april to fit.
Week 11
.Monday, March 29, 2010]]__x
One week of e-learning is over. I am going back to school again. Yawn! In the morning, I made breakfast. I am happily munching my hotdog bread and once again, I forgotten the time and rush out of the house. This time, I had to eat while running for the bus.
I left house late but for some reason, I reach school on time. Yes! I saw char and cassandra in the washroom when I went to throw my rubbish. Then we went into the lecture theatre together. I saw so many of my tutorial mates. They are so early.
We had 1 hour of physics lecture and we are practically nua-ing and chit chatting away. Lesson ended early, thus we went for lunch early. We went to canteen b for lunch, we ate noodles. I did not finish my noodles for some reason.
Then it is physics 2 lecture. Boring! I brought the wrong set of notes. It is hu jun hui. He is my foundation physics tutor. I think he is a nice and rather good tutor who always skip the first 4 tutorial questions. I am not being sarcastic, but he is really a very nice tutor. The bad thing is, after he set up his laptop, he will always go “ok, question 4”. LOL!
After lecture, it is tutorial. Once again, our physics 1 tutor got ‘saying’ by our material science tutor. Seriously, the material science tutor is sarcastic. Can’t stand him at all. What is it with coming into the room though you see the tutor of the previous lesson inside writing down the working? You are so impatient. Can’t stand it at all.
Then I headed home myself because samson and daniel are going to study. I wanted to study life science along the way to school and from school. In the end, I forgotten to bring the stack on my table. That is so dumb of me. So I slept throughout the train ride.
I spent the whole night studying and studying for life science. Ah! Brain dead!! =(
.Tuesday, March 30, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I woke up early and continue studying. I “miscount” and forgotten to study 2 lecture. So in the end, I told char that I’m not meeting her and going school myself.
I went to school with drew drew today. Ok, not really go with him but I took 235 with him, took train together until khatib and he got down while I continue my trip to jurong east. I took the up route today. After which, I went to boon lay and went to take 179. I saw char from afar.
I am busy studying life science but my brain is dead and saturated. After material science lecture, it is life science quiz. Ok, during the quiz, we are using EYE power to cross reference. LOL! The sad thing is, I hardly remember anything. Sadded!
After quiz, we went for lunch at canteen b. Once again, we or-beh-song to what to eat. Yesterday during lunch, we did that. Today, we are doing it again! LOL! We can’t decide what to eat. The food is pathetic. After eating, we were sitting there and chatting, surfing net.
Geor and I went for physics 2 tutorial while the other 2 went to print notes. Today, during tutorial, I did not scribble on geor’s paper. I listened to tutorial! Even so, I did not bring my notes and everything. Pathetic! We are learning Kirchhoff's Current Law. Oh! It sounds so familiar!
Then I accompanied geor to her lab. Then I head down to eee building to look for char and jing. They were sorting out the papers when I reach. Funny! They were packing and every time there is one which is not stapled, it belongs to me. Ok, I don’t have the habit of stapling my paper because it will have the shape.
We went to secret hiding place again. This time, we were there watching anime. To be exact, jing was watching, char wants to watch too. I have nothing to do so I watch it too. They were watching kimi no todoke. I think it is a nice and rather sweet show.
After which, we headed down for elective. Before heading for elective, we went to do our usual stuff, get mr bean! Then we went for lecture. I am attentive for today’s lecture. Happy girl!! =)
I headed home with char. At night, I am so tired that I doze off! However, sister on aircon and I can’t sleep in. I feel so damn sad! =(
.Wednesday, March 31, 2010]]__x
I don’t want to wake up in the morning. I wiggle and wiggle in my bed and don’t want to get out of the aircon room. So cozy! In the end, I am late in meeting char and late for school. Sadded! We reach school, get bread and head to lecture hall. The bread is so spicy today! =(
In the morning, I am attentively listening to lecture. I am lost in the world of mathematics. Sian-ness! Then it is physics lecture where it is a damn boring lesson. He is talking super slowly that I doze off. Boohoo! Char doze off too. And for jing, she did not even wake up during maths lecture. LOL!
Then it is tutorial. The tutor did not come. We had a relief lecturer. Well, he is indian I guess. When he starts talking, it is ok, the accent isn’t that strong. However, as the time is running out, he starts talking faster and faster, faster and faster. He reminded me of dr raj where he talk and we are all lost. LOL!
After lecture, I went to novena I went to get some thing and then went for lunch at hans. The food is alright, nothing fantastic. I headed home and reach home at 2 plus pm. When I reach home, I am super tired! In the end, I went to nap at 3 plus 4 pm and amazingly, I woke up at 5pm. I don’t know why either. Usually I will end up waking up late into the night.
I had dinner and went down to djj place. I went to chit chat with djj until 10 plus pm. Yawn! I have school tomorrow. On the happier side, I am having late lesson tomorrow! Yes~~~
.Thursday, April 01, 2010]]__x
I woke up at 9 plus in the morning and I saw jing’s sms saying she might not be going elective because her friend is fetching her home. After all the discussion, we are going school for lecture at 1.30pm. At around 11am, jing told us to meet for lunch in school.
If it is 1.30pm lecture, char and I will wake up at 11am and meet at 12pm. At 11am, jing told us to meet for lunch. Well, neither of us are prepared so we told jing we are rushing down to school to meet them for lunch. So I took 30 minutes to bathe, pack bag, and wait for 235. By the time I meet up with char, it is already 11.40am.
We took train down to boon lay. As expected, we aren’t very early. We reach school at around 1pm. However, when we are waiting for 179, jing and geor are already buying food for lunch. When we reach old can a, they are already done with their food and waiting for us.
Instead of going to get food straight, jing and geor told us to meet them at old can a first. When we reach there, they tell us to go buy food ourselves while they go and photocopy ms answer -.- So, after all the rushing from toa payoh to school, walking to old can a then to get food, we met for less than 5 minutes and walk separate way.
After getting food, instead of walking straight down to lkc, char and I went upstairs, to the library area and waited for jing and geor. We walk to the end of north spine and saw a long queue. They are queuing up for exam package. We walk to the front and jing saw her friend. Instead of queuing to get exam package, jing went to join her friend who is at the front.
Jing went to get the exam package and we proceed back to south spine. We walk down half the super long steps and took the lift down. Ai! I don’t understand why is the stairs is so long. We made our way down to lkc. As usual, geor doesn’t want to sit with me. It always happen. Well, can’t blame, I am always the crazy one over there.
I sat at the corner next to char and happily eating my mac while at the same time, listening to maths lecture. Char is listening to lecture and disturbing jing, jing is reading manga and geor is reading some newspaper or magazine. I feel so guai today! =x
During material science, I brought the wrong set of notes so I sat there and nua. I wasn’t listening at all. After the lecture, I was playing with char’s itouch and thus, we continue sitting there. At the same time, they are discussing to go elective or not. I totally forgotten I have physics 2 lecture. I feel so bad for not going physics 2 lecture though I’m lost. I’m bad!
Jing doesn’t want to go elective so we went home. Char, geor and I took train back to toa payoh. For some I-know-what reason, throughout the train ride, I did not talk to them. I just sit there and stone. During the process of staring at the lighted board, I doze off. I did not doze off for many rides, to be exact, I only doze off and wake up within the same ride.
We got down at raffles place and travel back to toa payoh. Geor wanted to go popular so we went popular together. She got her stuff and then we headed to ntuc. After which, char and geor walk different way from me. I went to talk 235 home.
At night, I am surfing facebook. I saw geor’s facebook status change. She change from single to in a relationship. It is so sudden! As usual, I am curious and wanted to gossip with her. In the end, she say she will update us on monday. Hmm! It is quite sudden.
Besides geor, there are 3 other friends who suddenly appear in a relationship. Ok, cupid is working on april fool’s day. Cupid is always fooling people and he/she decide to fool people on april fool’s?
.Friday, April 02, 2010]]__x
It is good friday today! Is your friday good? I spent my good friday doing webassign. Besides webassign, I am procrastinating. I feel so pathetic. I am having quiz on monday and I am not studying. I wanted to study material science but seriously, I have no idea which chapter is for quiz. In the end, I give up.
At night, sister came up for dinner. After dinner, we watch television program and then at 10pm, sister went home. I continue with my not completed webassign.
Oh yes! I am watching television programme today and. OMG! They are showing xing fu shuang ren chuang on channel 8, 5.30pm. Ok, another television timing on my list! Happy girl! =)
Today morning, when I surf facebook, geor’s status change from in a relationship to single. It is an april fool’s day joke. Ok, judging from her facebook comment, I think many got tricked!
At night, I decided to send in application for some thing. After much consideration, I still send in my application which I don’t see a need to do it. Ok, that is dumb! Oh well!!!
.Saturday, April 03, 2010]]__x
In the afternoon, I went out with js. Thanks for going out with me. I am dying from boredom. I went to meet up with js, took train down to douby ghaut. We are going for a movie. It is raining so we can’t go many place. We walk in the rain to the cathay for a movie.
Before the movie, there are quite some time so we went down to selegie for tou hua. After which, we went back to cathay for the movie. We were almost late for the movie though.
After movie, we went down to suntec for dinner. We went to crystal jade, shared food. The food is yummy. We shared plain porridge and plain noodles with char shao and salad prawn. Yummylicious!
Then we went to times to get wrapping paper. We went to take train back to toa payoh. Then at my house downstairs we were chit chatting. We chatted and chatted until we forgotten the time. We headed home.
I am so tired but after my bathe, I am not that tired already. I don’t know why. I continue staying online, typing my private blog and then I headed off to bed. Yawn! Tired!
.Sunday, April 04, 2010]]__x
Happy birthday djj! Today is the end of project J, aka project jonathan. Yh isn’t in singapore for djj’s birthday. So this year, I am helping him to be a messenger. It all started off with helping him get a present for sister, then wrap it and give it to her.
I was thinking how to give sister the present. So instead of giving it personally, I put it on her table secretly. Just hope she will like the gift. I don’t know if she will like it because when she saw it in photo, she doesn’t think it is nice. I just hope she likes the “real” thing.
At night, because it is djj and daddy’s birthday, we are having a feast! We had tons of food.
As usual, I am supposed to be studying material science. I am having physics and material science quiz again! One is memorizing and one is mathematics. I am so tired! Exam is coming and approaching. Sian-ness!
There is material science, physics 1 and maths quiz. Luckily, physics 2 quiz is the following week. Else I will die from it! Even so, 3 is fatal enough! BOOHOOO! Kill me!! I am dying!
Please Note
Hi all,
Due to the fact that exam is approaching, my blog will be updated PROPERLY after 5th of may.
During this period, there might be random post and ranting done because of the stress experienced during exams.
EXAM SUCKS!!!
Regards,
Anne
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 10
Once again. Weekend is here! Yuppie! =) Week 10, it is e-learning week! Exam falls on week 14. That means, in less than 1 month, it is exam time!!! OMG OMG OMG!!
Week 10
.Monday, March 22, 2010]]__x
Yawn! Mummy and daddy kept asking me why I don’t have school this week. I told them e-learning and they doesn’t know what does e-learning means. My dad kept thinking it is either exam period or holiday. Well, only during exam period and holiday, I don’t need to go school. How I wish it is holiday.
In the morning, I got guava craving. Therefore, diligently, I went to get lunch for drew drew and myself. I went to the market to get lunch, apple juice and guava! Yummy! In the past, I don’t eat guava. I find that the middle part is slimy and soft. Ever since I had the first try with the sour plum powder, I start eating guava again. Yummy!
In the afternoon, I was so sleepy. I wanted to take a afternoon nap. In the end, I did not because of some reason. That reason is stupid and I shall not say it. So I stare and stare at the computer while drew drew doze off during the ‘super nice to nap’ period. It is raining! =x
I am supposed to go down simlim to get some stuff. In the end, it is raining and it totally spoilt my mood. Eeek! I don’t like to go out when it is super duper hot or when it is raining. I like cloudy days. During cloudy days, you will not get wet, regardless is due to rain or sweat.
At night, daddy went to get food for us. I had chicken chop. Hmm! Most of the stalls are not open. I wanted to eat fried prawn mee. Shucks! I still miss tian tian lai prawn mee.
I am feeling moody. Boohoo! I kept telling myself “it is ok”, “it will be fine”. However, I know it is not ok, it is not fine. My mood is like pendulum. I don’t know why either. I just feel that things are tumbling down, I just feel lonely, I just feel so out of place. I feel like I never belong here. I feel so not my place.
If I can stop pendulum from swinging, I want to stop it at the mid point, not the highest nor the lowest. I don’t want it to be high so it won’t hurt when it drops. I don’t want it to be low so the world isn’t colourless. I want a world which is colourful and fun. Oh well, human always contradict themselves isn’t it?
After all the whoohaa, I went to my bed and put myself to sleep at 12 plus midnight. How I wish………..
.Tuesday, March 23, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I woke up at 8am. I saw the weather is pretty and rainy so I decided to sleep in. I woke up at 9am, then 10am. Finally, at 10.30am, I decided to get out of the bed. I went to make breakfast. Egg with ham and bread. Hmm! And I realise the root of the pendulum.
I am supposed to study. In the end, I procrastinate all the way. I am sitting on the sofa, munching away my bread and drinking my hot tea. I was switching channel and then I saw this show, “Departure”. It is a japanese movie.
This movie seems so familiar. I don’t remember why I’d know this show. So I decided to watch it, and at the same time, think how I get to know this show. As I was watching, it struck me. I remember how I know of this show. That day, I went movie with mmp. We went to look at the cd. Then I saw this show and read the synopsis at the back. It seems to be an interesting show. So I was telling char I want to watch it. Hmm, that is how I know of this show.
I was watching the movie, it is damn nice! It is very touching too. It is about a guy taking up the job as a “assistant departure”, someone who prepare the dead before their body are placed in the coffin. Along the way, there are many scenes where you will see the mourners crying over their relatives or love ones. It is very sad. Some what, it reminded me of my grandma’s death.
After crying over the movie, I was still procrastinating. So, the television then showed “The Wedding Game” by fann wong and christopher lee. I watched this show before. It is rather touching. I think it is quite funny too. Like all the acting in front of the reporters, all the planning and plotting. How long can someone wear a mask in front of another?
Instead of starting to study, I went to facebook and start scrolling. Then I saw my some of my friend’s photos with their significant other. Then it struck me, they look so happy in their photos, are they always so xing fu? Do they ever quarrel? Do they ever have dispute? They look so sweet together. They seem to be so happy together always.
I wonder, how many of them are acting? How many of them can say “me and xxx quarreled today”? How many of them look as though it is reflected? How many of them never face relationship problem? How many of them are as sweet as what people always comment?
I know of a friend, j. He and his ex girlfriend are a pair of peaceful couple. They never face relationship problem because j will give in to her. Their relationship is peaceful, no storm or typhoon. J once told me, they have never quarrel before. Out of no where, they suddenly broke up. A peaceful, quarrel-less and sweet relationship ended without much notices.
Another friend, u, always look happy and like a pair of lovely dovey couple in front of the camera. Though they are together for a couple of years, they still look like a sweet and loving pair. However, they always quarrel. U’s girlfriend always throw temper at him. You can never guess what is going on behind the scene. This moment they are looking very happy, the next moment, when everyone is not around, his girlfriend starts shooting arrow at him. U is unhappy but what can U do? Nothing much.
I have a junior, e, she and her ex-boyfriend had been together for about 6 years. They went to many places together, my facebook is filled with their sweet and cuddling photos. One fine day, I saw her facebook status changed, “from relationship to single”. Then I was quite shocked. I didn’t know what happened along the way, I only know they are 2 very lovely couple where there are albums and albums of couple shots. It is all gone overnight.
So, how many relationship is sweet as though it is seen? How many relationship is always xing fu? How many are happy together? In a relationship, there are happy times, and then, there are sad times too. Why is only the happy times reflected to everyone and not the sad times? The sad times are all hidden between the couple. The happy times are all commented with “you 2 look so sweet”. I don’t understand.
Anyways, that is just some thoughts that I had while scrolling facebook. It must be the movie that caused it! I remember fann wong saying something about “now, everyone out there thinks that we are very happy together, but we know, we are not.”
Ok, that is for thinking. Anyways, char messaged me. She told me she wanted to get something for me, thus she asked if I’m home. Hmm! Well, I told her I am home though I wanted to tell her I’m not. She always bring things for me. I feel so bad!
Along the way, we were messaging. Then she came and I went down to meet her. OMG! She bought me haagen daz ice cream! OMG OMG OMG! I am so damn touched!! We chatted for a while then I came up. I open the pint and I realise, it is mango with passion fruit ice cream! Damn! I have been craving for that for so long and she surprise me with it! =)
Besides the pint of haagen daz ice cream, I saw a small tub of ben and jerry’s strawberry cheesecake ice cream. Hmm! I think she got it from the ben and jerry’s free cone day thingy. She said that there is no queue in novena square at all. Even so, I am so touched!
Now, I am a happy girl with a pint of mango with passion fruit ice cream from haagen daz. However, I can’t eat it for now because of some reason. Never mind, I shall finish that pint soon! I’m a happy girl! Wheeeeeee!
In the evening, I went to sister’s place. Hmm! For some reason, wasn’t feeling very well. It is all cramp’s fault! Instead of fainting which happens every month, this time I vomited. I don’t know why either. I just felt nauseous. I feel like there is something which is stuck in my throat. I wish I did not inherit my mother’s period cramp sickness.
At night, I did not have much appetite so I had fishball noodles. It always happen. I dislike period! Yes! Many many dislike. Oh well~ Female!
I was surfing through websites and I suddenly remembered a rather touching fish story. Instead of finding that story, I found a really touching poem. Oh! I decided to share it!! It is super touching. Ah! 我寂寞是因为我思念你。可是，远方的你能感受到吗？
I went to bed at around 1am. Yawn!
.Wednesday, March 24, 2010]]__x
Half a week have gone and I haven’t been doing much studying. I feel so guilty.
Today, I don’t know why, I don’t want to wake up at all. So I stayed in my bed the whole morning. Finally, I decided to get out of my bed at 11.30am. That’s crazy!! I slept so long when I don’t want to. Maybe it is all because of yesterday, that explains why I don’t want to wake up.
I cooked lunch for drew drew and myself today. Mee goreng with tuna and hot chocolate. Yummy! =) Ok, it is nothing much though. However, eating that while watching some food variety show, it makes the food yummy. LOL!
After food, I went sister’s place again. I went there yesterday and I failed to do what I’m supposed to do. So today, I’m good and went there to continue what I’m supposed to do. After which, I came up and headed out. I had something on. Boohoo! =(
At night, the kids came up because my sister had to go toa payoh central. So I was playing and being entertained by the kids. They are fun to play with but sometimes, they really gets up my nerve. I was drawing with ting and guess what, I found my long lost orange pen! Come to think of it, I just bought one last wednesday and I found mine today! Wasted money.
Later in the night, I stayed up again. Went to bed at 2+ am but there is school tomorrow. Yawn! I dislike school. Many many dislike. I did not attend school for the whole of this week and it is turning me off. Sian-ness.
.Thursday, March 25, 2010]]__x
Happy birthday qing ai de ge ge!! =)
In the morning, I woke up, went to meet up with char for lab. We head down to school together. Today is our last lab. Finally, it is the last lab already! No more early school on thursday anymore.
We went to school, we had some polishing lab. We were polishing and polishing, in the end, we polish wrongly. Sadded! It was a mistake done. After which, we headed home together. We went to get burger king. Hungry!! =x
I came home and had burger king with drew drew. Yummy! As usual, after food, I doze off and headed to bed. I am really sleepy when I have school in the morning. It is like a torture. At night, I watch my cruel temptation! It is the last 4 episode! OMG de SAD! That means the last episode falls on tuesday and I have stupid elective till 6.30. Sad + sad!
Due to some reason, I went to bed at 1 plus again. Yawn x many many. I want to sleep in because my er jie jie on aircon!!! =x
.Friday, March 26, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I wake up super unwillingly. I went to toa payoh interchange and waited for char. Unwilling!!
I went to school, went to sbs for life science. I am going school for 1 hour just for life science. That is dumb! We headed to sbs, went for life science tutorial. We did it really slowly so we took about 30 minutes to complete it. However, all you need is about 15 minutes to complete the tutorial. Haha!
While walking down the nie bridge stairs to take bus, I miss the step and fell down. I slip down 2 steps. After which, I am sitting down on the floor. I am a little lost with what happen too. I was walking down, I realise I kinda miss the step and everything went very “bright”. The next thing I know, I’m sitting down on the floor with my palm supporting me. Hmm!
I think char got a shocked for my sudden fall down. LOL! Luckily, I did not twist my ankle. Just that it hurts a little. We took 179, char went back home while I went to jurong point to meet up with js. I needed to pass js something. Then js was being nice and accompanied me down to raffles place. I wanted to attend some road show at raffles place. So I head down to raffles place with js.
After attending the road show, I wanted to and get some really nice japanese food that I saw it at some television programme. In the end, we walked all the basement available but we can’t find it at all. Instead of getting food, I ended up with a pair of shoes from dmk. Ok, I’m starting to love dmk shoes so much! =) In the end, we decided to go down to marina square for lunch.
We went to marina square and saw this really cute digital photo frame. Ah! I feel like getting the big photo frame but it seems to me like it is of no purpose. I mean, I don’t have anywhere to put. So forget it! Sadded!!
Then we headed home. Yawn!! I went to bed and sleep. At night, drew drew woke me up and we went down to novena to have dinner with my aunts and kenneth. We went to ichiban sushi for dinner again. We are so-called celebrating drew drew’s birthday. We were eating and chatting. It is nice!
After food, we went to the washroom and head to cold storage with my aunts. Then drew drew, kenneth and I went to take the train back. Kenneth went to work whereas drew drew and me headed home.
.Saturday, March 27, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I woke up and headed for my things. Then I rush back home for bonitochico sales launch at 11.30am. I am tempted to get a toga dress but no chance to wear. Sadded! Well, that is a good and bad thing. The good thing is, I save money! The bad thing is, I did not get anything from bc and that makes me even more tempted to get from hvv!
Then the kids came. As for my lunch, I had sister to help me get food again! I am rushing for bc launch that I did not get food before coming home. Shopping craze! In the end, no television programme either. I don’t want to do work though I need to do. That is so pathetic!
In the afternoon, stella suddenly came and talk to me. She suddenly ask me if I want to go her place to celebrate her birthday today. After thinking and asking, some people told me not to go. They say, if she have the intention, she should have asked earlier. Well, I thought so too, so in the end, I did not go.
It had been many many years back since I went her house and celebrate her birthday. Ever since some incident, I stop contacting them her as much. That incident had caused my poly life to become so wasted. And that incident is like a big “hoohaa” in my poly days. Seriously, it is nothing but some people just love to magnify things and cause dispute. I will never forget the naive thinking that some people had, “guys and girls can never be best friend.”
But anyways, I stayed home. Nothing much to do. Have to do work but seriously, it is a turn off to do work! Boring!!! At night, we were eating ice cream! The ice cream char got it. It is yummy! =) I shared it with the kids. The funny thing is, they kept saying “hey apple” after watching the annoying orange video. LOL!
Anyways, it is EARTH HOUR! Did you off your lights, fans, laptop, television and all electrical applications to commemorate it? I look out of the window, nothing changed! I took a photo of BEFORE, DURING and AFTER. I took my first set of photos at 8.30pm. I wanted to take another set at 8.45pm. In the end, I realise nothing changed! So, that means, nobody is earth hour-ing.
At night, I went to sleep at around 1 am. I was discussing some things with some people and I got so fed up with it. I am so angry that I want to cry! Seriously, I think some people are **silent**. I don’t know what to comment about it. I am so angry that I went to my private blog and rant rant rant, rant rant rant. Ahhhh!
.Sunday, March 28, 2010]]__x
April is coming to an end. Boring!! I need to study study but it is really a turn off! BORING! I need to do webassign. I am so sian of doing webassign. I went to look see and realise, for the last webassign, there is 123 questions and 287 points. What the hack, it is the LAST webassign and it due on exam week. And they make us do so many questions? Crazy!
Is there a way to cheat webassign besides using the textbook? Is there a way to hack into webassign and change the percentage to 99%? I am so sick and tired of webassign!!! 4 more webassign to rush before exams. Sian-ness.
Looking at my exam timetable, I don’t know why, I feel it is like so packed. I need to study physics 1, physics 2. The paper is one after another. I feel so sian of it. There are 2 paper on the first day. One is calculation and the other one is purely memorising. I think I’d brain dead after the calculation paper. Ah!!! **shake shake**
Anyways, after that fall on friday, my leg still hurts. Limping limp.
School starts again tomorrow! Sian-ness! No more e-learning week, no more holiday until after exam. Sadded to the max!! Anne, hardworking, hardworking, hardworking! I need more vitamin c to ‘boost’ my brain. Can I cut the annoying orange up? LOL!
Quotes
I saw the following quotes on facebook. I think it is sweet/meaningful.
1、真正爱你的男人：一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。Ah! a guy who loves you. For point (1), a guy can’t tell you the reason why they love you but for some reason, girls just like to ask “why me?”. Point (5), a human’s heart is forever beating, how would you know if the heart is beating for you or who? Point (13), practically all girls dislike it when guys give the “cooling down period” excuse.
2、真正爱你的男人：其实总惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。
3、真正爱你的男人：很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。
4、真正爱你的男人：会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。
5、真正爱你的男人：只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到他时, 也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。
6、真正爱你的男人：会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。
7、真正爱你的男人：不会轻易做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。
8、真正爱你的男人：总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。
9、真正爱你的男人：可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是这几天简单的日子。
10、真正爱你的男人：不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。
11、真正爱你的男人：总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。
12、真正爱你的男人：如果他去机场接你，不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，只是自然地提过你的行李，然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？
13、真正爱你的男人：当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天还要上班啊！早点睡吧。
14、真正爱你的男人：不懂得在你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮的说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。
15、真正爱你的男人：总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。
16、真正爱你的男人：不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。
17、真正爱你的男人：当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。
18、真正爱你的男人：很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。
19、真正爱你的男人：嘴巴都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他所有的热情。
20、真正爱你的男人：当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。
21、真正爱你的男人：如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾。
一句我等你，不知道需要多大的勇气Is someone waiting for your out there? 等待真的是好傻。。不过还是有人愿意等，有人愿意的那么傻。I used to wait for someone and the feeling is like a torture. It feels like crap. It is like, seeing the person online but you can’t talk to them. When the person message you, it is like “heaven”. That is with waiting for people.
它远比‘我爱你’三个字，来得更需要勇气
不是每个人你都愿意等待，也不是所有人都值得你去等待
一句‘我等你’，包含了很多的，无奈，心酸，苦涩
或许是爱不到，或许是不能爱
无论怎样，‘我等你’这个承诺，远比‘我爱你’更动听
看看身边，有多少人曾经对你说‘我爱你’
可有谁会说一句‘我等你’，谁会愿意那样卑微的等待
不计较任何的回报的等待，
说一句‘我爱你’很容易，可却和少有人愿意会说一句‘我等你’
在我看来，一句‘我等你’，是三个字的承诺 ♥
也许你面前的这个人，一句‘我爱你’感动了你
但你却忽略了那个说‘我等你’的人，
只是三个字，
前者的爱有激情但肤浅，后者的爱单纯又执着
年少的时候，我们向往那些激情
钟爱那句‘我爱你’，受了伤也不投降
当被伤透彻了才知道一切都因为一句 --> 我爱你
那个时候，你更愿意听到那一句 --> 我等你
如果，在你身边有那么一个人
他愿意毫不计较的为你付出，默默的等你
那么，请千万珍惜
他会是一直陪你走下去的那个人
他不会在半途中将你丢弃
因为他懂得珍惜与付出，他懂得那一句，我等你
可是你知道吗？
为了爱你，选择等你，等你
是因为更能好好爱你。。。
让你给他一个家，陪她走完这一生。
如果正有一个等你的他，
好好珍惜，能拥有对你这样痴情的他，
有的人一生都不会有这种机遇。。。
你遇到了，请不要辜负他的心，
因为说出等你时，他就决定，
放弃等你的途中一切幸福的机遇。。。
或许对她来说错过的不是他的幸福，
即使他对你们的结果心里没底
都一直等下去，
说明他真的对你太痴心！
你也可以说他傻，但是一切都是为你傻，
能等到你，和你永远在一起才是他真正的幸福！
相信和这样的爱人共渡一生你也会幸福。。。
经常给他传个短信，他就会兴奋不已，
再孤独也不会觉得空虚，
因为虽看不到你，心中都装满了你…
好好珍惜吧………
祝天下等待的人都能有好的结果…
鱼和水的故事
鱼对水说：你看不见我的眼泪，因为我在水中。
水对鱼说；我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心中。
我不是鱼，你也不是水。你能看见我寂寞的眼泪吗？
鱼对水说：我永远不会离开你，因为离开你，我无法生存。
水对鱼说：我知道，可是如果你的心不在呢？
我不是鱼，你也不是水。我不离开你是因为我爱你。可是，你的心里有我吗？
鱼对水说：我很寂寞，因为我只能待在水中。
水对鱼说：我知道，因为我的心里装着你的寂寞。
我不是鱼，你也不是水。我寂寞是因为我思念你。可是，远方的你能感受到吗？
鱼对水说：如果没有鱼，那水里还会剩下什么？
水对鱼说：如果没有你，那又怎么会有我？
我不是鱼，你也不是水。没有你的爱，我依然会好好的活。可是，好好的活并不代表我可以把你忘记。
鱼对水说：一辈子不能出去看看外面的世界，是我最大的遗憾。
水对鱼说：一辈子不能打消你的这个念头，是我最大的失败。
我不是鱼，你也不是水。现在的我只想要一个一辈子的承诺。可是，你负担得起吗？
鱼对水说：在你的一生中，我是第几条鱼？
水对鱼说：你不是在水中的第一条鱼，但却是在我心中的第一条。
我不是鱼，你也不是水。我们都不是彼此生命中的第一个，可是，你知道吗？你却是我第一个想嫁的人。
鱼对水说：你相信一见钟情吗？
水对鱼说：当我意识到你是鱼的那一刻，就知道你会游到我的心里。
我不是鱼，你也不是水。我以为我对你的爱不会长久，因为那是一见钟情。可是，我错了，感情如酒，越封越浓越长久。
鱼对水说：为什么每次都是我问你答？
水对鱼说：因为我喜欢在问答中让你了解我的心。
我不是鱼，你也不是水。为什么你总是让我等待？难道你不知道，等待=失去信心=放弃。
如果我是鱼，而你是水，那该多好！水永远都知道鱼的想法，因为鱼在水心里。
但是我不是鱼，你也不是水。你永远都不知道我的爱，因为我也许根本就不在你的心里。
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 9
It is the end of week 9 already! Soon is week 10 and it is e-learning week. A recap of what happen during my week 9 =) Sad, it is a picture-less post.
Week 9
.Monday, March 15, 2010]]__x
Once again. It is monday and there is school!! =( Today, I forgotten to bring my handphone to school. I was eating my breakfast, hotdog bread, and I saw the time is still early. So I sat in front of the television, watch some programme and munch my hotdog bread. Then, I was watching and watching until I realise, I’m going to be late for school. So I left house without my charging phone.
While waiting for bus downstairs, I saw jia yann. She is my gyss junior and coincidentally, neighbour. She is going down to school (SP) for some things. So I took bus and train with her until she reaches dover and I continue the ride to boon lay.
During lecture, I was telling jing and char that I watch snow white yesterday on scv. And it is so cool! Then jing told me a SHOCKING news!! I realise, I’m cheated for at least 15 years!! OMG OMG OMG!! I can’t believe that I have been cheated for so long.
Jing said, LITTLE MERMAID DIE AT THE END OF THE SHOW!! She says, according to the actual little mermaid story, she died and become spirit in the end. I know, it is totally UNBELIEVEABLE!!! Is like, I thought she married happily ever after with the prince?! Read more from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Little_Mermaid
There are 8 disney princesses but only 6 are the famous one – snow white, cinderella, aurora (sleeping beauty), ariel (little mermaid), belle (beauty and the beast). Out of the 6 famous disney princesses, my favourite princesses are belle and ariel. Now, they tell me ariel die. I feel so cheated!!! =(
After lecture, geor, char and I went to canteen b for lunch. We ate chinese rice. I helped geor put gravy for her rice. In the end, she told me to put more, more, more and her rice end up swimming in the gravy. Just keep swimming, just keep swimming~
Then I had lecture and tutorial. Seriously, I think my MS tutor have pronunciation error. He pronounce pebble as pepper. He was trying to illustrate the molecular structure of a mixture of cement and pebble. In the end, he pronounce as “when segment plus pepper” -.-
I went to get duck porridge for dinner. Poor thing, only I’m taking dinner. So I have to eat on my own. I can’t decide what to get so I got porridge. Who knows, I got cheated AGAIN! The sign says it is $3. In the end, the aunty took $4 from me. I don’t understand why!! =(
I was watching the annoying orange video and drew drew decided to watch with me. Then he got hooked into it. And the stupid thing is, he kept calling me “hey heng gee”. Eek! Why he want to call me “heng gee”? So er xin!! Only kenneth and drew drew calls me heng gee. Don’t know why.
Stayed up the night for lab report! Chiong~~~ In the end, I slept at 3am.
.Tuesday, March 16, 2010]]__x
Early morning, I woke up late. I am supposed to wake up early to rush my report but I literally KO! I am so sleepy!! I only sleep for 2 hours. As usual, I went to school with char. When we reach school, I’m hungry so I decided to go to the vending machine for bread. Seriously, why does our school have so many vending machine (coins only) and doesn’t have any changing machine?
Char and I wanted to get bread. So we got it for jing too. In the end, the machine attitude, doesn’t want to take our note. So we had to call jing to come down with coins. Stupid machine! Always attitude me. LOL!
During lesson, for some reason, siyu came and sit with us. He psycho us to leave early for life science. So we left early and went for lunch. Ok, it is so dumb, I don’t know why, I like to suan siyu so much. Haha! It is fun! He always get himself shoot even more when he try to shoot us. LOL!
After lunch, tutorial, I have 3 hours break. So I went to secret hiding place to meet up with jing and char. Then all 3 of us are busy sleeping. zZzZzZz. I was woken up by a call from some random person. And the worst thing is, that person called the wrong number. Waste my time seriously.
When it is lesson time, we are outside the lecture theatre. Then, due to some reason, we decided to turn back and proceed to BHG sales at nanyang auditorium. Jing and geor spend a lot of money there! They got themselves a bagpack each. And they also got ntu jacket. Oh~ Big damage done. I bought a bag of potato chip. I wanted to get so many more things but……. Don’t want to spend so much! I’m saving money!
We left school and headed home at around 5.30pm. At night, I am chionging my report again. Finally, it is done at 2+ am again!!! I printed it and went to sleep. So tired!
.Wednesday, March 17, 2010]]__x
Yawn! I am having lesson at 8.30am today. Due to the fact that I’m busy with lab report and sleeping very little, I woke up late today. In the morning, I browse through my report before putting it into my bag. Damn! I saw something wrong!!!! =( So I am not handing in today.
That day, char was telling me, you can put your page number in 甲乙丙丁 format. I was curious if it is page 31, what will it appear as. So yesterday, I change my page number to that format. In the end, I saw some error and start editing my report. I totally forgotten to change my page number back. So when I flip through in the morning, my page 1 to 10 is in 甲乙丙丁 format.
Ok, when in school, daniel and samson asked me about my report. So I told them and my tutor mates are there. So embarrassing. Everyone know about my 甲乙丙丁 thingy. LOL!
During tutorial, it is another round of copying session again. Today’s tutorial, I sat alone behind the guys. When tutor is going through, my mind wandered off. Hmm! I was scribbling in my tutorial paper. Feeling rather emotional. So I scribble and scribble some internal thoughts. In the end, I erase it off every time I write a full stop.
After school, char and I went to meet up with jing and geor. We are going to jurong point to watch nodame today! We went to get the ticket then went for lunch at mos burger. I had mos for dinner yesterday and had it again today! We walk around and waited for time to pass. Then we went for movie.
Nodame cantabile. It is a nice show. They have the anime and manga version. The 3 of them know of this show but I have no idea. So I watch the movie and is really lost along the way. I don’t really catch the joke. However, the show is touching. I don’t know why, when chiaki is playing the first song during the concert, I am tempted to cry. Ok, maybe got the touching factor? I don’t know. I felt touched.
After movie, took train home with char. Had dinner and edited my lab report. I wanted to print and go to bed. In the end, the stupid printer attitude me! =( So after many tries, I finally get to print my report and head to bed at 2+ am again.
.Thursday, March 18, 2010]]__x
Today is an important day for sentosa!! It is the opening of universal studio singapore!! Finally! It is open! I want to go there so much!!! However, it is so expensive to go there! $66 for weekday and $72 for weekend. Why am I classified as an adult?! =( Why they don’t have those kind of combo tickets where you pay lesser when you go with x number of people??
In the morning, I skip lecture to go down to school to bind my report. I had to hand in before my lab time. So I went to library to wait for the printing room to open. I was sitting by the window. Oh~ I’m above the trees. The top of the tree is filled with pretty flowers! =)
Today’s lab is 2 point perspective drawing again. This time, we are drawing shadow. Quite a number of error though. Even so, I like my drawing. Should have taken photo of our drawing! =)
We ended earlier than usual, so we went for lunch. Geor mia and we gave her 20 miss call! In the end, when we are halfway eating our lunch, geor called and said she just wake up. Poor girl. She seem so worn out. We had lunch and went for lecture. I think I’m too tired. I doze off while looking at the working for one question. Oh~
When I wake up, it is already material science lecture. I played with char’s psp to kill time. I am not listening in class. Boohoo! The lecturer is char’s ms tutor. He can’t pronounce atom, voltage and all. So we were joking and laughing at his pronunciation. Ok, feel so bad!
I did not go for elective today because, I’m intending to meet a out-of-love friend, j. So, I headed home, went to get my watch and went to change the strap. Seriously, the strap is so expensive. So after adding and all, the watch is $40+. OMG! $40+ for a leather watch. Ai~ The aunty was saying the strap is so new, why change it. Oh~ Just because I don’t like it.
After changing, it is only 5.50pm. So I went to the interchange, and waited for j to come. J finally reach at around 6.30pm. So I spent 40 minutes sitting at the interchange and wait for j. After meeting up with j, we went down to marina square for dinner. We went to xin wang for dinner. I think, their lychee tea is nice! Oh~ I’m hooked to the tea-s. Haha!
Then we went to somewhere along esplanade and sit. I remember I went there before with erm, ya~ I remember that night, the sky was filled with stars. We were looking at the stars together and I think is really pretty and nice. Ok, that is out of the point though. Ok, J and I started talking. I think J needed to talk. We were chatting and chatting.
Soon, it is 9 plus pm and we headed home. Thanks for sending me home, J. The talk is great and I really appreciate it.
At night, was really tired. Even so, I still went to bed at 1am.
.Friday, March 19, 2010]]__x
It is results day for NP! My juniors are getting their results today!! It is something like their official graduation, just that they haven’t attend the ceremony. How nice!! Last year, I am going through the uneasiness because it is like the last result! I totally understand the uneasiness and the happiness when they realise they pass all the subjects and graduate officially! Happy for them! =)
Yesterday, I went to bed at around 1am. I am so tired! I don’t know why, lately, I’m super sleepy when it gets 12 plus midnight. I am always dozing off and not knowing what to do. It is all lab report fault! I remember that day, when I’m going through my lab report, I saw the word “sofa” in there. Ok, I really think I am too KO to type so that is why sofa appear. LOL!
It is friday!!! So fast, it is weekend again! Next week is a happy week. I am only having lesson on thursday and friday because it is e-learning week! Whee! Happy happy! However, I’m not really looking forward to next week too. I don’t know why~ Oh well!
I stayed home for the whole day. At night, I am dinner-less again. It is like a every friday night thing. I’m so lazy to go out, it is raining and I’m moodless. So yes, I shall stay home, procrastinate and hibernate. Emo emo emo!! =(
The reason my mood is even worst today is because of the shows I watch. In the morning, I woke up and saw “1 litre of tears” movie on HBO. So I watch it and cried my heart out. Then at night, channel U was showing “a moment to remember”. I cried pathetically again. Oh~ My tap is loose.
I remember I used to tell uncle about the show, “a moment to remember”. He said he have the dvd and he will lend it to me. However, both of us are so forgetful and busy that I have yet to to get it from him. LOL! He said the show is very very touching too! Thumbs up up!
Once again. I’ve KO at 2am. I wanted to sleep earlier. I am too into my drama that I forgotten the time =(
.Saturday, March 20, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I wanted to do wa in the morning. In the end, I am too tired. I am thinking what to wear. And stupidly, I spent a long time standing in front of my wardrobe with brain switched off. In the end I just pick something random to wear.
I was actually looking forward to something since yesterday. However, early morning, my bubble is totally burst. I hate getting bubble burst. I think, I’ve expected some thing more, that is why I totally break down when I heard the news. That changed my mood totally.
Never mind the fact, I went out at 10 plus am. I went out with js. It had been a long time since we went out together. Js drove to my place, went to park the car at the carpark and we went out. We went to have breakfast together at toa payoh macdonald. Then we realise that we forget to put coupon so we went back to my place and put coupon. Funny.
We took train down to somerset and catch a movie. We didn’t want to drive to town because it is weekend, carpark is filled, carpark is expensive and jam everywhere. So we took train down. We went to watch “being human”. After buying the tickets, we took bus down to suntec as we wanted to get some things. Along the way, we saw some travel agent thingy. Js wanted to ask them some things so we spent the rest of our time there.
Then we took bus back to somerset. After much much much effort, we manage to get to somerset. We went for the movie. The movie is average only. It is something which I don’t think I will go and watch again. It is funny but not something which worth the money.
After movie, we took train back to suntec and settle some travel thingy. After which, we went to have our dinner at the food court. Then we went upstairs and head to the food fair. They sell yummy yam paste! However, I’m too full. Besides, though the yam paste is nice, I still thing meritus mandarin serve the best yam paste I’ve ever eaten so far. We bought 2 packs of tibits and headed back to toa payoh.
Js went to get the car and we went for a car wash. I accompanied js for a carwash and then js drove me home. How dumb. It is like, I’m at my house downstairs, accompany js for carwash and back to my house downstairs.
At night, I doze off at rather early. I think I’m tired after all these rah rah~
.Sunday, March 21, 2010]]__x
I woke up early today! I woke up and started doing wa! Shucks! 2 more questions before I complete my part! However, I have to leave house to meet up with py and jo for lunch at popeyes. For once, I’m the earliest.
We met up and went to popeyes for lunch. We were chatting and chatting. Then we talked about our 21st birthday, like what we want to do and all. Then we realise, it is so hard to organise a 21st birthday because of social circle. It is like if I invite A, I have to invite B. This is the logic.
So in the end, I think I won’t hold a 21st birthday like others do. Maybe I’d just go out and have a meal with my closer friends. Like for my 20th birthday, I celebrated with 4 different group on 4 consecutive days. So yes, I need to get a secretary to plan my time for me. The best thing is, this year, my birthday is still holidays!! =)
Sad thing is, wai isn’t in singapore. Else I’d want to have a KWAY dinner or whatever too. Oh well. Besides KWAY, I want to do it with family, js, mmp, cjp,3j and uncle too. That will be 5 days. Out of which, the guys are all in NS so I only have weekends with them. Sadded! =( Oh well, my birthday is still far away. I think I shall just see who dates me out. LOL!
After talking about 21st birthday, we chatted about some other random stuff. At the very last minute, I remembered about qi jie!!! Then we talk and talk and realise, PY is attached! She is attached for 2 months and 4 days! The worst thing is, she did not tell us at all. So er xin!!
Py then told us the story about yi qing too. Ok, therefore I conclude, py is hot catch!! Imagine 1 is wooing at the front, one at the back and one is pop out of no where. OMG! Ok, we did not have much time to catch up with the story. So we decided to catch up with her the next time we met.
P.S. PY, after discussion, jo and I doesn’t mind celebrating your 21st birthday with HIM too.
P.P.S. PY got many people woo. So she should be up in the list of “who will be the first to get married”.
Py head down to work while jo and I went back. Before heading home, jo accompanied me to courts. I wanted to look for some usb microphone adaptor. My laptop’s microphone jack is spoilt! I’ve never used the jack before and it is spoilt now! Damn! I need it quite desperately so I went to look for alternative online and saw usb microphone adaptor.
I saw it on ebay. I wanted to get but it is from US so by the time it shipped here, I don’t need it anymore. So I decided to go down courts to ask. Stupidly, when I explained the situation to the salesman, he said “I think you should just send your laptop for repair”. Hello! If I am not asking you for suggest on HOW to use it again, I am asking you for ALTERNATIVE to use the microphone.
After asking uncle, he suggested that I go down simlim to check it out. I am damn lazy to go down alone. Besides, I don’t like going down simlim. I’m always a lost sheep when in simlim. The place is so big and so many shops that sells the same thing. I don’t like going there at all. Many dislikes! However, seems like I don’t have much choice.
I came home and got popeyes for drew and angie. The kids came up in the evening. I was sleeping. When I wake up, it is near dinner time. I watch high school musical with the kids in the room. Then I am here, blogging and wasting my time.
I am chatting with the girls online. Oh well, as usual, they are talking about school work again. I seriously think I’m dumb. Oh well, they study and I don’t. My gpa is like pathetic to max. Oh well, this is the difference between jc and poly? Ok, this has nothing got to do with jc or poly thing. Oh well, it is really a coincidence that I get into university. Maybe this isn’t where I’m supposed to be at.
Anyways, lately, I have been an emotional girl. And at the same time, I blog about twice a day in my private blog. I had so much unhappiness. Oh~ I hope it will be over soon, or even now. However, I guess I needed more time. A little more space will do. I hate it when it affects my everyday mood. Anne, buck up and move on.
The world doesn’t stop revolving for you.
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 8 (Summary)
A little blog update for week 8 of school. In another 5 weeks, I’m having exam. So sad! I don’t want exam. Nothing is done and I feel so emotional about it.
A summary for week 8 – had 3 quizzes, kaitlyn birthday, it fair and gb enrolment. I had some sudden feeling and decided to post some quotes and stuff. So yes, please take a look. I think those quotes are quite meaningful.
Besides updating my little milky-milkie, I finally created a private blog. In that private blog, it is more or less my unhappy or angry stuff. Instead of ranting in my blog and let other people know, I think it is good if I rant in my private blog which can save the questioning and people’s guessing.
I have been keeping things so much that it have somehow affected my mood. I need to go to the beach and scream. I don’t know why I have the tendency to keep things to my really personal stuff to myself. So this is a bad thing about me. Many times, when my really personal stuff happened, happy or upset, I will always show the happy side of me. I don’t want others to know. So yes.
Ok, skip all the talking and go into my blog entry! =)
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 8
Week 8
.Monday, March 08, 2010]]__x
It is the first day after recess week. Going to school seems like a torture. I don’t like school. Boohoo! Luckily, my lesson starts at 1130. I woke up in the morning, so afraid that I will be late. I prepared for school and seriously, it is soooo boring! I am sleepy!
There is no material science tutorial today. That means, school ends at 3.30! =) At night, daddy said something which made me super angry. Oh well, it is over. Simple terms, I don’t like comparison.
Speaking of comparison, it reminded me of someone, dolly. When I know dolly, she is a really nice person. She is like a joy in the class. Besides being a joy, she is very sweet at times too. Sometimes, I thought she is a really nice person. After our exams, we got our results. Dolly went around asking practically everyone for their grades. I seriously think she made an excel sheet for it because she can remember our grades so well.
When school reopen, things changed. She is not the sweet girl who I know anymore. Now, she make friends who have good grades. To be exact, she start looking down on people. She became buddy with those who score well. And when she ask others to let her reference their answers, she will say yours is wrong and hers is right even though it is the opposite.
However, when she reference those in the ‘clever’ list, she will never say theirs are wrong. So, to be dolly’s friend, you need to get yourself into dolly’s clever list. And to continue being dolly’s friend, you need to maintain your grades to not get kick out of the list. In another words, dolly only make friends who can provide her benefits. Many times, dolly will make irritating remarks and sarcasm. And these remarks are not welcomed by many.
Seriously, I don’t even understand why is there a drastic change in dolly. I think more and more are getting turn off by dolly’s action. I don’t like people who make friends by looking at results. You are just a benefit to her. What is the point of being her friend when she abandon you after your results drop?
Ok, that is so out of point. Anyways! I believe many have read about jack neo’s extramarital problem. I always thought jack neo is a mr nice husband. In the end, I am wrong. I feel so disgusted by his act. In the movies he directed, he will always try to portray family bonding and all. However, he is doing the wrong thing too.
I think the girl, wendy, is also one-of-a-kind. Who in the world will tell the reporter so many things? She didn’t even think about the people around her. And she even tell the media about the imitate acts that she have done. Just by exposing jack is enough, why did she even continue to spread more words?
.Tuesday, March 09, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I am late in meeting char again. This time, the problem is because, I set my alarm clock the wrong time. The night before, I was telling myself “tomorrow’s lesson is at 9.30am. Meeting char at 8am leave house. Ok, set alarm at 7.45am”. I should have set 6.45am and not 7.45am. So I was late.
Judging from the fact we are late for lecture, we decided to go and look for heaven and earth drink. There is a new range of heaven and earth drink. We went to cheers at the interchange, ntuc, cheers next to old chang kee and cheers , 7-11 and ntuc in boon lay. We are crazy!
In the end, we are very late for material science and we went for life science straight. After life science, I went for physics 2 tutorial. I am so sian of physics now. It is all wa’s fault =(
After which, I went to meet up with jing and char in our secret hiding place. I went to nua and all. I am supposed to be doing maths but in the end, I am too tired! Geor came and she did not join us for elective. Boring~
.Wednesday, March 10, 2010]]__x
I woke up early morning at 3 plus am to study for maths quiz. Damn! I did not study the night before because I’m too tired. So I went to sleep and wake up early to study. In the morning, I went to meet up with char and head to school together.
After lesson, I went to meet up with chee hoong. It had been a very long time since I met up with him. In the morning, I received a message from someone and who knows, it is him! He told me to meet him to pass me my testimonial. We chat a little before heading him.
Char and I went to get burger king for lunch. OMG! I am hooked onto bk chicken. It is yummy!! =)
In the night, sis they all came up. We are celebrating ting’s 5th birthday. So fast, ting is turning 5 years old! I remember the last time we celebrated her birthday was at the chalet. I went there with daryl where drew drew went with xiu ping. That is the good old days~
After food, I went to help kaitlyn do mermaid puzzle.
I am supposed to be studying for elective and p2 quiz. In the end, I am doing this puzzle. Bad bad girl!
.Thursday, March 11, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I am super tired! I am on the train studying. What happened was, while studying (hands are really packed with tons of notes), there is this guy who actually offered his seat to me! So super touching! I am so touched with his act. And the thing is, he wasn’t getting down immediately! He let me sit half way through outram park and he got down at buona vista. Super touched!
I reach school and have lab after lecture. Today’s lab is drawing. I dislike drawing! =( I spent a long time drawing. Ah~ In the end, we are late for lunch. Because we are late for lunch, mao mao pie skipped maths lecture.
Before heading to lecture, we went to bazaar. This time, I spent $10 again. OMG! Money wasted!! I ate geor’s candy and it changes colour! That is so amazing! While eating the candy, I kept using my handphone as mirror to see if the colour changes. Exciting!
After lecture, I head for p2 quiz. Damn! I don’t know how to do the quiz =( I am super sad!! Depressed! After p2 quiz, the 4 of us head for lecture earlier because we wanted to find a seat at the back. So we went in 1 hour earlier. Seriously, I think digital lifestyle lecturer is SUPER funny!! :)
During the quiz, we literally copied everything. Though I studied for it, I cannot remember anything except for p2. Sadded! Luckily we found a seat at the back.
Then jing headed back to hall while the 3 of us decided to go IT show! That is a super random decision. We took train down to city hall, ate dinner at some restaurant. The food is nice. We shared xiao long bao. I had coconut banana dessert. Seriously, it is damn nice! love love love!
We walk from city link to suntec convention centre. We went to IT fair at the last 20 minutes. So exciting. So we walk level 6 and level 4. This year, each booth have a collection point. I don’t really like it because, IF I am buying more than 1 item, I have to queue many times. However, if I am getting 1 item only, it save the hassle for queuing very long.
At 9+pm, we took train home. We take to marina bay and took back to toa payoh. Yawn! Tired!! I came home and decided to do a little check on wa before going to bed. Yawn!
I think, there is some problem with me. And I can see it is getting worst. I am quite worried. However, what can I do about it? Who can I tell? =(
.Friday, March 12, 2010]]__x
I did not go school today. In the morning, I woke up and did wa. In the afternoon, I went to sister place to help her look after xiao pang while she send ting for lesson. So I stayed there till 5 plus 6pm. After which, I came home and went down at 7pm for dinner. She made dinner for me. Yummy!
Then I stayed there till 9 plus pm. I headed home and did not do my work already. Shucks! A couple of questions more. I am feeling rather moody! I did not do wa but I did something else. I am so scared!! =(
I don’t know why, I’m feeling rather moody. What is going on? Kenneth once said, “Promises are everything. Once broken, sorry is nothing.” The problem is, what if promises isn’t even remembered? Sorry isn’t said at all? I feel, promises are meant to be broken.
.Saturday, March 13, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I woke up and ate my breakfast. After breakfast, I went out and took cab out. Then I took cab back to mrt station. I took mrt train and went out. I went to orchard and did something alone. Oh well! It feels so odd having to do that alone.
At night, I am watching snow white with the kids. Oh~ snow white~~ I still prefer beauty and the beast. My all time favourite!!! =)
.Sunday, March 07, 2010]]__x
I went for GB enrolment again. This year, karyin is the flag barrier! That means, I wore formal to church! =) In the morning, I woke up and had the urge to rant so I went to blog (private). After blogging, I left home and was late in meeting lenice. Wanrong is not joining us because she is sick. Poor girl. Hope she get well soon.
I met up with lenice and waited for train to go down to douby ghaut. Who knows, the moment the door open, we saw liting. So we took train down to douby ghaut together. I met up with the rest of the post sec and head down to church together.
The moment we reach, we are told to inspect uniform. It had been a long time since I had uniform inspection. Oh well! After uniform inspection, we were there sitting and nua-ing. Then it is time to go down to the church while waiting for service to start.
After the church services and all, we went up to the plaza. I felt so proud of myself. I am wearing my heels for the first time and I had to carry the flag stand to the plaza. OMG! It is like heavy + heels. Oh oh oh~ We went up, sat there and I start taking photos.
After which, we waited for the guest of honour to come and prize presentation. I took a number of photos but I don’t think I want to post it up because I’m so lazy. After the prize presentation, the colour party left and everyone fall out.
There is nothing much this year. They did not give out the year badge, best pioneer, best senior, best nco. There seems to be many question marks here and there. Like, usually, we will have a girl who will collect the prize on behalf. However, there isn’t this year. So after the emcee announce the name, there are claps but no one came out. It is seriously odd. And yes, congrats to alison for being the top collector last year! She collected $800+ which is a lot though. Yup! =)
After which, we sat there and have our refreshments. We had to sit on the floor so I just take out my heels because it is rather hard sitting on the floor with legs crossed. Then we went to nua and wait for the girls to fall out. OMG! It is so scary!! Imagine doing marching with 3.5 inch heels. I feel so insecure.
The girls went back to bishan while I went to take bus to suntec. I wanted to go convention centre, IT fair, to get external card reader. In the end, while walking to douby ghaut mrt station, my leg cannot take it so I cab down to convention centre. I am meeting justin to get something from him.
I went to convention centre and waited for him to come. My feet was killing me. I am so not used to wearing such high heels. I met up with justin, get my things and headed for the bus stop. He went to shop at the IT fair with his friend. I am dying from all the standing.
I took bus to esplanade and took 56 to jalan toa payoh. And change to 139 from jalan toa payoh. Along the way, jeremy called and we chatted throughout the trip. I am feeling super emotional and thanks jeremy so much for being there.
Usually when it comes to that problem, I don’t tell anyone about what happen. I didn’t know why I told jeremy too. Maybe I was too stressed and unsure what to do, thus when he called to tell me about HIS problem, I start ranting about MY problem. I feel so bad! I am supposed to help him but in the end, he is helping me. So yes, he is doing a catching up today.
I took 235 home. It was raining. So I decided to take one round because, I don’t feel really in the mood to walk in the rain. In the end, I doze off on the bus. I am so tired from all the pendulum and work. I think I need a good rest. However, I am so packed with school.
At night, I was eating dinner with sister and drew drew. We started chatting about blog shop. I wonder, what makes a blog shop successful. It is hard to have such reputation in blog shop. I really think those who can are great. My sister seems to be so troubled with her model and all. She is going to hire a model.
Oh well, I still prefer shopping than selling. Whee! In the past, shopping is to help destress. Now, shopping itself is stressful. Oh~ Many dislike.
I am so tired! I wonder if I can tahan tomorrow. I have yet to finish my lab report. Is it possible to stay up the whole of tomorrow night to do my report? However, my aim is to complete it this weekend. But I’m too tired to even do anything. I am typing this blog entry with eyes closed! =(
Anyways, char and geor is sick. I hope they are ok now. I didn’t have time to talk to them. I don’t feel like talking on msn at all. I just want to stay in my bed the whole day and nua. I think tomorrow, I shall turn off my internet and do lab report all the way. I want to complete it by today!! I really wanted. But I don’t think I’m able to do it.
.What I Bought]]__x
I bought something again! Ok, there is only 1 item. It is not like MANY =x Haha! I feel, it is like one every entry. Opps!
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