It is Thursday today! Today, I woke up early. I woke up at about 9.30am. I could not really sleep last night for some reasons. In the morning, I helped mummy and daddy to pack their luggage. After awhile, I was all alone at home already. Daddy went out and so is mummy. Hate the feeling of being alone. It is really terrible.

When mummy came home, she bought Burger King for me. She bought my favourite Double Swiss Mushroom Burger Meal. Due to the fact that it has beef, I was not allowed to sit in the house to eat. Therefore, mummy put a small stool outside the house and I sat there to eat! That is so embarrassing! Mummy is torturing a kid!

After that, I called him. We talked a lot. Finally I manage to get through his phone. I miss him so much. And of course, I cried a lot too. I did not manage to send my mummy and daddy to the door for I am crying and sobbing. I am so sorry to make them so sad for me too. They must be feeling so unsafe to leave me home alone for the next few days.

In the evening, I played Maple for a while and my elder sister called. She is bringing me out for dinner with Yong Hui Kor Kor and of course, Kaitlyn. We went to Bugis, Sakae Sushi to eat our dinner. We ate a lot and Kaitlyn ate the Kiddy Set. The set is so cute! I like it myself too. I am going to get one myself next time! After meal, we went shopping.

After shopping, we went back home. On the way, we went to buy Tou Hua, also known as bean curd. Then we came back and here I am now! Tonight, I am going to spend the whole night alone at home. My eldest sister and Yong Hui Kor did not come and stay over because Yong Hui Kor had to go Malaysia tomorrow morning and it is troublesome to bring Kaitlyn here and there.

Though my second sister is at home, it does not make much difference. As usual, she would leave the house at time like 2 plus 3 plus am. So in another words, I am home alone. I hate being alone at home. It is so scary and I am sleeping in a room filled with boxes.

What am I going to do for the next few days? At least when Kor is home, I have company. But I know that if mummy they were not to be home, he might go out late into the night before coming home. I am so sad! I am so bored! I am so alone! Somebody, HELP ME!

Its Wednesday today! On Monday, I was alone at home and doing nothing. I slept all the way. On Sunday, I slept at about 1am. And on Monday, I woke up at about 3pm. Oh gosh, I slept for 14 hours. By the time I woke up, it is already near evening. It is so nice for I do not have to feel so bored! That is nice.

On Tuesday, I went out with Joseph and Daryl. We went down to kbox and play. End up, I was alone there "zhi high". According to Joseph and Daryl, Chang Er Jie Jie just possessed me. That was so funny! We sang a lot of songs and were so tired! When I reach home, I caught the 9pm show and after which, talked to my dar. Besides, I was watching the show, Stories of Love. It is one nice show. After that, I went sleeping.

I slept at about 1am and woke up today at about 2pm again! Oh gosh, I slept for 13 hours. Cannot believe that I am sleeping more and more. After that, I thought of going out for lunch with dar dar. However, his mother cooked and I have to settle my lunch at home. So I cook Maggie Mee to eat and now, I am here blogging.

Besides that, yesterday, my parents just bought a flat. I have a house. The flat is nice and pretty. It is located at Block 35 level 18. After moving, I am still staying at the same block. It is nice! We do not have to call on moving company just to move the items upstairs! Haha.

Tomorrow, my parents are going down to Thailand and my brother is going chalet. I am going to be so bored alone at home. On Friday, my parents would be still at Thailand and my brother would be coming home from chalet. Hope they have a nice trip!

I am going to be so bored!!!

So sick of holiday. Even so, I do not wish school either. Tomorrow, Singapore Polytechnic students would be starting school. Means, many friends of mine would be suffering the starting school feeling. It really sucks to experience long holiday doing totally nothing and suddenly start school.

On Thursday, I would be so alone at home. Both daddy and mummy would be going overseas to Thailand with some aunties and uncles that I do not know them but they know me. Daddy and mummy would be going from Thursday to Sunday. This period of time, I would have to stay home with my brother and maybe my second sister.

On Thursday, my brother would be going for a chalet and would come back on Friday night. I presume that he would come home at about time near midnight. So on Thursday and Friday afternoon, I would be so bored at home. Home alone day!

My second sister might be at home. Even so, it does not make much different if she is home or not. She just sticks to daddy's room whole day long. The worst thing is that she does not wash up after eating. She would just put all the items at the basin and by the basin. To prevent all the luring of insects, I have to clean it. That is so sick!

I am so bored! Today, Kaitlyn came and once again, played with her. And truly, it is fun to play with kids at their age. But, it is almost the most troublesome time. At about 1 year old, it is the time they start talking and walking. Even so, it is also the time where they start to throw temper, fall down and "teh". But it is fun!

Tomorrow, it is Monday again and I have to stay home and do nothing! That is so sad! People, give me someone to talk to and something to do!

This is Zack, the D.M.K promoter, and me! He is one funny guy. He always makes the promoter laugh so much that time fly. Besides that, he would always make the poo sound in the store room thinking that he farted. Another thing about him is that, NEVER believe in what he said at a 100% basis. He love to talk BIG, and it is really BIG!

This is Su Fen, the Neckemann promoter, and me! Compared to the previous photo, my hair really grew long.

This is me in the store room. This picture is taken when I last work in April. Upon seeing it, I have the feeling to have a hair cut to that length.

This is Fiona that I always talk about. She is also known as Princess Fiona, Doreamon, Fei An Na and Cheng Si Li. Miss the times where me and her would hang around and slack!

It is one week since I blogged. My blog seem so dead. For the whole of last week, I am working. What I am working as? What more besides a promoter? I went back to Isetan and work again.

It is so sad that I am working again! On Wednesday, I had to work full shift. I am so angry on that day. The stupid security guards do not let me take the promoter nametag. He expects me to go and find my supervisor in the morning and ask them to make a badge for me. So I was stranded without badge for the morning. Stupid security! Make me spend $10 to make a badge and now, have to go back and return.

Initially, I was to work until this Wednesday. Neither did I expect that I have to work all the way to 15 October. That is the day just before my school reopen. I am so sad! I am so depressed! My cousin helped me tell my aunty and now, I do not have to work. Now, I am home and resting.

On Friday, I went down to Chin Swee's place after work. There is BBQ there. It is so nice! People who went were Chern Hui, Grace, Kai Xin, Yu Mei, Chin Swee, Joseph, Siang Long, Wen Yi, Han Siong, Daryl and me. Though it is only a mini gathering, it is fun and filled with laughter. Thanks so much for it! We played a lot of games. One of the games is in Chinese and we copied from some television programme. It is so fun for our answer is all odd! We played heart attack, Dai Di, cheat using dice and blow wind blow.

We are so bored that we played blow wind blow. Come to think of it, it is quite a childhood game. Even so, it involves everyone and it is so nice because we had fun. Everyone participated in it and it turn out with laughter. Thanks people. After the games and clearing up, Chin Swee, Joseph, Siang Long, Daryl and me stayed over and played mahjong. We played to about 1am and we went back home. So worn out and tired after that.

On Saturday, I was supposed to go down to East Coast Park for BME event. Even so, I did not go. The reason is because I did not know which part of East Coast it is located. So I did not go. In the afternoon, Qi Xiang called me and asked me why I did not come. I told him and he told me that not many year 1 people went and my name is not in the name list. When he called, it is about 3pm and I think, it is quite late so I decided not to go.

Yesterday, when I was checking my class timetable, I realize that I am in H1 and quite a number of people in H1 last semester got into H2. Wan Sin, Li Chao, Jolene all got into H2. Subha got into H1 and Xue Zhen and Stella remained in H2. Quite a number got into H2 in the process. I am quite sad. The reason is that firstly, I have Mr. DENNIS TAM to be my Analogue Electronics, also known as AEL, teacher. I going to fare poorly/fail for this subject and I bet with you, it would! Secondly is that I have to get separated! So sad and dishearten.

I got my new timetable and it is so sad that, my time table do not have Engineering Mathematics, also known as EM3A. I do not know why. Maybe I have to wait a little longer before it comes up. I end almost 5 everyday and I am so sad! So depress too. On Tuesday to Thursday, I have my last 2 hours as practical. So sian la! Lucky I have Subha to accompany me in H1. if not, I would be so depressed. Another thing is that I have Cheng Qian in the same class as me again! He is in the same H1 class and same IS class! Orh~

This is my timetable!!

I got back my exam results. Frankly speaking, it totally sucks. I do not know if it is good to you. But I know that it is not good to me.

1COMT - 2 credit units - B+
ELTECH - 6 credit units - A+
EPS1 - 2 credit units - A+
EG2 - 5 credit units - A+
IAC - 2 credit units - B
IBME - 4 credit units - A
PS - 4 credit units - C+

Credit Units Obtained - 30.000
Grade Point Average (GPA) - 3.64


I saw my dears result and I do not know how. I do not know is it because of me that makes him did not do well. I am worried. Can someone enlighten me?

Yesterday, I went back to Isetan to work. And I just got a newest information is that I have to work 2 weeks instead of the initial 2 days! I hate it so much! I am so tired of standing after one day. Daryl told me that he would work for 1 week and I work the other. He only wants to work on the morning shift which is next week. Even so, I am worn out from yesterday already. Doesn't he understand? It's ok, since I told my aunt that I would work and I shall work! I would work all the 2 weeks myself and stop complaining.

I looked so lost yesterday. There are many things that I have forgotten. Today is Friday and I believe that it is quite impossible for me to leave as early as 9.30pm. I hope that my counter have no people at the end of the day so that I can leave quickly. That applies for tomorrow and Sunday! I pray that I can get home early like yesterday. And it is time for me to get a new shoe for my work. The current one is making my leg so tired and worn out! Sad!

Going to prepare for work soon! Another day of standing!

Its Wednesday today! I went down to GuangYang today for AV Club matter. I was told that they are celebrating Mr. Lee's birthday today. End up, when Shawn call me and tell me that it is postpone to Friday, I am already at the school gate! So I just thought, why not go in and do some meeting up. I surely miss my juniors, the naughty and active ones who gave me whole lot of trouble during the camp which we had last year.

I still remember, last year, during March holidays, I had 2 camps. AV camp was on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. GB camp was on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Back then, I was the assistant camp commandant for AV and camp commandant for GB. AV had never had a camp and of course, they need a lot of "camp brushing" at first. They do not do cheers and all. So I had to scream at them and in fact, I know they hate it a lot. I know that they do not like me to force them to do so either. However, I have no choice but to continue to shout at them. Finally in the evening, after hours of shouting, they finally are willing to shout and cheer!

That was the time and it is so fun! Even though, after one week of camp, I totally lost my voice, it is so fun! I wonder when I would have my time spent on all this wonderful things. The thing in GB now is that I know the girls, interact well with them. But during camp, I cannot be like them; we used to be rushing for toilet, play together and all. However, I had to be like a leader, show example, hint but not tell. As for AV, I had never been back for so long and to say the truth is that I think only the sec 3s and 1 sec 2 remembers me. The rest, I do not think so. Times change.

In the evening, I went down to Toa Payoh to have my dinner. I had MacDonald instead of Long John Silver. After that, Daryl, Joseph and I went up to the pool area to play photo hunt. It is so nice! After which, I went home. Daryl and Joseph went back and played pool for about 1 hour. Joseph treated Daryl. That is so unfair! Joseph never treated us when I am there!

Joseph is so sad! I do not know why too. He looked so depress and sad. Wonder what really happen to him. If it is over results, I do not see a why! He scored 3 Ads and he is still not satisfied? If is over holiday matter, then forget it. It is only a holiday and there is still much time for him to do everything. I do not understand why guys get bothered over things like this.

Tomorrow, I am going back to work, as a part time. It is because tomorrow, there would be a promoter on leave and I have to go and take over her. That is so sick! I do not feel like going back to work. I don’t want! But do I have a choice? Felt so bad if I would to reject. Well, for the sake of the $40, just work. Next Thursday, I have to go and work too. Lucky tomorrow is working in the afternoon.

Frankly speaking, I do no like afternoon shift. I do not know why. In the morning, by the time I packed the floor stack and clean the counter, about 2 hours gone. Time is passed easier and faster. However, if I were to work afternoon shift, after about 8pm, it is so bored. The time fly so slow and I can’t wait to go home. Lucky, next Thursday, I am working morning shift. I have to get my lazy butt out of the bed!

Hi my dear blog. I had come again to give you some touch up!

On Saturday, I intended to go down to Toa Payoh to pass Carol her birthday present. However, things did not turn out as planned. My sister suddenly said that she wants to go down to Chinatown to get some strings and some rings to make a handphone keychain specially for her students for Childrens' day. So she asked my mother and I to accompany her down to Chinatown to get it. We took train down and it is fast! After which, we went to eat desert! The desert there is so nice. The first time I went, I was so fascinated with the business and food. It is terrific! The service is so fast and good. I would bring my friends there if there is a chance!

On Sunday, same old usual thing. I stayed at home and played with Kaitlyn. It is nice playing with her. Kids at her age are the nicest to play with. When they start to get older, it is not that fun anymore. Now, Kaitlyn knows how to say "up, down, papa, mama, ah ma". She knows some more words, but she does not say it that clearly as compared to those that I named. She is one cute pie.

On Monday, went down to the swimming complex with Daryl and Joseph to get ourselves some water dipping. We went swimming and it is so fun! We started swimming from about 11am to 1pm. And now, all 3 of us are suffering from the stupid sunburn! After swimming, we went down to our favourite place, Long John Silver to get our lunch. Then, we went down to Joseph's place to have some games.

Before that, we went down to NTUC Fairprice to get some food. End up, we got 2 bottles of Longang with Red Dates of Quan Hao Brand at 2 for $1.95, 2 bar of Crunchies Chocolate at 2 for $1.75 and 2 box of Tic-Tac at 1 for $0.70. End up, we went to Joseph's place to play Mahjong and watch television. After that, we went down to the coffee shop near by to eat our dinner.

We went to the shop near old GuangYang campus and take our dinner. I ate Ramen which I always eat when I go to that place. It reminds me of so many nice memories at GuangYang Toa Payoh Campus! LOVE GUANGYANG! After that, we went down to Central to play pool. After playing for one game, we headed down to the library and I manage to catch 2 books, "P.S. I Love You" and "My Sunshine", and headed home.

Now, my face is still red and my shoulders. It is so painful. How I wish it goes away soon and fast so that it does not make me look like one Santa. I don’t want to have my skin peeled! PLEASE, GIVE ME SOME FOMULA TO GET IT OFF QUICK! I have to go and work on Thursday as a promoter and it is so unpresentable to have the face looking red and skin off! PLEASE, HELP!!

Now that I have change my blogskin. How does it look? The blog template shows The Teenagers life. Another word, this blog shows my life. I am still a teenager like anyone else at my age. As a teenager, our lives experience a lot of changes. Something comes and goes. So as to say, treasure every thing you have now. Even so, who does that until they are gone? Not many! Therefore, let us as teenagers learn to treasure everyone that pass by your life. Oh, forget about all this theory crap. Who does that in blogs?

On Thursday, I went to school to help out with the ECE racer thing. It was actually nothing. I just stayed there and help people to take their Blood pressure and the body fats index. Actually, all these were nothing. Franking speaking, the teachers and lecturers were more interested in our course than the young ones. So there is not much of a promoting.

It is quite fun at the ECE Racer thing. Well, Qi Xiang and I got bullied by some ECE Year 3 students. It is because Qi Xiang and I were giving leaflets and we saw their booth. They were playing some cars. So we stand behind the students and see. Suddenly, I was told to explain to the kids what a Capacitor is. I am only a Year 1 student. So I keep quiet. And of course, they went ahead with explaining. Then they questioned me, and only ME, all those year 3 stuff. On what in the world would I know? I told them I do not know and do you know it is so embarrassing in front of the Sec 2 pupils!

On Friday, the plan supposes to be I go out swimming in the morning, in the afternoon, go out and play. End up; I stayed at home until evening time. In the morning, I woke up at 8 and fall asleep at 10. After that, I woke up 1 again. In the evening, I had the urge to go to Seoul Garden. So I called along Joseph and my dear to accompany me go. Had a feast there and I am so bloated.

We walked around Taka again and saw many nice things and played many things. At the basement of Taka, there is this place where they sold many cute things and stuff. There is this store where it sells those puzzles stuff and you have to take the key out of the other. It is fun and all those made the two guys stayed there for more than 30 minutes. I almost doze off.

After that I remembered that it is Carol's birthday this Sunday and we decided to get her a present. After walking for about 30 minutes, we came to a decision to get a soft toy of a cow. What is so fascinating about it is that there is a recording system. We record something especially for her and only Carol. Hope she likes it.

For Saturday and Sunday, I think I have to spend my time at home. It is weekends again and here come my niece. LOL.

I think something is wrong with my brother. I heard him cry just now. What happen to him? For the past few days, he had been looking moody and lifeless. His msn nick says "Thanks to all my brothers who helped me overcome it". What happen to my brother? I am quite worried for him. He suddenly looks so no life in anything. What does he have to overcome? Hope he gets well soon.

This is Joseph (aka potato). Know what he is doin? He is eating himself?!?!?!?! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! HE IS EATING POTATO!!

This is my niece again, in a laughing mood!

Stop messing with me!

Kenneth and I.

The logo of the tissue at Pariss.

The sign, Pariss!

Today, I have to spend my day at home. I have nothing to do at all. Just now, I am reading other people's blog and doing nothing. Well, I came across my friend's blog. After reading my friend’s blog, I felt that our relationship had gone far apart. I do not know why.

Sometimes I think, is it good to have a relationship with someone where many people know? Having relationship would mean that the topic to be said is "How's you and bla bla?" I do not understand why. I used to have a very close bunch of friends. Not knowing why, ever since don't know when, they are not close anymore. Does it really matter when I already got a relationship? Frankly speaking, YES, it does. So what when one have relationship means that friends would be gone? I do not understand.

Feeling quite bad now. In the past, we used to go out together, play together and all. Neither did we expect, things had turned worst. It is ok ba. Maybe it meant to be like that for many cases. The bond is no longer there already. So what when we meet up, the smile is there when it does not really symbolize anything. I do not understand. Even so, I would say that I am really glad to have friends like you. Thanks so much for all the happiness and joy that we had in time. Maybe I am purely forgotten. That's all for me.

Learn to accept things. That is what I need to learn.

Today was a fun day. I went to Taka Pariss to eat my lunch. Kaitlyn went along too. Well, I ate a lot of food. The food there is nice. Even so, it is quite normal. Meaning that they have food like fried rice, dumplings, fruits and all. It is quite normal. Unless you eat uncooked food like salmon, oyster, scallop and all kinds of seafood. The ambience is good there. The place gives people a sense of warmth.

After food, we went to Takashimaya to walk. There are so many things there. My favourite place is the kids department. There is this place where it has only stuff of Hello Kitty. That place is so pinky. It is so nice. There are many bags which is nice too. Even so, it is too kiddy already. But I am so attracted to one of the Hello Kitty bag. It is nice!

Then, we went to Kinokuniya. Mummy was reading inside the book store, Kaitlyn and my sister is at the children's corner, my fifth aunt was reading books too. As for Kenneth and I, we were pushing the stroller and sat outside Kinokuniya and sleep. After they came out, we went back home. When I reach home, I was so tired and my head is spinning. I do not know why.

At night, Kaitlyn and my sister waited for Yong Hui Kor Kor to come to fetch them home. That is all for one day!

Today is Chin Swee, aka my husband in secondary school, birthday day! Happy Birthday Lao Gong. Have a nice day! You have grown older by one years old. May happiness falls upon you. =)

Tuesday already! Yesterday, I went to school for a meeting on the ECE Racer thing. I thought that it would be a short short one. However, it turn out that it lasted to about 3.30pm. Well, out of the 9 people who should turn up, only 5 of us. We are to make a banner for the ECE Racer event which is on Thursday. To tell you the truth, the banner really sucks! It is so ugly. Even so, the guy in charge, Anle, said that it is nice. I do not understand why! I would take a picture of it on Thursday to show you the product.

Today, I am going out with my eldest sister, my mum, my fifth and seventh aunt and of course, Kenneth. We are going to Orchard to eat buffet lunch. I wonder what would turn out of it. Actually, my sister, my mum and I suppose to go shopping today. Coincidentally, on Sunday, my seventh aunt asked me out to go eat buffet on Tuesday. So, here I am so early.

This week's schedule is tight. On Monday, which is yesterday, I went to school for a meeting. On Tuesday, which is today, I am going out with my sister and mum and aunties. On Wednesday, I am off, free at home! On Thursday, it is the ECE Racer thing and I am to go back to help. On Friday, I am going swimming, finally! Hope this week can be fun~

 
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