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What is University?

I HATE UNIVERSITY LIFE. Screw university. Screw modules. Screw tutorials. Screw lectures. Everything is so not going well. I hate hate hate hate school life. It is just the end of week 3 and I am doing tutorials until tears roll down. I don’t understand why I am feeling so stress up?
I don’t understand a single shit that is written on the tutorial paper. I don’t understand a single crap. My tutorial sheet is empty. I don’t understand a single rubbish in the lecture notes. I don’t understand a single word the lecturers are delivering. Everything is question mark.
What is the point of giving me a set of notes that I don’t understand when I attempted to read through? What is the point of giving me a set of notes when all the lecturers do is to read through? What is the point of giving me a set of notes when the lecturer teaches us as if we are ALL jc students? What is the point of giving me a set of notes when their explanation is like crap?
Now, tell me, am I in the right place? Am I doing the right thing? Am I putting enough effort? Am I brainless?
If I am at the right place, doing the right thing, putting enough effort and not brainless, please tell me why is everything seem so foreign to me? I never feel such a feeling before. Neither in primary school, secondary school nor polytechnic.
Maybe I should start paying 101% of what the jc students are paying. Or maybe, I am the wrong place..
I think I understand why the eee guy committed suicide.

Upset Weekend

I am too lazy to update my blog everyday. By the time I come home, it is already late and I am so tired. After long day of school, I have to come home and do tutorials everyday. How sad is that? I hate university life. Or should I say, I hate singapore university life. I don’t understand why is singapore universities so stressful. And I don’t understand why is there so many ahem! Those ahem are one of my stress factor.
I feel super upset this weekend. I don’t know why. Maybe due to two particular reasons – my ah ma is ill and the departure of wai.

1) My ah ma is ill

My ah ma is in the ICU. My grandma has been hospitalise for weeks and I only visited her twice. She had been in the ICU for 2 weeks plus already. Her condition isn’t getting any better. It started off with high fever that doesn’t subside. And then I don’t know what happen, I was told her white blood cells shoot up.
Then, the white blood cells count drop to normal rate. We thought everything is ok already. Then she had pneumonia. The doctors have to suck out the phlegm everyday, many times a day. Starting, she breathe in pure oxygen from the tank. Then her condition got better, so the doctor cut the amount to half. For some reason, she got worst and they gave her a strong antibiotics to fight the bacteria.
The next thing I know was that she got mild stroke because she had brain surgery 4 years ago. Ah ma has to rely on the tube to breathe now. One of her lungs collapse already. So there is a tube which is connected through her mouth to her lungs. Another problem arise, inflammation occur at her throat area. There is something like ulcer there.
They connected tube through her mouth and it result in seeing blood in saliva that leaks out. The wounds aren’t healing fast because of her diabetics. The doctors gave her an even stronger antibiotics yesterday. However, it seems like there isn’t any improvement. She can’t open her eyes at all. We tried calling her but she either shrug her shoulder, jerk her hands or totally no reaction. Everything seems so disheartening.
Before the stupid fever which cause her to be hospitalise and check for h1n1, ah ma is super healthy. She will go for taiji in the morning. Occasionally, she will go downstairs and play with the other aunts. Then she got fever and was sent to ttsh to check for h1n1. The next thing I know was, she is in ICU and the doctor says that she is in a critical condition.
During my previous visit, I was with my aunts and parents. I tried talking to her, asking her to open her eyes or give some reaction if she knows that we are there. She has no reaction at all. She just lie there sleeping. I saw the tubes that is connected to her. It is super painful. The tubes that are connected to her mouth and nose.
Every single day, the nurses will come and take her blood test. Her fingers are all needle wounds. She is puffy due to the water being pump in via tubes. I don’t understand why she have to suffer at such age? Now, all that we wish for is that some miracle can happen.
Another thing to worry is the medical fees. Just by staying in ICU, the medical fee per day is like tons. Then the so called very-very-very-strong antibiotic is super expensive (the doctor says so). The pack of milk that is dripped is about $400++ per pack. And, my aunts want to bring ah ma back home if nothing is working. That means renting of equipments and nurse.
Now I finally understand why old people don’t like to go to the hospital. It is true, starting, there is nothing. The moment you go into hospital, all the problem starts coming. It happened to my grandpa and ah gong before.
And people says that in singapore, we can die but cannnot get ill. The standard of living is way toooooooo high. Hospital, medication, tubes and everything. Thank goodness that my ah ma have many children and grandchildren to share the overall fee with. Like what my aunts and mummy say, “mummy have so many children and grandchildren, if we share the fee, it shouldn’t be of much problem.”
I really wish that ah ma can wake up. I am hoping and praying and wishing it everyday.

2) Wai’s departure

My dear beloved cousin cum consultant cum listening ear has left singapore for scotland. She is going there for 4 years. She is not coming back during this whole 4 years, not even during holiday.

I should have went to send her home. However, her flight is midnight so I can’t go. I really wish I had gone to send her off. I am missing her already. We wanted a kway gathering before she leaves. However, she is super busy with work, I am busy with school, kenneth is busy with attachment.
She has left on friday night. She did not call me at all ok! What a bad girl. Don’t she know that I will miss her so much? I really wish that she is doing well. I wish that she can do well too. She always wanted to be a designer and now, she is given a chance to go scotland to further do her education. I am happy for her.
I remember during our poly days, we were so close that we discussed and wanted to live next to each other next time. She will help design and decorate my house while I help her take care of her kids. I will ‘take care’ of their studies while she ‘take care’ of their art related things. She will be my kids’ godma and vice versa. I know it sound so childish.

Now, as diploma graduates, our thinking has changed, or should I say her thinking has changed. I am still the same person who wants to be down to earth. I want to be a happily married woman who has a stable job and happy family. This thinking did not change.
As for her, as she gets expose more to architecture stuff, her thinking changed. Now she is one who wants to venture in other countries. She doesn’t want to stay in singapore. She wants to go around and stay in other countries. She just want freedom. She want to find a partner who have the same interest as her. She wants adventure.
I remember what she told me. And I remembered telling her that even though she wants adventure, she still must design and decorate my house for me. LOL! So bad of me.

Every time I meet up with some problem, I will call her. She will be the one who will console and give me advice on what to do. I remembered I was super down for a period of time last year. During that period, I called and pester her practically every single day. I remember how dad’s expression when he saw the bill. LOL!
If not for her, I think I will be crying to sleep every single day. If not for her talking to me, maybe by now, I am still self-reprimanding. If not for her, I think I had got into depression already. If not for her, I think I won’t have the courage to face and overcome it. If not for her, I think I won’t be here happily and enjoying. I must say, it is all thanks to her. Not only that problem, many other problems too.

When we were young, we are always the ‘talk of the family’. They are always busy comparing us. She stays in private estate, have long hair, wear nice clothes, being dress up like a princess and gets whatever she wants. As for me, I am just like any other ordinary girl who lives in hdb, my parents don’t always get me what I want, I have short mushroom hairstyle, wear what my brother can’t wear (you know, kids grow up quick).
She plays with barbie doll, I play with cars. She is english speaking, I am chinese speaking. She likes playing doll games, I like playing war and fighting games. She likes to tie her hair with many different clips and rubber band, I just don’t bother and get mushroom hairstyle. She wear dresses and heels, I wear pants and sport shoes. She gets crazy over westlife, I get crazy over pikachu. We are so different. So different that we parted and separated and drifted for many years.

She went into secondary school and made friends who are of totally different frequency as me. We aren’t on talking terms, we are driving at different path. I think she kind of hate me because her mother keep comparing.
I forgotten what happen, one day, we got back together. We played together, we listen to songs together. We discussed and talk about our love life relationship. We look for one another to cry our problems. We look for one another to have fun. We look for one another to go out. We got close together.
After thinking all that happened for the last 20 years, I think I need her more than she needs me. I think I am the one who need her help, I am the one who is relying on her. LOL! Every time when something happen, the first person I will think of calling is her. Now that she is not in singapore, I can’t call her already. I wonder who can I call?

4 years. It is a super long period. I wonder, 4 years later, will KWAY still survive? Will we get drifted apart like we used to? Can I still rely on you for advice and help? And of course, will you still help me design and decorate my house for a cheap rate?
4 years later, we will be 24. We will be adults. 4 years later, we might forget how each other looks like. 4 years later, we will grow up to be more independent. 4 years later, we will be degree graduates. We will be coming out to work soon. 4 years later, our dressing will change to cater to our job field. 4 years later, you will be a great architecture! I just wish that this “4 years” can pass really quick.
All the best for this coming 4 years. You better come back after your 4 years. Even if you want to further do your studies there, you better come back and visit everyone and of course, KWAY! You better remember!!!
I miss you tons~

Start of University

I am so tired from all the tutorials. My head is bursting! I have no idea why I am killing so much of my brain cells on the first week of school. Damn!
      .Wednesday, August 12, 2009]]__x
I have no school today. Just started school for one day and following day, no more school. So nice! I am so tired after my first day of waking-up-super-early. Yawn!
Today, I went out and get all my notes printed. Yes! Finally! I spent the whole day, walking here and there to get my notes printed. Damn, some stupid shop print notes so expensive. They are cheating money.
In the end, I went down to sunshine plaza to get my notes printed. OMG! I printed a total of 200 pages (plus plus). Money just flew away~ Sadded! Why do we have to print notes? Why do I have to spend so much to print them?
So when I came home, I start packing my notes and put them to the respective area. My table has transformed from a messy and paper-less place to a empty and notes filled place. Ah! This is the start of university life =(
T Before After Before packing and after packing the area around my table and the table itself. All the food on my table is gone. It is just emptiness.
This is my table now. The basket is filled with tibits. The book rack is filled with notes. Soon, my laptop will be kept away too. =(
      .Thursday, August 13, 2009]]__x
In the morning, I went to jurong point to meet up with my orientation group for lunch. I am so tired. I wanted to stay home and do Item B but sadly, I don’t have time. I attended the lunch because, so many of them are going down and I should go and show face too.
We went to swensens for lunch. They had the 1-for-1 lunch treat. We were laughing and occupying most of the seats during lunch time. As our group is very big, we are separated into two different groups. Overall, the lunch is not bad. Well, we stayed in our own ‘comfortable clique’.
The group photos from the two different tables.
Top right hand corner, anti clockwise: Phyllinda, siying, gerald, damien’s friend, damien, chen yi, anne, wan jing, raymond.
Individual photos from the people of my table.
Food! Hungry hungry! They were saying that the sauce for the seafood lansagna (the one with green soup), looks like baby puke. The waitress heard us saying that and she told wan jing (she ordered that dish), “don’t worry, it is not baby’s puke”. LOL!
After lunch, those from A group went for lecture. Phyllinda and siying joined us as they are having lecture for their additional core at 4.30pm. I am so tired and lazy to go and attend the lecture. However, I have no choice. The lecture lasted from 4.30pm to 6.30pm. I am tired! Save me!!
Chen yi and I took train back. I went to get dinner for drew drew. Mummy and daddy went overseas already. I have to ‘take care’ of the house for 1 week. Damn!
      .Friday, August 14, 2009]]__x
Yawn. Another day of early lecture. Chen yi came and fetch me to school. The thing is, if I take train for 8.30am lesson, I leave house at 6.15am and I reach school at around 8.15am. I will just proceed to lecture theatre and attend my lecture. However, when chen yi is driving, I still leave house at 6.15am and I reach school at around 7. 15am. Don’t ask me why I leave house so early, chen yi says that his dad ask him to leave house early in case of jam.
Oh well, I reach school at around 7.15am. Then we went to wan jing’s hall and waited for her. She just woke up when we are already outside ntu. Chen yi and I were sitting there waiting for wan jing to come. At around 7.30am, she came and we head down to canteen b for breakfast. Oh, we need to kill time.
After breakfast, we went for lecture. Yawn. We had 2 hours of lecture straight. In the morning, we had chemistry lecture. After which, we had computing. OMG! Finally a module that I don’t need to listen and I know what is going on. I really regret not going JC. It is like, those in JC, they don’t need to listen what the lecturers are talking and they know what is going on. I am listening and yet, I have totally no idea what in the world is going on.
Ok, enough of whining. After lecture, we went for lunch at canteen a. Then we got nothing to do, so we decided to go to georgina’s hall (aircon!) We went to her hall and her room is super cozy. I love her roomie’s bedsheet, powerpuff girls. All of us are dropping dead in her room. We are so tired. We feel like skipping the maths lecture at 2.30pm.
In the end, we still went for lecture. I slept during the last 5 minutes of lecture. After lecture, chen yi fetch georgina, gidman and myself to toa payoh. From his place, I walk home. I am so tired. OMG! I still have tons of tutorial to do. I need to stay awake.
When I reach home, I went for Item B. After Item B, I came home and went out to get dinner for the family. After meal, I went to throw away the rubbish. I kept going in and out of the house. I hardly rest. Tired + tired!
      .Saturday, August 15, 2009]]__x
I went to ntuc to get milk. OMG! I am getting so aunty. In the afternoon, I was napping and then I woke up and start doing my tutorial. Then I went to my sister’s house to get my notes printed. After printing, I came home and went to meet up with my sister. We are going to the hospital to visit ah ma. Ah ma is staying in the ICU now =(
When I went there, I saw so many people in the ICU with so many tubes on them. I felt so sad. I don’t know why. I saw ah ma sleeping in the ICU cubical. Her blood pressure is super high, so is her heart beat rate. I felt so sad that ah ma has to suffer so much at such age. I wish she can get well real soon. On the brighter side, ah ma has got better. At least she recognise people now. Last week, she doesn’t even recognise anyone. I did not wake her up as she is sleeping.
We came down and saw my aunts. They were telling us that we should wake ah ma up and ask her if she know who we are. We should talk to her. Ok, I don’t know that. I really wish ah ma can get out of ICU real soon.
I start doing tutorial again. I seriously have no idea what is going on. I can only do computing. The rest is like alien to me. I tried asking chen yi about economics. He told me to look for the marginal gradient. I have totally no idea what is marginal gradient. On my paper for economics, I only wrote “1.” which is the question number. How great.
      .Sunday, August 16, 2009]]__x
Tutorial is like torture. I don’t understand why I am chionging tutorial. It is all because of the tiong tiongs. If not for them, I won’t be chionging tutorial. I don’t want my university life to be chionging tutorial and tutorial. I hate tutorial. I am starting to hate studying when it is only first week of school.
Next week is another week. I wish there is nothing called weekdays. I wish it is forever weekend. I am still not adapting to school life. You can’t blame me, I have been enjoying at home, nua-ing and going out for the past nearly 6 months. And suddenly, I am told to go school everyday from early morning 6+ am to evening 6+ pm. Everyday, by the time I reach home is already 5+, or even later. My lesson is 8.30am or 9.30am everyday. That means, I have to leave house at either 6.15am or 7.15am. Which is like torture!! =(
Tell me that I am dreaming and wake me up from my nightmare =(

National Day & First Day of University

Today is my first day of school! Nobody likes school, what more about going school after 5 months. Every lecture is like sleeping session for me.
      .Sunday, August 09, 2009]]__x
Happy birthday singapore! It is her 44th birthday! I went out in the afternoon. And I went down to raffles place. It is like a long time since I went there. And it is my first time going over there to experience national day. I always wanted to experience national day and I finally get to =)
I saw the fireworks and floating balloon. I was ‘camping’ there while waiting for fireworks. My camera actually died on me. Damn! My camera is screwed! I want to get a new camera. I am just saying. Below are the photos. Let the photos do the talking.
The view from the place I am at.
Floating balloons!
Many many boats.
The chinok (how you spell that?) that fly pass. Look at the water!
Lighted balloons.
Last but not least, the beautiful fireworks!
      .Monday, August 10, 2009]]__x
I spent the whole day at home packing my table, my cupboard and my accumulated items by the chair. I spent the whole day ok! So it shows how much things I have to clean. It is like killing me. OMG!
I was bored, so I decided to go and play with xiao pang and kaitlyn. I started playing with kaitlyn’s hair. Wheee!
Don’t she look cute? She look like some xiang xia girl. Lol.
      .Tuesday, August 11, 2009]]__x
It is the first day of school. I woke up specially at 5.45am. Then I started washing up and head to school at 6.25am. I slept all the way from toa payoh down to jurong east. Yawn! I am sleepy. After which, I squeeze my way into the train going towards boon lay.
When I reach the interchange, I went to take the bus. OMG! There are so many people. I queue up and got up the bus. I am so sleepy.
I got lost! I got down the wrong bus stop. So in the end, I walk aimlessly around and finally reach my venue. I spent quite some time walking from the ‘wrong’ bus stop to lkc. Luckily, I found my way and still reach the lt early.
In the lecture, I saw cynthia and friends. So I end up sitting with them. Then I was told that georgina is having the same lecture. So after lecture, we met up and headed to get our matriculation card. As we are heading different way, we parted.
After getting my matriculation card, I went to get my notes. Ah, it is heavy. After which, I head down to jurong point. I went to had breakfast and start sorting out my notes. Not knowing what to do, I went to catch a movie at 11.30am. I went to watch up! It is super nice and funny! I almost cried at many parts. Super touching. Aw~
I went to meet up with chen yi after the movie. Then we head down to school. I accompanied him to get his notes. Then we wanted to get his matriculation card but the queue was super long so we went to attend lecture. There are only 6 people from A group. So the 6 of us met up and head down to lecture.
I saw irene and clique at the lecture theatre too. We are sitting at different ends. After lecture, the girls (wan jing, georgina and myself) accompanied and bring the guys (chen yi, siyu and gidman) to get their matriculation card.
After getting the card, we headed back home/hall. Siyu, chen yi and I accompanied wan jing to take 199. Then we took train back. The train is super packed. I can hardly breathe. When we reach toa payoh, I went to popular to get fool scape paper. I went home after which.
I am super hungry just now and I don’t know why. My tummy is calling for food! I think I killed too much cells and time. Ok, I was stoning throughout the lectures. I am not listening at all. I feel that I wasted my time in lecture. I need to start to pay attention. Else I will be behind time. Ok, I am way behind time compared to those JC students.
Ok, I am feeling super stressful. I need to buck up. I guess I need to study my lecture notes already. I have totally no idea what in the world they are saying in the tutorial. Damn!
No school tomorrow!! =)

Kaiden's Pre-School NDP

Whoo! I finally uploaded the photos I took yesterday at xiao pang’s pre-school celebration. Ah, what a cute nephew I have. LOL!
These are some photos which I kop from sister’s camera. Xiao pang is so cute.
The kids sitting on the pink mat. That is their teacher, teacher may. They are doing some “where is the national flag” thingy.
Sing-a-long session. They are singing the song “we are singapore”. It is always that song. I don’t know why. Everyone is in red!! =)
Refreshments time. It is potluck so the parents brought food down. Yummy yummy food.
After lesson, we went to the office. Xiao pang is there playing with the computer while sister’s mother in law went to sign up for some course.
Featuring xiao pang! He and his normal ‘lost’ face.
It is makan time! Xiao pang just loves to eat.
Poor xiao pang being tortured. Xiao pang’s tummy is so big. LOL!
Last but not least, a cute lovely photo of them! But that lady in black and white is damn extra -.- Haha

NTU Orientation

School is starting soon. Please, tell me that I am dreaming, I am still living in the month of july. I am still sleeping in late, waking up late. I am not following any time schedule! I don’t want to follow any either.
I am damn busy this week. Boohoo =(
      .Thursday, July 30, 2009]]__x
I went out and watch harry potter with drew drew and anna. We went down to bishan for movie. The movie is not nice. Nothing interesting nor exciting. However, I got scared. Nachos almost start flying in the cinema. LOL!
After movie, we wanted to head home. Then, we saw 3 malay guys wearing black and jeans walking around the multi storey carpark. They are looking at the cars parked there. They are looking inside the car, not outside. And they are looking damn suspiciously. I took a photo of them but it is too blur.
We wanted to go and inform the security. In the end, there isn’t any security. So we just forget it and head home. Tired!
      .Friday, July 31, 2009]]__x
It is the day to do our online matriculation. After matriculating, I am officially a student of ntu. Damn, I am nervous and worried.
Early morning, I came online and a group of us started group conferencing in msn. Then we started doing our timetable. Shucks! All those who are in A are of different tutorial group. Sadly, I am from A. Sian! Am I so bad luck? I go for camp, intending to find some company. In the end, nobody from environmental engineering. Hoping someone will be in the same tutorial class for year 1, in the end don’t have again -.-
Ok, my timetable sucks! I have long hour break. I have 4 hours break, 3 hours break. Damn! I wonder what I can do? I have to do homework, homework and more homework. I don’t want to be a mugger =x Haha!
Anne's Timetable
I don’t like my timetable at all! I hate the long hour breaks. And I don’t like my exam timing. I have this paper on 19th november until 7.30pm. And the following day, I am having paper at 9am. How to study? I spend 2 hours going school and 2 hours going home. =(
      .Saturday, August 01, 2009]]__x
NDP Fireworks
Oh! Fireworks!!
      .Sunday, August 02, 2009]]__x
I went out today! I accompanied js down to pasir ris for her friend’s bbq. Before going down to pasir ris, we went to douby ghaut to get her friend’s present. We went to have our lunch at xin wang and then took bus down to pasir ris.
The bus ride was super long. So when we reach somewhere, we decided to change to cab. We met up with her other friends and then wanted to go down pasir ris together. In the end, we took the wrong bus, and twist and turn. We reach there at 7 plus pm. We did not stay long. I admit I was damn bored.
We took bus back to toa payoh. Then jo called me. After he called, uncle called. They are going field camp this week. Hope they are ok and take extra care.
      .Monday, August 03, 2009]]__x
I stayed at home. I wonder what did I do. I can’t remember. OMG!
      .Tuesday, August 04, 2009]]__x
I had QET today. Early morning, I left house at 7.05am. I went to take the 7.15am 235. Then I took the 7.22am train down to boon lay. Yawn! I wanted to sleep on the train but I am too scared and nervous. Stupidly, I reach ntu damn early. I went to get breakfast from yakun. Yummy!
I took 179 down to ntu. I reach ntu, look at the map and I wanted to proceed to the exam hall. I saw yew huat’s friend and we walk around together. In the end, we are at different exam hall. So yew huat’s friend and her friend accompanied me to look for my exam venue.
While looking for the exam venue, there is a girl who asked us for directions. So we went together. The girl is called hui yun. After we found the place, yew huat’s friend and her friend left and headed back to their exam venue. Hui yun and I started talking. She is from tpjc. And the thing is, she went for insinyur but we have no idea seeing each other before.
We went for the paper, after the paper, we left together. We went to take the bus and train together. I took down to jurong east and took red line back. I wanted to sleep throughout the train ride. In the end, I was busy sms-ing my orientation friends about the orientation day tomorrow. See, I am soo poor thing!
I came home and doze off. In the evening, I went for Item B again. It had been a long time since I did my items. I need to brush up up up! After Item B, I went out for dinner with my parents and drew drew. It had been a long time since we went out together for dinner.
      .Wednesday, August 05, 2009]]__x
In the morning, I went to meet up with chen yi at toa payoh interchange. We took train down to boon lay to meet up with the rest. Throughout the train ride, we were talking and talking. We reach boon lay early, so we went to jurong point to walk around. In the end, many shops were closed.
We went to meet up with the rest, waiting and crapping. When chen yi and I reach there, we saw phyllinda and gidman there already. Then si ying came. Not long after si ying come, kian wee came with his friend, alvin. Soon, raymond came with his friend, gerald. Then si yu came. After that, wei wei came with his friend (I forgotten his name). Lastly, melissa.
While waiting for all of them to reach, I saw jp. She was waiting for irene and clique. I did not know they are coming down too until early morning at 8+, irene message me. Ah! I feel so bad! It is like I got new friends, forget the old friends. Damn!
We went to take bus down to ntu. We did not get lost! I remember the path down to nanyang auditorium. Yay! We went for the talk. When we first get in, we wanted to leave already. Their main purpose is the goodie bag.

We had this lightening up ceremony. The light marks the start of our path in ntu. I find the deans so cute. I mean their hats. They wear this super cute hat together with their gown. Their gown are way better and nicer than the one we are given to wear.
OD Nanyang Auditorium
Group photo (clockwise, top left corner): gidman, siyu, anne, lihui, melissa, raymond, gerald, chen yi, si ying, phyllinda.
Half of my orientation group mates. Look at us and our so-called graduation gown. It is not nice at all. I prefer wearing the one from ngee ann. At least it is cleaner, smell nicer, more comfortable. LOL!

After the first session, we had refreshments. Look at the number of people present. It is like food fair. We are there eating and testing the food. All I can see is people, people and more people!
After food, we decided to skip the rest of the talk. So we went down to jurong point. Even before school start, we already pon talks. What more when school start? Before heading down to jurong point, we walk to the student admin office. Some of them want to get their student card. We had a long long long walk. Yawn!
Group photo (clockwise, bottom left corner): raymond, vivian, gerald, lihui, phyllinda, siying, anne, siyu, gidman, chen yi.
We went down to swensens for ice cream. We crap and talk some nonsense there. I don’t even remember much. We kept laughing and laughing. The ice cream is nice. I love ice cream! Whooo~ After food, we headed home. Phyllinda, siyu, chen yi and I change train at jurong east. I am so tired!! =x
      .Thursday, August 06, 2009]]__x
I woke up at 10 plus am. I went out with bff and jp today. Bff came and fetch me at 1pm. Ok, I am so dark! We went down to orchard lido. We went to this teo chew restaurant for lunch. Yummy! The food is nice. As usual, egg tart!! =)

Food food! We ordered so much food. Amazingly, we finish the food. I still love egg tart. After food, we went for movie. Before the movie, we start zi lian-ing.

For some reason, they are complaining that their photos doesn’t appear in my blog. They kept complaining that I got darker. Damn, I want to get fair. I don’t want to be blackie. Looking at the photos, I look damn dark. I need some indoor for weeks!
By the time we finish zi lian, we reach the cinema. We went to watch The Hangover. The movie is funny and quite vulgar. After movie, we went to ion. It is my first time walking there.

These picture of ion are taken from shaw. I find nothing interesting about orchard ion. It seems to be just any other ordinary shopping centre. We went walking around in ion. I find nothing interesting. Food are more expensive there. Everything is expensive there.
The whole place is so messy. There are so many escalator. The floor are dirty too. So much empty spaces. I think ion isn’t that big after all. It is somewhat like hereen, a empty hole in the middle. No, it is not empty, it is filled with escalator. You just take escalator up, up and up. High end? Nothing interesting.
Ok, after walking around aimlessly, we went back. I went down to toa payoh interchange. I met up with js. We went to have dinner together. I wanted to return js some stuff. After returning, we headed home. Yawn! Did the photos and finally update my facebook! Whee!!!
      .Friday, August 07, 2009]]__x
Today morning, I went out and meet up with anna. I accompanied her and brought kaitlyn and xiao pang to school. They are celebrating national day today. I accompanied xiao pang for his school celebration. Like every other year, the celebration are the same few things. Xiao pang is busy crying while I take photos.
Half way through refreshments, sister left and went to bring kaitlyn. I continue staying there with her mother in law. After lesson, we went to the office to wait for sister to come. Soon, sister came with kaitlyn. We went back after their lessons.
Drew drew came down for lunch at sister place. We ordered kfc. Yummy! After food, in the afternoon, drew drew and I came home. I am damn tired! I want to sleep. I was nua-ing on the sofa. I am half dead! LOL!
I went out to meet wq. We went for dinner at koufu. I wanted to eat bo-bo-cha-cha. In the end, I got scammed! Damn! After food, we went to popular. I wanted to look for something to put my notes. I think wq got so irritated by me. I am complaining this and that, I don’t want my papers to turn out like vegetables and I want something which I can flip the pages easily. It is so hard to find something!
In the afternoon, I was talking to cailin and chen yi about notes stuff. Suddenly, I miss my times in np. I don’t need to worry about notes. I don’t need to worry which set of notes is sold at the photocopy shop and which is not. I don’t need to worry about first week of school because it is introduction lesson. a group of us will just go and queue and get the notes together.
And in university, some of the notes is sold at the library, some is not. And when you go and get your notes, you are given one thick stack of papers. Your notes aren’t binded. You have to find a way to get your notes together yourself. For the first week of school, lesson will start, they will start lecture and teaching. We will not get our notes together because we are getting different set of notes. I don’t have a ‘classmate’ yet.
I am getting so sian of school start. Everything needs to be done. Everything is not done for me. I am feeling damn sian and irritated with it. I am so not looking forward to school. I hate school. I don’t want to start school at all. I hate my timetable. I hate notes. I hate cleaning my table for school start. I hate getting stationary for school. I hate waking up early everyday. I just hate everything that is coming.
Help me get a mood change please.