Shucks! I receive a lot more junk mail in my mailbox. If I were to accumulate the amount of money via the junk mail, I'd be the next Bill Gate already. Shucks~! Why aren't them true? I want to earn money. Money is what I wanted now.
Why? If I have enough money, next time when I go dating, I need not worry about spending so much money already. I can get what I want. I can go as many places as I want. And I can take Singapore Flyer in the morning and night. I can sit on the DHL hot air balloon.
Ok, if you realise, I have a nuffnang advertisement. Which means, for every person who come to my blog, I get money!! So ask your friend, friend's friend, friend's friend's friend and go on, to come to my blog! Oh yes, yesterday alone i got 45 different people who visited my blog. Amazing! However, my tag board only have 1~3 people tagging. Shucks!
And from 12am until now, there are a total of 10 different viewers. And out of the 10 viewers, there is one from US and the rest from Singapore. Wow! I have US reader. Or maybe by coincidence, he came to my blog. LOL!
I want to earn money. Now that I don't have commitment, I want to earn a lot of money. Well, that is the only thing I can do now. Have fun, enjoy single hood, enjoy the feeling of an lian someone. Haha! At least now, I can go dating with any guys. LOL! Provided there is a guy who ask me out. (though I only hope one guy will do so)
Why did I wake up so early today? I was sleeping, then I had this very nice dream. And of course, nice dream will make me wake up crying. Well, I'm ok people. All of you need not worry about me. I am perfectly ok. Well, now that I cannot see him, I can only dream of him. Isn't that prefect too? Hehe!
He is damn idiot. Yesterday I message him regarding the phone bill he is going to experience. Well, he went overseas and then called and message using the phone, so the bill is going to be BOOM! I suggested to pay part of it because the high bill is partially because of me too. And that idiot did not reply my message. Fine~ Idiot!
anne, you know it's not the end of the world right?
always look forward to the day,
when you can be yourself again.
i trust that you can do it.
and i know you won't let me down.
better days ahead!
take care girl! be strong yoextract from grace's blog;
Grace, I know that losing a guy is not the end of the world. I have been out of love a couple of times. LOL! I will always look forward to the day!! The day where Anne stand up and be strong like she has always been. I will not let you down. I will not those who are worried about me down.
Oh yes, remember last year, I went Vietnam for community service? I saw this kid coming online and yes, Tracy! She is my favourite girl at Vietnam, Hue. It had been a long time since I last talk to her. So we chatted.
She already started working already. In Vietnam, when you reach the age of 18, you can get boyfriend, get married, out of parents control, finish school, start working. Wow! All are the things that happen to our 21st birthday. Yes, she is working now already.
She is currently working as a supervisor in a restaurant in Hanoi. WOW!! So powerful. Young age and a supervisor. She must be so clever. Well, all along I think she is very clever and pretty. I like to hang around with her a lot. She is very knowledgeable.
Last year when I talk to her, she had a Singapore boyfriend. Her boyfriend was from the group of students who went there before mine. He is from Ngee Ann Poly too. She loves him and he loves her.
This time when I'm talking to her, she told me that her boyfriend is from Vietnam. She said that she knows the guy in Singapore loves her however, Singapore is VERY far! So yes, they broke off. And this time, her boyfriend is from Hanoi and yes, this year, the students from Ngee Ann Poly went to Hanoi and her boyfriend knows them. So coincident!!
Well, currently Ngee Ann have no intention to send students to the shelter which I went. So sad!! I miss them so much. I miss the times together with them and playing with them. They are all so guai and cute. I still remember a boy, same age as me, his name is Hung. Well, the shelter have 2 levels. The upper level is for the boys.
So when he was upstairs, he shouted for me and confess! Oh no!! He said, "Anne, I like you a lot. You must write to me ok?" Starting I was blur because the whole place was very noisy. Then he repeated and repeated. LOL! So cute! And I only talk to him for the first day and he confess already. So cute. Even though in the end I did not write to them because of time.
Just now, I was talking to Wan Sin and then, I told her that I'm out of love.
(8:33 AM) anne__+ There is: i si lian leI know that I can count on my darlings~ hehe! Darling Wan Sin, ai si ni le!! haha!! Well, all this does remind me about him. However, I'm not sad. I find it very happy thinking back on what happened. Relax, Anne is ok. =D
(8:33 AM) anne__+ There is: ~~
(8:33 AM) I need the best: why?
(8:33 AM) anne__+ There is: tat idiot don wan me
(8:33 AM) anne__+ There is: =x
(8:36 AM) I need the best: nvm
(8:36 AM) anne__+ There is: i know u want me rite
(8:36 AM) anne__+ There is: lol
(8:37 AM) I need the best: hahaha
(8:37 AM) I need the best: ya la ya la.
(8:37 AM) I need the best: heeheeconversation between wan sin and i;
Last time, he will always say that I have many wai yu. I have tons of darling and dears~ He will always get so jealous and start joking with me. In return, I'd joke him too. However, our wai yu are always same gender. For him, the 5 wai yu that I concluded were all guys. As for me, the couple of wai yu that he concluded were girls. Haha!
Everytime I talk to my ex, he will so damn jealous. And then, he will start throwing temper. And sometimes, I purposely make him jealous. His reaction is ubber cute!! It is like a small boy throwing temper. When he is jealous, I can never fail to laugh within me. Too cute already.
Whenever I say that I want to go some place, he will never fail to bring me. He will always try his best to bring to to places where I want to go. He always try to give me what I want. And when someone else fulfil my wish list, he will start to emo at one corner. Well, sometimes I find it unreasonable, yet I'd try to talk to him about it.
Whenever he flare up and throw temper at me without noticing about his bad mood, I will throw temper back at him. However, whenever he tells me sorry, and the reason he threw temper at me, I will cool down already. However, I will want to poke him for some time and let him worry. Geees~
I love to see him pout. He is so cute. The first time I see him pout and I made a huge commotion about it. He was so embarass and I find it so cute. So everytime I will try to catch him pouting. Haha! I will remember that cute face =x
Actually, I do miss him a lot. Hope he is doing well too.
Whatever happen, is already past. Now, all I have is the happy memories of him. The sad one? I am forgetting it. Anne is very forgetful. She will forget things fast. However, it is up to her to choose if she wants to forget it or not. I don't wish to forget the happy moments with him =D
P.S. people, I can do that right? It is ok one right?
Well, I told him that we will be friends. Even so, I told him that I'd delete him on MSN, stop messaging him or call him first. Well, that is the least I can do. I don't want to be the one looking for him and making myself so desperate. I will wait patiently. Someday, the feeling will fade away.
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah!!
That someday will come =D
Looking forward to whatever is going to happen in future.
missing u;