My Life, My Blog

Whee~ making my post during my attachment time. Whee~

[Saturday, March 8, 2008]
I was out since morning. I went out and had a whole lot of fun. Who did I go out with? I went out with a couple of friends of mine. We were just playing and hovering around. I had dinner and we chit chatted and then, we went back home.

It is a long day out and I am all worn out when I reach home. I tried making mango pudding, not using the pudding but totally with mangoes. I failed. The pudding did not turn out well and bouncy. It was still liquid. I drank the liquid and it is yummy! It is filled with mango taste. Hmmm~

I give away my "first time" today. Don't think dirty or what. LOL! I am seriously not going to tell others what is my "first time" which I had given away. It is for me to know and for you to find out. Whee~

[Sunday, March 9, 2008]
Early morning, I woke up fine and was about to have fun. Then, I realise that I am having my period today! It is a Sunday and I thought that I can have fun FINALLY and I had my period. I was suffering from severe cramps and I had to lie on bed.

My brother knew that I was feeling unwell, not knowing why, I did not entertain him either, so when my sister wanted to feed Kaeden, my brother gave up his room so I can rest in daddy's room.

That is so nice of my brother. I love you kor~

I fall asleep at 12+ pm. And by the time I woke up, it is 2.06pm. At that time, I felt so sad and my emotion started to stir. I was late, late by a few seconds. I did not expect myself to be late by just few seconds. I felt so dejected and tears roll down unknowingly.

I hate cramps! I hate painkillers! I hate sleeping! It is all their fault which made me missed something. I am so sad! I want to kill someone!!

Then in the night, I played with Kaitlyn and had to type my weekly report. A friend of mine called me to talk about his A levels. He is unhappy with his A level result. I tried to help him by consoling him. It was no use. I really hope he can find the way he wanted. I hope that he can get what he wants.

After that, another friend of mine (I know I have many friends~ LOL!) called me and told me a shocking news. I tried to help him. I told him what he can do about it, what he can say and all. We were hopping that things will not turn out so worst. We talk quite long and look for all the means we can.

Then, another friend of mine called me to have a slight chat. We chatted for awhile and then, I went to sleep. I was tired. My friend was bored and sorry that I cannot entertain you long because I am having work the following day. Sorry.

Now that I realise, I have many "friends of mine". LOL!

[Monday, March 10, 2008]
I am so bored. I have nothing to do seriously. I had been reading and reading for the past week.

My supervisor and Jun Long's supervisor bought us to have lunch as "welcoming" lunch. We went to a particular cafe at NUS and the food was super! It is so nice. I will visit it again. I had chicken pasta and the sauce is yummy~

For the whole of today, I had been listening to MP3. I wanted to listen to the horoscope thing on Yes 933. However, they just change their timing this week. So yes, I am spamming music. Seriously, my MP3 battery is going to die soon.

After work, I meet up with Joseph and we went home together. I saw Yew Huat on the bus. It was totally a coincidence. I did not know that he work in NUS either. LOL!

When we reach Toa Payoh, we took 235 home together. On the bus we saw Pei Yu. Well, we are of different class so we are not really close. We chat a little and then, I got down the bus and went home.

Mummy did not cook and that means, I had to eat cup noodle for dinner. Sweet~ I was watching television and eating cup noodle at the same time. Then I went to type my weekly report which I had yet to submit.

Updates on one of my friend's matter. Well, it is a serious case and I thought it will turn out fine. However, neither did I expect the outcome is like that. All I can do now is hope his/her appeal will pass and need not suffer from such torture. That punishment is really too harsh. I hope the school can do something about it.

[Tuesday, March 11, 2008]
This morning, I came school with Joseph. I left house late because of tummy ache. I was camping in the toilet for the WHOLE morning. I had to leave house late. Then, I met up with Joseph as he is going at that time too. We were waiting for bus and yes, 151e came and we had no choice but to take it.

We were talking on the bus when we said that we wanted to sleep. We chatted until I reach my stop and I get down. I thought I will be late, however, I was early and I still can get coffee. LOL!

I had been chit chatting on the phone with Joseph and Jeremy today to pass my time. I had lunch with Cheng Qian and Jolene and of course, Jun Long. After which, Jun Long and I had to go back to NUS in the rain. We did not have umbrella and it was raining quite heavily.

Now, I am so bored. I want to sleep so much. My MP3 had been accompanying me since last week and I kept listening to MP3. Well, my supervisor don't care either. So yes, I am stuck with my MP3 for days. Jun Long is playing game as usual. LOL!

Soon, I am going to go home soon. I wonder how are my friends doing? I wanted to plan a mini gathering for my poly friends, however there are people who cannot and thus, I give up. I will think of another day which can accomodate everyone. LOL!!

Good Friday!! Looking forward to it because we have no work. I need not attend work. Whee~

This friday, 14th March, I am going to get my results. I am utterly nervous. I am scared I did not do well for my exams and thus pulling my overall GPA down. Seriously all I can do now is hug buddha's leg. I am going to hug it to sleep for these few nights. LOL!

Oh yes, I had a very deep secret which not many people know. I am scared to let people know too. I am scared of how people will look at it. I am very scared. Is it normal or is it because I am abnormal?

Ok, out of the point!! I have finally decide what I want to do with my heart and my feelings. I felt so nice having to choose that choice and yes, those that I have told them about it knows that. After reading my post on the boy asking the teacher what is true love, I have come to a conclusion myself.

I decided that I will not turn back and pick up the grass which I had already abandon. Well, regardless how I find, the grass will forever never be found. Even if it is found, it will never be the same for it had gone through rain and shine and now, it became "stranger" to me.

I will look forward move on in the field and not turn back. Once I find a good grass, I am going to keep it save and fine. Nobody is perfect, I am not perfect either. If the grass is now in my shoes chosen me, I should be glad that I am chosen.

I do not know when I will pick another grass and when I will go back to my "teacher" (which are my friends) and show them the grass I pick. I shall just walk on and when I think it is time to head back, I will announce to all. So stay tune =D

Ok, here comes my supervisor. LOL! Time to act hardworking. Blink blink *.*