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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY! :)

It is the last day of June! This June, really past fast~ Unknowingly, in another months' time, it is August already. So fast, I am going back to NP already. Ahh~ I miss DSO, miss going work late and nobody cares~ I miss DSO so much! Maybe because I slacked too much. Haha!

No more going home early and reaching work late. No more slacking and sleeping in the student room to 3pm. No more going to the toilet to sleep and of course, no more day dreaming for nearly 1 hour in the toilet.

For the whole of today, I am slacking once again. I am forever slacking. Please, can you do something? LOL! I am reading Fated to Love You episode 16 online again. This is what I am doing every Monday morning! Fated to Love You!

Kok Yong (Jun Long's supervisor) says that he is going to make Jun Long and I do a presentation to the people in the lab and some higher post people. Oh no oh no! That totally sucks! I am so going to faint! I hate presentation!

He says that tentative date is 7 August! Oh no! Then he says that we can do clearance at DSO@Kent Ridge on 6 August and clearance at DSO@Science Park on 8 August. See, everything is planned nicely.

Oh oh~ I was super emo this morning. I have no idea. So after work, I went to get ice cream. Those $1 ice cream. Yes, I got myself an ice cream and after eating, indeed, I feel better.

I went to the library to look for a book. Well, 21: The Movie is from a novel, real story. So I wanted to look for the novel. In the end, it is on loan~ Sadded! I shall wait for the novel to be vacant.

I want to watch 21: The Movie and Get Smart. Grr~ Never mind, I shall wait for it to be out online. Or maybe it is even out just that I did not go and look for it. Ai~ Never mind, I am lazy too.

In the night, I got high at home. I was spamming Y.M.C.A and then my brother was saying that the song is cute. So I started singing and singing. And of course, I did the Y.M.C.A dance move. LOL! My brother then says that he have a retard sister~

Then Kenneth, my cousin, came and talk to me, asking me about my PM (which was, "my brother has a retard younger sister"). SO I explained to him and at the same time, was super high. Then Kenneth said he have a retard cousin.

That explains my current PM; my brother have a retard younger sister & my younger cousin have a retard older cousin..

its fun to stay at the... YMCA~~

Anne is on emo-ing mood today!
I have no idea why either~

I want to eat ice cream!!
Ice cream is my cure of emo.
Ok, for at least, eating ice cream will make me feel better.
Ice cream~

I want to watch movie.
This is nothing to do with being emo~
I want to watch "21: The movie" and "Get Smart".
But~
No $$ and no xxxx. (xxxx represents something, dont wish to mention that something)

I have no idea what is going on~
No idea no idea!

5 more weeks in DSO.
I miss DSO so much!
I am leaving DSO soon.
So soon that I do not want.
So soooonnn..
-adding on to my emo-

Going back to school
I do not want to go back.
Many factors involved.
Stress, exams, common test, conflicts, project..
I had been having stress-less life in DSO and now.
I am scared..
-adding on to my emo-

CAEM3
Should I retake?
Can I handle CAEM3?
It is rather taxing but am I going to take it?
-adding on to my emo-

Final report
Have to hand in soon.
Need to rush and brush my English again.
Headache~
-adding on to my emo-

Double presentation
Need to present at DSO and in school.
DSO - people from the lab and some upper ones.
School - review panel.
I sucks big time with presentation.
Formal presentation~
Tons of Q&A.
-adding on to my emo-

Doubting myself again
Did it even happen before?
Am I trying to an wei myself with all those own mentality of mine?
Also known as zhi wo an wei.
-adding on to my emo-

"Guess & Guess" again.
Why am I doing that again?
Stirring and stirring..
No idea what is the situation like~
-adding on to my emo-

NDP Show
I am excited about it.
But still, worried something might pop out~
I know I am worrying for nothing.
Just scared might do something wrong.
-adding on to my emo-

Everything is adding on to my emo-ness~ Ai ai ai!

I am back from going out just now~ Yawn! I realise that I am always sleepy! Grrr! :slap slap:

I slept at 11pm yesterday. It is the earliest time that I sleep for these weeks. For the past 2 weeks, I had been sleeping at nearly 12am. Whoo! I am derive of sleep. Yawn~

This morning, I woke up at nearly 11am. See, I slept for nearly 12 hours! I am such a pig can! It had been AGES since I slept so long. I had been sleeping at 12am and waking up at 6.30am everyday. Finally~ LONG sleep~~

I woke up and then watch my drama on Channel 8, 名扬花鼓. Whoo! It is getting interesting. I had not watch if for like 2 weeks already! One of the week is due to NDP Car washing and the other is because I went to look at phones at Suntec City with Yong Hui, Anna and Kaitlyn.

Then I went to bathe. My niece, Kaitlyn, was disturbing me while I decide on what to wear. I took this particular top and asked her if it is nice. She actually said "Nice, yi yi, you wear when I get marry ok." And I said ok~ LOL!

After bathing, I had my lunch. And of course, I did fed my niece a little during lunch. My niece saw my shirt and said "yi yi, why you wear this? I am not getting married, you wear when I get married." -.- I have no idea what to say to her. Haha!

I left house at nearly 1.20pm as I am meeting Justin at Toa Payoh interchange at 2pm. Neither did I expect the bus to come so fast. So yes, I reach the interchange rather early. So I stood there and waited for Justin to come.

He is SUPER punctual, he really reach at 2pm. Super duper punctual! LOL! Then we went to get a drink and headed down to Toa Payoh Safra. Thanks to him being lazy, we took bus, 2 stops and walk down to Safra. He handed in his form and then we headed back to the interchange and went to Orchard.

I wanted to go Robinsons Centrepoint. It had been ages since I been there. The other time, I wanted to go down when I went to Orchard with Limin, Joseph and Jeremy. In the end, we did not go down Robinsons due to time factor. So this time, I finally get to go down.

We took 143 and got down at somewhere near Hereen and walk to Paragon. We went to buy food and then headed down to Hereen. Then we walk all the way down to Robinsons Centrepoint.

The first person I saw there was Desmond! I remember last time, when I first saw him, it was his DISTINCTIVE durian hairstyle which make me remember him. Up to date, his hairstyle is still so distinctive. Haha!

Then I saw Sandi, we chatted for awhile. She asked me about 'someone'. Ok, I told her what happened and then, she was like saying "you don't look sad." Haha! Then I explained to her. As usual, she is so busy with her brand. She was complaining about the promoter for my brand, BJ Classic.

While waiting for Jessie to come back from her lunch break, I was chatting with Justin. Haha! Not long after, Jessie came, she is super busy. Whenever I come and visit her, she will get so busy. When I did not come, she will get so free~ Grrr!

Ok, as I expected, she did questioned me about somethings. I explained and told her the whole story. Well, she was saying that how she wish she can slap 'someone'. Ok, I wish I had slap 'someone' that time when I see 'someone'. Never mind about it.

Desmond had no idea of how the storyline is, so I believe that Jessie will update him later on. Haha! It is so fun to talk to Jessie and seriously, I miss the times at Robinsons so much. Jessie, Audre and I will gossip and laugh so much. Ah~

Actually, I felt so stress when I had to go up to the ladies shoes department. I was telling Justin that I feel so stress. Well, I guess I had a little phobia of visiting Robinsons some time ago. For some reason, I feel so stress and fearful. Well, now that I have visited Robinsons again, I felt better. U.U

Having to go Robinsons with a guy will never save me from getting "gossiped" and misunderstanding. LOL! **innocent** I tried to explained but they kept emphasizing on the "friends FOR NOW". **shake head**

P.S. Justin, thanks for accompanying me back to Robinsons and wait so long for me to talk finish :)

Then we headed up stairs. I wanted to go to the 'bedsheet' part, the place where Justin works last time. Haha! However, he DIE also do not want to go. So we left Robinsons. Walk around and then we headed for dou hua~ Whee~

We walk all the way to Selegie Road for dou hua. So long did not eat dou hua already. After eating, I bought 3 boxes of dou hua and 2 boxes of grass jelly home. We took 56 back to Toa Payoh and then I took my 235 home while Justin went to take 157 back to Boon Lay.

P.S. Justin, I am supposed to treat you dou hua one......

When I reach home, at about 6.40pm, I got on with the usual things, bathe, eat dinner and watch television program.

At 9.00pm, Justin message me telling me that he got lost! He took a bus from Toa Payoh and he got lost, he is somewhere near the woods. I got super worried for him and called him. It is like we separated for 2 hours and he is still somewhere near the woods, no where home. So I called him and in the end, he is playing a fool with me.

Thanks hur, Mr. Seow Wei Qing Justin! Thanks so much! And I did not even suspect a little. Idiot~ Haha!

Oh yes, Joseph was like telling me yesterday, Justin's full name is Seow Wei Qing Justin and Joseph's full name is Seow Wei Tat Joseph. Whoo! Their name is so similar!! Both have Seow as their surname, Wei as their first word of their chinese name and initial J as their christian name. Whoo! Coincidence!

Speaking of Joseph, I have something to tell him. I totally forgotten to tell him in my previous post yesterday! I totally forgotten about it.

P.S. Joseph, like I said, it is IMPOSSIBLE, NEVER POSSIBLE. Yes, she may xd but he will not one. So, yes, IMPOSSIBLE. For more information about this sentence, PM me :) I will only entertain Joseph when he ask me about this... LOL!

Ok, tomorrow have work again! Another long day! Sian! My MP3 had died on me and now, I am charging it. I totally forgotten to charge. If I were to wait for it to finish charging, it will be like 12am. I want to sleep!!

ZzZzZz~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUBHA! :)

After a LONG rest, I am awake and blogging =D

I did not blog yesterday because I went out with my friends. I love them so so so much! Whoo~

x__[[Friday, June 27, 2008.

Yesterday, I slacked the whole day. I am doing nothing at work. I am slacking and reading forum again! LOL! I suddenly feel so proud of myself because of what I said in the forum. LOL! Let me quote some of the things that I wrote. Ok, it is something which has got to do with relationship.

"Nobody wants to 'bian xin'. when he loves you, he really loves you. however, when he does not love you, he really do not love you. when he loves you, he cannot act as if he does not love you. similarly, when he does not love you, he cannot act as if he loves you."

Well, I totally agree to this. Actually, I read this phrase somewhere online. This I have learnt that it is not 'his' fault in the past. Ok, should I say that it is not THEIR fault. Haha!

After work, in the night, I went down NP to meet up with Justin. I had to take something from him. He is at the convention centre for some event. Ok, it is the first time I see NP blazer. It is heavy!

Justin got me yogurt he bought from his friend. Thanks =D In return, I got him Hello Panda. See, I am one nice girl. Haha!

Then he walk with me to block 8. I am supposed to go up BME centre to do some "visiting". Zhi Yuan told me that they are having presentation, and he have yet to message me about the end of his presentation. Therefore, Justin and I stood at the lobby of block 8 and chat.

I saw Yi Xin. Whoo! It had been a long time since I see her. I saw Xiao Cheng (Mr. Ong) too. I asked him about Visual Basic 2008. See, I am one hardworking girl who cannot forget about her work. LOL! Please, don't puke~

Then, Jermaine and Wen Xiong came from Canteen 2 direction. Ok, they did not recognise me at first. Grrr! And then, the first thing that Jermaine said was to comment about my attire!

I felt super embarrassing!! Jermaine was like saying my fashion sense has improved during the period of attachment. Ai! How can they like that say in front of some other people? I felt super embarrassed! However, I assure them that they will only see me in jeans and polo in school UNLESS I am going out. Haha!!

Wen Xiong is super funny! Haha! He is super crap as usual. Ok, they mistook Justin as my boyfriend. Thanks hur! Justin and my immediate reply was like "never possible". Haha! After explaining to them that Justin is just my FRIEND, Wen Xiong still keep crapping about it. And whenever Wen Xiong mention about "later your boyfriend angry" to me, Jermaine will reply "can you respect people? she already say he is not her boyfriend." Haha! Super funny when Jermaine says that with his exaggerating emphasising on the "CAN YOU". Haha!

This is my course! It will be so bored without Wen Xiong around. Though his mentality is DIRTY to the max, he indeed brought tons of joy to the class. He is going Germany for attachment next semester and I will surely miss him. Haha!

Then I went up to BME centre with Jermaine and Wen Xiong. Justin left and went to do his stuff. Thanks for the company =D

BME centre is still the same old pattern. Go in, so many things there. Then I share my yogurt with Wen Xiong and Jermaine. Nice nice! Then Wan Sin their presentation ended and I saw them! ARH! I miss them SO much! Wan Sin and I got a little gaga when we saw each other. Haha! See, that is us! =D

I saw Xue Zhen and we took a photo. I wanted to take a photo with her to show how different we look now. Haha! She is said to be my 'jie' in poly. Many people mistook the two of us. And of course, now that she rebonded her hair, both our hair are relatively straight. So yes, I want to see if we still look similar.

I miss them so much! And of course, I saw Mr. Chua K.P. and yes! He miss me so much! LOL! Last time, he will always see me and ask me about my best friend (Wan Sin) and now, he sees my best friend and misses me~ Arh~~ Haha!

We did not talk long and then I had to leave for Suntec City. Wan Sin needs to head down to Orchard so we took bus together. We were chatting on the bus and then, once again, I do not know what is wrong with Wan Sin. She is so high.

P.S. Wan Sin, it is NOT/NEVER possible. I repeat, NEVER possible between 'us'.

Wan Sin got down at Tangs Plaza and then I continue taking the bus. I am supposed to meet Joseph, Cailin and Chin Swee at City Hall MRT Station at 6.30pm. When Wan Sin got down at Tangs Plaza, it is already 7.30pm.

Finally, the bus reaches Chijmes and then, I saw many people get down. So I got down too. I forgotten where I am supposed to get down even though Justin did mention to me. Shucks! So when I got down, I am opposite Raffles Shopping Centre. Then I walk from Raffles Shopping Centre to City Hall MRT Station.

I am supposed to go Suntec City Kopitiam to meet them. So I headed from City Hall to Suntec. Well, there are some changes to it. So I am kinda lost when I walk the underpass to Suntec. Last time, it is overhead bridge and now, it is underpass. So aimlessly, I walk around Suntec City.

I only know that I am supposed to go down the escalator. So I saw an escalator going down and I see people going down, I followed. In the end, I reach the carpark. I find it embarrassing if I were to take the escalator up. So I went into the carpark. I walk aimlessly in the carpark, looking for exit.

After twist and turn around the carpark and in Suntec, I reach the Kopitiam! Finally! By then, they already finish eating. So I just gave it a miss.

Then we were discussing where we should go. In the end, we walked aimlessly in Suntec City.

We went to Build-a-Bear!! OH NO!! Super duper cute! I love the bears there! Super cute!! Ahh! But I hope it is bigger so can hug better. Yes! It is so small. I love BIG bears which is huggable. And the bear needs to be soft and not some hard kind. Soft and big! That is the kind I wanted~ But no $$ and all. Forget it.

We roam a long time in Popular. Then we headed to Marina Square. We did not walk a lot and went to the long long stairs. We were chatting there. At 10+, we left Marina and headed home. All of us were tired and we are all dozing off.

Drop dead when I reach home. However, my brother asked me to help him with his report. Damn! In the end, I slept at 2am! Oh oh oh!

My brother slept at nearly 1am and I slept at 2am!! His report and yet, I am sleeping later because of his report. How nice of me.

x__[[Saturday, June 28, 2008.

This morning, I woke up unwillingly for NDP training. It is the last training before the first NE show.

I reach NP and then Justin was saying that he is reaching NP soon, so I met up with him. Then we walk up to LT 45 together. LOL! My scandal, Jolene Sooi, is having CAEM CT so no choice, no scandal to accompany me today.

Today's training, it is all talks talk talks! Then we took group photos too. What more to add? Nothing much.

After the training, I went for lunch with some of G1 members and the two leaders. We went Megabites for lunch. It had been ages since I been there. Last time I will go there with Daryl but when we reaches year 2, we do not go anymore because, he is busy with school and usually we will eat da bao food.

After eating, I went to the library to look for some programming books. Failed! I suddenly realise I am so devoted to work! I can actually still look for programming books on a Saturday! What is wrong man~ What is wrong!

Then I headed home. I took 154 and doze off. Then over stop, as usual, and then took bus back to Jalan Toa Payoh. Then took 143 and then took 235. Doze off on 235 again and the bus went back to interchange! Damn! LOL!

blah blah blah~~

Daryl talked to me. As usual, he is like talking ROUND and ROUND. He said he "heard' that I went out with Jeremy lately. "heard".. I wonder is "heard" or is it "spy". Feel so disgusted when I think of him sending "spy" or "spying" my blog. Ai, never mind. I do not know what I am saying either.

Jeremy called and he told me, he GOT 2 NDP TICKETS!! And the two tickets are under GREEN SECTOR!! What is this?! Why is there so many green sectors people. Everyone who I know that got the tickets are all under Green Sector. LOL! Green Green Green =D

Tomorrow, I am going out with Justin. He have to come Toa Payoh to do something and I am going to accompany him. LOL! After that we are going shopping.

Oh yes, Kenneth and June broke off! Shucks! Super saddening for them. And then, Kah Wai is attached in name now. That means, she is attached but living the life of a single. What is happening?!

What is happening to my KWAY!! I did not hear much from Yern about Jing Jie already.

Suddenly, instead of K(j)W(j)A(-)Y(j), it seems more like K(-)W(-)A(-)Y(-)! Oh no oh no!

~*Yawn*~ sleepy!! Good night!

This is my JIE who I have not seen her for SUPER long. Haha! I don't think we look that alike now already. Haha! Anyways, that is Wan Sin darling's hand.

Cailin and Anne =D This is my beloved Madam and I am her beloved Maria~

Chin Swee and Anne!

Haha! He is my 'laogong' when we were in Secondary 4. We did go through ritual one ok!

P.S. Chin Swee, now I realise, we haven't divorce leh! Haha!!