Finally some time to catch some breathe!
x__[[Tuesday, December 16, 2008.
Well, there is BME committee meeting today. And the response is atrocious. Out of 20 committee members, only 5 turn up. And the reason most of them give is because they did not read their mail. How irritating! For those who had camp and work, I understand. However, for those who did not even read or answer my call, gone case! And for some of them, they read the mail and tell me they are going for meeting. And when I call, they don't pick up my call at all.
Today's meeting is quite long. Well, it lasted for 1 hour odd. I am soo tired! I realise, I hate having meeting. Yes, there are some parts where we will joke and have fun. However, I realise that there are some things which I totally hate. And yes, I am not going to mention it. It just sucks so much having meeting nowadays.
Everything I said was over-written. Seriously, I wonder what post I am in. And I had to do most of the things just because of their I-don't-know-where. Or some are very nice to volunteer but the next thing they will ask is how they are going to transport the things to school. And some nice committee member will say take cab and claim. They seriously do not know how to save the fund and spend MORE on the students.
When I say that I am going to get any things at some where, they don't bother to offer to go together to know the place better. Seriously, some place is really a bargain and all they know is Daiso, Giant, NTUC, Shop & Save and Carrefour. I wonder what other cheaper place do they know to get things.
Irene did not come today. So I had to face the committee alone. And I have to tolerate all crap given by them alone. I am damn tired and yet, they keep giving me crap things. I seriously do not approve of it but still, I don't have any say. I hate that! Though it is said that I have the last say, I guess they don't bother listen. Or should I say, some will just take it as the "final say" when they don't even ask me about anything. Am I transparent or what.
Some people are just concern about their own interest. Don't they understand the purpose of the committee is to SERVE and not put themselves above all student? In simple term, we are just like their servant - trying all means to filful what they want. Everything we do, we need to consider the student's welfare and I guess, they are totally not concern about it.
I just don't like them settling things with the mentality of they are above the students. Everything they do, the committee must be unique. If they want to be so unique. might as well make an uniform for all to wear. It is the same as when during NDP ushering, we wear our uniform and cap. This is our attire and it is there to help others recognise us, student helper, so we can direct them. However, some people just don't think so.
Sometimes, I wonder is it me who thinks too much or is it that they don't care and don't see the problem there. There are some factors there and sometimes, it is just not covered. If no one mentions about it, they will just continue. I really think they think things too simple. They don't draft and layout things. I love things to go in sequence but sadly, they just love the "play be ear" method. I hate all these.
Ok, enough is enough. The more I talk about it, the more angry I will get. Just forget it. I shall just do all the rubbish job and make things nicely done for them. Ok, even if it is not nicely done, they have nothing to say because, they did not do much at all. All they care is their own interest.
Ok, after meeting, I went to shop around toa payoh. There is some pasar malam at toa payoh and I went shopping. I got myself 2 tops =) And afterwhich, I headed home and rest! Tomorrow will be a long day!
x__[[Wednesday, December 17, 2008.
In the morning, I went to bathe and then headed down to ang mo kio hub with drew drew, anna, jonathan and kaitlyn to have a hair cut. Meron was cutting kaitlyn hair. Afterwhich it was my turn. Meron was telling me that kaitlyn is some problem kid, a kid who always ask "why". And I did not do much changes to my hair besides trimming it and cutting my fringe. Haha!
Afterwhich, I headed home with drew drew and got lunch. And during lunch, I was talking to drew drew. Drew drew was asking me about boyfriend girlfriend matter.
Drew drew was like saying daddy don't like all my male friends. Yes, that is something I realise. Besides joseph, daddy always show the very fierce face to my male friends. I wonder why. Then drew drew was saying that it is all because I am too emotional and always cry. So of course, daddy always show the fierce look to my guy friends because they are making me cry =x
Then both of us realise, daddy and mummy is super protective of me and totally hack care-ing drew drew. Drew drew was like saying mummy is super protective of me, cannot go out late, come home late will come down fetch and all. And daddy will always 'question' me about my friends.
Like the other day, daddy saw bff coming to fetch me. And he question drew drew so much that he came and complain to me. And when I reach home, daddy was questioning me for nearly 10 minutes -.- And daddy don't like to see me cry. He always feel that it is someone who bully me that is why I cry. And this is the reason why he don like my male friends. See, I am sooo protected.
And then we talk about the 'partner factor' that we have. And drew drew realise that I actually have very high standard. LOL! We were talking and then I was saying, for a guy to be my partner, he have to be presentable, of certain brainy factor. In a way, he must be knowledgable enough to engage in talks with other people. Well, he cannot make me 'throw face'. Haha!
After talking, I went out and meet up with joseph. I was late as usual. Then we went down to douby ghaut to meet pei ying and cailin. Then we went down to carrefour as I was looking for some drinks to get. And then we went to play basket ball! Super not in form. Haha!
We went to eat at the douby ghaut xhchange and spend nearly 2 hours there. We chatted and chatted until 9 plus pm and headed back home. Yawn! I am so super duper tired! It is really fun meeting them and going out with them. Wonder when is the next time to actually gossip. Mostly it is me doing the talking though.
x__[[Thursday, December 18, 2008.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! :)
In the morning, I leave house damn early to meet up with npy. My stupid pair of shoes spoil. That is my favourite pair and spoil. I am super duper emo! I am super sad! So I went walking around toa payoh looking for another pair of shoes. However, it is hopeless. No shoes that I fancy.
After lunch, npy and I went down to bugis and shop. Npy got himself 2 berms while I got nothing. There is nothing much which caught my eyes. While shopping, we saw michelle chia (xie xun yi), desmond khoo and my hatest joanne peh (bai wei xiu). They were filming some variety show.
At around 3.30pm, I went to meet up with junlong and irene. We headed down to those party shop which was previously at concourse. The things there are seriously cheap! Ok, not very cheap but at least cheaper than NTUC and all. Well, not a single junior is interested in coming along to check things out.
So we shopped for quite long. We spend quite a lot too. I did all the payment and now, I am broke! Haha! I think tomorrow will be quite fun. I think only. I wish it will be fun =)
Then we took bus down to chinatown to put the things at andrew's place. Andrew's place is very big! After meeting up with andrew, we took bus down to douby ghaut for dinner. We went to eat our dinner at long john silver. Along the way, junlong is doing his best job, crapping. Haha!
Then jiaping came from school and we headed into the cinema. We went to watch TWILIGHT. It is a not bad show seriously. However, the ending is like, pathetic to the max! Throughout the movie, I am so worried the vampire will actually bite the girl. In the end, he did not.
The guy is deeply in love with the girl and vice versa. It is very sweet story plot but not much of the 'fantasy and violence'. The male and female lead is not very good looking. From some angle, the male lead is quite good look. Haha! And the ending is like, all of us though the movie is ending already. Then another female appear and we thought something is going to happen. Who knows, after 1 minute or less, the credits appear.
There are another 3 parts to the movie and I wonder will they film into movie. I wish they will. After reading the summary plot of the novel online, I think the next few film will be super interesting and climax! Haha! Though I still find it odd~ Haha!!
After the movie, all of us went down to andrew's place to get the things and then each of us headed home. Thanks to irene who shared the burden of taking half of the things home. Else I think I might drop dead halfway the trip. Haha!
When I reach toa payoh, I went to get tea for anna and then came home and bathe and all. I am soo tired!
I seriously find it odd to go out with irene's clique today. I mean, I am not from their clique anyways. However, it is really fun! And irene is so nice to ask me along. Haha! At least her clique don't 'throw away' their members. Now I realise, I had been clique hopping lately. I think my clique is all on their own already. Oh well, it does not really matter.
Since from I-don't-know-when, they are already in their own world with different frequency and I don't wish to do any more interference. Well, just let them be =) They are better off without me. Haha! I mean, whatever they do, wherever they go, I am not asked or included. In another words, they don't care about me either. I did try to get back into with them but I realise, they are not interested at all. So why bother anymore? I am doing well with my new group of friends too.
I realise, in this new and last semester of mine, as we all come from different group previously, I made many new friends. Some of them are friend who I can pour problems to and some are those who can really make me laugh. And also, I had many closer friends, mainly guys. Haha! And I have learn to do things a little more independently. Last time, I am quite dependent on my clique but like I mention previously, I am not included in their circle anymore. So yes, I am learning.
Friends come and go~
And I know, they are going =
But many more are coming =)
It is BME Christmas party tomorrow and I hope it will be damn fun =) Pray that nothing happen =x