Finally no aem todday! =)
x__[[Tuesday, March 03, 2009.
Today, aem starts at 10am. I sleep in later. Haha! Once again, a period of chiong-ing in school =( I am super duper tired!
Today's lesson is super taxing and lesson ended at around 5.30pm. OMG! That is super late. My brain is 90% dead! ZzZzZzZ
x__[[Wednesday, March 04, 2009.
Aem starts at 9am today again. We had our first quiz today. Third day of lesson and we have quiz already. How power! =x
Bff's mood is not that perfect today. So I did not talk to him much. I spent most of my time sms-ing people.
Not listening in class today =( Quiz was pathetic too! Did not study either. haha! Lazy to study also. Whee!
After school, went home and then slack. At around 6.30pm, I left house and meet limin and jo. We are meeting at toa payoh at 6.30pm and I left house at 6.30pm. In the end, I am the earliest to reach. Haha!
We met up and discussed where to go. We went down to pastamania for dinner. Hmm! We were chatting and eating. So much to catch up too! Whoo! It had been like 1 year since I met up with limin. Haha!
After chatting, we went to library area to get bubble tea and then went to sit by some place to chat. We were gossiping as usual. We talked about courses too. Limin is in bioengineering. Haha! So I am there to get information from her.
At 9 plus, we headed home and I was nua-ing! Whoooo~
x__[[Thursday, March 05, 2009.
I AM NO LONGER BME PRESIDENT =)
Once again, 9am lesson =( Suddenly, ckc told us that exams and common test is postponed to saturday instead of friday. OMG! It clashes with my camp =(
We had break at 12.30pm. I went for BME committee meeting. Finally, it is time for me to pass down. I told what I wanted to and did my best for the committee and I wish that kenneth can do better and followed by marzuq. I know they can do it better than I do =) And with jin jin and cheng wai as vp, the committee sure can make it!
Irene and I brief kenneth, marzuq and jin jin. The briefing was funny and ok course, I know they sure cannot remember what I said. Well, I don't remember what yet wei told me last time too. Haha!
Then we went into the room. Haha! I went to continue discussing with irene about bme things. Finally I got my money back =) $67 eh! Haha! Money money money~ Whoo!
After discussion, it is 1.30pm. I am supposed to go back for lesson with bff but in the end, you know~ LOL! We were hungry. We went for lunch with irene. We were talking and chatting in the canteen. We chatted and chatted until 3.30pm. We left and headed home.
Bff fetched irene home. I was in the car too. OMG! Bff drove this fly over which is so high and the view is damn damn nice =) I was sooo into the view. Haha! I did not know that there is such a view in singapore. Wheee! I saw the flyer too! I saw my house and bishan! Wheee! OMG!
While in the car, I told the two of them that a group of my secondary school friends are planning a gathering and suddenly asked me. The 3 of us were discussing about it. I was telling them how I feel about it and the whole story. I was feeling so stucked. I don't wish to join but at the same time, I feel that I should join them. If I were to join them, there are many factors that I have to consider.
Well, at least one thing the two of them are right is that if they really want me to join them, they would have asked me into the discussion with them and not when all of them have considered everything and then last minute asking me if I want to go for the gathering. Everyone of them are involved in the planning except me. However, I was considering about my relationship with them too. I mean, regardless what, we are clique for about 1 year. So stucked!
Ok, I reach home at nearly 4.30pm and watch yi nan wang! OMG! Hooked! Haha! It is getting more and more exciting =)
I wanted to go to bed to rest but in the end, I failed. Haha! In the end, I stayed awake. Whee! I was chatting online, playing games and online shopping. Whee! Nothing to shop though. Haha! At night, I was chatting and then one of my secondary school friend told me something.
Suddenly, I find myself so stupid. I was feeling super guilty for the whole afternoon and in the end, that is the truth I got. I must say, it is all thanks to that friend of mine who told me the truth. Else I will still be feeling super stucked and guilty.
Come to think, I still thought that they really had considered about me even though the consideration came in late. In the end, I was so stupid. If it is not because of what they thought, they won't have even asked. If it is not for that, they would have considered me at all. They would have carry on without me.
I find myself so stupid! I still thought that they considered about me, they still treat me as one of them, that is why they asked me. In the end, I am so stupid to even trust that. I am utterly disappointed in them. Totally! Seriously, now I know that the 1 year of friendship is now nothing at all. It is rubbish and crap and best of all, it is broken. I am so disappointed in them.
Ok, cut that. I called irene and then we chatted as usual. Haha! I was telling her what happen and yes, oh well! At least some truth is out.
And at night, I was blogging and someone came to bug me. Haha! I went to sleep soon after~
x__[[Friday, March 06, 2009.
Friday I'm in love~ LOL! There is no aem today because common test is postponed to saturday!
In the afternoon, I was talking to uncle. He was helping me with my desktop. My desktop tio virus =( So I was doing it and with the help of uncle. Haha! It is some china virus and uncle was saying that china virus is damn hard to cure. Eeek~
Later, I am going to meet wanrong to get my consent form for the camp =( Lazy. Haha!