My Life, My Blog

I so don't feel like going GBC.
I so don't feel like going SSDC.
I so don't feel like going out.
I so don't feel like going out of my house.
I so don't feel like going out of my room.
I so don't feel like going out of my bed.
I just to hide under my blankie! =(

Suddenly, my mood just got down the swing.
Suddenly, my mood is like 0.
Suddenly, I don't feel like talking to anyone.

Previously, it was all a lie.
How true is it?
Suddenly all that I believe is wrong.
Or should I say, my thoughts are wrong.

True enough.
It wasn't a lie.
It is just that it wasn't told.
Or should I say, not directly told.
Nothing about it was mentioned.
Just that it is mentioned now.

So all along, I thought I was right.
In the end, I wasn't.
I am so wrong.
Who to blame besides myself?

I want to lock up my phone.
I don't want to talk to anyone.
I don't want to talk about this.
So don't ask me what is wrong.
Because, I so don't want to talk about it.
Regardless who you are, I don't want to talk about it.
Sorry!

I need to sort my thinking.
It is just a simple sentence.
And why did I get all so worked up?
Why am I so stupid?
Why why why?
I should have known the obvious.
心知肚明

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