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In the afternoon, I slept! I am so tired eh! I want to sleep sooo much =x

I doze off at 12 plus pm and slept all the way to nearly 4pm. And at around 4.15pm, I left house and headed down to GBC to get my pocket crest. Happily I left house. OMG! The sun was sooo big big big! I am melting -.-

I walk to the interchange and took 153 down to serangoon. I was listening to music, messaging npy and watching mobile tv. Whee! Time was ticking and I am getting late. GBC closes at 5pm. And yes, at around 5pm, I am no where at GBC.

I was panicking and I message sandi about it. At around 5.15pm, I told npy that I am at alexandra road. Hmm! Npy was telling me that I am on the wrong bus. I am damn confident that I am on the right bus. After 2 messages from npy, I reach the interchange, bukit merah interchange.

Ok, I took the wrong side -.- Throughout the journey, I was trying to see the high high flyover which bff took to fetch irene home. I can't see it anywhere! I was soo lost =x When the bus reaches serene centre, I start to suspect that I am going to get lost. I decide to try my luck and tada! I am really lost -.-

I've been to GBC for more that 5 times and it is the very first time I am lost =( So no choice, I have to go down to GBC again tomorrow. Ah!

I took bus back to toa payoh to meet up with npy. I was late. I feel so damn bad! I really did not mean it. =( I did not know that I will take the wrong side which made me late. If I had took the right side, it only takes me 1 hour to go and come back from gbc.

We took bus down to novena for dinner. We went to the food court and I had fishball noodles. I want to learn to eat spicy food. Npy loves spicy food and I am so going to learn to eat. I feel so damn guilty that everytime, because of me, he will have to eat food that is not spicy. I feel damn damn guilty.

We sat outside velocity and chatted. I like being cuddle like that. Npy, you better remember ok! Ok, I was emo-ing all the way. When we reach toa payoh, after some arguement, I finally cannot take it and say everything out. Oh shucks! I am crying again. Haha! It had been quite some time.

I am so tired after crying! Npy sent me home and up the lift and then he headed home. I bathe and drop dead! Haha! =x

Night people!!

To a friend of mine:
It is the fact that you knew guy A first. It is also the fact that he is an ec. You told me you were interested in him. If not for him, I won't have know you. We first chatted and I remember that I prompted who you like or something like that. And you told me that you are interested in him. You tried asking him out but he rejected you. You wanted to know him better. I have no idea why but instead of him, it became another guy, guy B.

So where did guy A left to? So who is guy B to you? You told me how you felt towards guy A and guy B. You told me how everything flows. I believe and trusted you. However, I guess guy B will still feel a little scared isn't it? I mean it is a little like you are treating guy B as substitute. I know you don't mean it but after all that guy B had been through, I think he will be kinda worried and scared too. I guess he don't want history to repeat.

I know that you had been arguing with guy B over this matter. I heard your side of story, I heard guy B side of story. I know that you really loves guy B and vice versa. Give guy B some time. I believe he will trust you. He always trusted you. He had never doubted you. He just feel insecure because things came too fast.

After so long, I believe guy B had overcome some of the phobia he used to have. At least guy B trust you more than ever. I am not sure if you sense it, but that is what guy B tells me. Please give guy B more time. You are everything guy B wants. So don't give him up ok?

My dear friend, please don't give him up. Don't feel disappointed for what he had done because he had no intention. Guy B do not want to think and fill in the blanks too but he is just scared. I know that both of you feel the same way. So don't give each other up. Jia you ok! I know both of you can last long if things were to work out properly. The feeling is right.