It is saturday again! Whee! May is coming to an end. So fast!

On thursday, I went out with wq, finally. It is like after being ps for a couple of times. I went to wq’s school area and meet up. While at the bus stop waiting, I heard some damn irritating things. Eek! I feel like slapping the person but yes, I am very nice to not to. Haha!

Wq was late, damn late. Ah! Meet up with wq and headed down to douby ghaut for dinner. We had kfc. Sounds so stupid right? Going all the way to douby ghaut to eat kfc. Then we chit chat and walk around douby ghaut. We wanted to go and eat some cakes at this shop which wq’s friend says is nice. But we were so full so I brought a slice of cake home. I wanted to go back toa payoh to get some things so we took bus home.

Ok, we walk damn far to the bus stop! Very far ok! When crossing the road, we saw a 143 coming, so we ran after the bus. The stupid bus did not want to stop for us. Ah! Waste my time running after the bus. So tiring ok! We took bus and went to toa payoh interchange. I went to get some things from toa payoh and took bus home. Tired!

On friday, I went out with jeremy, jo and limin in the evening. I went to the mrt station and meet up with joseph and then we waited for jeremy. We took train down to city hall and waited for limin at city hall. From city hall, we walk down to esplanade and from esplanade, we went to the flyer. Ah~ It is quite far. We went to this restaurant at the flyer area.

Hmm! The food is not bad! We were chatting and joking and of course, trying to dig some people’s secret out. That is what we always do. After meal, we walk and make our way back to city hall mrt station. We were talking about university. Hmm! We were discussing about staying in hostel, taking transport, the timing and all. Plan for the future.

Jeremy took train back home. Jo and I accompanied limin home. Then we went to get some drinks and headed home. We spent a long time at the 7eleven store. Waste of our time! We headed home. I am so tired!! Ah~ I came home and came online and chatted with people.

Today, saturday, I stayed home the whole day. I spent so many days out already and I don’t want to spend so many days outside. See, I know my limit and I am such a good girl =)

I am quite irritated with some things. I shall not and cannot say much but yes, I am relatively irritated by it. I had been keeping it for very long already. I can’t stand it. I really wonder what is wrong with me. Ok, I can’t say anything either right? It is not my project so if want it to be done this way, I can only keep quiet. Ok fine, I keep quiet then. Come to think, I helped so much and in the end.. Nothing to add.

Just because I helped them previously and some things did not turn out well, it became my fault. Why is it that when they ask me, I commented on that way, no objections at all? Some even support and agree to it? And now because it failed, it became all solely my fault. What about those comments that I made and the result is fruitful? It is just ignored. So it is like, those that is good, they enjoy the outcome and I just look at them enjoying, and those which is not good, they find someone to blame.

All this is just like my secondary school cca, av club. During performance and event, when the whole thing goes smoothly, our dm or principal will jus comment and praise the performers who do well. And totally did not think about us, av club, who test out everything again and again, run here and there to put the equipment fast every time the curtain close. However, when there is something wrong, it became our fault! Solely our fault! For example, those in choir, always sing very softly. Our mic already on very loud, put very near them and we even use condenser mic, it is still so soft. We on so loud that many times, we receive feedback. It is the choir who sings very softly, it is not our fault. However, we get all the saying, all the scolding, our teacher gets the reprimanding because he did not teach us well. So it became all our fault!

I am not claiming credits but it is like we spent the effort, spent our time testing things out. We do the hard work and tried our best. When things are fine, we are totally neglected, when things aren’t doing fine, it became all our fault. So is that fair? When the performance is good, the backstage are the one who helped and supported them too. Why is it that the performers are enjoying the praises and we just look at them enjoying?

Then now, so many things and I just keep quiet. Everything is very different from original. Well, I guess mentality is totally different. Maybe it is from different view and from what I am seeing now. Still, I’ve learnt to don’t know, don’t care, don’t bother. It is not my problem anyways. Since that is what they want, then let them be. I am just going to continue what I am doing while they do theirs. Like I say, it is not my project anyways. I can go and do and get what I want.

This is what I call, unfair treatment.

Oh well, enough of complains. It aren’t very good for health. Let them go and do what they want. They have their own purpose to fulfill and sadly, we see different purpose in the project. I can go and do what I want =)

Whee! GSS starts today!! =) Get ready your wallet and go shopping! It is until 26 July!! So you can shop till you drop! Let’s help the economy during gss period! =)

Jo, jeremy, limin and me. It is all candid~

The place we went for food!

The drink is shirley temple. It is damn sour ok! Ah~ The food is not bad =)

The flyer~ Aw! So many colours.

Random picture random place.

The heat woke me up from my nap. Yawn~

On monday, I went for driving. Boring! My ez-link card amount is going down, down, down because of driving, driving, driving. During driving, for warming up, I am so lose focus that I did 5 immediate failure. Er xin! 5 ok! That is so crap! Ewww~ After driving, I spent about 40 minutes queuing up at ssdc. Stupid one! 40 minutes!

On tuesday, I went out with cl, py and jo. I met up with py at her house downstairs at 12.30pm. In the end, I was late because I was too engross in watching television. Then we took bus down to toa payoh interchange and meet up with jo. The three of us met up and took train down to bugis to meet cl. We were damn early so waited for her. She came. The first thing I realise is jo and cl’s couple wear! HAHA! We walk around bugis junction.

At around 1.45pm, we walk from bugis junction to minds cafe. It was raining. Luckily, I brought umbrella along. We went to minds cafe and order food! We started off by playing blokus, the game I always play when I am in np. I won =) Ok, because I played this game too many times. Then we had our food! Yummy!

Then we started tons of game. Firstly, we played taboo. We did not play long and we change the game. We did not warm up so it is still quite dull. After that, we played sorry. We have no idea what kind of game is that. However, I saw “the game of sweet revenge” and we decide to play!  I was the first to get all my counter ‘home’. Then I think it is py. Haha! We wanted to play da vinci quest but seems like it is damn chim! So we change game.

The next game we played was snorta. I chose a frog (ri-bit), py chose a cat (meow meow), cl choose a pig (oink/or), jo choose a donkey (e-or). We played and finally, my deck is cleared and sadly, I got back my cards again! Py was the winner =) After that, we got a little high already. We played uno stacko. That is the NEW kind. We were so dumb to even ask them “where is the dice?” The new kind doesn’t need a dice, it acts like playing uno card. We are old fashion!

After uno stacko, we played this rabbit game. There are different kinds of rabbit and we are supposed to do the action when we see that particular rabbit. And it is damn funny! We keep doing the wrong action. Aww~ After playing that rabbit game, we played slapagories. Our answers are so typical! Our vocab is so limited. Haha! Then we played telepaths. The so-called couple (jo and cl) pair up while py and I pair up. Py and my coordination is so damn bad! We don’t telepath at all! HAHA! In the end we won still. Funny~

Then we played the last game, true colour. It is fun! There are tons of questions and then we will vote see who is most suitable person. And for some reason, those funny funny questions, I got the most vote. Like some whose wardrobe will you look for if you are going for a play, who is the one who is always late and sorts! HAHA! It will really see what other people think of you, the true colour!

After playing, we went back to bugis and went to the arcade. We played the basketball game. Py and cl pair up, jo and I pair up. Jo and I lost so badly ok! So screwed up! Py and cl broke the high score for their machine! No doubt is athletic pro. After playing basketball, it is still early and we aren’t hungry, so we went to play pool. Ah~ I am so pathetic in pool. I am damn lousy and it sucks!

Then we went to eat tou hua! It had been a long time since I went to have tou hua. We were chatting about male and female. Then we were saying about guys being irresponsible, after marriage, when have kids, they don’t help take care of the kids and all. They just go and have fun and everything. Ah, guys are irresponsible. Seriously, quite a number of married couple did not divorce is because of children. Oh well, maybe we will be like that too next time?

We walk back to douby ghaut mrt to take train home. Tired! Cl took train back to clementi while py, jo and I took train back to toa payoh. We were talking about going our fear and those scary ghost things and what we usually do when we are staying outside like we don’t like to sleep near windows and all. Aww! I did not know we are all so superstitious. We reach toa payoh, jo went to get supper at burger king. We all walk home~

I came home, bathe and sleep! I am so tired! What a day!

Today, wednesday, I stayed home, sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up. What a boring day. No driving already =x Tomorrow, I am going out with wq, wq better don’t ps me again! And on friday, I am going out with my usual cfp group =) Busy week!

Us at minds cafe.

The new uno stacko. Haha!

So much fun =)

These are some of the games we played.

We machiam like tourist! Taking photos there! Not one but MANY! Haha!

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The two girls playing in the arcade!

The food!!! So yummy~ I love the egg tart from selegie road~

Bugis~

Minds cafe

I want to eat ice cream!

I want to eat many many many many ice cream.
I want to eat till I’m happy.
I want to eat so many topless 5.
I want to eat so many ice cream sundae.
I want to eat so many tub of haagen dazs.
I want to eat so many ice cream!! =(

Last night, I dreamt myself eating 3 ice cream sundae.
I am not sure why either.
I just know, ever since yesterday, I want to kill myself with ice cream.
I don’t know why either.
I just so wanted to eat so much ice cream.
I will get so fat by eating ice cream!

Whenever my mood sucks, I want to eat something sweet.
I will want to indulge myself with all the sweet stuff.
I will stuff myself with chocolate, ice cream and desserts.
I want to eat ice cream, mango sago and those sweet sago desserts.
Ah! I need some reliever.

I need some sweetness.

I am so bored! This morning, mummy called me. I heard my phone ringing but I am just so lazy to pick it up. So I decided to continue to sleep. Haha! In the end, it is because mummy forget to bring her keys~ Ah! I am so bad! =x

I am home alone =( Mummy went to the supermarket to get stuff, drew drew went to the gym. Ewww! That is so sad! I have to watch tv to kill time but there isn’t any show for me to watch! I want to watch One Missed Call on hbo but I am scared! I don’t want to watch alone =x Timid kid!

Ah, I have nothing to do! I am supposed to go out with wq. In the end, date cancelled. How irritating! Py said that she is free today and we wanted to go out with jo and cl (if they are free too). In the end, because of wq, I postpone the date with them to another day. Now wq totally forgotten about the date. It made me postpone the date for nothing! Er xin de person, next time I shall ps wq.

I am sooo bored! My rc is there rotting, earning money and doing nothing. I played with this bimbo game and I have nothing to do. I played some plantation game and I have to wait for 1 hour and 30 minutes to the next harvest! Yawn! Maybe I should look for a new game to kill my time.

just another day~

MSN PM: fun going nun-hood! =)

Yesterday, friday, I went for driving again. Hmm, it is quite ok I guess. I am not very sure either but I just feel that it is odd. I did not do much wrong things but for some I-don’t-know-what reason, I keep missing my points. Hmm, I guess I need to pay more attention and be more focus? Ah, I don’t know.

I bought dinner home after driving. While on my way home, I saw my friend who stays same block but level 8. Damn! I always forgets her name. What kind of friend. I only remember her name is kai something =x Oh gosh! I am so bad!

As for today, saturday, I stayed home the whole day! In the afternoon, I was suffering from stupid headache. Damn it. I went to sleep and woke up for dinner. And for the whole night, I was busy messaging py. We are going to meet up soon =)

I got so bored and I decided to read my blog archives. Then I found this photo posted in my blog and I remember how much I love this photo (because it is sooo sweet!)

This is a picture taken when I went on double date + one light bulb last time. At that time, kenneth was still with june, wai is with jia xin (the idiot) and I was with jasper (imaginary). That time, for some stupid reason, I asked them to go on double date + one light bulb together. How dumb of me.

Long time ago, when I was still with daryl, kenneth was with yiting (I think), we actually wanted to go on a triple date together. In the end, due to some conflict with daryl, the two of them went on double date and I ps them. How bad of me.

Yes, this photo is a secret shot of kenneth and june. This photo is damn sweet! Wai and I love it soo much! Argh~~ Those were the times when I blog 10 times a day. June and kenneth broke up and she found someone who appreciate her. I am happy for her =)

Back then, it was the K(j)W(j)A(j)Yj. For K, it was june. I thought they will last quite long together. Neither did I expect, something happened and cause things to change. As for W, it was a guy who was once so nice, so gentleman, so sweet to her. After a separation and getting back together, he changed so much that we don’t recognise him at all. He became some idiot who goes around spreading rumours and spoil people’s reputation. For A, it is imaginary -.- and for Y, it is a crush, or not? Yes, she like this guy and that guy don’t like her.

And now, it is K(l)W(?)A(j)Y(m). Hmm, K is now in a relationship with some girl called lingling. And the best thing about their relationship is that they have never met before, they never talk on the phone before. How crazy! He is getting out of hand. For W, she built up a super strong firewall after what happened previously. She did have some feeling for someone but I shall not mention who~ And for A, she have nothing to add or comment. Last but not least, Y, she seems to be doing fine with the guy. The guy seems to dote her. That is good! I am so scared the guy will ill-treat her! HAHA!

Oh yes, if you look at my pm for the day, it says “fun being nun-hood.” It had been quite some time since I enter nun-hood. The last time I enter nun-hood was after undergoing some torture. And now, quietly and unknowingly, I enter nun-hood! I am not sure when I will get out of the nun-hood but for now, I shall enjoy the life in the nun-hood.

One need to realize that although your relationship with that person was unique and special in a lot of ways, congratulate yourself for being brave enough to take a risk and fall in love, and encourage your heart that even though love didn't work out this time, there will be a next time.

I got the above quote from my blog archive. And yes, it is nobody’s fault that it did not work out this time. It takes 2 hands to clap. When one hand is trying to clap, the other is not doing anything, that hand have to move further to touch the other hand. At this rate, that hand which is moving will get tired and stop clapping.

It takes coordination to clap too. The force need to be right on both hands. Newton’s law state that “For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction”. For example, if one uses 10MPa of force and the other just use 1MPa of force to oppose, it one of them will get hurt. So coordination is so important. So is the frequency of clapping. If one of them is functioning at 100Hz and the other is at 10Hz, how often will they meet?

For all those who are falling in love, secretly loving someone and in love with someone, congrats for taking the risk. You are doing an investment which might not have any outcome. You might even lose everything at the end of the investment. If that really happens, pack up and start moving on. One day, you will find a better investment and gain everything back.

Happy ending only happen at the end. So wait till the end of the story and you will find your happy ending. I thought I found a “the end” but in the end, it wasn’t “the end” of the story. In fact, it actually opened another story. I believe, one day, my “the end” will appear and close the story! =)

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I am having driving again today =( I had driving yesterday, on wednesday and monday. And today, I am having driving again. Oh shucks! Yesterday’s driving is like crap. I seriously mean crap!

Yesterday, thursday, I went for driving again. For some reason, I felt quite emo, very emo. I needed to talk to someone about it. I called a number of them but they are not free. Finally, there is someone who is free to talk to me and yes, I pour the problems out and start talking about it.

P.S. Thanks bff for talking to me! I almost lost control of my tap while thinking of it alone. Thanks so much for the advice and listening. Thanks soooo much!

I went for driving and it is atrocious. I had my assessment today. Before that, I am doing some revision and everything is going so fine! Just when my instructor tell me that we will start the assessment now and ask me to turn to the first station, I mount the kerb. In less than 4 minutes! So pathetic!

Everything seems quite ok. After everything, I asked him about my score and he asked me not to ask him. Reason is because, the moment the assessment start, I mount the kerb already. And that means, immediate failure. Ah~ So er xin!

While driving, he was telling me that one of the instructor got receive a complaint. One of the girl, she choose this instructor, instructor x. Then she find that the instructor have a crush on her and she even quoted that the instructor says that she is adorable. She finds it eek. So she wrote a complain. OMG! Wonder what is wrong with her. She don’t like, she can don’t choose that instructor. Why get other people into trouble?

At night, I am not emo already. Even so, I still called irene and we chatted. Hmm! We chatted quite a number of things and of course, I talked to her about the thing I am emo with. Well, I guess everyone have different views.

P.S. Thanks sooo much miss vice president (ex). It is really fun talking to you. We even chatted what will happen if we celebrate our 21st birthday. Haha! It will be some bme gathering hur? LOL! Thanks so much for talking to me about my problem. Thanks so much!

I went to bed at around 2am. I was watching some drama and waiting. Ah! What a waste of my time. I am so not going to wait next time. I guess it kills!

Today, friday, I am so bored! I am going driving again later. Damn! I am so tired! Today, I am going to stay focus on my driving. Yes! I need to pay more attention and be more careful! I can’t be so sloppy already. I should start driving the way I should and not always asking my instructor “is this ok?”, “is it straight?”, “can I do xxx?”. I should be more confident! =)

I need to get my phone for servicing. It is damn er xin! I send out sms, people are telling me they did not receive it. People send me sms, I did not receive it. What kind of crap is this? Damn er xin de phone! I feel like breaking this stupid phone into half!

Yesterday, I saw someone using my previous nokia phone. I miss my phone so much =( Though it is a cheap and the skip keep dropping, it is a nice phone and user friendly. I can sms without looking at the screen. And best of all, the screen is big, the words are big and best of all, it is a flip phone. I love phone with big screen and big words! (I am getting so aunty!) I miss my old phone =x

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MFM. The food~ As usual, can't finish.

The nice nice drink. The red one is sprite + strawberry and the blue one is some thingy~ Haha! I love the red one.

Random -.-

Yecks! My life is so square! Nothing much to update. Update for the sake of not letting my blog grow webs.

On monday, I went driving. Hmm, once again, my instructor keep urging me to speed up and speed up =x I almost knock onto the bus at a bend. I was careless, I forget to slow down and turn. Ah! I almost get myself killed on the road.

Then went back to the circuit and learn parallel parking. Stupid parallel parking. So many points to check. And thanks to the fact that I am short, my instructor and I spent nearly 20 minutes looking for ‘my spot’. How dumb!

On tuesday, in the evening, I went out. While on my way to my first destination, I realise that my shoes heel drop -.- So ya, I need to send my shoes for repair soon. So er xin can! Waste my money and waste my time. I meet up with sd. Then we took bus down to douby ghaut for dinner. We went to manhattan fish market for dinner. It is my first time going there for dinner.

After dinner, we went daiso to walk around. Sd wanted to accompany me to get my shoes done but sadly, the shop is closed. So in the end, we took train home. I was too tired so I took bus home.

On wednesday, I went driving again. See, my life is like driving, at home, driving and at home. So sian! Today, I continued with parallel parking. Whee! I am so scared that I will bang onto the pole. After driving, I went to bishan and then took bus home. Yawn! I am so damn aunty! I was holding an umbrella under the big sun. Damn aunty!

At night, I was talking to joseph. We talked and discuss about some gathering. Ok, he wants to plan something so yes. I helped him with it. Then we started discussing about something else. Well, I find that that matter had happened so long ago (few years) and what is the point of holding on to it? Is there a need to get things so strain? It is a miscommunication and why is it that after so long, this is not ending?

Come to think of it, in what position am I to say anything? I guess there are many misunderstanding that happened. Oh well. There are some things which happened and I think I should learn to forget some things. For some matter, it had happened so many years ago and I still remember it. Maybe I should learn to be forgive and forget.

I think, there are some things which I need to do but I am not doing it.

On friday, I was staying at home. I am suppose to go driving. In the end, I cancelled my driving lesson due to some reason. In the evening, I left house and went to orchard, looking for a present. I went to walk around alone. I can’t find something suitable. Those which I like is damn ex, those which is within my budget is so square and normal.

At around 7.45pm, I had dinner at mosburger. After dinner, I continue walking around and shop. After finding the suitable present, I went to get the box, ribbon and card. Hmm! Soon, I left orchard and took bus back home. I am so tired.

On saturday, I woke up in the morning to charge my mp3. Then I went back to sleep and I overslept. I bathe and headed out. I went to develop photo which is used for the present. I went to the washroom and damn! In the end, I have to go to ntuc and cheers. I took train from toa payoh down to boonlay.

I was feeling like crap in the train. Luckily, I found a seat. On the way down to boonlay, I was cutting and trimming the photo. I reach boonlay mrt station and went to get a drink. I went to take bus down to ntu. There is some tea reception. For some stupid reason, I totally forgotten how many stops to take, which stop to get down and all =(

I took 179 one round and decide to call joseph and ask cindy for help. Thanks to cindy, I found my way! =) The tea reception is for cee, that means those who are offered civil engineering, environmental engineering, maritime studies, maritime studies with business major. Yes! In the LT, I was wrapping the present. What good use of my time.

It started off with some talk by the director and then by someone from the alumni and lastly, 3 students from civil eng, env eng and maritime studies. Sorry, no offence but why is it all foreigners talking? One of them is the current cee committee president, one of them is the ex cee committee president. And best of all, it is all guys -.- So girls don’t excel is it?

After the talk, we went for school tour. First, we went to the protective engineering lab. The professor kept emphasizing that their lab is the biggest in singapore. And I find it so turn off! I am not interested in knowing how big the lab is. Not like I am going to stay in the lab. Their lab is damn messy and untidy =x

Then we went to hydraulics lab. There is so much water. Ok, it sounds stupid. No aircon again! Damn, those 2 labs don’t have aircon. Ahh! I miss bme centre. Haha! Afterwhich, we went to environment lab. There is aircon! It is a lab where you will do all the waste management thing. And lastly, also aircon, it is the geotechnics lab. They showed us about quick sand and the block sinking into the water.

After the lab visiting, we went to have refreshments. OMG! Their fruit tart is damn nice! I ate so many of it =x After refreshment, I went to meet up with irene and clique. Well, neither of us have any idea where we are so we just meet at the bus stop.

I met up with them and took bus down to boonlay interchange. We took train down to newton. Then we met up with andrew. After which, we sat here and waited for chek wye to come. We waited for about 1 hour and then make our way down to cairnhill tower. We went to jp’s birthday party!

When we reach there, we started eating and getting food. After meal, we were chatting and started playing zhong ji mi ma. We had tons of forfeit. The first one was weili who tio and he is supposed to shout and attract other people’s attention. Then it was irene. She supposed to sit in the middle in one of the clique and count from 1-10. Then maggie got it, she go to the sofa and ask someone to let her sit. The next one was michelle but edmund do it for her. He go in front of the television and say happy birthday to jp. Lastly, irene got it again, she supposed to go and interrupt some people’s conversation.

After game, we went to the room to survey~ Then we started playing indian poker with jp’s secondary school friend. They are supposed to drink. After playing, we went for cake cutting session. We took photo and had cake! The strawberry coated with chocolate is damn nice! I love the strawberry~

We chatted, taking photo and playing a fool. At around 11.15pm, we left and headed home. Bff sent me home and then chek wye, irene, andrew and him went for kbox. I was damn worn out! I change, wash up and went to sleep.

On sunday, I woke up in the morning and uploaded the photos online. Yawn! Nothing much happen. I am having driving again tomorrow =x Whee! Irene was telling me that she already booked her ftt and the thing is she started driving later than me =( Ah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

The poly ones!

Ancient photo. It was meant to be candid~ Bff was saying junlong is damn good looking in this picture. There is 2 because, the first one, the stupid 3 dots is so ugly! HAHA!

Emo-ness at work~ Andrew and maggie.

Jun long.

Chek wye.

Irene. Mass candid!

Bff.

Scandal at work!

They are busy acting opera~

Irene, andrew and jun long.

Chek wye trying to eat irene's watermelon. Haha!

Them squeezing the lift!

Playing zhong ji mi ma.

In the room playing poker on the bed.

The whole group playing indian poker.

The decoration, cake and picture of the house~ So nice =)

Dedicated to Ms Chong!

Oh yes, I was reading kah wai’s blog and she is going scotland for further studies. I am going to be so lonely in singapore for 5 years! You know, 5 damn god years! I still thought I can look for her for help when I am stucked with my project. I still thought I can go her house and have fun with her.

Who am I going to look for when I am feeling lost and lonely and uneasy and unhappy and troubled and in need of help and I needed someone to talk to and someone to be there for me and whatever you can think of? Who am I going to find when I do something wrong and needed some advice? Who am I going to look for when I am feeling confused and needed someone to give me advice? Who am I going to find?

Where is KWAY gathering going to be held if you are gone? How to even hold a KWAY gathering when you are not here? What will happen to KWAY after 5 years? Who will be drifted? Will we still be together as a KWAY? How far will the 4 of us get? Will we still be that close 5 years later? Will we still go to your place and get high? Will we still go to your place and sing the titanic song? Will we still go to your place and cook supper? Will we still talk till 5 plus 6 am in the morning? Will we?

During events, you will not be there. I will be alone! Remember the two of us always hang around together, sit together, find each other? During chinese new year, we will sit there and nua together? During ah ma birthday, we will be mass taking photos. During gathering, we will try to ‘oppose’ our parents and talk sense into them?

When I needed some advice, you are not there to help. When I need help on fashion, though our fashion sense clashes, you will still try to help me. When I need help on some designing, you were there helping me. When I faces problem with my friends, you were there to listen to my complain. When I face problem with relationships, you were there to hear my crying and whining and complains.

Suddenly, I wonder what is going to happen without you for 5 years! I am not going to get my 21st birthday spent with the KWAY. Nor we are going to have KWAY gathering for 5 years. Telephone calls and messages decreases because of phone bill. No more possibility of couple dates for 5 years (that is if all of us got partner). No more gossiping. No more supper together. No more laughter in the kitchen.

What is going to happen when you are gone? What can I do when you are not there? Who am I going to confide in? Who is going to be there to slap me and wake me up from my dreams? 5 years is so long!! =(

Ok, the tap is loose and my eyes are wet =( I don’t like this kind of parting.

Officially a graduate of NP =)

On monday, I went for driving and my instructor told me that jahir met up with an accident! OMG! He say that jahir got knocked by a car while biking to ssdc. Poor thing. I wonder how is he.

On tuesday, I went for driving again. I went for automatic lesson. Hmm, I did an emergency brake while on the road. And it is so emergency that my bag fall off the chair and onto the floor -.- Er xin! I am labelled as forgetful and blur again! My instructor told me to “turn to the center of the right lane” and amazingly, I turn to the center lane -.- Dumb! Then he say “turn right at traffic light” and I happily continue staying in the left lane and signal left -.- Dumb + dumb!

On wednesday, it is graduation day! In the morning, I can’t seem to sleep. I am not excited about graduation. I have no idea why I can’t. At 12 plus pm, I start preparing for graduation. My dumb hair don’t want to be tied. For some I don’t know why reason, my hair isn’t very tame today =( So er xin!

At 1.45pm, I went to meet up with bff and jp. We went to fetch weishen and headed down to school. I went to change my attire and yes, the aunty ask me not to change and ask me to take XS. Waste of my time. Then we went to LT68 to gather. I was damn bored in the LT. Some people knows why.

Soon it was briefing and all of us start preparing to go into the convention centre. We were sitting inside the convention centre doing nothing. At 3.45pm, they start presenting one video, the video we always see to introduce SoE.

Then the arrival of guest of honour and we sang the national anthem. OMG! They took the video from channel u. I seriously think nobody is singing. I don’t see anyone’s mouth is moving. Then a speech from ece director. They showed another video. It was interview with the students and they cut and put it inside. I was in the video too. And yes, I totally forget what crappy things I said during the interview. And yes, there are lots of crap!

Ok, after the video, the director start giving us our empty scroll. We are supposed to look at the camera when we receive the award but for some reason, I did not. I don’t know why. I was quite nervous and kept looking at the floor.

After which,we went to get our certificate and headed back to our seats. They started laughing at people’s name. We start getting so excited when we see our com, that means it is ending soon. And we were all even happier when we see our medalist.

Then we left the convention centre and went out. I went to look for my brother and mother. We took about 4 photos and my camera went dead =( Damn! I went to look for my friends and we started taking photos. My camera died and I did not take many photos with my friends. At around 6.30pm, we left convention centre and headed home.

I am damn irritated with my camera. I charged it yesterday night and this morning, the light is off already. So yes, I took the battery and headed to school. Who knows, when I put my battery in, the battery indicator is blinking. I have no idea why too! And yes, it starts blinking and I can hardly take any photos. I am damn sad ok!

You might be asking me why I did not check first? The most stupid and er xin thing about my camera is that it does not have a battery indicator. I only realise after I buy it. How dumb of me!

I want to get rid of this dumb camera!

(1) It does not have a battery indicator, so I have no idea how full the battery is.

(2) The charger is spoilt. Sometimes during charging, the light will keep flickering.

(3) If you spam too much photos (like during project exhibition), my camera will actually hang.

(4) The image stabiliser is crap. You can’t shake a single bit. Else your photo will be ghostly~

(5) For some reason, it doesn’t focus. You know, the green boxes that appear~ Mine don’t have.

(6) When you view the photos, the photo look as if it is oil paint. When uploaded into the computer, it is ok. It is an on and off thing.

(7) It is not red! Yes, damn!

I so want to dump this dumb camera. It is all it’s fault! Grr! However, no choice right? I don’t have the cash to get myself a new camera. It will be a waste of money too. My camera is still quite new. I still have a brand new memory card (unopened), and a battery. So yes, I shall see if I can repair it. The stupid repair place is at tiong baruh. I don’t really know how to go that place but yes.

Speaking of repair, I wanted to repair my camera very long ago. And I emailed the person. That was late last year. And until now, they did not reply me at all. I sent them 4 emails and they did not reply at all. What kind of service is that? They should learn some customer service.

Someone did not come for my graduation anyways. That someone is too busy and yes, expected. What can I say? Nothing much right? Oh well, it is just a poly graduation, not like I am in university. I did not get to wear a hat too! Eeek!

Yesterday night, I was talking to jiaping and we were complaining that we did not take a full attire. Oh shucks! I don’t even think I took a photo in front of the “graduation” board. You know, the board there acting as background. I did not even take. I heard that there is cake at bme centre for us. I did not go back though, I went home with drew drew and mama.

Ok, below are the photos taken yesterday, credits from edmund, jiaping and junlong’s camera =)

Thanks all of them for the 3 years of fun, laughter, peace (eh, is there any?) and joy! This is not my class photo anyways. LOL! It is just a random group of people who happen to be together at the same spot yesterday.

These are the only photos I took with my camera. So pathetic right? Photos with mama and drew drew =)

Top: andrew & weili
Bottom Left: subha & anne
Bottom right: anne & jia ping

1. anne & edmund
2. edmund & irene
3. maggie & edmund
4. jia ping & edmund

1. edmund & jun long
2. edmund & andrew
3. edmund & weili
4. edmund & wei shen
5. edmund & khairul
6. xavier & edmund

1. jun long & anne
2. maggie & jun long
3. jun long & jia ping
4. jun long & andrew
5. jun long & wei shen
6. xavier & jun long

Top: khairul & chek wye & russell
Bottom left: jia ping & weili & anne
Bottom right: jun long & chek wye & andrew. 

Top left: jun long & weishen & chek wye & andrew
Top right: khairul & chek wye & edmund & russell
Bottom: jun long & irene & edmund & andrew

Top: chek wye & weili & wei shen & darek & qin feng
Bottom left: edmund & andrew & chek wye & jun long & jia ping & maggie
Bottom right: maggie & irene & andrew & jun long & edmund & jia ping

1. mr kou & jun long
2. yang fang & jun long
3. jun long & ren kai
4. zhi yuan & jun long

Top: andrew & mr foo
Bottom left: andrew, mr foo, zhi yuan
Bottom right: andrew, mr foo, jun long 

**photos are not in any order =)