Tell me, why is my life so screwed up?
For some I don’t know what reason, I have no mood to study, watch drama, surf the net, check up stomp and laugh about the stupid news or any other thing. I don’t know why. I hate school, I hate myself. Why aren’t I working hard and trying my best? Why am I slacking and lagging?
Tell me, why I am not doing anything?
I kept telling myself “work hard, exams are coming.”, “read your notes, you know nothing!”. However, nothing! Nothing productive is out. At this rate, I wonder how to become a university grad.
Tell me, why am I so moodless?
I was telling geor geor, I am feeling damn moodless. I don’t have the mood to do any thing at all. I just want to sit there and rot. I know I can’t. I know I have to buck up. I know that things aren’t going well yet at the same time, I have to do something about it. What should I do?
Tell me how!! =(