The present my dear give me! The front view. As my camera is only 1.3 megapixies, the graphic is not wonderful and perfect!
The back view of the present! A pink colour rose! I feel that he is so stupid! Why did he give me a rose on Valentine's Day. Do you know that a rose on Valentine's Day is $10 and a rose on normal day is only $1?!?! There is one zero at the back!
My dear dear's creation. The cow! I chose this picture. It is quite nice. However, the colour turn out a little odd. From the camera view, the outline is grey colour. Actually it is not, it is some beige mixing green. That is all.
And this is my beloved creation! It is so nice! I love the mushroom colour! The red with white dots. It is just so nice!!!!!
My dear and I and the present he give me! Doesn't this picture look nice? I was half way making the background when the time end! That is so sad!
My dear's creation! It is so flower-y.
By some park?
Happy Valentine's Day!! It is so pinky!
Together forever! This is my dear dear's doing! It is so nice!
Did not have time to complete this and I totally do not know what to do with it. The words below are some love poem in Jap! Do not understand what it is either.
That is me pushing my dear! Actually he climbed on top with the help of the bar! This picture is quite funny though!
My dear and I!
Yes, I am back to clear the cobwebs. I had been in a war for the past 12 days! I am practically surviving through the exams which had just ended for me. Let me give a simple summarizing of the past 12 days! And I said, it going to be a real simple and short one.
On 3rd of February, I had my CAEM final exam. It is totally hopeless and utterly pathetic if I were to pass. I did not do well for my CAEM so I do not really pin to pass it either.
Skipping the details and now, on 6th February, I had Biophysics final exam. It is totally hopeless. I do not know how to do at all. I studied on how laser works and guess what, they come out, how do x-ray works. It is not that I want to pick topic but it is that they are very wide. And if I really were to memorize it, it would be of really tough job to do.
Skipping all the detail in between again, on the 9th of February, I had my EM3A exam. I was quite confident before the paper and I read through before the exams. However, during the exams, I come out utterly disappointed. In the morning, I had diarrhea. I do not know why. During the paper, I had been shivering and baring the pain. I was quite fine until 1 hour before the paper end. I felt so terrible and I totally have no heart and mind to think at all. I do not know why so I just dumb all the formulas into the question and finally, hand in the paper and get over with it. That was so disappointing and disheartening.
Then, on Sunday, 11th of February, I went to cut my hair with my sister and her husband. I felt so upsad when I see so much of my hair on the floor! Initially, I was feeling quite odd with my hair. It is because my fringe used to be long and the hair used to be long too. As for now, my fringe is so short as compared to last time. However, I prefer this hair style as compared to the previous one which I went to cut with my mum.
On the following day, 12th of February, it is AEL exam, which is also my last paper. I was quite excited though. I know that I would not do well for this paper. This is because the last question, 25 marks, I kept reading the wrong value. One of the resistors is 400 ohms and the other is 4k ohms. However, I kept mis-reading it. I kept putting 400 ohms for the 4k ohms and vice versa. Besides, I just realize that instead of using plus, I went to press the multiply sign. That is quite blur of me.
Yesterday, 13th of February, I went out with my mother. I went shopping with her. I have bought myself a wallet, one brown colour shorts, one bright orange top and one white colour tights. It is a fruitful day indeed. My New Year clothing is more or less done. I bought a dress from G>55. It is slight creamy white, and going with it is a pair of boots, light brown boots. That is it for my New Year.
Today, it is Valentine’s Day. Happy Valentine’s Day! May every lover in the world be happy and loving forever. Valentine’s Day is also a day for friends. I wish my entire friend happy Valentine’s Day! Love my friends, love my family, love my dear, and love everyone!
Yes, I am blogging today. After so long, I finally blog again! That is something so happy. (like real) hehe.
It had been a very busy week recently. Exam is coming next week. I just had my Compro Practical test. The test started at 10.15am and I finish 2 practical questions and don’t know how many questions of MCQ by 10.40am. I am so fast! Muahaha!
The test is kind of the simple in fact. I got 72 out of 75 for my MCQ is which is in fact, quite not bad. Then, I talk to teacher about my program project and yes, I would go and do it again!
CAEM exam is tomorrow and frankly speaking, the probability that I would pass is like so small. Oh God, help me! Next week I have even more things to do. I am having exam on Tuesday, Friday, and following Monday. That is so cool! Work hard Anne! You can do it! Yes!
Yesterday, I went home with my dear. We took to the wrong stop and walked all the way from my old place to my current house. Dear and I went to the senior citizen corner and we started playing. I wanted to go to the big dinosaur; however it is no where found.
As we were playing at the senior citizen corner as I was saying. We saw some wormy and started playing with him. The bottom is the pictures. Read from the bottom to the top.
So many things had been happening recently. Yesterday I just blogged about a problem of mine and today, it is resolved. Though the way it is solved is quite ridiculous, it has finally ended. Yes, it really implicated many people into the picture and that was unexpected.
After trying to explain face to face, I really hope that he would understand. Though I still have doubt to whether if he really wants me as a friend because he wants, hope that things can turn alright. He said that he wanted to solve this conflict and become friends again is because of everyone around us.
He is not doing it because he wants. I am really disappointed in him for saying that. He gave me a chance to explain but he does not believe at all. Regardless what, the problem is resolve and I do not wish to dwell on it any further. In simple words, the problem is resolved and the feeling is still odd.
Thanks so much my friends. Thank so much for being there. Now I know that actually, in NP, I am not alone. I have friends with me and by me. Now I get to know that some friends are really there and lending a listening ear while some are doing things behind. Regardless which it is, I still want to thank them!
Though one problem is over, another one came. Currently, I am facing quite a problem with Daryl over this problem. He said that all he feel when he see me is unhappiness, guiltiness and insecurity. I think this problem with friends really bring him an impact. I do not know how to handle either.
Well, one problem solved, another come again. He is totally depressed over this matter. He is not happy at all. And of course, I am feeling terrible now too. Initially, I was saying that we would be grouping together with my friends. When this problem occurred, he started being guilty and reprimanding himself for agreeing onto going with me.
Now, he is feeling so terrible and keeps saying that he does not want to go. He say that he rather keep himself with his friends than to be in the same group. I do not know what is happening. I felt so terrible and guilty for making him feel that way. I really hope that the problem can be solved.
The biggest problem that I worried it would happen have happen. I really hope that things can turn out well. Yes, I know that Jermaine and Nicholas cannot accept that Daryl is my boyfriend and he is going and I want him to be on the same group as me. This is one big problem and thus, I do not know how to settle at all.
Oh God! Can someone help me through and stop having problems after problems. I do not wish to come to the extend of choosing friends or boyfriend. I really do not wish this to happen and now, what can I do besides waiting for him to reconsider everything and make me feel secure? Life is cruel.
It had been near half a month since I last blogged. Not knowing what to do, I decided to come and blog again. On Thursday, it is the start of open house. Thursday is the last day I am going to have my CMB practical. And this is also going to the last time I am going to wear my lab coat. Yes, indeed it is kind of the sad. So I decided to start taking photos with some of my friends in lab coat.
It all started out with taking photos with Timothy as he was just sitting next to me. Then, I wanted to take with Subha. However, Subha does not like to be on picture. Afterwhich, Jermaine walk past and I pulled to take picture with him and Cheng Qian. Then, Jermaine offered to take picture with Mr Chang which was the personal H class family photo. Then, I offered to take a H1 Class photo with the peeps in our lab coat.
Actually, we took 2. However the second one was blur and not clear. It is a pity that Rebacca was not there. If not, it would be even more complete. Speaking of H1, though I was in there for near a year, I did not really talk to all of them before. However, for this semester, there is quite a number if change in the class grouping.
At first, at the start of this semester, I thought that I am stranded in H1 alone without Wan Sin, Xue Zhen, Li Chao and Subha. Later I get to know that I still had Subha in the class with me. Then, Subha and I got even closer. After which, I got closer to Cheng Qian, Nicholas, Jermaine and Timothy. Then, we became a family like thing. Cheng Qian is my daddy (which I only get to know it on Friday night), Subha, Xue Zhen and Li Chao as my sisters, Nicholas as my newphew. Quite of the complicated though.
I had been through many up and down in this semester. There are many exam and papers waiting for me to go and attend to it. Life in this semester is much more stressful than in semester 1. However, as this semester is coming to an end, I would do my best! I do not wish to repeat any module anyway. Neither do I want to join the G class. I do not have a problem with the G class. However, I do not really
I really hope that Subha, Li Chao, Xue Zhen and of course Wan Sin can be in the same class as me. I really hope so. And I do not wish like what Jermaine said! He said that all the EM3A students for this semester would go to H2 and leaving the EG2 students in H1. Never in my life man!
Some problem occurred in school on Friday. It is not a small problem but yet, quite a big one. I shall not say the names but just to name the person, I shall call the main male character J and the female character, A. And the story goes like this... ... ...
J and A were good friends in school. On one of the day, they decided to go for a trip to Vietnam with other good friends of theirs. Everything was going quite peacefully. A had a boyfriend and of course, her boyfriend knows about it. Going for the trip can make them skip one module next semester.
And of course, A would hope that her boyfriend can go join her too. A did asked her friends before, which includes J. Then, A asked the lecturer in charge about it and gets to know that her boyfriend can go too. And of course, the lecturer asked her boyfriend to get more friends from LSCT too. A told her boy friend to get one friend will do in case he feel left out. However, neither did anyone know, his friend went to get another couple and a friend.
On Friday early morning, A told J about it. As A knows that J would mind about the matter, she hopes to explain to J about it instead of leaving him the last one to know. However, neither did she expect, J totally ignored her and said that if that is the case, he would go and call his entire secondary school friend to come. It was quite hurting though.
After COMPRO lesson, J asked A how many vacancies are there left in front of one of their friend, N. And A asked J why he asked. And J said that he want to go and call all his friends to come. Then N said that why are there so many people going and ask straight at the face “Can you ask your boyfriend and friends all not go to?” At the point of time, A was utterly hurt. She did not know what to reply and just left the room.
A skipped break with S and X. The 3 of them went to SIM to have their break with other people. And of course, A had fun with them rather than thinking of the problem that is presence. After which, the 3 of them went to the library to study. A and J did not talk at all. When N comes in, N still asked A to teach him Maths.
After which, each of them left for lessons. After lesson, A was waiting for her boyfriend and his friends to come. They went into the classroom and started the meeting. J was totally ignoring A and A felt kind of the sad. At the end of everything, A had some talk with her friends without the presence of J. The talk is quite fun and funny.
On Saturday, which is today, A had forgotten about it and face the fact that she is going to lose a friend. At night, S persuades J to call. Yes, J called and talk to A about it. However, he defeated the whole purpose of talking at his very first sentence, "I do not want to make this call. I feel that it does not make a difference if I have or do not have you as a friend. I do not want people to say that I do not give you a chance to explain." So he is implying that he did not call because he want to keep this friendship but yet, he call just not want others to say that he does not give A a chance to explain.
Throughout the whole conversation, he is being unreasonable. Even so, A does not really care either. As he said, he is just utterly disappointed in A. Neither did any of J friend though, he wanted to go is to foster stronger bonds between us rather than the fact of skipping a module next semester. And J is totally disappointed in A because A called other people. If that is the case, A does not want that to happen too.
To J, he just thinks that A would leave them alone and not foster bonding with them and regardless how much A tries to explain that that would not happen, he just kept believing in what he thinks. And he also reprimanded A for telling her boyfriend. Is that A's fault for telling her boyfriend? Or should A not tell her boyfriend at all and suddenly disappear for 2 weeks? That is ridiculous.
Though the friendship between A and J is ok now, the feeling is different already. To J, he is still disappointed in A and to A, their friendship is something that is not worthy anymore. To A, their friendship is something like a hi-bye friend because as what J said, it does not make a difference if A is his friend. Regardless how close they can be, it would never be the same... ...
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This is Nicholas, Mr Chang and Jermaine. They did that pose on purpose.
This is Jermaine and me.
This is nicholas, aka fishy, nicky, small fish, nicola.
I had not blog for 4 days! Let me keep it short and sweet.
On Wednesday, I went out with my H family, consisting of Subha, Jermaine and Cheng Qian. We were told to go down to meet Douby Ghaut MRT station. I arrived early so I went up to Plaza Singapura to shop first. I did not know there is a GG5 shop there! If I know, I would go and look for the dress that I fancy.
Then, Jermaine came followed by Cheng Qian and lastly, Subha. I was told to wear formally after I left the house and got up the bus. I question Jermaine to what extend is formal, black working pants with button long sleeve blouse tucked in? Nevertheless, I was dress presentable so I did not make the effort to go back home and change into formal attire.
Jermaine told us that he wanted to give us a surprise so in order to do that; we need to follow him "blindly". We took a bus from Douby Ghaut and reach Marina Square. Then, he wanted to find where is MacDonald so we walked practically the whole of Marina Square just to find the stupid MacDonald.
Finally, we found it and he joke us by saying that we are eating at MacDonald. However, we are actually going to Billy Bombers to eat our lunch. Jermaine treated us lunch at Billy Bombers. We ate until so full. Then we decided on going to catch a movie. So we went back to Somerset to go and catch a movie.
Back at Somerset, we went to Cineleisure to watch the movie, The Holiday. The show is so nice and touching. The show started at 4.45pm and when we reach there, it was like only 2.30pm. So we went to Takashimaya to walk around. I went to look for GG5 at Wisma and sad to say, there is no such dress at that outlet. Is it that hard to find an M?
We went to the cold storage too. We went there to shop for our movie treats. I saw my primary school friend. I almost don't recognize her. We went there to look for organic vegetable for Jermaine's friend. Cheng Qian bought sushi while I bought myself a chocolate bar.
We headed back to Cineleisure to watch the movie. As I said earlier, the movie is extremely touching and nice. It did not waste my $6.50 to watch it. The story is so nice. It is about two ladies of different country different back ground exchanging their house for 2 weeks. The reason they wanted to do so is because both of them are out of love and wanted to be on vacation. In these 2 weeks, 2 different guys changed their life. Finally, they get over the other relationship and tada! That is the end!
Jermaine was so fascinated to how open other country people were. He tried to quotes some lines from the movie and wants to use it to woo other girls. He said that he would go and watch the movie again and copy down the lines. That is kind of stupid but if he wants to do so, I think Singapore girls might just slap him on the face. LOL!
On Thursday, I was staying at home for the whole day. I was so happy waiting for my dear to come back from China. Finally he came back at 1 plus am and we chat from about 2.30 am to 5.30am. Though it is quite tiring, at least, we manage to chat a lot.
On Friday, which is yesterday, I went out in the afternoon with Daryl and Joseph. I wanted to go shopping and before that, we decided on going for our sushi buffet. We ate for about 2 hours and next, we head down to Paragon. I wanted to go and look for GG5 for that dress.
In GG5 at Paragon, the dress only has size S again. There is not size M. that is so sad. Then, we went down to Suntec City. I went to look for the dress at GG5 and we just seem to not able to find it. Finally, we found that shop. We neglected the shop presence is because it is just located in front of Anderson Ice Cream Shop. The shop that made us so wanted to eat ice cream and we just walk past GG5.
Then we went looking for the shop. I tried the dress. It is a little fitting. There is no M size! If there is M size, I would go and buy it! But there is no M size. It is all S size. Stupid shop! I really love the dress. However, mama say that if it is just fitting, she don't want to buy it.
That is because it cost $75 after 50% discount. Besides, if it is just fitting, I might not be able to wear it again next time. So mama rather not buys it. But I really love the dress and really wish to buy it. WHY THERE IS NOT MEDIUM SIZE?? I love the dress.
Then we went to shop some more. Next we went down to Marina Square. Joseph bought himself a shirt, belt and wallet. It is quite nice. I bought a movie, Devil Wears Prada, and Daryl bought John Tucker Must Die. Both are nice shows.
We shop till quite late and went back home. The train was filled with people. I had been doing shopping quite lately. Now my leg feels sore. Pitiful feet of mine.
Today, I suppose to go and do project back in school. However, I message one of them and they did not give me the final answer. So I presume that we are not going to do it already. My CATS had not done it at all. I think that I am going to die for CATS. Stupid CATS! I am going to have presentation straight on the first CATS lesson.
I am worried I might fail my AEL because I did it quite pathetically. So is my CMB. I already failed my Biophysics. Hai! I do not want to retain! OH gosh!
Today, I am going to go down to popular with my sister to get stationary. I am going to get myself a calculator and some pens. YAY! I am going to have the same calculator as dar dar. Happy for myself. I might be going to GG5 with mama to see the dress again. However, it depends on the time too.
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