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I gotten my results and seriously, I am very disappointed.

If you read my one of my post in the past about MI project thus affecting my BSPA, that is the reason why I am so depress about it.

My BSPA got B+ and yes, I must admit that if not for MI project and Mr. Foo who made my mood totally bad and cry over it, I will not get just a B+. I am sure that I will not just get a B+ in my case.

The questions are similar to those that appear in my lecture notes and I studied so hard for it. Thanks to MI, which cause my feelings to go down and down, I had totally no mood for BSPA. I am very angry about it.

Now that I get a C+ for MI only, I really wish to curse and swear! I did not do the project for MI and if I get a C+, it is already far too good than what I expected. I thought that I will get a C- or below.

If not for my MI and BSPA, my grades should be higher. Way higher. If not for idiotic Foo and his idiotic help, I won't be so depress with a C+. If not for his idiot attention, I won't get depress and thus, break down.

If not because I broke down, I would be able to attend BSPA paper with FULL attention and FULL focus. It is all MI fault!!!

I am really bu fu over my BSPA. So is it my fault for having to be too emotional and thus, bringing the mood forward? That day, my period came too and it was unbearable.

So is it my fault? Am I pushing the blame away to other things? Am I suppose to be contented with what result I've gotten?

Seriously this is the first time I get such low grades. I am utterly depress! Someone help me!!

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