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Was talking to my cousin just now.
She said that she feel that if he is a real guy,
He will not be afraid.
He will not be scared of such things.
She says that let guys choose you,
Girls choose guys.
Well,
I don't know about it.

My cousin says that,
I should not wait for him,
Not be sad that he did not turn back at all.
The reason is because,
He knows that I'm waiting for him,
And he is treating me so coldly.
That isn't the way to treat a girl.
She herself had such experience before.
She waited for the guy.
When she is with the guy,
She don't feel happy at all.
She feel very xin ku.
I am not sure if I'd feel so,
I don't know if I will,
I feel like being with him.
Well,
What I can say is that we have different opinion to some sense.
Yes,
I had been listening to my cousin always.
This time,
What she said is her experience.
I do feel shaky too.

She says that if a guy really love me,
He will not be there being scared.
He will not even feel scared at all.
Well,
Different people different ba.
I'm not sure either.
I don't wish to think that much either.
I want to let things go one step at a time.
I know what I want now.
I'm not sure how it will transform into next time.
For once,
I am opposing what my cousin say.
I am determine in doing that step
And hoping for him to turn back.
Well,
I know the result is very negative.
I know it.
Yet,
I want to try it.
Well,
I will cry.
I think.
Even so,
I will still feel sad.
Though my cousin told me that there is nothing to be sad of.
Well,
I will still feel sad and depress over it.
I'm not sure why either.
I feel very tight within.

Well,
I have nothing to say.
I hope that things turn out well.
I really hope.
I don't know about the guys if they really love you,
They will not be scared part.
But I really hope,
Things will turn out fine.
I really hope so.
Well,
That is the least I can hope for.
Else,
I think I'd try to walk through too.
I will look forward to the day where I walk out of it.
Since he is going,
I sad,
He will go.
I happy,
He will still go.
Why do I make myself miserable?
Tomorrow is dooms day.
Though going to get rejected,
Yet,
It is not the end of the world.
Yes,
I'd be very sad.
I mean,
Who won't?
But it gonna be temporary.
Soon,
When I walk out of it,
It will be ok.

P.S. grace, do you find this familiar? that is our conversation.

So yes,
I will be happy once again.
To my cousins,
I am always showing the Strong Career Woman.
Confident,
Strong,
Never falls,
Never stop going crazy and have fun.
I don't know what I'm like to my friends.
But Anne never falls!
Anne will be strong and stand up once again.
Yes,
Anne will be!

Jia you =D