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PM: with my calibre, I can find someone who can accept me whole heartedly.

My brother says that my PM is gai lan.
LOL!
He says that I am discriminating the ugly girls.
LOL!
Indirectly,
He is saying I'm pretty.
LOL! =D
So bu yao lian de anne.
LOL.

Oh yes,
I heard my neighbour playing the piano.
I was doing the fingering too.
I miss playing the piano.
I miss playing and spamming the piano.
I miss reading the notes.
I miss drawing the notes.
I miss looking for scores online for the song I wanted.
I miss playing piano.

Since young,
I play the piano.
When I was in secondary 2,
Coming 3,
I started learning the piano.
Well,
Within 2 years,
I jump from grade 1 to 5.
My piano teacher is very strict.
He always wants me to play well.
He is very pro too.
He just take a look at the score,
He can play the song immediately.
My sight reading sucks!
Best of all,
He can play the particular part for his right hand with his left hand.
Wow!
He is damn pro!

He knows how to play the guitar,
Violin,
Piano of course.
There is this once,
I played a new song.
It is classical song.
8 pages long.
And the worst of all is,
The whole score is full of up and down.
Fast, slow, fast.
Loud, soft, normal.
A lot of change in notes and tones and rhymn.
I almost give up.
The fast part machiam faster than canon in d's chores.
My finger almost break from playing so fast and hard.
Yes,
The best part was,
My piano teacher played the violin with the song,
While I played with the piano.
Performance.
LOL!
Disgraceful ok!
I miss a note.
As usual.
That part is so fast that I always miss the note,
I don't even hear the difference,
My teacher heard it.

We had performance for the 8 pages long piece.
He played the violin while I played the piano.
I almost die from it.
Had to step the pedal when wearing heels.
Had to wear nice nice.
Eeek!
So disgusting!

Haha!
I almost broke down upon playing that song.
I did not have a piano at home.
I had to play while imagining the piano is in front of me.
Perfect!
I have good imagination.
LOL!

That is not the point.
I miss playing the piano.
I feel like playing the piano again.
I feel like getting my hands on the piano.
I miss playing the piano so much.
However,
My house will not get a piano.
No place to put.
If I were to learn,
I need to go back to piano school occasionally and book the room.
I don't like.
Because their room is small and enclose.
The aircon cold like shit.
And parents like to look into the room.
No privacy.

I miss playing the piano!!!
I have no time either.
Last time I quit learning the piano because,
I have no time.
Plus,
I was busy with school and CCA.
And I had a boyfriend who LOVES to ask me to skip piano,
If I don't,
He will angry.
Yes,
Thus I got very stress,
I did not have the mood to play the piano either.
Too tired already.
So I gave up.
My mother had to pay so much for my piano too.
It is rather expensive.
I mean when grade gets higher,
It will get more expensive.
I thought before,
If I can learn to grade 8,
I can need not worry about my pay already.
Reason being,
Teaching piano is good money.
Of course,
If you teach grade 1,
The pay is like,
nothing!
If you teach higher grades,
Which is usually private tutor,
Because school has lesser time for you,
The pay is like,
WHOO!
LOL!
For money,
I wanted to learn piano and earn money.

Oh yes,
I read the feng shui thing at NUS Forum today.
Wow!
Practially,
All horoscope have Virgo in the list.
Virgo being best in helping them get money,
Or something like that.
Just got to do with career.
Wow!
Virgo!
They say Virgo have healing hands.
Why aren't I healing myself?
And they say that Virgo are so realistic that,
They do not put "I Love You" at their mouth always.
They believe in action and not words.

I totally agree.
I seldom say I Love You.
I say I miss you more.
LOL!
And I love actions.
Like making something small for me,
A drawing or card,
I'd be very happy.
If they get me something practical,
I'd use it everyday.
Well,
That is if.
But,
Nobody wants me now.
LOL!