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What the hack!
Saw him can!
Idiot!
Bloody hell!
I was at the interchange.
I saw his clique.
I called Joseph for help.
Then,
I got up the bus,
Saw Jian Hao.
Started talking to him.
Ignoring the fact that I saw them.
I thought they are going somewhere.
So I did not think much.
Neither did I know,
At the stop I am getting down,
He came up the bus.
I wanted to ignore his friends totally.
However,
When I was going to get down,
They kept saying bye so loud that I had no choice,
But to turn.
They even said mayi!
Idiot!
Fine!
I had no choice but to turn.
Then when I got down one step,
They kept saying behind.
So I turn.
I saw him.
What the hack!
His friends did call him telling him I'm on bus.
So I think he saw me.
Yet he pretend he did not.
I think.
So I pretend I did not.
I did not say hi too.
I just went down.
Because there are people going down too.
I had to do so.
I saw him!!
IDIOT!!
Emotions start stiring.
Idiot.
I went accross the road,
Without seeing the cars.
I just cross.
I was being friendly,
I message him and asked why is the there?
He said he was going to help give the food.
Fine then.
He meet them for dinner.
Fine then.
What should I say.
I have nothing to say.
Very well indeed.
I just act as if nothing happen.
I still joke him saying he come toa payoh pa tuo.
How can you do that?!
Emotion rising now.

What the hack can!
We are suppose to meet tomorrow,
And today?!
What the hack is this?!
What is God trying todo?
What do He want to do?
What do He want?!
What does God want to do!!
Why is he playing with me like that?
Why?!
He is making a fool of myself.
I hate it!

Emotion rising.
Just now,
On the bus,
I closed my eyes and rest.
End up,
I cried!
I was thinking too much.
Emotion just came in.
I was hoping to see him at NP bus stop.
End up I did not.
I saw him at the stop I am getting down to go home.
What is this?
WHAT IS THIS!!!

I was feeling so happy today.
I was feeling so optismistic today.
I was feeling great and not being troubled today.
Why did God fool me?
Why did He make me cry on the bus?
Why did He make me tear?
Why did He make me see him?
Why?!
Not today!!
I was so happy and looking forward to tomorrow.
Now that I see him,
I miss him so much!
I don't know how to pass tonight and tomorrow!
Idiot!

I wonder how he feel upon seeing me.
I really wonder!!!!

Bloody hell!
Emo!!!!