My Life, My Blog

I spent my whole day in school doing work work work! I am super tired!

Today morning, I went to school at 8am today though my lesson starts at 10am. I was there doing my gui =( And then at 10am, tat panda says that all we have to do is to sign our attendance. How crap! Waste of my time.

In project room today, we spent quite some time crapping non-stop. Haha! It is quite fun eh! I realise I am damn poor thing. Still, it is fun and funny.

Today suppose to be my review day and yes, supposingly, today is the last day for my stupid fyp. In the end, it is postponed thanks to jae. Shucks! I though it is over already and I am sooo wrong =( Emo!

For the whole of today, I am emo-ing + emo-ing. During lunch time, I called my cousin and yes, she is sobbing soo hard. I am emo-ing because of her and yes, I got so scared of things too. OMG! Suddenly, I realise that guy's thinking is so different from girls. Thanks to qian-er, fishy and uncle, I understand what they are thinking.

Now my cousin is totally undergoing whatever I have been through. All the complaining and regretful thoughts and she is asking me how did I let go last time. I totally understand how she feel and yes, I do not know how to console her. I just find all the consoling words are crap. Total crap.

I remember having to pick myself up from where I fall. I remember calling people and start sobbing like nobody's business. I remember tears falling down whenever I walk the path we walk before. I remember all the pain and how I had been so useless and a worry to others.

It took me nearly 1 month or less to pick myself up. I guess, I am too tired from all the crying and one day, I decided to change everything. Yes, I know that my cousin who is so much stronger than me will be able to make it through. She can do it =)

I went to change my fish water and yes, stupid irritating fish! I just change the water, one of them start poo poo. Waste of my time changing water. Grr! And amazingly, there is still 21 fry living till date! OMG! I am sooo proud!

Previously, I mention that there is 3 female and 3 male. After some time, I realise, one of the not fully grown fish is actually a male and not female -.- So that means 2 female and 4 male. And one of the female is forever pregnant and the other female is forever not growing up.

19 January is the due date again! =)

Anyways, I am looking at the calender. OMG! 6 more weeks and END of poly life. OMG! I am getting emo! I will miss the days at project day and pia-ing together =x I will miss the times where there is laughter and running around. And of course, I will miss the people there! =(