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Ok, had enrolment today and things are so screwed up. Or should I say, my part is so damn screwed up.

Yesterday night, I went to polish and pin up all my badges. I don't really have many badges to pin anyways. I went off to bed at 1am. I can hardly sleepy. I was tossing and turning. Well, my mood is kinda pathetic too. I am nervous + emo. So yes~ Once again, history repeats. crying to sleep

Today morning, I woke up at 5am to bathe and wear uniform. I know that is damn early but you know, I take long time to wear my uniform and tie up my hair. I left house at around 6.15am to meet wanrong at my house bus stop.

We got up the bus and went to the mrt station to meet up with liting, lenice, esther and priscillia. In the end, we all come in pairs. Haha! While in the train, we were chatting and chatting until we reach douby ghaut. Yawn! So tired =x

We went up to ms yp's office to put our bags and then went down to church to prepare. The colour parties had dry run. Things seems to be going fine. So at about 8.10am, we went down to the hall to practice slow march in.

The service started and we had to slow march in. When I am going to pass the flag to rev lilian ang, I turn wrongly and it was damn damn damn obvious. OMG! How can I forget? How can I, how can I, how can I? I so wanted to cry out during the service =(

After the service, I went to take the flag back and we went up to the plaza for parade. Ok I am damn nervous. Ah! This is when things screwed up so badly~ When the colours are marching out, for some I-don't-know-what-reason, the wind blew and the whole flag covered my whole head. I cannot see at all!

I was trying to take the flag off my head that I forgotten to turn when I am supposed to. I was so focus on the flag that I forgotten the timing and command. By the time I realise I had to turn, I was late and it was on the wrong leg. I screwed things up so badly!!

And when given command to stand at ease, I had to put the flag down on the floor. However, I cannot take it down! The flag just won't get off my head. So I had to manually take it off. It takes time for me to get the flag off my head. And the best of all, that means I will not be in the same timing as the boys.

Ok, I thought it was over. When the commander give us command to stand at attention, the flag wave and cover my head AGAIN! And once again, my timing became off. How pathetic. Why is the flag so not in favour of me?

Throughout the event, I just so want to fall out immediately. I just can't wait for the event to end. I was hoping that things would end so fast. I don't want to burst into tears during parade. I was wishing things end~

During the parade, I am standing in front of the parade commander and I so don't want to look straight at his face. It looks so odd. He is looking at me and I had to look at him. And I don't know what kind of look to give him so I decided to just look at his buttons. So wu nai!

After falling everyone out, ah ha! Tears start rolling down and down. I find myself so pathetic. This is the don't-know-how-many-times I am being flag barrier and this is the first time I had such problem. I find myself damn pathetic as a flag barrier and I so do not want to be a flag barrier again.

I had to hide behind the flag to cry. I so don't want the girls to know it. I went to the post sec and started hugging the flag and cry. I tried my best not to let anyone see but I think it is damn obvious.

Then we had photo taking session. Hmm! The stupid photographer totally ignore my presence. I was holding the flag and waiting for the photographer to tell me what to do. In the end, I was standing there and all the photographer focus on was the two BB colours. Ah~

I am damn short! Or not. Haha! The guys were tall so even when I stand on the chair, they are still blocking my view. So the photographer ask the guys to pass me another chair and stack it up -.-

But the contigent commander for the secondary boys, who is also karyin's 'twin', is very sweet. When I have to go up the chair, the guy was helping me hold the flag and chair. Then after taking the photo, he immediately come and hold the chair so I can come down.

Then the photographer says that he want to take another photo, the guy hold on to my chair for me to stand back up on the chair. Then again, he came and help me hold the chair and keep the chair when needed to put back. How sweet and nice of him =) I am so touched.

We had refreshments and I was nua-ing there. We were joking and joking. Matthew is really a funny guy! Karyin wanted to take photo with her twin and with the help of matthew, they manage to take a photo together. Haha! We are like 'watching show'. Haha!

After refreshments, we fall out and then went to help ms yp to get the things back into the room. The post sec and officers went to ms yp's room to our stuff. Charlene, wanrong and I started to take photos~ We sat on the chair and on timer and started non-stop taking~ Whee!

We started off with wanrong and I standing, charlene sitting. Then it became wanrong and I half squat and charlene continue sitting. Afterwhich, it became wanrong and charlene half squad while I sit. Finally, we decide to take the chair away and the 3 of us sat on the floor. Haha!

Ms yp brought us for ice cream treat! Whee! We had swensons ice cream. Whee! Wanrong, lenice, ms yao and I shared an earthquake! Whee! I kept disturbing ms yao~ Haha! Well, I don't know how to pronounce her name~ I only remember how to spell so I keep calling her "grace e-u-o-d-i-a-s yao" Haha!

Ms yao's christian name got 4 syllabus, grace-e-uo-dias. Then the funny thing is, we ended off with a YAO! Haha! She totally sian~ HAHA!

I kept disturbing ms yao. Starting I asked her, "sandi's friend, how do I call u? grace, euodias or ms yao?" Then she told me to call her grace euodias or ms yao~ Ok, since then, I kept calling her ms yao! She said she wanted to drink water and ask me to ask karyin to take. So I shouted to karyin "karyin, ms yao yao drink water~" Haha!!

Afterwhich, I kept asking ms yao, "ms yao, 你要不要xxx?" Haha!!! For some reason, I kept disturbing ms yao~ Wheee!!! She better not kill me =x

We went back home after the ice cream. Yawn! Super duper tiring =x I reach home and zzz all the way till nearly 7pm! Tired!!!!

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