Do it Yourself

If I knew that you can’t make it, I won’t have spend my time waiting for you to do it. I would have done it myself. And now, I am left to clear the mess myself.
I wonder how much effort you put into it. While doing it, you can still go somewhere else to have fun. It meant so much to me and it means nothing to you. I spent hours and days on it but you? Seriously, it really means nothing to you. True enough, you need not do it at all. If only I had done it myself.
Now, it is the same as me doing all the work. I have to re-do every single thing. You are tired, I am tired too. You do it, give it to me and go to bed. I wish I can just give it to someone and go to bed. I thought we can share the work. In the end, it is just one man show.
I am feeling damn mad about it and yet, I cannot say anything. All I can do is keep quiet and swallow the unhappiness. I am damn tired after a long day of mugging. Now at this hour, I have to clear the mess. I also want to sleep. However, how can I?
Now I know, I cannot rely on you. You don’t even bother to ‘accompany’ me while I clear the mess. All you do is give me the mess and tell me you are tired and off to bed. So much for being a partner. Never will I want to entrust the work with you again.
Never rely on others again! Do it yourself!