School Is Starting

Yes! Tomorrow! School is starting again tomorrow. 1 month without school. I feel so queasy when you speak of going school after so long. Well, I don’t know why either but it had been like that since young. Afraid and worried.
Ever since I got my results for previous semester, I freak out by mentioning school, exams, tutorials and the stress. Today, I went to edventure to download the lecture notes and tutorial. I feel super stress. It is all because that time, I broke down into tears while doing tutorial. Now, with the stress I get when I see my results, I feel even more stress when I look at tutorials and lecture notes.
School start means..
lesser sleeping hours, lesser online, lesser shopping, lesser going out days.
more studying, more tired, more stress, more pimples, darker eye rings, more hairloss.
This is school FOR ME. I realise some people can’t wait for school to start. They are literally LOOKING forward to school start. I wonder how those people enjoy school, exams, tutorials, stress. I think I need to learn from them. **look forward, look forward, look forward**
I was saying school is a nightmare. Then char edited and say “school with exams and tutorial is a nightmare”. Yes, totally agree with it. If there is no exams and tutorial, school is a fun place. We make friends, meet people, joke about lecture, make sure we eat or we will have to wait for after school.
Notes, bag, pencil case, water bottle all ready for tomorrow. So sian~
I hope there will be something I look forward to!!!!! =)