Once again. Weekend is here! Yuppie! =) Week 10, it is e-learning week! Exam falls on week 14. That means, in less than 1 month, it is exam time!!! OMG OMG OMG!!
Week 10
.Monday, March 22, 2010]]__x
Yawn! Mummy and daddy kept asking me why I don’t have school this week. I told them e-learning and they doesn’t know what does e-learning means. My dad kept thinking it is either exam period or holiday. Well, only during exam period and holiday, I don’t need to go school. How I wish it is holiday.
In the morning, I got guava craving. Therefore, diligently, I went to get lunch for drew drew and myself. I went to the market to get lunch, apple juice and guava! Yummy! In the past, I don’t eat guava. I find that the middle part is slimy and soft. Ever since I had the first try with the sour plum powder, I start eating guava again. Yummy!
In the afternoon, I was so sleepy. I wanted to take a afternoon nap. In the end, I did not because of some reason. That reason is stupid and I shall not say it. So I stare and stare at the computer while drew drew doze off during the ‘super nice to nap’ period. It is raining! =x
I am supposed to go down simlim to get some stuff. In the end, it is raining and it totally spoilt my mood. Eeek! I don’t like to go out when it is super duper hot or when it is raining. I like cloudy days. During cloudy days, you will not get wet, regardless is due to rain or sweat.
At night, daddy went to get food for us. I had chicken chop. Hmm! Most of the stalls are not open. I wanted to eat fried prawn mee. Shucks! I still miss tian tian lai prawn mee.
I am feeling moody. Boohoo! I kept telling myself “it is ok”, “it will be fine”. However, I know it is not ok, it is not fine. My mood is like pendulum. I don’t know why either. I just feel that things are tumbling down, I just feel lonely, I just feel so out of place. I feel like I never belong here. I feel so not my place.
If I can stop pendulum from swinging, I want to stop it at the mid point, not the highest nor the lowest. I don’t want it to be high so it won’t hurt when it drops. I don’t want it to be low so the world isn’t colourless. I want a world which is colourful and fun. Oh well, human always contradict themselves isn’t it?
After all the whoohaa, I went to my bed and put myself to sleep at 12 plus midnight. How I wish………..
.Tuesday, March 23, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I woke up at 8am. I saw the weather is pretty and rainy so I decided to sleep in. I woke up at 9am, then 10am. Finally, at 10.30am, I decided to get out of the bed. I went to make breakfast. Egg with ham and bread. Hmm! And I realise the root of the pendulum.
I am supposed to study. In the end, I procrastinate all the way. I am sitting on the sofa, munching away my bread and drinking my hot tea. I was switching channel and then I saw this show, “Departure”. It is a japanese movie.
This movie seems so familiar. I don’t remember why I’d know this show. So I decided to watch it, and at the same time, think how I get to know this show. As I was watching, it struck me. I remember how I know of this show. That day, I went movie with mmp. We went to look at the cd. Then I saw this show and read the synopsis at the back. It seems to be an interesting show. So I was telling char I want to watch it. Hmm, that is how I know of this show.
I was watching the movie, it is damn nice! It is very touching too. It is about a guy taking up the job as a “assistant departure”, someone who prepare the dead before their body are placed in the coffin. Along the way, there are many scenes where you will see the mourners crying over their relatives or love ones. It is very sad. Some what, it reminded me of my grandma’s death.
After crying over the movie, I was still procrastinating. So, the television then showed “The Wedding Game” by fann wong and christopher lee. I watched this show before. It is rather touching. I think it is quite funny too. Like all the acting in front of the reporters, all the planning and plotting. How long can someone wear a mask in front of another?
Instead of starting to study, I went to facebook and start scrolling. Then I saw my some of my friend’s photos with their significant other. Then it struck me, they look so happy in their photos, are they always so xing fu? Do they ever quarrel? Do they ever have dispute? They look so sweet together. They seem to be so happy together always.
I wonder, how many of them are acting? How many of them can say “me and xxx quarreled today”? How many of them look as though it is reflected? How many of them never face relationship problem? How many of them are as sweet as what people always comment?
I know of a friend, j. He and his ex girlfriend are a pair of peaceful couple. They never face relationship problem because j will give in to her. Their relationship is peaceful, no storm or typhoon. J once told me, they have never quarrel before. Out of no where, they suddenly broke up. A peaceful, quarrel-less and sweet relationship ended without much notices.
Another friend, u, always look happy and like a pair of lovely dovey couple in front of the camera. Though they are together for a couple of years, they still look like a sweet and loving pair. However, they always quarrel. U’s girlfriend always throw temper at him. You can never guess what is going on behind the scene. This moment they are looking very happy, the next moment, when everyone is not around, his girlfriend starts shooting arrow at him. U is unhappy but what can U do? Nothing much.
I have a junior, e, she and her ex-boyfriend had been together for about 6 years. They went to many places together, my facebook is filled with their sweet and cuddling photos. One fine day, I saw her facebook status changed, “from relationship to single”. Then I was quite shocked. I didn’t know what happened along the way, I only know they are 2 very lovely couple where there are albums and albums of couple shots. It is all gone overnight.
So, how many relationship is sweet as though it is seen? How many relationship is always xing fu? How many are happy together? In a relationship, there are happy times, and then, there are sad times too. Why is only the happy times reflected to everyone and not the sad times? The sad times are all hidden between the couple. The happy times are all commented with “you 2 look so sweet”. I don’t understand.
Anyways, that is just some thoughts that I had while scrolling facebook. It must be the movie that caused it! I remember fann wong saying something about “now, everyone out there thinks that we are very happy together, but we know, we are not.”
Ok, that is for thinking. Anyways, char messaged me. She told me she wanted to get something for me, thus she asked if I’m home. Hmm! Well, I told her I am home though I wanted to tell her I’m not. She always bring things for me. I feel so bad!
Along the way, we were messaging. Then she came and I went down to meet her. OMG! She bought me haagen daz ice cream! OMG OMG OMG! I am so damn touched!! We chatted for a while then I came up. I open the pint and I realise, it is mango with passion fruit ice cream! Damn! I have been craving for that for so long and she surprise me with it! =)
Besides the pint of haagen daz ice cream, I saw a small tub of ben and jerry’s strawberry cheesecake ice cream. Hmm! I think she got it from the ben and jerry’s free cone day thingy. She said that there is no queue in novena square at all. Even so, I am so touched!
Now, I am a happy girl with a pint of mango with passion fruit ice cream from haagen daz. However, I can’t eat it for now because of some reason. Never mind, I shall finish that pint soon! I’m a happy girl! Wheeeeeee!
In the evening, I went to sister’s place. Hmm! For some reason, wasn’t feeling very well. It is all cramp’s fault! Instead of fainting which happens every month, this time I vomited. I don’t know why either. I just felt nauseous. I feel like there is something which is stuck in my throat. I wish I did not inherit my mother’s period cramp sickness.
At night, I did not have much appetite so I had fishball noodles. It always happen. I dislike period! Yes! Many many dislike. Oh well~ Female!
I was surfing through websites and I suddenly remembered a rather touching fish story. Instead of finding that story, I found a really touching poem. Oh! I decided to share it!! It is super touching. Ah! 我寂寞是因为我思念你。可是，远方的你能感受到吗？
I went to bed at around 1am. Yawn!
.Wednesday, March 24, 2010]]__x
Half a week have gone and I haven’t been doing much studying. I feel so guilty.
Today, I don’t know why, I don’t want to wake up at all. So I stayed in my bed the whole morning. Finally, I decided to get out of my bed at 11.30am. That’s crazy!! I slept so long when I don’t want to. Maybe it is all because of yesterday, that explains why I don’t want to wake up.
I cooked lunch for drew drew and myself today. Mee goreng with tuna and hot chocolate. Yummy! =) Ok, it is nothing much though. However, eating that while watching some food variety show, it makes the food yummy. LOL!
After food, I went sister’s place again. I went there yesterday and I failed to do what I’m supposed to do. So today, I’m good and went there to continue what I’m supposed to do. After which, I came up and headed out. I had something on. Boohoo! =(
At night, the kids came up because my sister had to go toa payoh central. So I was playing and being entertained by the kids. They are fun to play with but sometimes, they really gets up my nerve. I was drawing with ting and guess what, I found my long lost orange pen! Come to think of it, I just bought one last wednesday and I found mine today! Wasted money.
Later in the night, I stayed up again. Went to bed at 2+ am but there is school tomorrow. Yawn! I dislike school. Many many dislike. I did not attend school for the whole of this week and it is turning me off. Sian-ness.
.Thursday, March 25, 2010]]__x
Happy birthday qing ai de ge ge!! =)
In the morning, I woke up, went to meet up with char for lab. We head down to school together. Today is our last lab. Finally, it is the last lab already! No more early school on thursday anymore.
We went to school, we had some polishing lab. We were polishing and polishing, in the end, we polish wrongly. Sadded! It was a mistake done. After which, we headed home together. We went to get burger king. Hungry!! =x
I came home and had burger king with drew drew. Yummy! As usual, after food, I doze off and headed to bed. I am really sleepy when I have school in the morning. It is like a torture. At night, I watch my cruel temptation! It is the last 4 episode! OMG de SAD! That means the last episode falls on tuesday and I have stupid elective till 6.30. Sad + sad!
Due to some reason, I went to bed at 1 plus again. Yawn x many many. I want to sleep in because my er jie jie on aircon!!! =x
.Friday, March 26, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I wake up super unwillingly. I went to toa payoh interchange and waited for char. Unwilling!!
I went to school, went to sbs for life science. I am going school for 1 hour just for life science. That is dumb! We headed to sbs, went for life science tutorial. We did it really slowly so we took about 30 minutes to complete it. However, all you need is about 15 minutes to complete the tutorial. Haha!
While walking down the nie bridge stairs to take bus, I miss the step and fell down. I slip down 2 steps. After which, I am sitting down on the floor. I am a little lost with what happen too. I was walking down, I realise I kinda miss the step and everything went very “bright”. The next thing I know, I’m sitting down on the floor with my palm supporting me. Hmm!
I think char got a shocked for my sudden fall down. LOL! Luckily, I did not twist my ankle. Just that it hurts a little. We took 179, char went back home while I went to jurong point to meet up with js. I needed to pass js something. Then js was being nice and accompanied me down to raffles place. I wanted to attend some road show at raffles place. So I head down to raffles place with js.
After attending the road show, I wanted to and get some really nice japanese food that I saw it at some television programme. In the end, we walked all the basement available but we can’t find it at all. Instead of getting food, I ended up with a pair of shoes from dmk. Ok, I’m starting to love dmk shoes so much! =) In the end, we decided to go down to marina square for lunch.
We went to marina square and saw this really cute digital photo frame. Ah! I feel like getting the big photo frame but it seems to me like it is of no purpose. I mean, I don’t have anywhere to put. So forget it! Sadded!!
Then we headed home. Yawn!! I went to bed and sleep. At night, drew drew woke me up and we went down to novena to have dinner with my aunts and kenneth. We went to ichiban sushi for dinner again. We are so-called celebrating drew drew’s birthday. We were eating and chatting. It is nice!
After food, we went to the washroom and head to cold storage with my aunts. Then drew drew, kenneth and I went to take the train back. Kenneth went to work whereas drew drew and me headed home.
.Saturday, March 27, 2010]]__x
In the morning, I woke up and headed for my things. Then I rush back home for bonitochico sales launch at 11.30am. I am tempted to get a toga dress but no chance to wear. Sadded! Well, that is a good and bad thing. The good thing is, I save money! The bad thing is, I did not get anything from bc and that makes me even more tempted to get from hvv!
Then the kids came. As for my lunch, I had sister to help me get food again! I am rushing for bc launch that I did not get food before coming home. Shopping craze! In the end, no television programme either. I don’t want to do work though I need to do. That is so pathetic!
In the afternoon, stella suddenly came and talk to me. She suddenly ask me if I want to go her place to celebrate her birthday today. After thinking and asking, some people told me not to go. They say, if she have the intention, she should have asked earlier. Well, I thought so too, so in the end, I did not go.
It had been many many years back since I went her house and celebrate her birthday. Ever since some incident, I stop contacting them her as much. That incident had caused my poly life to become so wasted. And that incident is like a big “hoohaa” in my poly days. Seriously, it is nothing but some people just love to magnify things and cause dispute. I will never forget the naive thinking that some people had, “guys and girls can never be best friend.”
But anyways, I stayed home. Nothing much to do. Have to do work but seriously, it is a turn off to do work! Boring!!! At night, we were eating ice cream! The ice cream char got it. It is yummy! =) I shared it with the kids. The funny thing is, they kept saying “hey apple” after watching the annoying orange video. LOL!
Anyways, it is EARTH HOUR! Did you off your lights, fans, laptop, television and all electrical applications to commemorate it? I look out of the window, nothing changed! I took a photo of BEFORE, DURING and AFTER. I took my first set of photos at 8.30pm. I wanted to take another set at 8.45pm. In the end, I realise nothing changed! So, that means, nobody is earth hour-ing.
At night, I went to sleep at around 1 am. I was discussing some things with some people and I got so fed up with it. I am so angry that I want to cry! Seriously, I think some people are **silent**. I don’t know what to comment about it. I am so angry that I went to my private blog and rant rant rant, rant rant rant. Ahhhh!
.Sunday, March 28, 2010]]__x
April is coming to an end. Boring!! I need to study study but it is really a turn off! BORING! I need to do webassign. I am so sian of doing webassign. I went to look see and realise, for the last webassign, there is 123 questions and 287 points. What the hack, it is the LAST webassign and it due on exam week. And they make us do so many questions? Crazy!
Is there a way to cheat webassign besides using the textbook? Is there a way to hack into webassign and change the percentage to 99%? I am so sick and tired of webassign!!! 4 more webassign to rush before exams. Sian-ness.
Looking at my exam timetable, I don’t know why, I feel it is like so packed. I need to study physics 1, physics 2. The paper is one after another. I feel so sian of it. There are 2 paper on the first day. One is calculation and the other one is purely memorising. I think I’d brain dead after the calculation paper. Ah!!! **shake shake**
Anyways, after that fall on friday, my leg still hurts. Limping limp.
School starts again tomorrow! Sian-ness! No more e-learning week, no more holiday until after exam. Sadded to the max!! Anne, hardworking, hardworking, hardworking! I need more vitamin c to ‘boost’ my brain. Can I cut the annoying orange up? LOL!
Year 1 Semester 2 Week 10
Family Felicity
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