Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas

Hmm, why is christmas always linked with red and green????
ANYWAYS!! Will update blog either tonight or tomorrow!!
Confirm photos heavy.
Will be updating on my event-full week.
Stay tune~ =)

Code, De-code

In the morning, my dear alarm clock woke me up at 10am. I was super lazy to get out of my bed. So in the end, I left my bed at 10.20am. I am super late. I am meeting my juniors at 11.30am and I wake up at 10.20am. Ai~
I took 235 down to the interchange. Then I took 143 to jalan toa payoh. When I reach jalan toa payoh, 985 came first so I took 985 down to bukit timah plaza area. And from there, I took 75 down to ngee ann. That is so many bus! It is like going back to poly days where I take many many buses to get to school.
In the end, I was 5 minutes late. I met up with jocelyn. I tried my best to help her with the coding. Oh well, sad to say, I failed. I have no idea why too. It is either something wrong with the code or somewhere. Seriously, it is always ok when I did my project. Hmm! I think it couldn’t be the image. It can’t be the code. I wonder what is wrong.
After meeting my junior, I went to meet up with js. We went down to novena for lunch. I seldom go down to novena for lunch before. I think this is my third time going to have my meal at novena. Yes, we took bus down to jalan toa payoh. From there, we cross the bridge and took 5 to the church and walk to novena.
Then js went to work at around 2pm while I continue to stay in novena. I went shopping alone. I walk the whole of velocity and square 2. It is my first time there but yes, I spent about 1 and half hour visiting practically every store in velocity and square 2. That is amazing. I spent about 20 minutes in MPH.
I am supposed to wait for js to end work at supposedly 5pm. So by the time I finish shopping, it is already 3.50pm. So I found a place, have a seat and started resting. Half and hour later, I got so bored and decided to play games on my phone.
At 4.40pm, js called and said she will be done in 20 minutes. Ok, I continue waiting patiently. I continue playing with my handphone. And I continue sitting at my seat. Finally, 1 hour and 20 minutes later, js came. She is 1 hour late! I waited for her since 2pm. Which means 4 hours!! **faint**
Then we shopped around novena and head down to marina square after which. We went for dinner at aston. After which, we went to carrefour and shop. When we come out of carrefour, we went to mini toons to shop. I saw a very cute dolphin. That will be js’s christmas present. She kept saying I look like dolphin (I don’t know why) so I shall give ‘myself’ to her. LOL!
After shopping, most shops are closed. So we headed home. Tired! =x I am so dozing off! Shucks!
Anyways, that day, I was looking at something and I get to know something. Sometimes, you know something, you have no choice but to act ignorant. You want to prompt many questions, you want to share. However, sometimes, you can’t do it. Now I regret knowing it. I rather not know anything, then I need not act ignorant. Now I have to act ignorant, I am feeling so ‘stuck’ inside.
So from now on, I rather not know anything, not see anything, not think anything, not ask anything. I think this is the best way to handle. I don’t like knowing, seeing and thinking but not ask anything. If possible, I hope I can know and see, at the same time, my brain does not process, so no thinking or asking anything. Won’t that be nice? As of now, I need to stop thinking because I know, I see but I can’t ask. Zip!! =x

To Do List

After so many days, I finally attempted to clear my wardrobe. It is one of my many things on my to do list. I wanted to pack my wardrobe because the clothes are getting messier and I want to clear some space so I can get more online loots. Opps!
In the end, I failed. I think I should put retail therapy on hold for now. I started out with clearing the clothes which are hanging. Then I attempted to clear those which are folded. Then I realise, I have quite a number of clothes (I always say that -.-)
Firstly, I clear those t-shirts and polo tee which I usually wear to school. Some are quite old and faded. I was thinking which to put it aside. In the end, I have no idea which to clear because if I cast them aside, I don’t think I will have tee or polo to wear. I decided to put that aside and move on to those clothes which I don’t wear to school.
Here comes another problem. Most of my clothes are either worn once or brand new. I have quite a number which I worn once and put it inside my wardrobe. I usually don’t wear those to school. They are usually clothes which I wear out. Many are worn once and I did not wear out already. So, I have no idea whether to keep it or cast it aside.
In the end, I took everything out and I put everything back after browsing through. There is no change in quantity in my wardrobe. Oh shucks! I want to put aside some of the clothes. I have no idea which to be put away. I think I need someone to come and help me clear my wardrobe.
To-Do-List Item 2: Pack my wardrobe (FAILED)
Even though item 2 failed, at least, I manage to pack my wardrobe and it looks neater now =) And on the happiler side, To-Do-List Item 5: Christmas card/gift is near done. I am more or less done with the cards. However, the present part is such a headache. I am so lazy to go shopping alone. I hope to finish the card by saturday so I can mail them out =)
Oh yes! GB camp is over. So another item from the list is down. To-Do-List Item 6: GB camp (DONE)
AND, up till now, I have yet to get a haircut. I think I will go and cut my hair after new year. Eh! I have been wanting to get a haircut since september. LOL! However, I only cut my hair at the start of the month. I don’t know why but that is my habit. Oh well! I am still tempted to go and get a haircut next week =x
I can’t wait for 30 december to come. I seriously, desperately need my results. I can’t stand the wait. Every time I look at To-Do-List Item 4: Clean my laptop, I will think of my results. I want to just delete all the folders in my laptop. I don’t want to bring them to the new year. AH! I feel so insecure, worried and afraid that I will repeat. Please, remove those feelings from me.
As of To-Do-List Item 7: Meeting up session, I think I am going to cancel it. It is so hard to meet up with people. I wanted to meet up with jo before py goes overseas. In the end, I was busy with camp that I forgotten to message them. So the trip is cancelled. Next week, jo is on block week but py is in korea now. Then, if we were to meet up with jeremy, his timing is not flexible. He is serving the nation. Damn! Stupid serving the nation. Waste my time only. And jo insist on going kbox. But the thing is, there is only me and him -.-
Was intending to meet up with kenneth. I think he forgotten about it already. He is too busy getting himself involve in some complicated and unable to understand relationship. His life is so complicating. I don’t even understand what he is doing.
And for jing, geor, gidman and siyu, we were planning to go prawning. But I don’t know when shall it be. I was thinking to go this week but nobody knew when gidman is coming back. So nobody plan anything. And for next week, I think I am quite busy. Oh well! Another week gone.
Tomorrow, Friday, December 18, 2009, I am going down to ngee ann poly in the morning. A junior message me the other day and asked me for help with regards to her final year project. Seriously, I have no idea how to help her. I totally forgotten how my code looks like. It is like 1 year ago thing. What more, the code is not written by me, it is written by someone from sim. I hope I can help her.
Last but not least, a very cocky phrase that I gotten from a senior’s facebook.
If you are cosine square, I'll be sine square.
Cause together, we are ONE.
So, where are you, my cosine square?

A18 Monthly Affair

On Monday, December 14, 2009, I had a gathering with my tutorial mates. Once again,we are celebrating the birthday babies of the month. And for december, there is only chia weei. Happy 19th birthday!! =)
I woke up in the late morning like 11 plus am. I think I am too tired. I decided to make my brunch. I made potato wedges, hotdog and sunny up egg. After eating, for some reason, I was bored and doze off at 2pm. That is crazy.
Anyways, bernard sms me to ask me chia weei’s birthday. Then I realise, he is turning 19. OMG! He is younger than me. I am seriously old. I have already reach the big 2. That is so pathetic.
At 3pm, I woke up and thought it was still early, so I continue napping. I woke up occasionally to check time. At 4pm, I decided to wake up, bathe and head down to douby ghaut. I am meeting my tutorial mates at 5pm and I left house at 4.50pm. Fantastic!
I was 10 minutes late. In the end, peng siang and I arrived at around 5.05pm and nobody was there -.- We were the earliest late comer. We stood there and waited till 5.40pm. Most of us arrived and we head down to fish and co for dinner.
We sat there and waited for our seats to be ready. Then we order food while I took many random candid. I think the girls so want to kill me because of the unglam pictures. Haha! Most of them were trying to run from my camera. Opps~
While waiting and eating, we were talking about male, female, relationship and ‘boyfriend’. Well, most of us girls were saying that guys nowadays are afraid of their girlfriend. And we started the topic on getting married, having children at what age. I think it is because of my age, the guys think that I am going to be the first to get married -.-
After we had our dinner, as usual, at fish and co, they will make the birthday boy stand on the chair. We sang birthday song and had chia weei to get the cake out using his mouth. Chia weei got his nose so chocolate-y. The video is up in facebook.
Fish and co. The lightings are nice. And for some reason, they had a rather ugly fish at their staircase. LOL!
Random people, random photo. And bernard was saying that it is a must for him to take a picture with that fish thing every time he come fish and co.

The group photo taking by the spiral stairs. It is a nice picture but the lighting isn’t enought. Those at the back can hardly be seen. Ah~
After food, we headed down to timbre. Bernard made reservations at 9pm. So we walk down from douby ghaut, walk to timbre @ substation. As usual, everyone was running away from my camera.

When we reach timbre, we started ordering drinks. The few of them shared 3 jugs of beer. Beatrice drank apple martini. Bernard drank long island tea. Zhihui drank lime. I am not really sure what the rest drank but the cup is nice.
We were chatting and chatting halfway. Then samson had to leave because he is meeting his girlfriend. Oh~ What a sweet boyfriend who is always meeting girlfriend. Then cassandra came down after her training. We were appreciating the band. Then we started taking photo with the birthday boy. Tons of photos.
Timbre. It is my first time here. It seems like a not-bad place. Besides the fact that it is noisy. Haha!
  The photos we taken with the birthday boy. It is really many. And many of them are red!!
Left to right, top: malcolm, chia weei, peng siang
Left to right, mid: bernard, wahidin, jiunn kai, cassandra, zhihui, anne, farina
Left to right, bot: daniel, tai wei, ryan, beatrice
The group photo taken in timbre.
After the trip to timbre, we decided to continue hanging outside. We headed down to clarke quay. I don’t know the reason but we decided to go clarke quay. It is my first time going clarke quay at night. We walk from timbre @ substation to clarke quay. My leg almost broke.
We walk pass rom and I was telling farina that ever since I know about the 72 storey hotel, I hold my wedding dinner there. After knowing so many different hotels, I am still inspired to hold my wedding dinner at swissotel the stamford. LOL!
The night view along the way. Fullerton looks damn pretty!
Random pictures along the way.
We took photo with a super cute car, jump shot and the word lago.
We saw this super cute nutcracker so we decided to take photos with it. Due to the fact that we can’t on flash for this, the picture turns out quite blur.
After walking for very very very long, we decided to go down to fullerton hotel for toilet break. OMG! The hotel is pretty + pretty. I remember in the past, my cousin once comment that the few of us (sebestian, karen, benjamine, terence, andrew, wai, anne, kenneth) shall save money and get married together at fullerton hotel. What a nice idea~
The toilet and a super cute gingerbread house with many cute santa!
That is us resting and taking photo with the gingerbread.
The girls and the toilet. This is when you have full glass mirrors and a camera. The lighting in the toilet is yellow, so the pictures turn out yellow. Oh well, after taking, my camera went into sleep mode. 
After fullerton toilet and check point, we went to walk and head down to makansutra for supper before going home. Zhihui left us and someone came to pick her up. So scandalous. When we reach there, we got food and drinks and started the “what if there is only xxx and xxx in the world?” game. So there were many confessions made.
Actually it isn’t much confession. It is more of a “i can talk more with who”. And for some reason, innocently, I got pulled with samson again. Oh well~ After supper, we took cab and headed home. I shared a cab with peng siang. The uncle is so scary. He went up to 115km/h. OMG OMG OMG!
By the time I reach home, it is already 2.30am. It is the first time I come home so late. Neither did I expect, mummy was waiting in the living room for me. Opps! As usual, I got questioned. Ah~ That is so typical. I went to bathe and had my good night sleep~
The next thing I know, when I wake up, it is already Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 11.00am. I skip lunch and for some reason, I got very upset, angry and turn off! I went to bed and cried to sleep. I think it is mood swing. Ah~
When I wake up, it is already 6 plus pm. I had my dinner and started watching television programme. As of now, I am watching 21: the movie. Oh~ What an old movie. I remember I watched it with justin. I was conned into telling him what movie I wanted to watch. Oh well~
Ok! It is going to be 2am. I shall go to bed. I wonder what should I do tomorrow? Up to date, I have yet to cut my hair. Damn~ Ah! There are so many things undone.

I am damn unhappy! I am super angry and turn off. But I don’t want to say anything about it. Just want a place to rant rant rant! AH!!! Go and die!

Ok, I will update on A18 gathering tomorrow~! =)

GB Christmas Camp

I am back from camp! Yawn! I slept for 12 hours. My whole body is aching!! I think my butt became smaller, got darker, got sunburn, increase in white hair and sat many cab for the past 2 days.
      .Thursday, December 10, 2009]]__x
I spent the whole day rushing out the song lyrics. I have been spending days and nights for doing up 24 songs. I am so tired! I have yet to do the powerpoint, yet to do up the answer sheet. Yawn!
Initially, I am not going for camp tomorrow. After some talking and discussion here and there, I am going for camp tomorrow. That means, I must rush out the video by tonight. As some of the video start to give me stupid problem, I asked char to help me with some. Thanks so much dearie! =)
In the end, I slept at 2am! OMG! I am so worn out~ =(
      .Friday, December 11, 2009]]__x
Early morning 6am, I wake up and start preparing to go down to church. I left house late so no choice, I took cab down to wesley. I started helping sandi and ms yp to do the presents. Then the girls came and all of us went to do up the present. It is so early in the morning.
At 8 plus, the kids start coming in. We are having a christmas celebration at wesley. It is my first time seeing 300 plus of kids aging from 3 to 6. OMG! They are super active and playful. We played treasure hunt. It is like a torture when you get one of the pieces and all the kids come running after you for that piece -.-
After playing, we went back to the hall and do other activity. Then the kids left at 11 plus. Here come the ultimate torture! We are to clean up the places where we played treasure hunt. There are tag, the back of the double sided tape and whatever rubbish. It is a total torture!!! I almost died from check every single part.
We went to get our bags and waited for the bus uncle to come. I am so worn out from cleaning the place.
The uncle brought us back to guangyang. It had been ages since I went there. We went up to gb room to put our stuff and went down to the canteen for lunch. We had chicken rice and drank bubble tea! =) It is my first time drinking passion fruit red tea and it is seriously nice! My new crave. Haha!
After eating, we rest while waiting for the instructors to come. While resting, we started taking photos. Soon, the instructors came. We are going to learn inline skating, also known as roller skating, today!! It is my second time learning it. The first time learning it was with grace and chern hui where I end up changing it to bicycle after 10 minutes.
We learnt to stand up while in skates, the v walk and ready position. We started playing from 2 plus all the way to 5pm. That is so crazy! I am so tired and wobbly after the skating.
Seriously, I think GB is crazy! Last time, we play captain’s ball while in full uniform. When other officers saw the video of us playing captain’s ball in uniform, they are always so fascinated. I thought that is one of the most crazy thing I did in gb. But this time, we actually played netball while in skates! **faint**
Besides playing netball, we also tried pushing one another. Our instructors told us to do that. And I had my first fall while eunice is pushing me. I landed on my butt! =x Then my second fall was when playing netball and attempted to catch the ball. I fall on my butt again! I really think my butt is so flat after the 2 fall.
Those who are not skating are our new love. They are always around letting us cling onto. And I think the basketball pole became our love during that 3 hours too. We can’t help but always hugging it and don’t want to let go.

The two instructors. Erm! I forgotten their name. They are demo-ing the ‘pushing’ people game. The one in front taught those who aren’t that pro. He kept scaring alison. LOL!
Us and the instructors.
After playing, we walk up 4 levels to get our bags! It is such a torture! OMG OMG OMG! My leg is breaking. Then we went to take the bus and head back to gbc. I went to get dinner for them =)
Then it is team bonding games. We played the chair game. As usual, they are so violent! Haha! Then we played taboo~~ Soon, we played scavenger hunt. After team bonding games, we had reflection session and close in prayers. The girls went back to their room to rest while I went to cab home. I am worn out!
By the time I reach home is 10.30pm. I had to start doing my video. I am short of one category and I have to rush it out for tomorrow. I wanted to ask wanrong to help but she isn’t online. So I had no choice but to ask char and justin to help. I am seriously tired but I have to do up the video, do up the powerpoint and do up the answer list. I totally forgotten about the answer.
Thanks to char and justin for helping me do the thing. Else I don’t think I need to sleep. In the end, I went to bed at 2 plus am. Yawn! Totally tired!!!!
      .Saturday, December 12, 2009]]__x
In the morning, I woke up early and went to toa payoh. At 11 plus, I took train down to harbour front and went to get lunch for the girls. The food are so heavy! I bought 10 mac-chicken, 3 cheeseburger, 3 large fries, 20 piece nugget and 4 large coke. OMG OMG OMG! I think everyone thinks I am crazy.
I walk all the way to vivocity, take a train into sentosa, take a tram to palawan beach, cross the shaky bridge with all the food! I don’t like crossing the shaky beach. I never like crossing the shaky bridge. And sadly, I have to cross with both my hands filled. And when I am crossing, super lot of people are crossing too. That made the bridge even more shaky.
When I reach sentosa, the girls were playing games and we had our lunch. After lunch, the girls went to make sand castle. Then of course, we started taking photo. There is this super cute and big dog who is running in the water to get the ball. Super cute!!
My dear liting! =) She only came down on the second day.

After sentosa, we went back to gbc via mrt. When we reach gbc, liting and I went to help sandi with the stuff while the girls went to rest. When I went to take the things from sandi’s room, I went to talk to the girls. One of them quarreled with her boyfriend.
When I went down, I start help setting the place. Soon, wanrong came with ms yp. They went to prepare the food while wanrong and I start discussing the games. We were late in preparing the food. By the time we start eating, it is already 7 plus 8pm. I was busy doing up the slides. I hardly eat! The food is nice but I have to finish the slides.
Then we started playing don’t forget the lyrics. I think the whole game is a total failure. Sadded! I feel like I have wasted my time and effort in doing the slides. The girls don’t seem interested in the game. I was super stressed up before the game and during the game.
P.S. Wanrong! I really wanted to play the grr-grr-grr game! But the girls were too full to play. Sadded! I am damn curious how they look sound. Haha!

After the game, we pack up the place. I went to the office and mass drink water. I am super thirsty. Then we went for reflection. Today’s reflection is super super super long. Well, as usual, it was a reprimanding session, an indirect one.
I went home via cab again. By the time I reach home, it is already 12 plus am. Yawn! My whole body is aching, aching and more aching!
I am supposed to go for lunch with jo and the 2 girls today. However, due to my super busy workload, I forgotten to sms the 2 girls the timing. So the lunch trip was cancelled. So sorry jo! =x
As of tomorrow, there will be a18 dinner. Oh well~

I think my butt got smaller o.O
Update more after a whole series of events =)

Things Don't Go My Way

Frustrated. Irritated. Annoyed. Exasperated. Troubled. Unhappy. Sad. Bursting. Burdened. Stressed. Fearful. Scared. Worried. Uneasy.

6 days have gone ever since the last day of exam. And out of the 6 days, I went out for 2 whole days, went out for lunch for 2 days and stayed home the rest of the 2 days. I am so bored at home but at the same time, I want to be nice to my pocket. =)
For the past few days, I have been chatting with char via msn. So envious of her! She is in taiwan enjoying her holiday. I want to go taiwan and shop till drop. Ah! Ok, I want to go bangkok more. Geor geor geor~~~ I know you want to go bangkok too! Haha!
Char was asking if I have done anything on my to-do-list. Happily, I told her I have yet to start on my to-do-list. So many things to do but I am so lazy. I think what I should really start doing now is the powerpoint and script. So unwilling but no choice. I am tied down with the word, responsibility.

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Cut my hair: I am going to get a haircut soon. I am thinking to cut my hair before or after camp. I think I will go and cut this week if I got the ‘feel’. Else I will cut it before xin mei’s wedding. I am still thinking when to get my hair chop. I need to find a nice day with a nice date. At a nice timing, I shall go and cut my hair. LOL!
Oh yes! My cousin is getting married! I always think that xin mei is super pretty. What more, she is sweet and gentle looking, when she talk, she talks very gently. And, she is working as a nurse. Totally like a bai yi tian shi! OMG~ Sweet, gentle, pretty nurse~ Aw~~ Ok, I sound like a pervert.
Pack my wardrobe: I wanted to pack my wardrobe but I have no idea where to start. I have many clothes that I seldom wear. I am thinking to donate it or not. Well, I always wear tee and jeans to school. So naturally, most of my clothes are labeled ‘seldom wear’. So I am having a hard time thinking.
Pack my table: My table is rather clean compared to the days during exam where papers are all on the table. The thing is, I have yet to use a cloth and clean the table. My table is white so normally, there will be pencil marking printed on the table. I need to clean it soon! However, the table is packed with christmas thingy.
Clean my laptop: That day, my computer got virus. I went to delete everything, clean my computer internally and do a thorough check up 3 times. So now it is rather clean. I am still waiting for results to be out so I can delete those senior’s files. But stupidly, exam result is only out in 30 december. In the past, I will delete it immediately because I know I will pass. But now, I am keeping everything because I am afraid I will repeat.
Christmas card/gift: I am still thinking what to get, whether should I send christmas card and who should I send it to. It is such a torture. Then I realise, if I were to send cards, there isn’t much people in poly that I am going to send christmas cards to. So much of my poly life. I need to think about the card, postage and everything. Shucks!
GB Camp: Right. For some reason, I am not looking forward to it at all. Don’t ask me the reason. Those who know it will know it, those who doesn’t know it will never know it.
Meeting up session: I wanted to plan some meeting up session with jo but sadly, he is spending his 20th birthday in field camp. He is having guard duty on alternate saturday. Sad! I need to see when he is free to fit time for me. I am such a nice friend =)
For some reason, I am going to meet up with kenneth after his common test! Yes! It had been a long time since I met up with him. Totally miss him so much. Of course, it would be a lot better if wai is around too. Initially she is coming back to sg for a couple of days. In the end, she cancel her singapore trip and went to somewhere else. Really miss her a lot! Miss the chatting late into the night session, cooking supper at 2 plus am and all the gossiping.
I wanted to plan a gathering with jing, geor, siyu and gidman. Siyu is complaining that he misses gidman a lot. However, gidman is in taiwan and have no idea when he is coming back. Most probably next week. I want to go and have fun with them. I always have tons of fun with jing and geor. And of course, when siyu and gidman starts bickering like couple. Haha!
As for A18 gathering, it is planned and settled. There is not a need for me to do anything. So nice. All I have to do is go, take photo, spend money.
Christmas lighting: Last but not least, my christmas lighting. Ah, I still don’t have the mood to travel down to town, suntec and vivocity to look at the decoration and lightings. I think I have to settle my things before going down.

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I am watching 世界正美丽 just now. 鸭子 went to hokkaido otaru. She made me so tempted to go down there too! She went to make her own musical box decoration, blow the glass bottle and the hotel she stay in is totally cool! OMG de fun! I want to go hokkaido too! Ok, I shall go and master my japanese and next time when I grow up, I can go hokkaido and play. Whee! =)
Anyways, I am feeling very frustrated and at the same time, I am feeling upset for the past few days, including today. What a mix of feelings. I don’t know what to do about it. I tried sleeping but seems like the moment I wake up, it is still there. You know, still there~~~
Chocolate? Ice cream? Sweets? I am not sure what to do either. People say, when you are feeling upset, eating chocolate, ice cream and sweet stuff is good. I ate sweets, drink sweet drinks but it is of no use. I tried eating mars bar that I brought home after north face run but still, I am not getting better.
I even went to look for retail therapy. Oh~ Nothing for me at all. They are so not friendly to me. I went to take a afternoon nap, when I wake up, I am still feeling tied down. I went to look for quite a number people to rant about it. Opps! I know I shouldn’t. Now, people knows about it.
I don’t know what to do about it. The worst thing is, it is not just one matter alone. It is two different matter! One after another. Can I just quit? Can I not do anything? Can I just not go at all? I don’t want to have anything with it. The purpose is totally defeated. Even so, I can’t back out.

Problem 1: I was told to help out. Ok, I really did do my best to help out. However, it seems like it is not appreciated at all. So what I am unhappy with it? So what I don’t like it? So what I am not ok with it? Does it matter? Come to think of it, I wonder what the purpose is. Things that is done is totally not to my liking but no use, because it is what I think and it is me, individually. This whole issue made me super reluctant to go. I need a mood change if I were to go.
Problem 2: Once again, I don’t want to attend to it anymore. After all that happen, I feel that even if I were to go, I will not enjoying. I feel burdened. I feel that I am tied down with tons of responsibility. Seriously, if I know that such things will happen, I will not look for trouble myself. So what about complaining now? I can’t push away those responsibility. I am doing it reluctantly. I am seriously reluctant. I want to back out.

Oh well, I don’t think I have a choice at all. I need to do something about it but seriously, there is nothing I can do. I want to back out, I want a mood change, I want to feel more optimistic, I want to look forward to the event. But I really can’t. As the days get nearer and nearer, the more pessimistic I feel, the more sian-ness I sense, the more unwillingness I experience. Ah! Tell me, what to do? What can I do?
Anyways, something happened to my dear yern. I am rather worried for her. I remember in the past, when similar thing happened to wai, the whole KWAY is down at her place talking, crapping and cheering her up. I remember at that time, when wai hear 开不了口, she will end up in tears. So, as usual, I will do some stupid and crazy things.
Now that it happened to yern, I am hoping someone is there for her too. I know that she is a strong girl, but still, I will feel worried for her. Regardless what, it is the first time she is feeling this way, it is also the first time something like that happen to her. However, wai just keep telling me that she will be fine -.- I almost wanted to strangle her. HAHAHA!
Yern is the youngest among the few of us. And because of the age difference, she tend to feel out of place when with us. So gradually, she stop hanging out with us cousins (not just the kway, but all cousins). In the past, she have her sister to talk to. Now wai is overseas, she rely on that person. And that person is gone too. I really hope she can pull through.
错过是为了要遇见对的

My Plans for the Holiday

Now that exam is over, it means, holiday until january. Yay! Holiday~ I wanted to work but those work that I found starts on 2nd december, which is the day of my last paper. Sadded! So I shall stay home and mug physics II if I can. I am taking two physics next semester. I need to work doubly hard.
Oh yes! During this whole month of exam and mugging, I actually spent $107.25. OMG! That is so much! It is seriously exam’s fault. When I got so stressed up for exam, I will tend to look for some ‘retail therapy’. And seriously, these ‘retail therapy’ works wonder! However, it causes fire and burn my pocket =(
My plan for the holidays.

Cut my hair I have been saying that ever since late september. However, I have yet to get a haircut at all. Initially, I said I wanted to get a hair cut during the recess week. In the end, I was too busy with oktoberfest. So I did not cut my hair. Then it drag all the way till now. I feel like doing something to my hair. However, I can’t find what to do with my hair. I feel like rebonding my hair but mummy doesn’t approve. I think I will end up cutting my hair only. Poof~

Pack my wardrobe I am always saying that I want to pack my wardrobe. And I seriously did pack. Just that lately, I have been too busy with school that every time my mother put the clothes into my wardrobe, I don’t have time to sort where they are supposed to be placed. On top of that, I need to start packing my wardrobe and ‘renew’ the clothes. I need to throw away some of my clothes that I seldom/don’t wear. On top of that, I need to see what are some clothes that I have and if there is a need to do more shopping. Opps! LOL!

Pack my table During exam period, the table had been messed up with papers, eraser dust and pen mark. I did not scribble on the table but it is because I write quite hard and it printed on the table. I need to pack and find space for next year’s notes. Hardworking eh!

Clean my laptop Seriously, ever since I graduate from NP, I have not been taking good care of my laptop. It is so dirty externally and internally. Folders are created here and there, files are all placed here and there. It is so messy. I need to clean the outside and clear the files!

Christmas card/gift Christmas is coming. I think I need to do some last minute shopping for gifts. On top of that, I need to think whether I’m sending card this year. If yes, I need to get it done quick. Else the recipient will receive my card late. P.S. Jo, I know I write the wrong address every year but I will try not to write the wrong address this time.

GB Camp Every year, there will be GB christmas camp. This year, I think I will be attending. I hope wanrong and liting can come too. I don’t want to be alone with them. I will feel the age gap. LOL! This year’s camp seems fun. Though I’m damn lazy to lead in the games, I still want to have fun! Ah~

Meeting up session Since it is holiday, I can do some meeting up session with some group of people! And of course, I plan to meet up with jo since his birthday near. I wish to plan a gathering for KWAY but sadly, wai is not in singapore. I miss her so much! I haven’t been catching up with her. =(

Christmas lighting I want to go and take a look at christmas lighting. I have never really gone to see christmas lighting before. I want to go down to orchard to look at the “santa” theme, marina square to look at “Gold and white” theme and vivocity to look at the tall tall christmas tree. AH~~~~~ Ok, what is so nice about looking at lights?

I think that is all for now. I shall continue to nua and rot at home! Wheeeeeeee~

Singing to the Moon

      .Thursday, December 03, 2009]]__x  
Another day out after exam. I went out with char, geor and jing before char goes for a 1 month holiday in taiwan. So envious, 1 month holiday!!
I went to bed super late last night and was totally worn out. If not for my alarm clock at 11.45am, I think I will still be in my bed. Jing went to service her laptop so she was super early. In the end, she decided to come to my place to spend time. However, by the time she call me, I am already leaving the house. So the 4 of us met in toa payoh.
We took train down to bedok. Along the way, we decided to go for a movie – NEW MOON! =) We book our movie using the axs machine. We walk from bedok mrt station to the community centre. Jing and I got our lunch from mac and smuggle into our bag.
We reach the community centre and queue up. If we sing from 2pm to 7pm, it is only $5 for student and $8 for public. OMG de cheap! We are entitled for a drink too. The drink is nice, not those typical coke, sprite, it is bubble tea.
We went and started singing. We were quite high. I realise, char knows practically all the songs. OMG! When nearing the end time, we are left with tons of english song. So, to finish all the song, we sang one verse + chorus and eject. Haha! Within 5 minutes, we can sing up to 6 songs. We were a little too high~
Left to right: georgina, wan jing, Anne, charmaine
Char is trying to run away from my camera. You can run but you can’t hide. =x
That is us! =)
 Candid~
After singing, we rush down to plaza singapura. We end our singing at 7pm, went to toilet, walk to bedok and travel down to plaza singapura. We book tickets at 8.30pm.

Char wants to collect her phone. So she went to collect her phone while the rest of us went to ta bao food. We got ourselves ta-ko-pa-chi and hotdog/nacho combo. Yummy! That is our dinner.
We went into the cinema late. Even so, we were in time for the movie. We were munching all the way. Seriously, I feel so sad for jacob. Practically throughout the whole movie, it is showing how belle used jacob as a substitute. The moment edward is gone, she goes to jacob. And when edward is back, she goes back, falling into edward’s arm and chase jacob away.
There are super lot of anti climax part. Well, there are many hilarious part thanks to jing. She kept commenting about jacob’s 6 pac. Now we know why twilight is out so fast. Haha! Twilight was out last november and this december, new moon is out. According to report, eclipse will be out next year june. It is all because of jacob’s 6-pac. HAHAHAHA!
And belle’s screaming every night is so un-real. If I were to have nightmare like her, I think I will wake up even before the scream.
After the movie, it is already 11pm. We accompanied jing to wait for bus while the 3 of us took train back to toa payoh. I get to see part of the lighting in orchard area. Nice~ =)
The nice nice lighting. 
There is always a time to say goodbye~ Will see char next year! Will miss you girl~ AND I am not short. I accommodate them to take the reflection photos. HAHA!
Two random picture brought to you by jing and I. Haha!
Done with yesterday’s trip =)
P.S. I decided to be nice and not upload the videos. HAHAHA!

Exam Aftermath with A18

Exam aftermath with A18! =)
      .Wednesday, December 02, 2009]]__x  
After the chemistry paper, I met up with members of the A18 =) The girls went to the washroom and went to meet up with the guys after which. We went to canteen a and meet them. We were discussing where should we go. Most of them went back to hall to get their stuff while the rest of us stayed behind and wait for them.
Initially, we were thinking to go and catch a movie. For some reason, we end up going ktv. We went to bernard’s parents’ place. The whole group of us took train down to ang mo kio for lunch. While on the train, beatrice and cassandra were busy taking photo with tai wei’s camera. They even put their photo as tai wei’s phone’s wall paper. Tai wei was shock when he saw it. LOL!
We went to S-11 for lunch. After lunch, we walk from S-11 to yio chu kang mrt station. The journey is so long! My leg almost broke. LOL! We went to the community centre next to yio chu kang mrt station and head up to bernard’s parents’ ktv.
We were singing and taking tons of photo. I totally change my view on jiunn kai. His voice is damn high. He can actually sing dui de ren and hitting most of the notes. OMG! That is so cool! Cassandra lost her voice even though she hardly sang any. We got beatrice and cassandra sang barbie girl. LOL! I think they did it on purpose. Opps! Videos will be uploaded in facebook! =)
After the singing session, we decided to go down to vivocity to catch fireworks. For some reason, they are having fireworks. Without knowing the reason, we rush down to vivocity at 8.30pm where the fireworks is at 9.00pm. Due to the fact that cassandra’s leg is hurt, tai wei decided to carry her so she can walk faster. Usually, this is how scandal start.
Tai wei carried her to yio chu kang mrt station and then we took train down to vivocity. When we reach harbourfront, it is already 9.03pm. Then we ran all the way to the fountain outside vivocity. I don’t know why we are rushing for fireworks. LOL! We catch about 5 minutes of fireworks and head for dinner at 9+ pm. The fireworks is amazing. Then we got to know, fireworks is to celebrate vivocity’s 3rd anniversary. Happy birthday vivo!
After dinner, we went to starbucks and slack and chit chat. We were gossiping. As usual, someone is always in our topic. Opps! After gossiping, we left at 11 plus pm to catch the last train. We were running for the last train then things crop up. Bernard and tai wei’s card ran out of value. So they had to top up. However, the top up machine is at the other side and the path way is blocked.
So we had to top up for them and run for the last train. Phew! Luckily we got there on time. Along the way, people get down and left.
By the time I reach home, it is already 12 plus am. I am so tired! I did not sleep at the night before and I still hang out till so late. I was uploading photos on facebook. After uploading, I am tagging them. I was so tired that I actually end up dozing off while tagging. I was thinking to tag the following day but I was half way done tagging. So I persevere all the way.
I went to sleep at 2 plus am! Yawn! I am going KTV again with char, geor and jing! =) Finally!
The community centre and the KTV room.
In pairs! =)
Top left, clockwise: daniel, bernard, tai wei, hui kiang, jiunn kai.
Beatrice went to take photos with the guys individually. I realise she forget to take with peng siang. Opps! The photo she took with daniel look totally like couple~ Ah! *Bernard, don’t be jealous*
Top left, clockwise: bernard, jiunn kai, peng siang, daniel, hui kiang, tai wei
Then I went to take photos with the guys individually.
Left: hui kiang, jiunn kai, bernard
Beatrice then ask cassandra to take with all the guys but in the end, she only took with 3.
Trio! =)
Mass photo spam!
Top, left clockwise: farina, jiunn kai, tai wei, hui kiang, daniel, peng siang, cassandra, beatrice, anne, bernard
Last but not least, group photo =)
One semester is over. A18 are going to separate into different classes. I always dislike such ‘separation’. Even so, we are trying to choose the same timetable together =)

Year 1 Semester 1 Exam Week

Exams is finally over! I really mean finally! It is such a torture for the past few weeks. I did not get on the time machine, they did not teleport me to 2nd december. Time was crawling like snail. No! Even slower than snail.
      .Thursday, November 19, 2009]]__x 
              Principle of Economics Paper..
After struggling the LONG LONG week, finally, exam is here!
Early morning, I wake up and start mugging for economics. I feel dumb after looking through the past year paper. Their answers are wrong and I have no idea why they are published. Damn! Before leaving the house, I went to check my luck on facebook. I know it is fake but I decided to just try for fun.

I though I am quite lucky today! I really hope I am. In the end, it is a super unlucky day! Now I know why they say “Bad luck comes in 3s”.
I left house and miss the bus. So I started waiting for the bus. The bus was damn long today. Normally, I will have to wait for 5-10 minutes. And today, I waited for 15-20 minutes. OMG! Then I miss the train and the next train comes in 6 minute. I was thinking to take a cab or not then I realise, I did not bring money and water bottle out.
After asking around, I decided to take train as I will reach school in time for exams. So I waited, took train down to boon lay and took 179. It started raining along the way. Who knows, the bus actually BROKE DOWN at the stop after pioneer mrt station! The door cannot close. So the bus is moving at the speed of less than 10km/h to bring us to the next bus stop. Damn!
I am running late and the bus broke down. So at the next stop, all ntu students got down the bus and waited for the next bus. Luckily the bus came fast. Else I will be damn late as I cannot take cab since I am penniless. I arrive school on time. Phew!
The paper is tough. I think I am too panick that I forget everything. My mind went blank. Shucks! After the paper, daddy came and fetch char and I at boon lay interchange. I am so tired! I still have to mug for maths! OMG! Tired~
      .Friday, November 20, 2009]]__x 
              Mathematics I Paper..
I hardly slept after the intensive studying for economics paper! I have yet to finish studying my maths and I am going for the paper.
In the morning, I went to meet up with char. We headed down to school together. Once again, I forgotten to bring my water bottle. How forgetful of me. During the ride to school, we were discussing and talking about maths. Shucks! I hope I can do well.
When we reach school, we saw members of A18. Geor and jing came and look for me too. Then we headed down to the exam hall together. Stress! I was looking for my seat and I almost got lost. I hate it when people use their matriculation card and cover the table number. So er xin!
The paper is tough. It is difficult. So much more difficult compared to previous years paper. Brain cells aren’t killed fast enough. I am not thinking fast. For some reason, I am doing my paper VERY VERY VERY slowly. I wonder why. I should do faster for maths but I am doing it very slowly.
After the paper, I met up with jing, geor, char, raymond, siying, phyllinda, chen yi, gerald and siyu. We were discussing where to go for lunch. For some reason, we ended up talking about lesbians and gays -.- In the end, we headed down to sakae sushi.
Gidman, jing and geor went back to hall to pack their stuff where the rest went down to sakae sushi. While going down, it started raining quite heavily. Char, siyu and I were waiting for jing, gidman and geor to come. Half way through, siying left.
When the 3 of them arrive, we started ordering. Our order is like WOW! We don’t even know what we order. We just continue ordering. OMG! When the food arrive, we were shocked and we were sooo full! In the end, we start squeezing rice between the plates.
The buffet thing ended at around 3pm. However, at 3pm, we did not finish our food. That person is damn irritating. She said that it is either we pay as food wastage or we pay as alacart. Seriously, I don’t like her attitude at all. The way she say is damn cocky! So in the end, we paid $4 more because we had 2 plates of food wastage.
I wanted to take many many photos but my camera battery died. I did not charge my other battery as it is still full. So in the end, relying on the spoilt battery, it is hopeless! And because it is running out of battery, it takes longer time to process. Therefore, most of the pictures are blur! =(
I want to change camera!! I want a fujifilm f200 exr! I have no money to get a panasonic lx3. So I can only eye on the f200 exr. I wanted to go to the electronics fair but exams, exams and exams! Why do all the IT fair and electronics fair come at the WRONG time?!
Anyways, it was meant to be a birthday celebration for jing, siyu and siying. And due to the rain, exams and all other factors, we did not celebrate but just have lunch together =x Sadded!
P.S. Maybe we should make up for them~
Ok, pictures time!! =)
Pictures from Table 1. Look at the bill, $105!!
This is table 2. Look at the stack of plates~
From the big group photo, top left clock wise: chen yi, gerald, georgina, charmaine, anne, raymond, phyllinda, wan jing, gidman, siyu.
Group photo and the messy table =x
Girls are girls. They will take photo at any place. And of course, when you get to see reflection, we will take photo too! Luckily there isn’t anybody in the pantry. Else it will be so embarrassing! LOL! 
      .Saturday, November 21, 2009]]__x 
              Gerald and Xueli’s Wedding!
In the morning, I shop toa payoh at least twice. I was looking for some thing. In the end, I can’t find it and I called mama. After looking around toa payoh with my mama, we decided to go down ang mo kio to shop for it. I am damn tired! I started shopping at toa payoh since 11am.
We went to ang mo kio, walk the whole of ang mo kio hub, not finding anything suitable, we went to this fashion. Finally! We found what I wanted there. After getting what I wanted, we went to the hawker centre nearby to have dessert. The weather is sooo hot!
I had this honeydew sago dessert. Seriously, it is NOT honeydew sago at all. The moment I saw it, it looks like water chestnut. One of the lady even asked me “what dessert is that? water chestnut?” And the worst thing is, it is NOT honeydew sago at all. It is purely coconut milk with ice, honeydew and sago. Idiot! Waste my money.
At 3 plus pm, we headed home! Tired! Then I started nua-ing at home. At 5 plus pm, I started preparing and head down to toa payoh to meet up with justin at 6.30pm. Drew drew didn’t want to go for the wedding dinner, so I pulled justin to accompany me. So nice of him!
We took train down to tiong bahru. We went to walk around tiong bahru plaza before heading down to holiday inn atrium. We cab down to the hotel. When we reach, we saw 3 wedding cars! That is so many! We took the lift up and saw sis. She was telling me that there are 3 couple getting married there. OMG!
The usual stuff, eating, ceremony and waiting. Let the photos do the talking =)
The place. Their lift is damn cool!!
The bride and groom! Their wedding photos are nice!! They went to the railway track, sentosa and some chinese temple. The photo where they took in front of the waterfall is damn nice!
The table and ballroom. It is decorated with candles! So romantic.
The first soup is NOT shark fin soup. It is bird nest soup! Seriously, I am deceive by it. And of course, their dessert is mango sago. My favourite. However, the turn off thing is that they put dragon fruit instead of mango in it -.-
My niece, sis, yh and justin. Both my sis and my dress are from online shop. LOL! Her’s is from bonitochico and mine is from hervelvetvase.
Justin and I. This is when wedding gets bored and we have nothing to do. LOL!
Jonathan and kaiden. They are wearing the same tie! OMG de cute!  They are damn damn damn ke ai!!
My nephew and some shots of my niece. So cute!!
      .Sunday, November 22, 2009]]__x
It is SUNDAY! In the morning, I woke up late and by the time I wake up, I am having my lunch. Then the kids were here and I started disturbing them. Then, when they went to nap, I went to my room for nap too. Er jie was still sleeping, that means, the aircon is still on. What a nice nap! And because it is so nice, I ended up waking up at 6pm.
By the time I wake up, it is near dinner time. I bid drew drew goodbye and went for dinner! After dinner, I was playing with the kids and watching television programme. At the same time, I was online reading the forum.
I am supposed to study, in the end. I woke up late, eat my lunch, nap till evening, had my dinner, watch television and sleep. What a nice day but bad for this period!!
      .Monday, November 23, 2009]]__x
Mugging, mugging and more mugging! I am having physics paper tomorrow. And thanks to the fact that it is open book, I kept having the mentality “aiya! no problem one.” In the end, when I start studying, I realise I have TOTALLY no idea how to do the past year paper. So yes, mugging session starts late!
      .Tuesday, November 24, 2009]]__x 
              Foundation Physics Paper..
In the morning, I am supposed to wake up early to study. In the end, I did not because, I am super tired! I was mugging and realise that, I have totally NO idea what is B-field and E-field. Panicking, I message char and she taught me via sms. She is damn clever!
At 10 plus, I called geor and start panicking and question her. Then I left house and met her at braddell mrt station. We went to school together. Along the way, we were studying and realising that neither of us have idea about B-field and E-field. Die!
We went to school and met up with samson and daniel at the bus stop. We are all panicking!! OMG! I parted with geor as we are at different exam hall. Daniel, samson and I waited for THE TIME to enter exam hall. I am sitting right at the back of the hall.
It is an open book exam, so we are allowed to bring papers in. There are people who really 'da bao xiao bao' into the exam hall. I wonder do they have the time to flip through. The moment paper starts, I started refering. I am not using my brains at all! I just flip through the notes and tutorial for every single questions.
The two guys next to me are doing very fast and they are not flipping through the notes at all! I really mean AT ALL! They just started doing. When I look at them, they are already at page 5 when I am still slowly, taking my time at page 2. They made me panick.
Half way through the paper, my notes drop onto the floor. DIE! And the best thing is, those invigilator did not even come and help me pick up. I mean, some of my paper slide to the table in front. I can’t even pick it up myself. And the guy in front step onto my paper =(
Luckily, he realise and secretly push the paper to my table. Thanks him so much! After the paper, he kept apologising to me for stepping onto my paper. Such a nice guy! I should be the one thanking him for returning my paper.
I went to meet up with the two guys and geor. The two guys went to study with bernard. They are really scary! The paper just ended and they can actually go study for chemistry. Geor and I headed home. Before going home, we went to toa payoh pasar malam and got ourselve taiwanese sausages! OMG! Soooo nice! It had been a long long time since I ate that!
Geor was asking me, “Anne, you online shop so much, why I don’t see you wear those clothes?” Seriously, I wonder why too. For some reason, I only wear those online clothes when I go out. If I were to go school, it will always be polo/tee, jeans and covered shoes. It had been like that since poly first year. Maybe it is time to start packing my wardrobe again!
Anyways, timetable for next semester is out. Sadly, I am in the different class from char. We are all separated into 3 classes – A17, A18, A19. And my timetable seems pathetic. For thursday, lesson starts from 8.30am to 4.30pm with 1 hour break only. That is sooo like poly! And no more off day for me. However, I think there is self-declare days! Hahaha!
We are thinking to change our classes so we can continue with them in class. I wonder how they are going to do it. I have no idea. Bernard was suggesting to meet up on wednesday after the paper to discuss. I wonder what are we going to discuss. I mean, only those from A19 are going to change. To be exact, only A19 people need to change. It doesn’t affect A17 or A18.

At night, I went out for dinner at toa payoh. I am craving for more taiwanese sausage! Ah~ I was telling geor about my craving for taiwanese sausage. She started thinking of taiwanese sausage. And both of us decided to and tempt each other. I went to find a picture online (to the left) and she drew me a taiwan sausage on msn (to the right).
After geor’s drawing, I suggested we play pictionary! I think we are too bored from studying! I started crapping with geor and char! It is damn fun and hilarious! I think I studied and sleep too little, thus I was a little high. Below are some of our chat and drawing!
Theme: Pasar Malam

 
Theme: School

** Click to zoom in**

We are just crapping all the way. For some reason we don’t know why. LOL!
      .Wednesday, November 25, 2009]]__x
OMG! Today's weather is melting me. For the past few days, it had been raining, raining and more rain. The weather is cooling and nice. And today, the weather is melting me! I'm feeling so nua thanks to the weather. I feel like I am in a sauna. Sweating and fainting!
I have been mugging computing today. Seriously, it is tiring to keep staring at all these codes and not knowing what to do with them. Besides knowing what to do with them, I need to know what they are called. I hate theory computing paper. It is a waste of my brain cells and pen ink =x Opps!
To keep myself awake and not going into the room, on the aircon, hide under my blanket and end up sleeping, I decided to keep myself occupied by going shopping. And thanks to the weather, I think I just put my keyboard f5 button at risk!
I can't believe that I actually went to f5 at every single online shop that is launching their collection today and end up not getting a single stuff. Amazing! I wonder where the self-control come from. Hmm, let me recall how many shops did I visited. About 10!
Right, I visited 10 shop and I end up empty handed. I think I am sick of seeing dresses, dresses and more dresses. Besides f5-ing in the shop, I was f5-ing in the forum to check what they are saying, reviews on the apparels they bought and critic on the clothes that is launched.
I think those girls from the forum are really shopaholic. They can end up getting 3 apparels from one shop and each apparels are about $25. Imagine there are 10 shop which launch today! Seriously, I think they are rich! And the thing is, they can be constantly catching up with the updates from the blogshop. That is amazing!
What more, most of them are young mummies. I know a couple who are 21 years old mum. I am turning 21 next year. While I am killing and torturing myself in school, they are spending their time in front of the computer f5-ing. I want a life like theirs!!
Ok, I need to save money! I spent quite an amount before/during exams. It is all exams fault! Every time during exams, I will turn to online shopping for relive. And that means spending money! Shucks! Grr! I need to save save save!
Now I know, it is really hard to look and drool but don't get! AH!! Tell me, how to get so much money to shop endlessly?! I want to shop and buy without having to worry about my purse.
And! One of the blog model just got engaged. And the most amazing thing is, she is only 22! OMG! Why are they getting married so early? Seriously, research reports are fake. They are saying that singapore females are getting married later and later. However, I see super young mummies around.
      .Thursday, November 26, 2009]]__x
I need to mug for computing. Well, I have no idea how to do theory paper at all. My theory sucks. I mean, imagine asking me what is “\n”. I know what it means but I can’t explain in their terms. I can explain in my terms. I need to finish mugging computing. Else, I cannot start working on my chemistry.
Why is computing paper 2 and half hours too?! I think by the time 2 and half hours is gone, my pen die and my brain die from all the code processing. Ah~ My pen is dying anyways.
Anyways, before exams is over, our new timetable is out. And the best thing is, exam dates are out too! OMG! I have yet to even complete this semester’s paper and next semester’s dates are out. What is this?!

Date	Day	Time	Module
22 Apr	Thursday	1.00pm to 3.30pm	Mathematics II
26 Apr	Monday	9.00am to 11.30am	Physics II
27 Apr	Tuesday	1.00pm to 3.30pm	Physics I
29 Apr	Thursday	1.00pm to 3.30pm	Material Science
05 May	Wednesday	9.00am to 11.30am	Life Sciences

Sian! There is 6 days break between material science and life science. I bet I will be on ‘holiday mood’. The above timing have yet to include electives. I am thinking to take electives or not. If I am taking, I will try and make elective exam during the 6 days. Muahaha~

I am discussing some things with someone. Seriously, if I know I had to put in so much time and effort in it, I rather not do anything. I rather just keep quiet. What is with giving us so much things when we are damn busy with our own stuff already? I already said that I can’t do it and yet, pressure, stress and work load keeps coming. I hate it!

      .Friday, November 27, 2009]]__x
Happy hari raya haji! =)
Hello! It is public holiday and I can’t help doing ANYTHING except studying =( I tried forcing myself to study. In the end, I just sat there and stare at it. Therefore, I decided to watch television =) My source of entertainment! However, there isn’t any show to watch.
I think I am really bored! I actually watch disney channel. At first, I watch toy story. Then it ended and I decided to watch, A BUG’S LIFE! It is my first time watching that show. Drew drew kept disturbing me because, I am supposed to be studying and not watching some ant saving it’s colony -.-
In the past, when PS is still a ‘in’ thing, I had this game, “a bug’s life”. And I always play that game, not knowing it’s story. However, drew drew will always snatch over PS and play his game. Er xin! Well, anne plays ant game. LOL!
I can’t study at all. I need the concentration skills. I can’t concentrate, I don’t have any sense of urgency at all! HELP ME!!
Anyways, I feel damn irritated with some people yesterday and today! Seriously, I wonder what is this treatment from that person. All I did was to ask a small favour and you kept scolding and reprimanding me. You kept saying that I must learn to be independent. Seriously, look who is the dependent one. I always do my own things, when I need help then, I look for you.
You kept saying me whenever I ask something from you. And when other people ask, you don’t even say anything. What kind of treatment is this? You always compare and compare. Why is it that you don’t compare when other’s ask? Who am I to you seriously?
And for the other someone… I am lazy to talk about it anymore. It is just another case of unfair treatment. Seriously, who am I to them. I really wonder. Why is it that there is so many unfair treatment in my life. I am so not wanted.
      .Saturday, November 28, 2009]]__x
I keep thinking today is sunday. I spent my whole day thinking about taiwan sausages! Computing notes is by my side but I have not touch it at all. Ah~
      .Sunday, November 29, 2009]]__x
Early morning, my parents went to have dian xin without calling me up. That is so bad of them! I want to eat egg tart! =(
In the afternoon, I was busy playing with my niece and nephew. Then I went to nap for about an hour and ate my taiwan sausages!! I taught my niece piano theory. Seriously, kids can’t concentrate for long. She is so into television programme.
At night, I started studying computing. Seriously, why I am feeling so sloppy this semester? It has never been like that in poly. Last minute studying? I think it is because, there are too many drag between the papers. It make me lose my momentum. Oh well~ Last second paper!
      .Monday, November 30, 2009]]__x 
              Computing Paper..
Computing. It supposed to be a rather confident paper for me. However, after looking at other people’s facebook comment, everyone kept complaining how hard computing is, I am getting nervous and scared. I am freaking out! =(
In the morning, I am supposed to wake up early to study. In the end, I was rolling on my bed and did not wake up early. After all the necessary preparation, I went to meet up with char at the interchange. We are supposed to meet geor too but in the end, her neighbour is fetching her.
While on the train, we were talking and discussing about computing. We wasn’t really studying. I think my brain is already saturated.
We reach school quite on time, put down our bags and went into the exam hall. The paper is damn hard! For some stupid reason, practically 1/3 of the paper is testing on pointer. And the best thing is, I am super lousy with pointer. In the end, I think I just smuggle through the questions and throw some I-know-it-is-ridiculous answer.
At the start of the paper, I am damn sleepy. So, half way through the paper, I actually doze off. Yawn! I nap for about 30 minutes before waking up and continue doing the paper. I completed the paper 30 minutes before the time ends. I decided to stay inside the exam hall and check through my paper. I got so bored that I started planning what I want to do after the paper all the way to 2nd december and after 2nd december. That is my own motivation.
For once, I did my paper faster than the people around me. For the past 3 papers, I am always slower than the people around me. That is why I dare to go and nap.
After the paper, I met up with jing, geor and char. Jing went back to her hall while the 3 of us went to have lunch. We went down to jurong point and decided to have long john silver for lunch. It had been ages since I had long john. I remember last time, jo, daryl and I always meet up every friday, have long john for dinner and pool session after which.
We headed home at 2 plus pm. Yawn! Totally worn out. While on the train, we were discussing about our first experience when cycling two wheel bicycle. And we talk about flying kite. OMG! I want to go and fly kite~ I have never let a kite fly up in the sky before.
When I was young, I went kite flying once or twice with my family at marina south. I ran around the whole field to get the kite up into the sky. And for some reason, my kite never get up. Before the kite gets up, I am already worn out from the running and pulling. It is always daddy who will get the kite up for me.
Ok, I am so tempted to go kite flying! Sad to say, char is going overseas. Else we can all go kite flying together =)
I reach home at about 3.30pm. My plan was to sleep, wake up study, dinner, study and go to bed. In the end, I woke up at 10.30pm. My alarm clock did not wake me up. So there goes my plan. I woke up, ate my dinner, go forum reading and went to bed. Yawn!
When turning off my alarm clock, I realise that I set the alarm at 5am instead of 5pm. Now I know why I sleep like a log.
Craving for bubble tea~
      .Tuesday, December 01, 2009]]__x
In the morning, I woke up very early again. Chemistry~ Why I don’t seem myself having any chemistry with my chemistry notes? They are talking about A and I am thinking about B. Right right right! Show me some light!
In the afternoon, I went out to eat. I had kfc! Tried the new black pepper kfc chicken, it is spicy! However, I like the taste of it. Yummy yummy. And of course, I had my beloved bubble tea from koi! Yummy yummy! It totally satisfy my craving. Hmm!
In the evening, mugging non-stop. Seriously, what is the problem with all the stupid moles! Grr!
      .Wednesday, December 02, 2009]]__x  
              Chemistry Paper..
I did not sleep the whole night. I was studying and studying. The next thing I know was it is 6am in the morning and is time for me to get prepared for school. I was late with meeting up with char and geor. I am having tummy ache =x Opps!
The paper is pathetic. Seriously, I have no idea how to do at all. I tried my best but seriously, it is a killer! OMG! I totally do not want to repeat the module. The paper is a torture. I almost doze off again but I tried my best to stay awake.
After the paper, A18 went out together =) Ok! This will be updated in the next post. Stay tune!